It's so hard to imagine in this video you only had a little over a month to live! You were always so lovely and lively. You lived, and you lived well. You did more in your short life than so many will ever do or experience their whole life! I'm so happy I got to know of you and watch your updates and followed your journey! Honey thank you so much for all you did for us viewers!! You truly will never be forgotten!! R.I.P. sweetness. So happy you got to go your way on your terms. I.e. I remember you always saying you didn't want to lose your speech or bodily functions etc. And you did not!! You faced cancer and kicked it's ASS!!
Its interesting you said that becauae in this vid i wondered how long it was before she passed because I noticed her speech was a wee bit slow at rhe beginnings. I revisit these vids i recalled this one from before.I think she struggled that weekend and knew in her heart she was poorly. We all know out own bodies and know when all is not good! Bless her heart she was a trooper what a woman, both of them. Your missed Emily your a shining star! Xx
i swear these videos are an example of how to be a better person- we can learn from them. thank you for making these - i am happy that i am in a world with people like you two in it!
Completely Agree!....I just found Emily's channel today. SO SAD to learn that this courageous, beauuutiful soul has passed away. Seems almost impossible,.. as she was so vibrant and young with her whole life before her. What a tremendous loss.
@@gloriamaryhaywood2217 I followed both of them for approximately a year I used to so looked forward to her uploads. I miss her veey much She so inspired me. What a wonderful couple of people they are ❤Miss you Emily ❤
ANYONE who has been through what you go through would be shattered, broken and feel defeated at times - personally, I think you're a superhuman for the strength you've got to life the life you and your Mrs do! 😀 Loads of love, I hope you feel lots better soon. 😘😘
Not Me ...Emily is brilliant for certain! All the change up in meds is very tough! Plus the medical protocol for cancer(s) are typically surgery, RT,and Oncology Chemotherapy treatment. Worldwide, expert teams, whatever, it is the protocol for cancer treatments. The scientific community needs more and better backing for further research in treating cancer. And eliminating all the toxins environmentally to help avoid getting cancer in the first place.,
I'm a person in my 60's and it is tough to watch a young person so strong and full of life having to deal with something so tragic as terminal cancer. Not fair. RIP
Emily don’t beat up on yourself sweetie, what the doctors predicted, look you are here & did it, it was a down day take it as that , keep going Hun xxx
Emily, I’m so f#ck%ng proud of you! Maybe it was a little too much for you, and that’s it. I understand how you feel, but you are doing such a great job! Love you both ❤️❤️ love from Rotterdam, the Netherlands
Thank you for sharing the very personal moment at the end. You are brave to show another emotional and realistic side to such a cruel disease. And Aisha, my god, you are a lovely gem. You are the blessing Emily needs.
My thoughts exactly Rdy R, sometimes its good to show your emotional side, nobody can be as strong as you for as long as you Emily, you've got this love but don't feel you have to be brave cos I don't mind telling you if it was me I think I would just crumble in a heap. We all have bad days and yours must be multiplied massively, we care enough to comfort you on those days so let us, Aisha is just an angel sent to help you in all of this, I have never know anyone like her, she's wonderful and so are you. BIG HUGS take care xx
Oh, Emily, forgive me for being selfish. I so badly wish you were here. I miss you. I miss you and Aisha. Trust me, I know I am not the only one. In a perfect world.....where, there was no pain and suffering. That would be lovely. I am thankful Aisha is on Instagram. She is such a beautiful soul. I know a part of you is forever in her heart. I am filled with gratitude that you invested so much of your time and energy into these videos. I am dealing with some scary things regarding my health. The last few days have taken a turn for the worse. So, while I am waiting for tomorrow (Monday) to touch base with my medical team - watching your videos has been giving me a sense of comfort and determination. All this time, you are still deeply touching someone's life in a profound way. You are missed and loved so dearly, Emily. Thank you for the gift of YOU. 🥰🇨🇦❤️
Yeah, and whats crazy is that I know she's " gay" and I'd never have a chance but besides how lovely she dresses and her lip stick and nails, so girly and classy, her optimism and sense of humor are really unbelievable, like I can only imagine how hard, how truly tough it was to put on the game face and maintain such strength unwavering that if I hadn't seen it myself over the course of 100 plus videos I couldn't even imagine. Can you you imagine how incredible she'd be in a relationship that was normal?
