Dangerously Yours Explained: Katherine is sent from her home country by Kalenkov with a mission, she must obtain information from count rudolph estevan, an enemy of her country. In order to do so, Katherine tries to get Rudolph to fall in love with her. Then, she'll simply betray him. Over a few weeks, the two grow closer and he does fall in love with katherine, however, she ends up falling in love with Rudolph as well. Eventually Katherine was running out of time to get the information, and was told she had until tonight to get the information. this leads to a moment of conflict between katherine and Rudolph, where he reveals that he already knew about katherine's mission because he had his men look into katherine the moment she came into his life. The reason why Rudolph didn't do anything was because he trusted Katherine with his life, his heart, and his country. Rudolph tells her that he has a plan, that his country has the upper hand and he knows how to take Kalenkov down. Rudolph begs katherine to help him, once they take kalenkov down they could be free to be together without a worry in the world! This causes huge Inner Turmoil within Katherine. She has to choose between her love, or her country. Katherine pulls a gun on Rudolph, and tries to deny her love, her feelings, but Rudolph trusts her. he doesn't believe katherine is going to kill him. He says "I love you, katherine." before he is shot. Katherine is in shock, and distraught, she makes a run for it. Meanwhile Rudolph's henchman come to his aid. and it is revealed that rudolph was actually sent by kalenkov as well, and this whole mission was a test to see if katherine was trust worthy. Rudolph tells his henchmen to let kalenkov know katherine can be trusted. (Rudolph lives, but it's uncertain of what happens after that.)
Ah now I must listen to the whole podcast. My heart hurts a little from this little I've gotten. Imagine how much this will sting once I get the full context
catherine i offer you the three things most dear to me. My heart, my country, and my dream./ you are too generous./ Catherine you must listen to me, since that first hour we met, ive been completely yours. Theres never been anyone else for me, there never will. / Please please dont say anymore. There are worlds between us. Worlds that cant be bridged with words. / You said one night that you wished we were two diffrent people. I think you may have that wish Catherine. / What do you mean? / Only that my country is close to its victory and may not need so much of my service any longer. / Closer to victory?
i'm going to tell you something tonight Catherine...something that will put my life in your hands./ life?/ it would mean my life were the news to get to certain circles, yes-/ they don't tell me, how do you know you can trust me?/ i love you... and i belive you love me/ you're quite wrong, this has been only an adventure to me/ that isn't true Catherine/ it is true! you smiled at me, i was flattered, it was an adventure from an holiday movie/ you may as well... take my heart Catherine, is already full of you, you walked into with the day we met/ you' re a fool Rudolph bastard/ what isn' t any man who falls in love, do you know what you are to me? you are something to belive in again, you're a tipe of person that had ceased to exist for me, a fine and honest woman/ my darling, your such a child, take your foolish little dream in your heart and go... please go/ what is it? whats wrong my dear?/ you know nothing about me, you've known the only three weaks/ three weaks? Catherine, i' ve known you all my life...
