Good people suffer the most.. I dont have much left in me to keep going.. I am almost on the verge of giving up i dont know how longer i can contain myself. I really wish nobody goes through what i am going.. Wish all of you well
that's not your "friend", a friend will support you through thick and thin, advising you on the positive, don't let them hurt you, fight for your dreams and above all, believe and trust in God 😇
Each time I wake up I feel lonely and unhappy , the internet gives me anonymity to say this but in real life i am afraid to speak about my problems 😔 there is no one to listen to me or care about me so what should I do ? I tried going to the gym, meditating, journaling and therapy yet nothing worked for me , the old traumas keep comming back and I keep trying to stay calm and study for university but it sucks ass , it really does , I am so frustrated and each time i stay awake for more than 48 hours and when I pass out from lack of sleep amd feel like dying and finally moving on to the next life it just feels so good. Idk what to do anymore , I know many people have problems amd I am very sorry to hear that , hopefully one day we might actually be able to get put of this life amd live our best dreams, have the family we wanted to have, have a good job, a good girlfriend maybe idk never had one but still, I hoped that I could be free and just forget this life existed to ruin me like this . And yet I am very sure nobody will give a shit about this comment and just say something that looks nice and then goodbye , I will FOk off into the abyss and go as deep as I can if nothing will change until I WILL FIND THE LIGHT I WILL FIGHT FUK LIFE , FUCK PEOPLES OPINION I WANT TO WIN BY ANY MEANS NECESSARY!!!!!!!! WHO CARES, I WANT TO WIN
