{ hd makes things pretty } I just remembered I made this audio like 9 months ago and I never had any use for it so I figured might as well make it public. You don't have to ask, just please / credit / me if you use it.
hello everyone, i hope you’re having a lovely day so far. and if you’re listening to this at night; the tears streaming down your face and your hand over your mouth because you don’t want anyone to hear your sobs: it’s going to be okay. i know i’m being very cheesy, but it is going to be okay. alcohol, drugs and selfharm won’t heal you. time will. and for everyone losing the love of their life. losing the person who’s still alive but you are dead to them just remember that the love of your life would never leave.
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He hurt me so bad. But for some reason I still miss him. He was everything to me. I would have done anything for him. That's how much I loved him. I miss him so much. I don't know what to do. He just let me go like I was nothing. The memories we had are alway in my mind. And I just can't shake my feeling for him. I miss you...
Sweetcandy this is how I feel.... he hurt me everyday and I still love him. He is everything I've ever wanted... and him leaving just broke me... I can't eat, or sleep without him....
I know the feeling I feel the exact same way and it’s been months since he left me and it’s sad to say I feel like I’m never going to stop missing him or even loving him. We gotta stick together and just believe that we’re going to get better. I say maybe in a different time we’re gonna be meet then we’re really going to be perfect for each other and that I’m gonna be enough for him and he would never leave me again. It’s hard to say but you can’t give up.
If you ever actually loved someone, from the day you broke up.. you wont stop missing or loving him. ever. even if he did break your heart. but people aren't meant to be together forever.
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nour eltair exactly what I feel.. just got out of a 1 year 2 month relationship and I want it back but in scared he might like it better without me which is what he's showing to me atm..
I feel the same exact way what if he CAN do this without me.. not saying he needs to rely on me all the time but just every now and then would be nice and what hurts even more is that I know I can't do this without him... I dumped him for his friend and he fought for me for a little over a week and I told him to forget about me so when he finally listened to me he dated his ex and I broke up with his friend bcuz that's when I knew I could not do this with out him but it seems he can without me fml
letting go of someone you love is one of the most painful things on this earth. but, sometimes, it’s for the best. you met for a reason. you parted for a reason. keep living. keep loving. don’t hold back. i love you
That’s so true. I am holding onto a small hope that my wife still loves me. Even though she admitted her feelings for another. We still laugh joke. She said she feels we are better as friends. But again I wonder the same If she met me for a reason and now we must part for a reason. Sucks because when I was diagnosed with cancer she was there for me and in my denial I hurt her to the point she felt unloved. Now I have to start all over gain wit a née cancer and she is now Miles away from me. I will love her always as she was the first to break down my walls around my heart.
He passed away 2 months ago. I feel like i can’t breathe.. I’m still here because of him, he taught me how to live and love. I live everyday honoring his memory. He truly was an angel on Earth, everyday I spent with him I asked myself what I did to deserve him. He gave me everything, with him I was whole. You’ll always be on my mind baby, you saved me and I will live on for you.
I'm about to loose the guy who made my life the happiest. But I can't. He made it seemed like I was living. He brings me joy. I just can't loose him. I'm talking to him tomorrow. Idc if he said we are too different because I know he likes me too. I don't care if my guy friend said don't do it. I can't just let the most real thing I have felt in a long time go away.
Whatever you do don't break up with him cos you will regret it, I broke up with my boyfriend yesterday after 7 weeks cos I didn't realise how much I meant to him and how much he meant to me, now I will always regret the decision I made of dumping him cos I was happy with him but I threw it away so don't make yourself unhappy like I did, make the right choice
what hurts the most , is that we're friends. how do you stay friends with someone your madly in love with ? i can't. losing you would cause me to lose myself , and it's already begun because i'm losing you slowly . bit by bit. and i'm afraid that if i lose you i'll become my old self & you know me more than anyone else , you know me so well . i can't do anything without you ;
I'm angry! I'm angry at him! I'm so angry at myself! Why did I believe someone would actually stay?! Why did I let him in! Why did I let myself love him and believe that he loved me! I feel so stupid! I'm angry at everything, I don't and can't do this anymore...