K: You can do anything you please, Roudlph. But you have very little time to do it in. R: You mean you're actually going to kill me? K: I mean just that. R: Well, go ahead. K: I'll do this my own way. [pause] Look, you already know my purpose in being here. Now you will either give me my information, or I will kill you. You have until 9 o'clock. R: You won't do it.. You can't pull the trigger. You can't pull it because you love me. It takes a very brave and a very cold woman to do that, Katherine, I don't think you can. Isn't that true? Isn't that why you're waiting? K: That's not true! R: ..Or is it that you want to watch your victim? You want my heart to constrict with agony, my hands to shake. You want me to plead for my life, so you can make a generous gesture and spare me. Inhale Sorry, Katherine. I don't seem to be in the mood for prayers tonight. K: You don't think I'll do it! That's why you're so brave..! You don't think I'll do it. You wouldn't be so brave otherwise! You're a coward at heart. You lied to me! You decieved me! R: You tried to decieve me. K: I'm tired of listening to you! R: You gave me your heart, you know? You'd like me to hand it back, whole again. But I won't. You'll live a long time yet Katherine, an eternity without me. You will look into the faces of passersby, hoping for something that will.. For an instant... Bring me back to you. You will find moon at night, strangely empty because, when you call my name through them there will be no answer. Always your heart will be aching for me, and your mind will give you the doubtful concellation that you did, a 'Brave thing'. K: You dare to talk of bravery!? R: What else do we have to talk about, Katherine? For me there will never be another woman but you. But for my heart, there is another love that must come before you. My COUNTRY. You're so still... Your face is like Ice... What are you thinking, Katherine? K: What does anything you can say matter? You betrayed me with words.. What gooder words than your heart is breaking? If I fail now, I should deserve to die. You tricked me into loving you- R: Aren't you forgetting that you came here for the same purpose!? K: I couldn't of betrayed you! I tried to tell you, you said you already knew. I was as honest as I knew how to be! R: You think I wanted to love you, knowing where you came from and what your mission was!? Don't you suppose that every hour we were together, I was thinking, "She's just pretending"!? K: I WASN'T! I LOVED YOU! R: And I loved you so much I LET YOU PRETEND... Because, you brought something to my days I couldn't stand the thought of losing. Listen to your heart Katherine. Feel it pounding. K: Your time is up. R: In my last words... I love you katherine. K: YOU'RE DETERMINED TO DIE WITH A LIE ON YOUR LIPS!? *bang* R: I...! Love you, Katherine.... K: Oh god...
"if i betray you, i betray myself. if i betray him, i betray my country. my country is very dear to me." / "dearer than i?" / "no, not dearer than you." 🤧
you may as well take my heart Catherine it's already full of you you walked into with the day we met you're a fool, Rudolph bastard what isn't any man who falls in love do you know what you are to me, you're something to believe in again, you're a type of person that had ceased to exist for me, a fine and honest woman oh my darling you're such a child, take your foolish little dream in your heart and go!
Me with this one guy I’m talking to rn. I need to let go but it’s so addictive I want him. I want to think I can fix him. But I know he can only heal with time and patience. Something I cannot offer him unless he wants it. Yet I sit here like Hachiko hoping, hurting, yearning… Knowing he’d run to the woman who broke him down because she was and is everything to him still. I wish he didn’t come to me with open wounds and bleed all over me. I’ll try to heal them if he lets me but if he keeps picking at scabs he’ll bleed for longer and I don’t know if I could treat someone who craves the pain. . . . Update: Two months is so crazy. I still come back to this often. I feel so helpless. Especially to be so fond of someone who feels incapable of love. We spoke a couple days ago in person after a while. I was so nervous to see him again. I feel so bad that he is hurting so much because of his ex (they broke up about a year ago. I really don't know what she did to him but he's got a lot of trust issues). It hurts more to know that he intended to marry her and it just didn't work between them. I think about how he hugged me after once it was time for me to go. I was held with so much vigor, it was like he was afraid I'd disintegrate if he were to let me go. I melted and gave the same hug back. I crave it once more. I fear I may die fighting. I want him in my life beside me but I don't know if he wants me. I don't want to walk away.
you'll live a long time yet kathryn, an eternity without me. you will look into the face off passers by, hoping for something that will for an instant, bring me back to you. you'll find moonlit nights strangely empty because when you call my name through then there will be no answer. always your heart will be aching for me and your mind will give you the doubtful consolation that you did a brave thing.
You will look into faces the of passes by hoping for something that will for an instant bring me back to you l. You will find moon at night strangely empty because when you call my name there will be no nights always your heart will be aching for me and your mind will you the dealtfull consolation a break
I can’t stop doing it I don’t know why I’m sorry I would like to tell my friends but I’m to scared it will be to much pressure and I can’t hurt them like this
I can sense that you're struggling and you don't want your friends to be hurt by what you're going through. I want you to know that I am here for you, and I want to help any way I can. If you ever feel like you're ready to share your struggles with your friends, I can be there for you. But most importantly, let's focus on how you are feeling right now.
@@noriakikakyoin3 I’m still self harming my friend was talking about how her friend did it and it really made my stomach turn and made me want to cry I don’t know if that’s getting triggered but she said she was so scared she will do it again I CANT STOP doing it and I don’t know why , I don’t have a reason to do it I just do it , I don’t do it for attention but if I tell my friends I’m scared they will think it’s fake and for attention I need help
