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Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Christina...
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@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
Thank you for all the kind words, understanding and support. I know its long but I do appreciate those who chose to listen. Its difficult to tell a lifetime of memories and get all the timelines correct especially on camera, nervous. Thanks again ❤
@thematriarchy2075
@thematriarchy2075 5 месяцев назад
Thank you very much for sharing your life story, Christina. You did good! I wish you the very best ❤
@aren1998
@aren1998 5 месяцев назад
❤❤❤❤
@Bicentennialbaby76
@Bicentennialbaby76 5 месяцев назад
You’re a good girl, Christina. You were a good daughter. Keep looking ahead and be there for Dominick. Thank you for sharing your story, Hunny. May you be surrounded by good hearted souls and cultivate a sense of value from within. ❤
@carynmartin6053
@carynmartin6053 5 месяцев назад
🎉Thank you for sharing your journey! I can relate to how devastated you felt when your husband left you and your one yr old son, and the hurtful thing he said to you, as my husband said something similar when our 2nd son was 1 yrs old, too, that he didn't want to be married, felt like he was missing out and wanted to be with other women, and only married me bc I was pregnant and he wanted his father and his business partners to see him as an adult. I also got depressed, engaged in self destructive behaviors and had quite a few rough decades thereafter. My mother and I also always had a strained relationship, which eventually lead to her disowning me and my children and didn't speak for 7 years before she died suddenly. (She told me I was nothing but an embarrassment to her and I should have just killed myself!) It left lots of loose ends and no closure. You are an amazing survivor and a great speaker!🎉❤😊
@conniehanses
@conniehanses 5 месяцев назад
Thank you, you helped me with a couple of issues and brought some clarity for me about myself...Thank you for being brave enough to do this....💙🌎
@maryfowles807
@maryfowles807 5 месяцев назад
perfect example of having two narcissistic psychopathic parents and being trapped in a cult of a TERRIBLE family. I am SO sorry you went through all this. I hope you have broken free from all those psychopathic criminals forEVER.
@mikebrusokasdrums
@mikebrusokasdrums 5 месяцев назад
You DO deserve love and you SHOULD write a book, your very good at storytelling.
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
Thank you for listening ❣️
@karenfryberger4260
@karenfryberger4260 5 месяцев назад
Would make a compelling movie...
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
@@karenfryberger4260 it's been my dream. Maybe one day someone will see this and think the same.
@terrytownsend5583
@terrytownsend5583 Месяц назад
Very original
@kwest5171
@kwest5171 5 месяцев назад
You survived your parents. Kids aren't supposed to ever have to say that, but you survived and remained, at the core, a happy person. You have my admiration and respect for all that you went through and still thrived.
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
It was hard. It took many years of therapy. I fight for happiness everyday. Thank you for listening to my story ❤
@kendrastacy1476
@kendrastacy1476 5 месяцев назад
Couldn’t have said it better myself. How powerful to be this reflective and honest. Thank you for this. So much respect,
@terriblue68
@terriblue68 2 месяца назад
She sure did! ❤ 🙏 happened alot but no one talked about it. I feel for her. Her childhood was stolen from her and her sister too. I'm not finished the video yet. So I will stop there. 😊
@terriblue68
@terriblue68 2 месяца назад
​@C_D_ROD you are a survivor my friend. We either repeat the cycle or break the cycle. Sending love to you today ❤ 🙏 I'm up in eastern Canada 🇨🇦 I can feel your pain 😢
@arlene_10800
@arlene_10800 5 месяцев назад
Christina I listened to your story from beginning to end and was captivated. I hope you know just how strong you are. Most people couldn't handle even half of what's been thrown at you. Remember that on your darkest days. We need you here to give others hope. There were some likenesses between your story and my own and I admire you very much. Much love and support to you ❤
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
You are so kind. Thank you ❤
@user-wn2ry1pt9e
@user-wn2ry1pt9e 5 месяцев назад
Her story is phenomenal! She still has a sense of humor and hasn't given up! Amazing. So self aware.
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
Thank you! I really try to remain positive and not let an awful story sound so awful ❤
@irrpaqeyes
@irrpaqeyes 5 месяцев назад
You gotta have humor. Sometimes it’s the only way to cope with your past trauma. Christina I pray that you get through this ok. Big hugs
@LoyalAsst
@LoyalAsst 4 месяца назад
​@@C_D_ROD You are an amazing woman through all that.
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 4 месяца назад
@@LoyalAsst thank you ❤️
@sydvicious2281
@sydvicious2281 3 месяца назад
@@C_D_RODyou are amazing!!!!
@PatsyPetrin
@PatsyPetrin 4 месяца назад
Every time I watch one of these I feel like it changes my life just a smidgen. Everyone is amazing.
@ReddyReader
@ReddyReader 2 месяца назад
Yes, AMAZING!
@AoifeNic_an_t-Saoir
@AoifeNic_an_t-Saoir Месяц назад
Yes! I’ve often felt the same way.
@Joan-COYI
@Joan-COYI Месяц назад
Good comment, I feel that way too.
