when i was younger my parents shut down my dreams of being an artist and an interior designer and i thought my dream was stupid so i forgot about it.. im now back becoming an artist and taking control of my love for the arts ☺️❤️
Sydney I went trough the same thing...all my artistic dreams were blocked.(not for lack of money.)piano classical ballet Singing in my school choir(I was chosen out of 10 bc of my nice voice)..to this day I don,t allow myself to sing...I have a blockage I have decided to do Art Photography...
for some reason i don’t remember much from my childhood, i don’t remember anything traumatizing / tragic happening, maybe i’ve buried it deeply but i’m totally 100% very over protective of my freedom
Keep in mind Chiron speaks to one’s Soul. It may be this lifetime, could be another. However, we do experience remnants from that active timeline/aspect of fragmented per-sun-alities.
Yep! The teacher in me is telling me to get back at it and be a true inspiration to someone in this life time , wish me luck guys , and who ever is reading this you're worthy to your purpose!
Whew this resonated so much. As a kid I had so many big dreams that were often shut down by adults and kids. I started keeping them to myself but it was out of fear that ppl would project their fears on to me. I was also a very curious child (Gemini) and always asking questions but was often told that I ask too many questions or talk too much. The older I got the more I shut down and now that I’m older that curious inner child tries to come out and before I used to try to suppress it and my big dreams and it used to kill me inside. Now I’m at a point where I’m learning to live for me and my inner child.
Hey girl, I know this is six months too late, but I just want to give you a hug! From one Gemini child to another, I am so sorry you stopped dreaming. I did the same thing, it's so sad, but I'm glad you recognize it now. If you haven't already, try to heal your inner child by doing all the things she wanted to do! I've been getting into dance, music, nail art, and being creative to fill my inner child's dreams
I feel this deeply, when i was a little kid i'd be super optimistic, fun, bright, smart. But as I grew that started to go away because of my father who is a Sagittarius and he truly is the embodiment of everything toxic and negative of this sign. Super pessimistic and negative about everything, even about mundane things, can't control his anger, really irresponsible and reckless behaviour, alcohol abuse, the list goes on... In our relationship specifically he'd always make himself seem superior in terms of being knowledgeable (well duh you're an adult), negatively reenforce me to do my homework, comparing me with others. And another thing he did was always judge my interests that were honestly in line for my age (watching anime/cartoons, still playing with toys, dancing, singing, and many more). It felt like i couldn't fully explore who i am and what i like with him around and that has done so much damage for me bc now i judge myself a lot for the smallest things, and i am definitely not as optimistic as i used to be. It has also turned me into a major people pleaser. Despite all this I've been trying hard to unlearn all of this and to heal these wounds, I think that's what my chiron wants me to do. Thanks for this video
This is crazy! is so accurate that im scared. I was atheis untill few mounth ago, grew up in a christian family, i discovered spirituality. From that moment I feel like im more connected, im more positive, i found my path. Listen to this make me realise even more how it is important to get to know yourself better. Thank you! Im grateful!
*clicked so fast* When I tell you, EVERYTHING you said was facts!! I am a witness, that if you truly seek truth- the universe WILL guide you the rest of the way. Freedom within the mind is the Best thing I EVER done🖤
I have been waiting for this one since the 4th house chiron cause Sagittarius chiron I'm excited to learn more. This made so much sense i really grow up in a family that i was the odd one out and everytime i express my dreams/beliefs they shut me down and try to talk me out of it and only now being 20 I'm starting to get after what I want without caring what they think or if they approve even though it's so hard I feel like I did so many mistakes because I was trying to be something that wasn't me or for me and my mom always been very protective/mama bear tipe mom to the point that she scared me to do certain things. This video hit the nail so accurated!! I love my freedom and independence I can't be in situations or people that take that way for me it's so important I have people that understand that around me and give me space to be myself and grow.
this video i can't relate to it fully , despite my chrion in Sagittarius bc my mars in Sagittarius ,too . so what a wonderful life !! always seeking truth and keep high self educating about anything and every thing . and i have to admit that my permanent searching always makes me feel that i am connected to my higher self and my purpose here on earth . searching keeps me spiritual being always . when i feel lost , i start searching . this is my passion . a lot things you said happened to me . im already someone new . i've transformed a year ago and have got out of all traditions and religions . i have now my original thinking based on freedom , love , humanitarian beliefs and Spirituality .
Thank you, I fully understand why I have so many negative thoughts all my life. I am dreaming again and doing all the things my inner child wanted to do. I am also trying to share my story and hope I can help others heal as well. You are helping so many people and are such an inspiration!!