@@jjnelsonnc please don't sexualise or objectify the grieving wife of a dead cancer patient. Yes she's very beautiful and very kind but her heart n body n soul is Emily's.
I'm with Aisha on the shower curtain thing 😵😵 Also, I'm so sorry that your weekend was interrupted by your symptoms, you're bound to have ups and downs. Please don't be deterred by this hiccup ❤️
Emily, you don't realize this, but you do MORE than most well people in general! Don't be hard on yourself and hang tough..You are AWESOME!:)- Sorry you weren't feeling as well as you liked but my God, you are strong! Celebrate your strength and tenacity..
555 555 I agree👍🏻💪👏🏼💜Emily don't expect too much of yourself, you don't need to feel guilty for resting and doing nothing, which I know you find hard to do. Aisha you are a diamond with a huge heart, you are an amazing wife; Emily'sArmy is always right beside you Emily 24/7 my beautiful beautiful little warrior . Rest if you must! Please get checked out won't you darling😍🙋🏻🙏🏻👍🏻❤️loads of love and prayers from Jen in Yorkshire uk 🇬🇧xxxxx
Quality not quantity. Wow your wifey was rocking the good looks this weekend,, and her smile as always amazing 😉. Emily it's so hard to see you sad but so realistic. Hope you rest up and get lots of Aisha cuddles in your warm bed at home 🏡 always love going on a road trip with you both . Take care everyone 😉
Watching you here in Connecticut. My three year old saw you get upset on this video and wanted to hug the iPad to make Emily feel better. We are rooting for you. Sending so much love.
You and Aisha are so beautiful together. She lifts you up when your down and you do the same. I feel your frustration. Emily you have been and are so brave. Tears also heal. So release your emotions. Love you both to the moon and back.💖💕💖💕💖💕😘
Oh Emily 😥 You’re doing so well and doing so much. You’re body is tired honey and needs a rest. You maybe pushing yourself too hard, I know you like to keep busy but you need to listen to your body and take time out x
Emily you are a FIGHTER girl!! Aisha is so right in what she said. The doctors told you, you would be gone by now but LOOK AT YOU! travelling half way up the country to go to a weekend long event would make anyone feel tired and drained. I'm healthy and you seem to have more energy than me most days. Don't lose sight of your strength! you've got Aisha there to lift you up and remind you. What a beautiful person she is. Take care of yourself and I hope you get to catch up on some rest so you can feel right as rain. Lots of love to you both xxxx
A Year has gone so quick em since you got called to heaven .. this was a heart breaking clip because you loved body power so much Ashia was such strength the way she would always say the right words to get you threw ,your so loved and so missed your legacy will always be alive much love your friend Lee 💚❤💙💜💛🌻
Emily, if you feel shivers, it's possible that you were running temps. Do you keep a thermometer nearby? Please keep an eye on your temps and notify your physician if they're elevated. You do sound like you're getting a cold, so make sure you get some rest. Hope you're feeling better soon.
Honestly appreciate anything you upload, no matter how frequent - it doesn't matter. What is important is that you are prioritising yourself. You guys give me hope & I know you touch so many other people's hearts as well xx
You made it to BodyPower. That’s actually a good thing. I know you felt horrible and feel the difference for how it was before, but it is a big deal that you could manage all it took to get there and spend the day. I don’t think many people realize how exhausting it is to have night sweats or to pack up dozens of pills. I hope you felt better after heading home.
Baby girl do you realize that most people in your situation would be at home not doing much of anything and you are just killing it! Look at all that you and your wife do. It’s incredible. And I completely believe that it’s your attitude and state of mind. You are a walking miracle in my opinion. Don’t get down on yourself bcuz you needed to rest. Look at the positive. You got out for the weekend and stayed all weekend and had a nice time w Aisa and spent the weekend away from home doing something you love and spent time with your love.