@IreneLakhan
@IreneLakhan Месяц назад
U understood the assignment ❤
@kendrak08
@kendrak08 5 месяцев назад
The fact that she is sitting there looking beautiful, confident & happy is a miracle given what brought her here. What is so interesting is that whether she believes it or not, she is the most normal of everyone, yet she blames herself for everything. You can't make yourself bipolar. I'm also bipolar, and I struggle with not blaming myself for having a mental illness, too. Thank you for sharing!! I'm sure thousands can relate & know they're not alone.
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
Thank you. Your kind words mean a lot ❤
@melissarobinson3826
@melissarobinson3826 5 месяцев назад
I agree! She’s gorgeous and has a beautiful way about her. Speaks very well and is interesting to listen to. She’s obviously very strong. I gotta say though, that outfit is 🔥
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
​@melissarobinson3826 thanks for the outfit compliment! Mark shoots at the most unflattering angles.
@smirkinatu5512
@smirkinatu5512 5 месяцев назад
Thank you for recording and posting this valuable educational video. I wish you peace and harmony.
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
@smirkinatu5512 thank you for watching! ❤️
@loribradley2807
@loribradley2807 5 месяцев назад
This poor girl had a hell of a childhood. Mark hasn't had a chance to ask her any questions yet.!! She sure knows her story well and is pleasant to listen to. Wishing Christina happiness and the best of luck 💕💞
@izzydeadyet7336
@izzydeadyet7336 5 месяцев назад
Not every interview is him asking questions, alot of them are just like this where the person just tells the story.. there's probably a reason he chooses to either interview them or let them talk, but theyre both different styles of these videos he does
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
@@izzydeadyet7336 he said he prefers not to have to ask questions and appreciates when people just talk. Thanks for listening 🩷
@krissy012p
@krissy012p 5 месяцев назад
Editing is a factor, too. He knows most prefer to hear just the main speaker, so I think he edits some of his questions out occasionally.
@Jay20226
@Jay20226 4 месяца назад
Mark has said before he likes the interviews where he don't have to ask any questions at all. He prefers it that way I believe.
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 4 месяца назад
​@jamiegoodwin58 yes. That's what he told me.
@bizzylizzy5075
@bizzylizzy5075 5 месяцев назад
Such a beautiful articulate intelligent woman , I can’t understand how she is still alive , I wish Christina all the best ! Please write your story 💜
@Syd448
@Syd448 3 месяца назад
Oh honey, you are not unlovable. You survived such a difficult childhood and I am so so proud of you for moving away and focusing on you & your health. I wish you all the best ❤
@BLara-vn4it
@BLara-vn4it 14 дней назад
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@marjory62
@marjory62 5 месяцев назад
First time I cried listening to a story on this channel. What of a woman, survivor, mum and a beautiful human. Much love to Christina
@hardystarling
@hardystarling 4 месяца назад
Same , bawling like a baby .
@shannoncox5071
@shannoncox5071 5 месяцев назад
This was a really interesting story. She told her whole life she is a really good story teller,I hope she is able to write a book one day about her life. It's worth hearing about. I wish you all the luck,love an support in the world Christina you deserve it all .❤
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
Thank you and thank you for listening ❤️
@0urMutualFriend
@0urMutualFriend 5 месяцев назад
She really is lol I died at “tribal rite of passage”
@kimlenz1661
@kimlenz1661 5 месяцев назад
AND whether you realize it or not, on top of everything you are beautiful!
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
@kimlenz1661 awe thank you so much 😊
@helenmcdonnell2585
@helenmcdonnell2585 2 месяца назад
​@Christinar1424 wish there was a way we could be friends, you have the qualities I look for .. Wishing you much love and peace ❤
@MyMoneyTree_
@MyMoneyTree_ 5 месяцев назад
Christina please do not blame Yourself for your fathers passing alone. You are only human and were dealing with a tremendous amount of childhood wounding. You did what you had to at the time to survive. I pray you find healing because you deserve it. You did nothing wrong. ❤
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
I appreciate this comment. I am deeply saddened that my dad died alone on his bathroom floor. I have so much guilt.
@lauracampa1838
@lauracampa1838 4 месяца назад
@@C_D_ROD It wasn’t your doing. He did it to himself. Consequences of his choices. Sometimes is best for some people to not be in our lives. I have a daughter who I wish she would just stay away from me and I put up with a lot because of her kids, my grandkids. I have a sister who complains about her daughter being estranged but truth is she was a terrible mother to her and she prefer to keep her mother out of her life but my sister fails to recognize and accept. I would prefer my daughter to do that too but she doesn’t. She complains about me being a bad mother. She has problems and likes focusing on anything bad and imagining things that happened to justify her choices. I continue doing so much for her and she can’t see it and is never happy and continues making bad choices and being toxic. I hope you get the point here. Again, I actually do things because of my grandkids. There is one terrible mother in this story and it is not me. Anyway. I wish you well, keep making good choices and let go of the people who doesn’t want to be around you . There is much more peace and happiness when there is no toxicity around you. Strive for it.
