This is so perfect for us right now. Great reminder to quit rationalizing our worldly habits. We don't have to participate in the ways of the world just because its what people do. Lets rise above these things of the world. We don't need them.
This is why I'm probably gonna probably end up leaving the church. Tired of all this talk and lies about being better than the rest of the world, and everyone else. Of thinking that because we go to church, we're better people than atheists. We aren't, we're just different.
I didnt get married until I was 27 years old because I didnt try. I didnt date. I am now married, I have 7 kids, the youngest of which is 7 months old. I have 4 boys. I literally cannot keep up with them at 42 years old. I cannot play on the ground with them without paying a painful price for days, or even months. I wish I could have started this journey when I was 21. But the saddest words of both tongue and pen are often these, what might have been...I'm happy now.
Yeah I'm 28, never been in a relationship. Just not in the cards I suppose. I'll just find other forms of satisfaction in life I guess. Makes going to church a painful experience though.
I'm in a similar boat. Although I've dated and been engaged, to an unfortunate breaking of that engagement. It was, both fortunately and unfortunately, what was right to be done. It did not stop the depression and sadness though. I also dated several other girls, and in several cases was lead away from them by the spirit. On top of that, Pornography, a lack of self asteem, some abuse from my childhood, and a loss of drive, and some inability for me to date women I found to be respectable to myself, have all led me down a deep rabbit hole of near complete hoplessness. I have honestly and genuinely believed that I will never marry someone. And if I'm being honest, I'm still in that spot. But dang it. I know God loves me. He promised me an eternal companion in my patriarchal blessing. He never lied to me, unlike many I've known in this world. I will never give up. I'll do hard things until the day I die and I'll follow him and seek marraige. God knows I'm worth marrying, and that I'm worth marrying a worthwhile person. Maybe I won't marry in this life if this continues, but God will bless me for trying. Brother, (or Sister, I apologize I can't tell for sure based on context please forgive) I pray you don't give up. It's not a good place to be. You're worth more than you know, even if the world doesn't see it. Heck even if people, who act like they follow Christ, don't believe it, don't sell God's love short. He knows better why your life is the way it is than you do, or anybody else for that matter. He is more patient and forgiving than you give him credit. Don't give up. Sending prayers and thoughts your way.
It OK! I cannot think only myself that's why I still stay in big cat for OUR other still struggling in wrong thoughts of been GOD and GODDESS in body and flesh. We truly release our soul to see who still prison their soul within. We release soul So that it free and can land in HEAD only and takes off because we are all flesh. That's why they married to learn until DEAD also can have real family not fake shadow only. I drop the ball to help those who are still at left side not yet right and left/ real human have their own family. ( between love only, not between love&hate) don't worry! I have choices to choose what is right! I know I am not Budda and big cat but I just temporary like them because I am left and right but my soul cannot reach left side because the gate it block even they said they will steal me again but cannot. I just help left side because even they are big shadow but their wrong thoughts are small to come out from me to right side to enter their own thoughts; only if they repent, fasting and baptize their own HEAD GOD can release their own soul because they are alone with their white witch girlfriend confusing their wrong thoughts to GOD in body and flesh. That's why GOD wanted them to repent fasting and baptize their own head to HIM because they want to be like HIM and they blame HIM and our soul that they sin in their wrong thoughts, but no; they yearning in their own head with white witch and older son of Satan that's why they wants to alone. JESUS shows HIS example when he run away when those Jew want him to be their King; he knows Satan is there if they but him to King because GOD says don't ever make images of ME on Earth. That's why we truly release our soul and GOD children's/childrens only in body and flesh. Not our soul and HIM because they are not staying in body and flesh only used head to land and take off. They didn't do sin in HEAD and body and flesh; that's why JESUS didn't do sin. Those who yearning and alone their soul prison in them. Those who repent, fasting and baptize and married they are under Grace to learn until DEAD and their soul go back in their head if they old already turn baby again their mind and action. Don't be afraid because we know we are not GOD if already released soul, only children's but carry our lost ancestors with us/ our real children's and grandchildren. IN JESUS CHRIST NAME THROUGHOUT TO OUR PRECIOUS HEAVENLY FATHER'S FOREVER AMEN!!!!!!!*+*