HA! My Chiron is in Cancer in the 9th house and I got hella childhood wounds but I've been overcoming them slowly but surely-- you were spot on about being indoctrinated as a child.
Thank you so much for these videos. It really gives a concise breakdown. I’ve watched this and the Chiron in Leo video and all of these things are relate able. My Chiron’s in Leo in the 9th house and the descriptions you told for both vids apply to me to a T. I’ve been denied an artistic career and it’s been a struggle getting back into what I love. I was heavily bullied and criticized for my ideas so my work always has this tinge of self doubt or perfectionism attached to it. It also took me 6 years to get my undergrad degree and 4 years to get my master’s. I’m very spiritual but because I grew up Catholic, I feel like I have to closet anything that would be contrary to those views. I also have this deep anxiety that all the things I do are an exercise in futility. I hope I can heal all of this in 2023. It’s frustrating that it took until turning 30 to finally get the courage to work all this out. But it is better than never working it out at all. I don’t want to live vicariously through my friends and family anymore. I want to live a good life for myself.
I remember being a teenager I didn't believe in God for a while due to personal circumstances, grew up religious. Eventually broke out off that and learned about this side of things (astro/numerology)
I'm Sag Sun, Moon, Pluto, Lilith and Chiron. When I heard what you said, it was exactly what happened! I had traumas from childhood and I healed by understanding it and now listening to you say what just happened to me is insane!
sun, chiron, & pluto in sag fam boi . and personally due to those childhood wounds u mentioned, i ask those questions even more, i’ve been striving for so much... my mom used to call my ideas pipe dreams.... my freedom is the most important thing to me haha!!!
I usually never comment but i wanted you to know that i love your videos and the way you explain astrology! Thank you so much. You seem like such a cool guy to be around and i think your energy is great :) have a good day Finesse!
I have Chiron in my 9th house Taurus. 15 years ago I left my home country to achieve a graduate MA degree and ever since, I've been 'trapped' in the academic world abroad. I am presently doing a PhD (second try) but this whole trajectory feels like the biggest and longest challenge of my life. Mastering a foreign language and a strange culture hasn't been fun at all. I feel like I'm never enough good to succeed in academia and in this country. No matter how hard I try and no matter how much I've accomplished myself. I also seriously suffer from writer's block. My childhood traumas linked to this academic area are now more recognizable after reflecting on my 9th house. When I was in 2nd grade I had an abusive teacher who hurt me physically and whispered in my ear that I was dumb and that I had cockroaches in my head. That was really traumatizing. Later on, in another school, I had a teacher that repeatedly accused me and corrected me for things I did not do. I rebel against her and one day I plot a prank on her that got me kicked out of that school. Although I always loved to learn, I became an unsubordinated student and did not trust my teachers and their knowledge approaches straight away. I was suspicious of their morals and values. Many of them were very religious and praised obedience and 'decency' over creativity, curiosity, solidarity and justice. To add, in my last year of high school, a school teacher laughed at me in front of the class when I shared that I wanted to study at my country's most prestigious university. He said you can't do that, but I did it, although it was hard because I did not possess the basic skills needed to navigate higher education (such as writing essays and reading books, both in my mother tongue and English)... but I managed my way to learn all that by myself. Then at college, I radicalized my political views and for that, I was heavily judged and ostracized from my family and childhood network. Now I can see with more clarity how all these themes have been repeating throughout my life. Not being seen, having to prove my worth, having to learn things by myself (almost impossible learning curves)... fear of being misunderstood, ostracized, and punished for speaking out... feeling ashamed, undeserving and like an impostor in knowledge institutions... mistrusting the values of institutional authorities and structures, etc... Here is my forever wounding.
