So when you say washed my hands of turning a new page.. do you mean like moving onto the next part of your story? And does it talk about being suicidal? I feel like it does cause I’ve had multiple attempts kinda like after my friend died at age 23 ..I started looking for the easier route out of everything.. god never let me tho. Which he talked to me in a coma. Said I have some things I need to do. And I realized or remembered it’s wrong to take your own life cause it’s like playing god.. something you’re not supposed to do. Now I live in fear of dying and am afraid I’ll just be gone tomorrrow or feel the need to force death to escape suffering. And I’ll probably never escape that..but anyway . So ya I can relate. I really like the part you talk about pouring out liquor in honor of the dead homies. Much love.
If I had him he would of explained suicide is wrong. Would have saved me from distress cause I would have had better words of encouragement about life and god . But idk, they say you can’t stop people from dying like it’s something that god claims those lives I guess just when it’s time,, but it for sure seeems like some people go to soon. And time travel might be possible but not saving people. I think if there are multiple dimensions tho and if you could teleport maybe you’d find the same person in a different dimension where they lost the people who lost them in another world like ours.
Carlie would have been bigger if she didn't have to change so much... just my opinion tho 😅😅 Junk, destroy destroy destroy, and tough boy really showed great potential...