Emily, you have me crying girl! Omg! Do u realize how much u actually do? Most people, in good health,wouldn’t be able to keep going the way you do and your battling cancer. Stop beating yourself up. You need a rest. We don’t expect you to be under pressure to upload all the time even though we love your vlogs. I’d say you’ve got Aisha’s bug. She is so good to have by your side. Thinking of you. Keep the chin up girl. Love and big hugs being sent to you in bucket loads😘😘
Popped back and nearly 6 years down the line it is still so upsetting that she's not here. I hope she is looking down knowing how much we all loved her. she was such a little warrior right to the end. I have nothing but admiration and massive respect that she fought and fought to the end. She would have had millions of followers, her vlogs were so inspiring and funny she always made me laugh. We love you Em. x
Hey, everyone has days like this. Think you were quite simply overwhelmed- the long drive and the angst of travel with all your meds in itself is stressful. You seemed tired from the start of this video it's all very understandable you are one tough cookie Emily, and the two of you take it all on and conquer each test. You ladies are amazing 💕
I’m proud of you too Emily. You went and did something you really wanted to do, even though you didn’t feel well. Sounds like maybe you have a cold or touch of flu. It will feel good to get home. As always, thank you both for sharing your lives with us. Love you both. ❤️❤️
I appreciate that you're sharing your personal journey. It's okay to feel disappointed and sad and wish you could do more. You're just being honest which I love about you. We all support you and wish we could give you a big hug.
Sweetpea you’re doing amazing everyday, hate seeing you upset. Aisha is right, and we’re all proud of you, and how strong you are. Tomorrow is a new day, hope you feel better, get some rest and relax with your lovely wife. Love always. X
Ohhhh take heart loves, so sorry you weren’t feeling your usual perky self. I’m glad you listened to your body & took extra chill time...we love you both and are cheering you on, please take extra care & be ever so kind to yourselves ❣️
We love you too. You don"t have to be strong all the time you know. A good cry and a shaking of your fist at the unfairness is certainly allowed. Hope you"re feeling better xx
I was talking to my workmates about your vlogs and telling them how involved I feel. I don't think it's just me that feels this going by all your comments. You're so real and honest with your vlogs and that's why we love you. You're poorly, it's ok to get upset and feel overwhelmed! Sending you and Aisha lots of love ❤️
You are indeed more than a hero Emily - it is absolutely amazing the way you keep pushing through and doing the things you want to do even when you're feeling rough as guts, so don't ever get down on yourself for needing some chill time while you're doing it!! 😘💖 so much Australian love for you both!!
I'm sorry it was a difficult weekend and you felt unwell. I'm sure it's frightening to have new symptoms or experience something you've done easily before, this time with obstacles BUT you did it! Aisha came out in this vlog not only as more beautiful than ever, but so strong and dear. What a team! I don't know how I happened onto your vlog but I have been a subscriber ever since. I was going through something frightening and I held you up as my role model. I send you strength daily and don't intend to stop!
Emily just a bit of comfort....it's healthy to cry. You'll feel better, it's one way our bodies release stress, frustration, pain, and just down right fear. You've been so strong through this whole journey. It's ok and healthy to let it out babe. Just fall on the floor & bawl, you'll feel so much better. Lots of love from the USA💜
Aw Em, I'm so sorry. :( You've been so strong, I can understand how it can get to you. Try to focus on the happy moments. Aisha, you are an absolute sweetheart. Keep leaning on each other in times like this. Take time to recuperate! You will bounce back. :) Sending lots of positive vibes! Xxx
The great thing about you Emily is that you try. You don’t let cancer stop you from living your best life. You are an inspiration to me. I don’t have cancer but I have rheumatoid disease and I let it control me most days. Since watching your videos I’ve been trying to get out more and enjoy the days. Some days I just can’t because the pain is too bad but that’s ok. It’s ok for you too. When your body is fighting itself, the strongest thing you can do is stop and rest. Blessings for you and Aisha! ❤️
Broke my heart to see you upset :( You're doing so bloody well and you smashed through the weekend. Take the time you need to rest and look after your body
i go to the same yoga seminar every year..and last year I hated it..and I didn't have cancer! Sometimes things aren't as good as previously...PLUS you felt vulnerable because you were away from a hospital. But you kept vlogging..how generous. xxxx
We won't know our strength if we stay on the shore. Leave the shore and each new path will show you something about yourself you never knew. We grow in our weaknesses. Amen!!