@user-jf5pi5xi5v
@user-jf5pi5xi5v 4 месяца назад
She has so much compassion for the people who didn't ever have compassion for her. Bravo Chritina
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 4 месяца назад
Thank you for watching ❤️
@anneferguson4273
@anneferguson4273 5 месяцев назад
Dear Christina, thank you for sharing your story. The traumatic and brutal childhood you lived is so incredibly sad and horrific. Your face lights up when talking about your son, your therapist and your plans for the future. I wish you all the best on the rest of your journey through life! ❤❤❤
@zv3679
@zv3679 5 месяцев назад
What a sweet woman, Christina definitely deserves the love and happiness shes searching for
@phorrestnightshade4397
@phorrestnightshade4397 5 месяцев назад
I was NOT expecting Muskegon, MI to show up in one of these videos. I was born and raised there. Then again, one of the reasons I watch these videos is because I experienced a lot of trauma growing up in rural/small town Michigan and it's cathartic to hear some of these stories, like I can relate to a lot of these people due to my own fucked up life. I'm 38 now, but I left when I was 19 and never went back except when my mom died when I was about 24.
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
Such a small world and even smaller city. Thanks for watching!
@ethnocentricfun991
@ethnocentricfun991 4 месяца назад
@phorrestnightshade4397, my cousins live in Grand Rapids, MI; they have horror stories, one moved to Arizona 10 yrs ago and vowed to never return.
@tigress725
@tigress725 5 месяцев назад
Christine you are a delight. I grew up near Hartland in the 1980s. Detroit was like living in Rome. In the height of the Auto boom all our parents worked for one of the “big three”. My parents were descendants of very traumatized Polish immigrants. I had a very similiar upbringing as you. I was in your sister’s position in our family. You had me in tears at different points . Like you, I retained a sense of humor to be able to endure my life. I see you (and me) as rays of light to give others hope. God bless your sweet heart. I’m Your sister from another mother. Thank you so very much. 💜
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
We moved there in the late 80s. What year did you graduate? My sister graduated in 87
@tigress725
@tigress725 5 месяцев назад
I am from Novi. Hartland was in our sports conference in high school. I’m a bit older than your sis. I was the oldest and unfortunately scapegoated at 15 when I tried to individuate in puberty. My mom was emotionally immature and enmeshed with her three daughters. After the divorce, I was estranged from my sisters and lived alone with my volatile dad in Walled Lake. He dropped me off at Novi High school every morning before he went to work at Ford motor. I waited outside for the janitor to arrive in early morning to open the doors so I could get warm after a 30 min wait. There was no bus route available. I have been through profound trauma all through my adult life. I made some poor choices for sure. I did however live in Europe for five years and traveled internationally in my twenties. I am in 12 step recovery for Eleven years now. It’s sad that the whole family is estranged currently. My family are the people in recovery. Trauma therapy is gut wrenching…. many moments. Grateful that I have a heart of gold through it all, and can experience a true deep belly laugh. That in itself is priceless to me. Thanks for reaching out. Heaven help us all …..in this tribe. 🌎
@caitlinangulo9695
@caitlinangulo9695 3 месяца назад
I’m so glad you had at least one woman in your life🥺I’m just sobbing hearing about her braiding your hair….
@JoyPaul-pe7ij
@JoyPaul-pe7ij 5 месяцев назад
Christina, i dont know if you're reading this, but your interview had my undivided attn!! Just Wow! It's an unfortunate and sad story... but you've told it with class and dignity. I am so happy you're in therapy. I wish you so much love ❤️ and support. Best wishes to you and your son. You're a great storyteller, WRITE a book. It's a good start! Many blessings 🙌 sent!!
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
I'm here. Reading every comment 😊 Thank you for your kind words and support. I'd love to publish a book some day. Easier said then done though. Thanks for listening.
@theshawlknitter-unplugged1863
@theshawlknitter-unplugged1863 5 месяцев назад
Wow! What a strong person she is. Go girl, you deserve a good life, filled with love.
@susancomstock933
@susancomstock933 3 месяца назад
The fact that you are an upright, functioning adult is miraculous. The constant trauma would take anyone down. I admire your honesty and your resilience. You got some good genes from the parents that were'nt able to parent you. Silver lining? Perhaps. You are awesome
@danettecherry5003
@danettecherry5003 5 месяцев назад
I started watching this video at work this morning, and with all the times I had to pause, it took me until 4:30. But I could not block away from this video. You were not a bad daughter, sister or mother yet. All of your son to everyone you care about. Many times people take advantage of kind hearts like yours. Best wishes!!
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
Thank you for listening and for your kind words ❤
@jeannemcdirmit5319
@jeannemcdirmit5319 5 месяцев назад
You deserve to be loved unconditionally.
@kyla6538
@kyla6538 5 месяцев назад
Wow this is by far my favorite interview. I could listen to her for hours and im sure shes got hours more of life stories. Bring her back PLEASE!!
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 4 месяца назад
Thank you for listening! I do have many more hours ☺️
@InkaPley
@InkaPley 4 месяца назад
Wow,what a story. Christina is so likeable and just oozes authenticity and compassion. Thank you for sharing your story ❤
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 4 месяца назад
Thank you for watching/listening ❤️
@bethanymckeel4180
@bethanymckeel4180 5 месяцев назад
With all the craziness you had to endure, you have been so brave and you've turned out wonderful!
@Lizs.Tallent
@Lizs.Tallent 3 месяца назад
Christina, When you said General motors I knew you lived in Michigan. My dad worked for General Motors. Then you said Highland I knew you lived pretty close to me. Then you said Pontiac we lived there for about 10 years and moved to the suburbs. My mom wasn’t nice either. So proud of you! Your beautiful and so sweet! You went through so much. I wish and pray the very best for you.❤️
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 3 месяца назад
Are we around the same age?