I feel the same. He's about to commit suicide, he doesn't see how beautiful he is and he's blaming things on me. He made me the happiest girl alive and I'm the stupid one in this so of course I have to fuck everything up. If I'm not hurting myself I'm hurting everyone else around me
in the end you have to accept that you're never seeing them again and the worst part is you know that not even in the next life I won't see him I won't get to ask him why he chose to leave why he didn't stay what on earth was so horrible that you decided to leave this earth, and most precious life without even saying goodbye? he committed suicide before he accepted Jesus he's gone and I'm never seeing him again not in 200 2,000 2,000,000 years from now I'm _never_ seeing him again. and in the end, that's why I am terrified of having to accept.
creative hacks that girl doesn't deserve u..idk who u are but if someone doesn't like or love you for who you are or ur looks then they don't deserve ur good heart..❤
Lizzie Ann my bf promised he wouldnt disappear anymore too....and hes currently gone now and it hurts....ive waiting for along time and he comes back for a few days and then leaves....its given me so much pain
Sometimes you can almost feel him.. I imagine him being with me and what he would say... I don’t want it to be over because then I would have to accept the fact that... he’s gone.. forever. I’m not ready. I can’t do this. He’s the only thing that kept me going and he made my worries melt away. But now I’ll never see or feel him ever again. And it hurts. It hurts a lot. I will still hurt years from now. I will still cry and think about him years from now. I miss him so much. I just want him back. That’s all I could ever ask for.
@@evie7072 LMAO I WAS 13 WHEN I WROTE THAT AHAHAHAAHAemmendnd i wrote it about my cat that died. it doesn’t hurt anymore im content but i still miss him. that’s kinda weird how i mentioned i wondered what he would say bc cat’s cant talk but i do wonder what he would say if he could’ve talked... ok anyways back to doing my homework
No... the pain won’t go away. You just get used to it. There’s always a part of it that will hurt you. It still hurts me... even a year later. He hurt me.... and that will stick with me... But I believe that I will find someone.... someday.... somewhere....
My brother died from overdose January, the 28th, 2018. I was eleven years old. Three weeks before, my beautiful niece was born. I’m beginning to realize with life comes *death.* From that day forward, I promised myself to never have to let my niece experience the pain I’ve been going through these past months. A couple weeks ago I found out she’s gonna have a baby brother in December. With that, I burst into tears. How lucky is she to have the opportunity to see her brother soon because I wish I could say the same about mine. Matthew, I miss you more than anything in this whole shit-filled world. Just, come home, *please*
Your brother isn't dead. He's alive. In your heart. You're never far apart. He's still in there. And when you finally pass on...the first one you'll see is your brother, welcoming you into his arms.
@@yunasele7832 yes I am ok now...honestly it was hard to move on from someone who wasn’t yours but as time pass I accepted it. Thank your for asking and it will be ok :).
‘Eventually everything will get better’ Eventually...when’s eventually? Because in my mind, when I was told eventually, it meant never. When I was told eventually it didn’t happen or they didn’t do it! So don’t tell me that “eventually” means everything will be fine because I know damn well that not everything will be fine! • • • Sorry. Just how I felt. Only me? Okay. I’ll leave.🙂
My boyfriend and I just broke up. He decided that he liked my best friend more than me. We were together for 3 1/2 years, and now he says i ruined his life and he hates me. I don't know how to live without him... he was my world.... but he used me and not i want to die...
He never loved you someone thats with you for that long dosent move on like that if he really loved you he wouldnt have done that or maybe hes a good faker Cuz god damn either way you deserve better💗
I feel the pain but in a different way. I lost a friend last January from drowning. I miss him so much. I'm not ready to say goodbye or forget about him.
The ones that I've heard so far have really made me realize that itis ok to cry over what has happened to me over the years and it has helped me feel like I CAN heal. Thank you so much for that. Thank you
I remember every single thing he has ever done to me. Everything he said, it stuck with me, I remember it everyday. I will always remember him. I fell in love. I love him. I just want him to be happy. I miss him.
you know, it's hard. when your heart just feels SO heavy. day and night. everyday you wake up with the same feeling. feeling sad and regretful. like you just go about life breathing...but not living. but i cannot stress this enough...you HAVE to keep going. you HAVE to. do not give up. you didn't get this far just to get this far. you have been surviving for so long, that is something to be proud of. at the end of everyday that has passed, you only had yourself, and look, you still do. don't give up on yourself. i promise, better days are already on their way for those who didn't give up. i love you, angels. you got this.