I know it doesn't feel like it, but your anger and frustration are normal. Give yourself a break, sweet girl. Know that we all love you, and we're cheering you on!
Keep your head up Emily. Always in my prayers. I know this is hard on you and I can't imagine how you feel. Just keep smiling and staying positive. Honestly I'm going through the hardest time in my life ever and I watch your videos because it helps me out so much. You give me strength to keep going. Stay strong lady!!! Aisha continue to be her rock. You have so many people behind you. I just want to say thank you for being you. You have no clue how much you have helped me on my wild journey. Blessings🙏🏾
Emily I love your bag so cute and sorry you feel poorly! I can appreciate that throwing you off because you are not near the hospital - yeah scarry. I get it but Aisha is right it is probably a cold nonetheless be careful and safe as your immune system is compromised from chemo! Don't feel bad if you don't vlog everyday. Really if anyone expects that of you it is selfish! I love you both to pieces!!!! 💜 💕 ❤️😇☝️ CORRECTION: not chemo, immunotherapy! Hat Tip to Ida Janssen! 😀
yes she is not on chemo, she is on a so called gatekeeper drugs that supresses BRAF, a protein that plays a key role in this type of cancer cells division. It's a targeted immunotherapy so it does not affect your healthy cells.
Ida Jansson I don't know you may be right. But I thought the meds Emily takes for cancer in her bones was a form of chemo. I may be wrong. My apologies if I am.
Big hugs. I know how you feel. I've been mostly house bound for 4 years days out are so tough. At first it really upset me still does occasionally Don't be hard on yourself you tried and that's huge. Aisha you wash a shower curtain in the washing machine .
I'm so sorry you're going through this. Sending lots of love and hugs to you and Aisha. It's heartbreaking that you're so sick for so long and so young.
Thank you Emily, I'm so glad you posted this. There are only positive things coming from us seeing how you are both affected by what you are dealing with on a daily basis. It's raw, it's real, and every single one of your almost 40k subscribers (wow!) just want to give you a massive hug & tell you how much joy & education you are bringing to us all as we keep up with your journey & learn more each day about your experiences. Thank you for letting us join you in the good & bad times xxx
I’m sorry you had a bit of a crappy weekend. I don’t like seeing you sad, you’re just knackered babe. You’re always busy and on the go, it’s ok to have a chill day some days.. next vlog I’d love to see you chilled out, curled up in bed with a Netflix marathon! Sending all my love. Xxx
It's okay to feel ill, your body is going through alot with treatment and you might just have a normal illness on top of that. You're doing great, so great :) we love you both ❤️
Awh, bless you Emily.... Thank you for all that you do in sharing your very personal story.... your vulnerability only makes you more loveable! It's okay to have varying emotions. It's not an easy road you are on but you are as brave and positive so much of the time and sometimes things are just crappy and just get to you..... but you will have a better day soon. We are ALL rooting for you Emily, both of you, and I watch Aisha and how loving she is towards you and I am so thankful, for you, that you have such a loving partner to walk with you through your journey. Don't be hard on yourself - if your cancer journey was instead Aisha's journey you would be so encouraging for her - so do the same for you! As Carole say, just a down day! Bless you sooooo much!!!!
Emily, the fact you could go at all is a miracle. Aisha is absolutely right, just because it wasn't the experience you'd expected doesn't mean it was bad. You are doing more than I believe most people could. There's no need to feel bad and hopefully it will get better soon. Much love and positivity to you both!