@lisahinton9682
@lisahinton9682 5 месяцев назад
Christina, you went through tragedy after tragedy and yet still stood tall and carried on, humor intact, and grit present. You are simply amazing. In some ways, our lives parallel, and I know you are hurting. But I ask that you just keep going. One day, you will be looking back, and in a place of peace. The turmoil will be a distant memory. Just keep going, and surround yourself only with people who are good, rock-solid folk, even if that means you have only a very small circle. I am so proud of you. I hope you know how many of us in this audience admire you. Rarely have this channel's videos made me cry, but I sure cried today, listening to your story. Perhaps it's because I, too, have known this level of despair and pain, brought on entirely by the cruelty of others, but in any case, I know that you can put this behind you, and some day have a happy, peaceful, joyous life. I believe in you, Christina, and I assure you, many many people in this audience are rooting for you. All the best to you, Dear.
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
Thank you for the kind words. They actually made me tear up ❤
@davidlore4775
@davidlore4775 5 месяцев назад
this beautiful girl WILL be happy one day. you can see she has a heart of gold. her issues are NOT her fault. its the actions of her PARENTS/family who neglected her which has made her believe these lies about her self, her entire life. she WILL BE HAPPY and loved by somebody worth her.
@dedalliance1
@dedalliance1 5 месяцев назад
Its crazy she still cares that much about her dad even after all of the physical abuse.
@WillChil466
@WillChil466 Месяц назад
He only abused her once from what I have heard thus far.
@bunnyboonot4u
@bunnyboonot4u 20 дней назад
​@@WillChil466 "only" once? wow. If you paid attention, you'd have heard that Christina was physically abused by her father more than once. She was also abused emotionally and mentally by her father as well. 💔
@OllieT123
@OllieT123 5 месяцев назад
Thank you for sharing your story Christina. I'm sorry you didn't receive the love you deserved and needed growing up. I loved seeing your smile near the end of the video. 💜💜💜
@hardystarling
@hardystarling 4 месяца назад
Christina , I’m just finishing up listening to yours interview, bawling my eyes out because i feel you so closely right now. You are not alone and are so resilient and worthy. I want to give you a big hug and say so many things to try and help in some way. Please keep going , learning, growing, you can do this, you are doing this !! ❤ I’m so proud of you ❤
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 4 месяца назад
You are so sweet. Thank you ❤
@WillChil466
@WillChil466 Месяц назад
What a empath. Life is hard for u. ❤
@taydodson4767
@taydodson4767 5 месяцев назад
This was truly a heart felt story that she told SO well from start to finish. I wish the best for her and I hope good things come for her because she truly deserves it. ❤
@AnnieDaddo
@AnnieDaddo 5 месяцев назад
Oh Christina...the stories we can tell,eh? The memories that we keep tucked up inside for years.Thankyou for sharing.I wish you well moving forward.Thankyou ,Mark for listening.Sometimes we have to be quiet to hear and be heard.🙏👋🐨🌏xx
@Paintingsbybrittneybruegger
@Paintingsbybrittneybruegger 5 месяцев назад
I had to pause to cry for a while. At the end of your video, i feel like im left feeling the same, after one traumatic event after the other. Similar life events. Now i sit alone, but im still here. You seem like such a kind and beautiful soul. Keep your heart golden❤ you inspire me to keep going! Thank you so much for sharing your story!!!
@s3s_
@s3s_ 5 месяцев назад
Stay strong
@tessmackay2945
@tessmackay2945 3 месяца назад
You are loved from everyone watching and listening to you right now!!! Big hugs!!! Much love and respect! You're so brave courageous and beautiful inside and out. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ I will definitely buy your book!
@thematriarchy2075
@thematriarchy2075 5 месяцев назад
You matter, Christina, of course you do! Wonderful interview, well told. Some people get the wrong soil to grow, but find enough water to make it, and you did, be proud of yourself. Don't tell your son he saved you, because i think that puts pressure on him, i am sure you understand what i mean. Thank you very much for sharing your life story ❤ I wish you safe travels.
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
Thank so much! 🩷
@GrandmaLM
@GrandmaLM 4 месяца назад
Love this “some people get the wrong soil to grow but find enough water to make it”. I’m going to remember this. Thank you. Just wrote it down in my ‘remember’ little black book.
@thematriarchy2075
@thematriarchy2075 4 месяца назад
@@GrandmaLM That's nice, thank you.
@s.d.mitchell9505
@s.d.mitchell9505 5 месяцев назад
A tragic life story but so captivating to listen to. My god what a wonderful story teller she is!!
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
Thanks for listening ❤
@ioanagrecu7086
@ioanagrecu7086 5 месяцев назад
This has to be one of my fav videos from this channel so far! Christina is spectacular! Bravo to her for stating her truth! Also, props to her ability to be such a good "story teller", I was literally glued to my laptop the entire time and could not do anything else until this video was finished.