I love him. I couldn’t possibly stop loving him. And I know he hurt me pretty badly but even then I still love him. No matter what he’s done I can’t bring myself to hate him. I’d never wish anything bad on him even though he did me bad. I thought he was the one. I was so sure of it this time. I miss him. I miss him so much. All those “I love you’s” all those promises all those goodmorning and goodnight texts all those falling asleep on FaceTime and all those memories..he..he just walked away. Like it was nothing...like I was nothing.😔
To anyone reading this, no matter what has happened or who hurt u. U are u and u can overcome anything. It may take time and they will be tears but u can do this. If u love someone tell them. Try be true to yourself and keep smiling. If u feel something follow it just stay safe and have an amazing day
he caused me so much pain and it was a toxic environment to be In, but after everything I’d still go back to him in a heartbeat because he is my world. He’s my everything, my person, my bestfriend, he’s my happiness. After everything he’s the one who truly gave me hope, motivation in everything. he brought happiness in my life.
I spent literally years alone after my ex-fiance left me... like 5 solid years and then more in between a few failed relationship attempts with other people... well I felt like this too ... for most of that time. I just wanna say to whoever is feeling like this after a breakup or losing someone... no you never forget, and nothing ever is the same, but things get better and you'll meet someone better. I met a nice man eventually. I've been with him like 6 years now... he makes me feel safe and loved... and appreciated. I have a lot of deep seated trust issues due to my ex-fiance and those won't ever go away, but my man is understanding and patient and good... and it doesn't bother him. You'll find someone like that too... when you least expect. it. Hang in there.
this brought tears to my eyes, i feel like i need to use it but i dont know whether i can bear starting a video with benny clips as it will make me so sad :'( its really gorgeous morgan
I loved him so much and he knew that. He knew I’d stay he knew I’d forgive him. He knew I’d give him any other chance. He knew I was strong when I didn’t even know. He knew I could handle the pain he put me through. He saw me time and time again pick MYSELF up and put myself back together. He knew I’d be okay. But he never knew I’d leave for good. And I’m proud to say that.
I've never been in that same boat K' but When I was down in the dumps as a teenager, when I went A wall everyone I ever loved. You may not think it , I believe Most people on earth deserve something. It took me 24 years too find what I've been searching for my whole life, Life is full of it's ups and downs yet having heart and being determined. Anyone can dream big it's why it's called. Dream, The good people suffer. They really do.
He's hurt me more times than I can count, but each time I somehow managed to overlook it because I finally had someone who made me smile like in the old days. I didn't want to loose that supposed happiness, but now that I see him up to his old tricks again, I now know that enough is enough. I have to let go. I have to find the strength to finally let him go.
I miss my ex so much even tho he is hurting me... he didn't tell me anything, he broke up with me through a friend😅💔 he still is my everything, I'm trying to show him I would never give up on him like others even tho he gave up on me completely ☹ I love him so fucking much, I just I want him to hold me and tell me every thing will be okay..... I need him so much....
It's so sad to think that this quarantine makes us break our hearts into pieces.. Just continue to rememder it's okay to miss someone, love someone, feel it everything then drop it nothing last forever..
He was the only thing keeping me here, now that he's gone I don't know why I'm still here. He was my home, and now he's gone forever and I'll never get to see him again because I'm not good enough to go where he went. Even after 6 years I'm convinced I could have saved him from the storm in his mind.
I replayed this video probably 50 times, I cried so hard. It was the night me and my ex had broke up. I stayed up til 5am. The song was once our song... life is a trip. I lost this video after that night couldn't find it. It's been since Sep 5th and today I closed a chapter and found this beauty once again.
You know what’s hurts so bad... when someone is alive but it feels the same as if they are dead..you miss them that much, need them to be with you. The worst part is when someone’s dead they have no choice but to leave. When a person is alive and chooses to leave, especially when you loved them,and you know they are never coming back it hurts so fucking bad.