Love you Emily ❤️ Don't be hard on yourself. Just take it one day at a time my sweetie. Maybe the sweating was the after effects of the radiation, it's very hard my darling 😊 Stay strong 💪🏻
Emily, I admire you and am inspired by your strength, positive attitude and openness. You’re so strong physically, mentally and emotionally and if anyone can beat this, you can. You already are!! ❤️ ❤️❤️
Awww it breaks my heart seeing you get upset,u are such a strong person and an amazing inspiration for those that are going through this awful journey. Sending u much love 🤗❤️
It breaks my heart to see you cry Emily. I don’t know you personally, but I watch every video of yours after work and I talk to my friends about you when they ask what I’m watching. We are all rooting for u and Aisha. Big hugs from Hollywood CA.
You are doing so well Emily it's probably a reaction to the treatment both the radiotherapy still working and the t and d. Adrenalin for the trip, sunshine it all mixes together and you just need to rest up for a bit and eat some comfort food. Chill with Aisha and Netflix oh and cookie xxx
Awh em! It makes my heart break seeing you sad, you should be so proud of yourself, and its okay to have a rest and a movie day..dont worry when things might not always turn out how you wanted, you still had a good weekend regardless. It will be okay ☺️
Aww I would never say to you "don't cry", I never say that to anyone. It felt to me during my cancer, when people said that, it felt like the people saying it were minimising my distress. Obviously it isnt healthy to cry all of the time, but when it hits you, cry, let it out, let the relief wash over you. Much love to you both.xx P.S even on your weaker days, you are still the most amazing, inspirational woman! Amazing. Get that fever checked, yes it could be a cold, but in someone on such serious meds, it is never 'just' a cold.xx
Agree. Its healthy to relieve stress by crying sometimes, especially in such a tough situation. Its counterproductive to say that Emily should not cry if she feels she has to.
I dont feel comfortable when someone tries to bulldoze over vulnerable moments with rationalizations (just being honest). Just let Emily cry, hug her and then go on with the day. Its not weak to cry in such a tough moment, it actually takes guts because you show your vulnerable side openly. Nothing to be ashamed of at all.
I don't think that is the way Aisha intended it. It was more of a supportive showing she was sad she was upset. It wasn't a don't cry toughen up nor was it minimising her distress. Saying just a cold - right well instead should she have said its your cancer lets panic? They know each other best and Emily has said in the past how she loves that Aisha can talk her through it and rationalise it. Aisha is incredible support to Emily and others have had cancer but they dont all feel the same way. Emily seemed comforted by it not invalidated. It isnt healthy to focus on the doom and gloom. Let them deal with it the way they want. My partner told me I likely caught my daughters illness.. I ended up in the ICU in septic shock. hE WAS DOING It to comfort me and reassure me. Obviously we still got help.
Aisha is a kind soul and meant well of course. I am just saying that sometimes its good to give some "room" for crying. I have no idea how they handle this in private and just giving my perspective about this "topic". I think they are both incredible people, just to be clear.
Emily sorry you weren’t feeling the best this weekend but hopefully when you get home you can get some rest. Thank you for keeping your videos so real and even though you are such a positive person we all know and understand that it isn’t possible to be that way every single day. So glad you have Aisha to help you through 😊 I love your videos but I would never want you to upload more than is ok for you. I am always just grateful for the ones you do upload 💕 lots of love to you both as always 💖💖💖
I'm sorry sweetie. Sometimes life is shitty feeling. I am not going to try and say I know what you are going thru. I am going to say it is ok to be mad a bit. I still after 27 years of chronic illness have days where I just cry. It helps to release serotonin, I believe so it can make you feel better. Plus you are human babe. Aisha is so cute. Always uplifting. And like Aisha I too am proud. You are beautiful. Know that you have love coming your way from Oklahoma
awww Emily I just wanted to give you a hug!!! I'm sorry you've been feeling unwell. Please don't be hard on yourself about anything though sweetie! also Aisha as always you're the eff'n bomb. So much love for you both, as always. You both give me so much inspiration each and every day.