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
Thank you so much. I'm flattered. 😊
@LeaShaw-lf5hv
@LeaShaw-lf5hv 5 месяцев назад
Wow! Great interview. She never missed a beat! Marc just sat back and listened like the rest of us. Best of luck to you. Jesus can help you Christina. His love is unconditional and never failing.
@lisahinton9682
@lisahinton9682 5 месяцев назад
@LeaShaw-lf5hv Just stop. If you mythical all-knowing, all-powerful Sky Daddy actually existed, none of the hell that has been her life would've even happened. Your comment is so so offensive, rude, and obnoxious.
@jgallegos8727
@jgallegos8727 5 месяцев назад
He's the only way..amen
@Prometheuspredator
@Prometheuspredator 5 месяцев назад
Amen.
@vvvvvalentine
@vvvvvalentine 3 месяца назад
Absolutely. Amen! ♡
@vvvvvalentine
@vvvvvalentine 3 месяца назад
​@lisahinton9682 God gave PEOPLE FREE WILL, because he is a loving God, He isn't forceful. Be mad at people for being awful and commiting atrocities, not God ♡
@EV-rc4jm
@EV-rc4jm 5 месяцев назад
Such a beautiful soul, pretty girl that had to endured so much since she was a little girl :( It is so tragic when a child has to go thru the kind of things Christina has gone thru, she is so eloquent, communicates so well, seems like a genuine loving, caring human being. I wish i could give her a hug. All I can do from here is pray, and wish that the rest of her life is happy and fullfilled, her story will help many. I hope you can bring her back in the future for an update :) Blessings and prayers to her from Cali💖
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
Thank you. Actually spoke to Mark today and I told him I'll come back for an update. Probably next year 😊
@EV-rc4jm
@EV-rc4jm 5 месяцев назад
@@C_D_ROD Aweee that is great to hear,😀I am rooting and praying for you xoxo
@helenmcdonnell2585
@helenmcdonnell2585 2 месяца назад
​@@C_D_RODLovely, looking forward to it.. much love from me in Northern Ireland ❤
@ivanagorgi
@ivanagorgi 5 месяцев назад
Thank you for sharing your story Christina. I can relate to a lot of parts of your story. I was a dad's girl too and my siblings were the opposite for some reason, I was the only one who did not get beaten up by him, and I can't help but feeling guilty about it even though there was nothing I could do. Just know you are not alone and I hope you find all the happiness you deserve in this world❤
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
Thank you for listening and foe sharing ❤
@javoetberg7319
@javoetberg7319 5 месяцев назад
Christina, sweet lady, you absolutely did NOT make your mom, dad, sister, partners not like you. They treated you horribly. Shame on them! You are worthy of having a beautiful life ❤
@PALMofficial
@PALMofficial 5 месяцев назад
SHE NEEDS TO WRITE A BOOK! THEN THE BOOK NEEDS TO TURN INTO A MOVIE! God bless this woman! Incredible story!
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
I agree! I just don't know where to start
@karenfryberger4260
@karenfryberger4260 5 месяцев назад
@@C_D_ROD I left a comment yesterday, wondering if Mark would allow you to use this video to shop your story around to screenwriters. It couldn't hurt to ask, and he might even be able to give some advice about how to contact a screenwriter. Just a thought.
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
@karenfryberger4260 I saw it. Thank you for the suggestion. I sent him a text. Didn't hear back though. Ill start searching on my own..not sure where to start. But, I'll start lol
@lynetteparr7002
@lynetteparr7002 11 дней назад
AGREE
@lynetteparr7002
@lynetteparr7002 11 дней назад
​@C_D_ROD From the beginning, my dear. Write from your heart like you've expressed vocally. You have a loving and compassionate soul. Beautiful inside and out. Best wishes for you with confidence, and mental strength in your journey! You ARE a WARRIOR! Continue to take hold of the reigns. YOU have and will continue to be guided within yourself to your so deserved life's dreams. Always love yourself first before others. Then you will witness the deceit and envy from takers and shakers. Look for your mirror image in another. You deserve all gratitude, love, regard and respect you've unconditionally shown and given to those that hurt you so very deeply. I believe in you. You are precious beyond measure. ❤❤
@joseromeudeabreu9999
@joseromeudeabreu9999 5 месяцев назад
What a life Christina has had. Amazing. Mark loss for words. Can't even get 5 cents in on the action. 🇿🇦. Cape Town South Africa.
@thematriarchy2075
@thematriarchy2075 5 месяцев назад
Mark likes the guests who can tell their story like this, no questions needed
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
​@@thematriarchy2075thats exactly what he said to me, too.😊
@thematriarchy2075
@thematriarchy2075 5 месяцев назад
You did well! ❤️​@@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
​@@thematriarchy2075 thank you! I was so nervous, hence all the ummmmsss people keep mentioning lol
@thematriarchy2075
@thematriarchy2075 5 месяцев назад
@@C_D_ROD You did really good, and people that comment about things like "uhms" have no idea how it is to sit there and talk about your life. Much love to you, Christina and you will be fine. Be proud of yourself❤️
@pegasuswhite
@pegasuswhite 5 месяцев назад
I can definitely relate to the part about some parents who should not have had children. I was in the same era where children were seen but not heard. You are worthy of love and respect Christina, keep your chin up, for you are a beautiful, strong woman. 🇦🇺🦘🩷
@deviouz951
@deviouz951 2 месяца назад
Christina, How you feel is exactly how I feel everyday. I have given so much of myself to others only to have received betrayal and deceit. None have ever looked back and cared about me. BOTH MY SONS FATHERS I WAS GOOD ENOUGH TO DATE BUT NEVER AS THE MOTHER OF TTHEIR CHILDREN. They abandoned them. I am also here only bcuz of my kids.. i am tired of being alone literally. But I have accepted my faith to be alone without any one besides my sons caring or loving me. So i just live day by day here.. for my sons.. until the day when they no longer need me.. So your not alone and im proud of you for not giving up and getting up all the times you fall. YOU ARE A strong person and deserving of all good things. Thank you for sharing your story And may god bless you always. ❤
@hfleo5188
@hfleo5188 5 месяцев назад
I had to stop towards the end where she describes moving 3 hours away with expectations of great changes and thought of my dear old friend, TC. He used to say 'everywhere you go, there you are.'