My dad died a couple of month ago this popped up and I clicked it wondering what it was littie did I know I would leave crying and missing my dad more than ever if your parents are still around go give them a hug because they might not always be there the pain I feel from loseing my dad is the worst thing I have ever felt in my live so if your parents are still around go say you love them make sure they know you do before it's to late because even if they were or still are a bad parent it still fucking sucks to lose them
I looked him in his eyes while i was crying, i told him i didn’t want to lose him again. He just wiped my tears away knowing he needed me to let go. I told him i loved him and i had to say it otherwise i would regret it. He looked at me with tears in his eyes and then walked away. I’ve never felt my body hurt so bad i couldn’t breathe and i had to let him go while i was still madly in love with him
I miss him so god damn much. He really is gone forever... I just need to hear his sweet voice one more time. He hates me. and it kills me. I'm dying. And I need him.
I have never had a couple, but, if have I want to tell you that you are special, beautiful, amazing, wonderful and you don't need to be dependent, you are strong. He/She will always be with you, in your heart. 💞
Dr Frank can make your ex come back to you begging you for a second chance. He helped me restore back my broken relationship of 5 years by bringing back my ex Also Dr Frank always keep up with his words I strongly Advise you to seek help from him...
it’s almost 10 years to the day i lost my dad. i’ve grown. he never saw me graduate high school, he never met my first boyfriend, he wasn’t there to wave me goodbye as i left home for college. he won’t be there walking me down the aisle at my wedding. he won’t be giving me away. he won’t meet my children, his grandchildren. all i hope is that he’s proud of me.
This pain i have on my shoulders is unbearable! I cant handle this anymore. I miss him, how can one ever get over this pain? No one can. Just the relization that they are never going to come back is painful. Years have passed and I still remember him, and i just have to deal with it every day knowing he is gone forever. Knowing he will never grow up and deal with real life issues, he will never feel love, he will never know the feeling of having a crush or becoming a husband and having kids of his own one day. I just miss him so much! I miss you Michael...
She said it best I don’t want this to be over, everyday when I wake up there is a split second I forget that he’s not here. Sometimes something happens and I go to call him or text him, and then I remember. I’m angry and sad. Sometimes when I see people going about their everyday lives I get angry. Don’t you know that a tragedy has happened. How can the world keep spinning. I had to go back to school 2 days after I found out he had passed. It was just so weird to me that this had happened, and I still had to go take my test. I still had to punch in to work and smile at customers, when I just wanted to break down and cry. I hate this. I miss you. So much.
I broke my own heart, I let him go, and now I can’t live without him... but I know that him not being with me was breaking me, but now I’m breaking into a million pieces without him, and I don’t know what to do, if I tell him I want him back, I’ll just end up hurting again, hearing his voice isn’t enough, I need him with me, but I can’t have that yet, I can’t have him back yet, and it’s breaking me. “I need him, I can’t do this without him, I can’t live without him”
@@inevp9790 I’m happy now!! I have a new boyfriend and now I can’t imagine life without him, it’s funny how things work out in the end, really. But I’ve been there and I know exactly how that feels man, wishing the best for you, hoping you can learn to heal and move past it like I did. It’s probably gonna take a while, but you’ll get there eventually and you’ll find someone or something better, it just takes time, I wish you the best of luck.
I miss my boyfriend so much! I always imagine him being by my side all the time and like i can feel him. It hurts to miss someone who loves you so much but that person doesn't show as much effort as you do
It will never stop! Ive felt like this for years! Its never got any less? Coz hes the only person i want, ever! He never leaves my thoughts! ..I love Ryan, i will never stop😪
I lost my boyfriend last year in april and at that time I was so lost and confused and struggling to learn how to live without him and now 9 months later still single i am now learning how to truly love myself and I can say if you’ve lost someone you love i wanna tell you It will get easier your better days are ahead of you not behind you. yes i still grieve the loss of him but I grown so much since then. new beginnings are just now starting for you and for me love❤️ stay strong hold it down for it all.
I didn’t know how to live without him I Didn’t know if I could even ever love again. till this day i am still confused by it all. The pain I felt during that time was extremely painful. and scary at times. this has been such a difficult and rough ride but every day I wake up I make it through another day with him by my sice
It's now 4 yrs since my sons father passed away. The day he died I couldn't imagine life moving forward without him. Our son graduates high school this year and is enlisting. I wish his Dad could see us and how well we are navigating this new life without him. I will forever miss him.
he hurt me so much. he hurt me like I didn't matter. but he did make me feel wanted too. I got so quickly attached. he has now left me for 4 months, no goodbye, no explanation. he just disappeared. fuck, I miss him like hell. i hate myself for missing him, but I love him.