😢😢 thank you very much for sharing this here, I'm so grateful and inspired that I found this comment. Mine is from relationships 😢. Thank you for sharing 🙏🏽
Marilyn Monroe, Justin Bieber, Donald Glover, Jessica Alba, Michael Jordan, Lisa Bonet, Kevin Hart, Janelle Monet & Maya Angelou all 9th house makes me think of speech or using our given voice as an instrument - they all speak from their own experiences in some way? But they also have a depth in their appearances
This is so much more accurate tgan.ther vids ive seen. Esoecially the freedom fighting adrenaline junking was "new info", which sooo resonated with me. Also guess thats were part of my activism and art lies
It's okay me to i have aquarius rising and Sagittarius 10th house We are just using placidus but if you use whole sign system chiron and Sagittarius will be in 11th So i advice you to watch chiron in 9th and 11th
@@BabyEve-nf1zc oh okay that's nice know. Whats the difference between the house and placidus system? Also i have scorpio in chiron in 9th house using the placidus as you mentioned
@@alphawavesready6639 some placements stay but the houses change for ex in Placidus i have Aqua sun in 12th but in whole sign System i have Aqua sun in 1st Both are almost accurate so what you need to do look ate the Two explanation and you use what suits you the most For me i use both it's okay to have extra information
The wound in my life that feels like is my “Chiron Wound” was healed by listening to @petercrone talk other people through their wounds and trauma on podcasts.. Anyway, it’s interesting that Crone sounds a lot like Cronus and Peter Crones life story sounds a little bit like Chiron’s story.. The Wounded Healer 💞💫
I’m a Libra sun, Sag moon, Aries rising. My Chiron is in Sag and also my 9th House. There’s so much about myself that makes me wonder still! Thank you for the video, just found your channel xx
This is one of fav of your videos! Great insights and storytelling. Thank you! I have Jupiter and Chiron in 9th house This really resonated with my experience!! ❤️
Yup! Chiron in Capricorn in the 9th. After my parents separated in ‘07, we started going to church more often (we would usually just go on Holidays) because my dad’s girlfriend was very Christian. I would always ask my dad why we had to do this and is it even true and he would always just get angry and start yelling at me. He would never answer my question. I hated it so much, especially my dad’s girlfriend because she was just crazy. I got a book at the Scholastic Fair about a Phantom Unicorn and I told her about it. She took the book and ran down stairs and threw it outside in the rain. She claims it was the ‘devils book’. It was a damn fiction book about a mythical creature 😹
Ohh yeah, my phrase use to be i dont give a fuckkkk! But theyre came a point where that was not serving me. I was just running away from the fact that education was so hard on me, while being diagnosed with Adhd, and my parents being traditional and my dad being angry abd restrictive telling me im stupid and uncultured. and then i realisdd DAMN im INTELIGENT, the moment of course i started going to university i realised this. But still, my modality of learning felt still different, and wounded, and still now, i value curiosity and learning from everywhere, but my heart and my somatic system is so on the verge when it comes to learning and meeting new people and findind out their story and life. And yet i be out here writing and praying to open up, to recieve, the integrate lessons, to keep learning. To find a way to master something and believe that i rven can
I remember a good majority of my ideas or suggestions being shut down as a child, as i’ve grown older i’ve really realised how toxic that was. Can’t wait to have kids of my own to teach them the true way of life, not that Matrix lifestyle. ✌🏼
Yes it make so much sense father Sagittarius...my mother Sagittarius rising ...I wasn t allowed as a child to ask questions or I was punished for it...I left that family jail at 17 😂🤣
Holy shit ! Mind blown.....exact match chiron in Sagittarius.... can't find that codex website now ...2021...where else should I go...your recommendation or anyone in the comments lol
You bring up some really good points. I grew up w a mom who vehemently denied God’s existence. She hated religion and would tell me a lot of negative things about the world growing up that I’ve had to learn to undo. These energies playing out in my 9th house look like obsession w/ astrology and tarot. Definitely to a fault. I find that I have to constantly take a break from spirituality because it’s just too much sometimes. I’m in uni and barely scraping by too cuz I hate the environment. I should also mention that I have a 12H stellium too. Moon, Neptune, Uranus and SN in Aquarius there. Getting in touch with this Chiron placement is difficult to say the very least. Especially with Pluto and Lilith there. Damn.
@@grayman1 do you blame me? I feel like anytime I get around people it’s like I’m being overwhelmed by their shit. It’s not always bad. Sometimes even good moods take over me. I suppose grounding myself is the appropriate answer but even when I try, it’s like I can never rip away that veil between what I know and see to be true versus what I’m picking up from my environment. I should add that I’m a Pisces rising too. I’m extremely vulnerable to this world I believe. My 20s are probably gonna be about grounding myself and learning to block out unfriendly energies.
Its so sad the story of sagg its like your Happy a good person make people laugh, and bright theeir life but it have so many pain in the history though, its like have more sense now, every thing is puzzled or connect. on the outside make people Happy but your are dying literally like robby williams 😭🤧he heal but its wonded aaaahhaha im crying but i got no tears left to cry ahahaha,.
This is the only video I don’t resonate with. I have Chiron in the 9th but everything you said is the opposite. I love to travel, my parents allowed me to be whoever I wanted, believe in what I wanted. I was very confined that I would always be a successful artist no matter what. Since it’s in cancer, I’m going to watch that one and report back.