@breornot2bre
@breornot2bre 5 месяцев назад
You are so strong and powerful! All of these videos drive home the point that broken, dysfunctional, abusive, unhealthy, and toxic family systems have generational effects on families. These neglected/abused children grow up ill-equipped to cope, heal, and overcome the harmful environment we consider childhood. If you or your partner aren’t prepared emotionally, financially, and psychologically then do not reproduce. It creates never-ending cycles of trauma. Wait until you are ready.
@allyberryful
@allyberryful 4 месяца назад
This was such a touching story. I love the sound of her voice and I think she should record bedtime or children’s stories! 🥰 thank you for sharing Christina.
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 4 месяца назад
Awe really? I've thought about voice-over work actually.
@misharamage5529
@misharamage5529 4 месяца назад
Girl! I have asked myself the very question that you are asking at the end of your interview. I’ve been to therapy, and I’ve had a trauma coach. You will learn to love yourself the way you needed to be loved when you were a little girl. Love yourself that way. Why give your love and love others that treat you so bad. When you can love yourself even more.
@Zarasha1
@Zarasha1 5 месяцев назад
Her father was narcissist. She was the golden child and her sister was the scapegoat. Her mother was a malignant narcissist. Her mom was also a sadist.
@Lulu-nn8mg
@Lulu-nn8mg Месяц назад
I was waiting for someone to say this 💯
@debrajackson3414
@debrajackson3414 Месяц назад
Christina's story is sooo heartbreaking . . . all she's ever wanted was real love. ❤ I think she has a very good heart, and a very smart mind. I wish her nothing but the very best from this point forward . . . she sooo deserves it. 🙏
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD Месяц назад
Thank you ❤
@roseystroup
@roseystroup 4 месяца назад
Oh my gosh! My heart goes out to you, you had so much suffering and trauma. Thank you for sharing your story.
@bevsabattis4475
@bevsabattis4475 3 месяца назад
Thank you Christina for sharing. Keep on healing . You are meant to be here simply because you where born and your a light in a sometimes dark world. I wish you the best. My heart goes out to you as a daughter of a dysfunctional home myself. I feel sad for what you went through as I did myself but I’m hopeful and grateful. I’m thankful I chose a path of healing and recovery as well. Hugs girl❤
@sbmenard7374
@sbmenard7374 5 месяцев назад
What a brave soul you are, Christina! It takes courage to heal and do the hard work after what you have been through. You have so much light and warmth despite the way you were treated by your family. Be good to yourself.
@jasminequash
@jasminequash 4 месяца назад
Chris I am so glad you shared your story with all of us‼️ Hope Mark will do an update
@chevyrell
@chevyrell 5 месяцев назад
Only 50 mins in amd have been captivated the whole time. I want give her a hug 🥺
@mikenormandy9250
@mikenormandy9250 5 месяцев назад
Wow, Christina you never got to dictate your own life - ever facet of your life was dictated by others and you never got to be your own person - and everything you did was in defensive response to your upbringing - everything you have done has been in defense of your self. My mother lived a very similar life and just know if you stay strong it will always get better - she came out on top and has two successful boys and a beautiful marriage of 45 years…one day at a time ❤
@louisetrott5532
@louisetrott5532 4 месяца назад
I wish you all the very best of good fortune and happiness, Christina. I am a carer for my ex-husband, who has Bipolar 2 with PTSD etc. My advice is: keep a close regular relationship with your team of GP, psychologist & psychiatrist. Take your meds, eat well, and sleep enough. Live a quiet sensible life, and aim for contentment. There is nothing wrong with going back to psych clinic for meds review or anything else you need. In-patient clinic is a very important part of treatment. You dont seem dumb to me, you come across as intelligent and compassionate. Your live from day 1 has been a tale of being let down by the very people who should have been nurturing and teaching you. Its not your fault and in fact nothing to do with you. I really hope you can learn that love is conditional: only good, kind, decent folk deserve your love. Your love is a precious gift, only decent folk deserve it.
@malama_ka_aina
@malama_ka_aina 5 месяцев назад
Very difficult story but very happy for the conclusion of resilience and positivity. Thank you Mark and guest.
@jenniferhowell8905
@jenniferhowell8905 5 месяцев назад
What a sweet soul, I’m so sorry for all you endured. I listen because I can relate. You were amazing!