Since I met him there was something about him. With time he made me feel like no one else did. I felt safe. I felt like I could actually be myself. He made me so happy. He was actually the type if person that I thought I didn't want in my life. We had the same dreams, everything, we were so alike in every aspect. He had everything I could ever dreamed of. He was so attractive to me in every way. He didn't know how much he liked me, the only thing that makes me happy right now that I lost him is that he liked me back. We couldn't be together even though we thought of being together and made plans. I will always love him, he will always be in my heart. Right now we're just friends, we don't talk anymore. It broke me so much losing him but I wish him the best. I hope one day we could see each other.
Hes been gone for 10 yrs now and I still have a hole in my heart. Sometimes I can’t breath all I can do is cry and scream. It’s not getting any easier I need him. I never needed anyone else’s love or validation. But why when we were together he would control and mentally and physically abuse me. But I loved him enough to stand bye him. Maybe that’s the only way he knew how to show love. I finally walked away 12 years ago and he spiraled down got into drugs and eventually lost his battle with heroin. I can’t keep asking my self if I’d stayed would he still be here? I wish I could feel his arms around me just to feel him kiss my forehead anything💔
on the 13th november 2020, I lost the person I love, my future, he was only 15, he died from a car crash and you know I cry and cry and cry because I know I cant go back in time and stop it from happening, I wake up and hes the first thing I think of, and now hes gone but its like I can feel him around me, watching me, and now hes gone forever and I cant accept that, maybe over time I will but now I cant, I have nothing to live for, I miss him so much and there's nothing I can do to bring him back
I lost my best friend last month. He wasn’t a human and he wasn’t mine, but I loved him. Yes, he was a horse. He meant everything to me, then when I heard that his owner took him back to her place, I think I’m Chicago, but I’m not positive. A bit of me broke inside. The memories kill me, of me jumping him, teaching him tricks, my first buck on him, the cuddles, we had this thing where he would nibble my shoulder when he wants attention. Now I wish I could have him back: have everything back. But he’s gone, I’m not sure if I’ll ever see him again.. but I know I have him on my heart and memories. Fameous, I love you boy, you mean so much to me, please don’t forget me, please. I love you, goodbye.
I miss him even though he broke my heart we were best friend he was the only one who ever understand me he doesn't care about me it really really really hurt I can't stop thinking about him I need him I can't live without him in my life I so useless I just want to end my life because he not here he the only one I let in my life now I'm so much protect of myself i can't let anyone in my life again I always going to need him I can't live no more longer like this it been like 9 months without him I can't survive no more
my ex and i have been broken up for 2 years and i’m still not over it. i’m so in love and i don’t understand how some just fall out of it. how he fell out of it. we’re just friends now. and he knows i still love him. he just doesn’t care. and i’m still so hurt over this but if being friends is the only way i can keep him from going away. it’s enough.
My dad didn't commit suicide, but he died. I was only 9. He went into his coma in September of 2015, a few days after my mom's birthday. January 1st, my sis saw a post on my cousins facebook saying that my dad died. My dad was in jail until I was 5, and i never told him that I loved him and i honestly just wish that i said i love him. I didn't even visit him in the hospital, maybe if I did there would've been some miracle worker.
I see people talking about him, so I'm going to too. I miss him, a lot, I love him. Idk where the time went, idk what happened, and idk why he doesn't care anymore, but he doesn't. We were amazing, couple goals, then all the sudden, he went weird, he acted like he didn't like me, but would still tell me he did. And it funny, really, bc he used to talk about how much he loved me, and how I was going to be in his future, and now I'm sitting her, 11:15 crying bc we broke up. He hurt me, a lot, but I'm still so damn in love with him that I can't be mad and I can't get over him. Ik it hasn't been that long, but I just want to the pain of him to go away, to be a distant memory, bc that would mean I'd be okay, and not crying every night bc I miss him that damn much. I miss everything about him tho, and it sucks. At this point I wish I didn't have feelings. Anyways, if you actually are reading this, sorry for wasting your time, just had to get my feelings out rn
you know when you finally realize you are numb, but you are still in pain? Well, that feeling has happened to me over and over again. It is peaceful, but hurts still.