@mikenormandy9250
@mikenormandy9250 5 месяцев назад
I love these stories when the guest just showcases their life. Thank you Christina! God bless you for coming out on top. My mother has a VERY similar, disgusting family situation :/. Only the strongest can come out above all of the evil!
@evadees5833
@evadees5833 5 месяцев назад
You have amazing clarity/introspection about your life experiences. Thank you for giving such an honest interview. It could not have been easy for you to dig that deep on camera. My hope for you is that this becomes another chapter in your book of healing. You have such a sweet soul ❤.
@patriciablacklock7326
@patriciablacklock7326 4 месяца назад
What a beautiful soul you have Christina. You deserve the best life and I wish you everything you wish for yourself xx
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 4 месяца назад
Awe thank you so much ❤️
@Peaceatdawn143
@Peaceatdawn143 5 месяцев назад
You have overcome so much! I wish you and your son a peaceful life going forward. Thank you for sharing your story
@JenNadege
@JenNadege 5 месяцев назад
Thanks for sharing Christina. I wish you the best 💜
@catherinepraus8635
@catherinepraus8635 5 месяцев назад
I know the feeling of your sister stabbing me in the back it’s a bitter pill to swallow when you have to morn the death of a relationship you thought you had but never really was Stay strong this isn’t the end of your journey love and light
@kimmm68904
@kimmm68904 3 месяца назад
This is such an insightful comment… “When you have to mourn the death of a relationship, you thought you had, but never really was” Indeed, we often make it what we want it to be and only in hindsight can we see what it really was.
@WillChil466
@WillChil466 Месяц назад
Mourn.
@lindasnyder2976
@lindasnyder2976 5 месяцев назад
You told your story very well. My heart goes out to you, and I wish all the best for you.
@nicholebigler5426
@nicholebigler5426 5 месяцев назад
Get that book going!! You are such a good story teller. You will accomplish great things!!
@bethzullo4505
@bethzullo4505 3 месяца назад
I love her and wish her the very best! That’s a hell of a way to grow up. She’s still managing her identity. I can only imagine the courage that takes!
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 3 месяца назад
It's been very difficult. Thank you for watching and for the kind words ❤
@xerxezrax
@xerxezrax 5 месяцев назад
This is so tragic. I hope you find loving supportive people who will become your family. You deserve to be loved.
@juliemackenzie1978
@juliemackenzie1978 5 месяцев назад
Good interview. Her Mom was very insecure and immature to use her kids like that. Mental health issues. Some people shouldn't be parents. I can't imagine being jealous of your daughters...over the love & affection from their Dad. Disturbing. I have 2 daughters who are 34 & 31. I loved that my husband had 2 Daddy's girls. Thank you for sharing this video with us. 👍🇨🇦😊 Her poor sister who had all the abuse from her parents. Terrible. Used as a whipping post. So sad...💔🥺 and getting kicked out of the house in High School. Gosh, I can't imagine kids living like this. Afraid & walking on eggshells & the older one getting the crap beaten out of her. 😳🤷🏻‍♀️😕 These stories always make my jaw drop. Wishing her all the best. I hope she can move forward from her childhood trauma. Her Mom was a monster. Physically & verbally abusive. 😳😕 Her Dad was abusive to her when she hit puberty. Yikes! What a *hit show. No kids should be put into a life situation like this. At least she did better, after she knew better. So much dysfunction...all around. Everyone had a part in all of this toxicity. How can you make the right choices...when everyone is toxic? What a mess. 😳 She has to set limitations and boundaries with her toxic family.
@Hamsandwich100
@Hamsandwich100 4 месяца назад
I’m from Hartland!! I hope you are doing well today and better everyday. Thank you for sharing. I think about all of these stories all the time. Thanks to you to as well mark for giving these people a voice. Real cool man
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 4 месяца назад
Are we around the same age? I lived there until about '93
@tleigh8794
@tleigh8794 5 месяцев назад
❤😘🙏🏼 dear Christina ...sending you so much Love and prayers and compassion to you and yr son 🙏🏼 as is discussed many times on SWU, "your story" is again such an important reminder or a "tale of consequences " of the effects of childhood Trauma, and why parents need to be so aware of the consequences of their behaviors around their children!😢 I understand so much of yr story, but it is brave of you to share yr story and I am so so glad that you've gotten therapy, support ,help and are Smiling!!🎉❤ so brave for you to continue to champion 'the voice of children' and why they should be protected, Loved and cherished. Wishing you and your son the very Best in your next chapter of your journeys xo tara 🇨🇦
@elizabeth4614
@elizabeth4614 5 месяцев назад
Sending you so much love Christina. Thank you so much for sharing your story. You deserve so much love🩷🫶🏼⭐️
@francescaspighi8365
@francescaspighi8365 5 месяцев назад
You are amazing, Cristina. Be proud of the beautiful human being you've became despite all the suffering, abuse and pain you went through. I wish you all the best from the depth of my heart ❤️
@carolyncarson1671
@carolyncarson1671 5 месяцев назад
Love is always worth it despite all the bumps in the road. You have more strength than you know and a loving heart most important of all. Wishing you all good things moving forward.
@user-jf5pi5xi5v
@user-jf5pi5xi5v 4 месяца назад
I love how articulate she is, and how she only throws in a four-letter-word where appropriate
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 4 месяца назад
I was trying not to but they just happened ☺️
@dawnwassilus9059
@dawnwassilus9059 5 месяцев назад
You dear, sweet, kind-hearted woman. You are so strong, I am in awe of you. You may have tripped and fell so many times and yet you have gotten back up every time. You will find the loving mate that deserves you. You are loveable. My heart goes out to you. I send good vibes out into the universe for you. ❤
@katwomyn
@katwomyn 3 месяца назад
It sounds like you were the normal one in the most dysfunctional family dynamic. Of course you would feel crazy if your world around you is insane and you're the only one able to recognize it. Sending you long distance love and proud of you for surviving
@simplysyndilou6768
@simplysyndilou6768 5 месяцев назад
Hugs from the bottom of my heart. Sometimes we try so hard to validate our love and it still leaves us lonely inside. Love yourself....and know your worth. ❤
@heatherphillips2715
@heatherphillips2715 5 месяцев назад
I love her! I think we should get her sister on here
@jalennelson6008
@jalennelson6008 5 месяцев назад
Facts! I'd love to hear her story!
@christopherpederson1021
@christopherpederson1021 5 месяцев назад
yea, good to hear both sides
@tanyaleynov5413
@tanyaleynov5413 2 месяца назад
That would be such a treat ,I want to know what resentments her sister Preceived against her .also hope they can work it out I got kind of confused when she said Dominic was gone did she mean to start his life or is he also not talking to her?
@TaylorLee
@TaylorLee 5 месяцев назад
What a story. As much as I enjoy hearing stories of all backgrounds, it’s nice when an intelligent and great story teller comes through
@williamstamper442
@williamstamper442 4 месяца назад
Westland Michigan... Hello Christina, neighbor. Didn't expect a Mark vid of someone just a couple miles away.
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 4 месяца назад
Hi! Thanks for watching ❤
@naznow
@naznow Месяц назад
I hope you do write your book, Christina! It’s honestly so unbelievable how strong you are.
@trudyramgren8817
@trudyramgren8817 5 месяцев назад
Thank you Christina for sharing your story. No child should have a terrible childhood. You told your story well and I wish you so much happiness and love in your life. I live in Kalamazoo, MI.!!!❤😊
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
Hi neighbor!
@trudyramgren8817
@trudyramgren8817 5 месяцев назад
@@C_D_ROD Hello!!! 😊
@vickynierenhausen8944
@vickynierenhausen8944 2 месяца назад
What a story. What a life. But you're still here & will do phenomenal things to come. Thank you for telling your story ❤
@JohnR.Luv2luvu
@JohnR.Luv2luvu 5 месяцев назад
I was so enthralled from your story telling. Your child and adult life experiences are unspeakable for anyone but you survived it all. I really do think you should write a book. The therapy from it would help immensely. I hope your son is doing good. I wish you both happiness and peace. Stay strong and God bless you. ❤❤❤
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD 5 месяцев назад
Thank you so much! Thanks for listening ❤
@jillhochwald1487
@jillhochwald1487 4 месяца назад
what a beautiful strong soul. much LOVE and blessings sent. i'm so sorry for all you've gone through.
@lauraestes9304
@lauraestes9304 5 месяцев назад
I think everyone who watched this video is sending you love. Ive come to understand that theres nothing to be expected from the narcissist family members that we loved despite their abuse of us. It still hurts but its them...not you.
@yourfriendlyinternetgrandma
@yourfriendlyinternetgrandma 5 месяцев назад
Thank you for sharing your story Christina! You are such a beautiful person inside and out.Sending much light and love your way.🤗❤️
@rose197535ify
@rose197535ify 2 месяца назад
Hello Mark and Christina! Mark you have so many people that have shared their stories on your channel and in some way shape or form I can find some relevance in my life and my story within their stories. Christina’s stories really hits home! For the exception of her father selling drugs and her father being in prison(I never knew my Father), I 100% relate and have experienced so much of her story! Christina, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHARE YOUR STORY! Keep your head up! Big hugs ❤
@tinamarie393
@tinamarie393 5 месяцев назад
I loved this interview!!! And her ability to still laugh and make us laugh is a gift!!! I wish all the best on her Healing journey!!! 🙏🏾
@marshamorrell2769
@marshamorrell2769 5 месяцев назад
You really needed to listen to the whole thing for the messages. I wish you peace, love, and prosperity.
@bettyboo5906
@bettyboo5906 3 месяца назад
Christina you are stronger & braver than you think. You are not dumb, you are an amazing woman who has a kind heart. After all you have been through..its now your time to shiine..be kind to yourself..none of what happened to you was ever caused by you or was your fault! Thank you for telling your story, i wish you all the best in your recovery & happiness. ❤
@cynthiakozikowski1765
@cynthiakozikowski1765 13 дней назад
This is a master class in storytelling. I was engrossed the entire time she was speaking.
@C_D_ROD
@C_D_ROD День назад
Thank you. It was really hard, especially because I was nervous.
@c.sophia5888
@c.sophia5888 4 месяца назад
thx Mark for allowing her tell her entire story without no interruptions. Great story talk about never judge book by its cover . Great story thanks for sharing
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