Citizen Soldier - Never Ending Nightmare feat. Kellin Quinn (Official Lyric Video) 

Much love 💜

@@CitizenSoldier Thank you for your much needed music 🎵💜

I'm always excited to see you guys release a new song because they never disappoint unlike most other bands

@@CitizenSoldier Thank you

It really does. I used to be sweet, naive and too kind for my own good. I've grown tougher, but at the price of being a bitch. I know this, but I can't change it. I'm not entirely proud of becoming this way.

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You may figure out a whole lot about yourself that way but always remember as a natural born human being you were born beautiful and capable. People should never take that away instead encourage and nurture growth in confidently being so. Don't fear speaking up to anyone ever if your quality of life is threatened by someone. Basic human rights and the right to live as you are are a worthy cause to make an accomplished trend

@@Toxicsupermodel182 And anyone who says otherwise says so because they are in agony. Just because they are suffering doesn’t mean you should be in pain as well. There’s always a choice to be made.

I wish there were more people like you on this space rock

What if its all of them and more ? Because that's me and this song really shows it I hold that line but its close to breaking

I have someone very close to me cutting themselves. Prayers please. She's also stealing and drinking. Help!

@@jessicahogan8153 Do you and them have discord? I know it sounds like a weird question, but that is the place I help my friends and other people at.

... i freeze

You're not alone, mate

Not just you, I hope you're okay mate

No I do it too.

No, it is not only you...

Im still doing it so yeah you are not alone 😢😢😢

Appreciate you 💜💜💜

I can relate to this. We fight together, not alone brother 🖤

@@xkaydencexx455 amen to that. None shall never fight alone.

@@buddermastr thankyou for being here ❤️❤️

@@xkaydencexx455 it's my pleasure ❤️

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@@CitizenSoldier I agree, please never stop what you do, it helps so many people and it’s obviously something you love considering how much effort you put into you music, also I know you’ve gone through what we have according to your bio or whatever it is called so I hope you are doing okay as well, anyway thank you so much for your music and sorry if none of this made sense

Unrelated but I love your pfp

@Tea Veritain tc

@@CitizenSoldier yes, please never stop. These songs help me feel less alone.

facts

True.

Agreed

Agreed You dont feel alone with a song you can relate to

to all my friend with same condifition around the world

let's win this battle.

Yes sucker punch it😎

These are the best, best songs of theirs 😁

You are a winner

I wished the same for me but a can't seem to find the will I have lost😊

I can always pull at least one line from every song they have released that I relate to on such a personal level, that truly speaks to me. I'm in total agreeance, if you can't relate, you are so, so lucky. If you can, it breaks my heart... 💔

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I don't usually post this stuff in comment sections since I don't want to come off as oversharing or like I'm trying to get a reaction. I deal with a dissociative disorder and other myriad diagnoses. Its something I was born with though why we don't fully understand, the prevailing theory among the professionals I've met with is that its due to trauma sustained in the womb. Living with the biggest monster I've ever known living in my head and knowing when he reaches out to take control he may hurt someone and I wont remember a thing Is horrifying, my entire life has been a war against the living nightmare who's set up shop in my mind, everything I've dealt with from the world outside has no comparison to the hell that exists within my head. The constant war to keep this monster suppressed is exhausting and when I finally give in and fall asleep hes waiting for me and the fight begins again in a different way the nightmares that wake me up and leave me exhausted take a tole on my health. Many of citizen soldiers songs resonate with me to such a degree because all I've known for as long as I can remember is a war within my head. But there is a bright side to all the chaos in my head, 1 due to the nature of my in utero trauma Im an isolated case within my family meaning the dissociative disorder wont be passed on by my older brother and my younger brother is like to be free of any issues outside of the genetic markers my family already has and 2 I've learned to persevere through whatever the world throws at me because nothing has come close to what I'm already dealing with. Citizen soldier said it best "pains a gift it aint a curse" I can only get stronger from this so I'll fight till I'm stronger than anything within me and anything without. Sorry for the thesis these songs make me think... A lot

This was supposed to just be a comment why is it in replies, oh well I'll chalk it up to my phone being a piece of crap

I relate so much! I thank @citizensoldier for bringing me some comfort. Not much does!

So glad you found us 💜

@@CitizenSoldier Love it!😪🥰

I found them I think two years ago, I think the first one I found was “found” and I haven’t been dissatisfied (I think that’s the word but I don’t know) since, also I definitely agree with what you’re saying, thank you😀

Yeah, I wish I would have found them sooner since I love all of their music. I haven't been dissatisfied either. Glad I did find them though.

@@jackpott2823 I’m actually surprised you read my comment, thank for that also yeah I’m glad I found them too, they’ve definitely changed my life for the better, thank you again and I’m really sorry if this didn’t make sense

I do too

Yall too

Me too 😩

Same

Yeah.

Yeah

It hit the nail

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You hit the nail on the head...

Thanks Jaden 💜

Same I really love to go to a concert with citizen soldier

Same bro, I don’t care where the concert is I’m goin

@@noahcoulombe4125 me too

And this is why we stop fighting..

Thanks 💜

At first I thought it was your voice. Thank you citizen soldier for allowing me to cry to your music, I suffer from Bypoler and suicidal depression. Please never stop making music.

Yeah, the world DOES seem to stop, huh? That's when you know they're a good, no, GREAT artist. I found them on "If I Surrender" and I've followed them ever since

@@youtubeaddicted1221 "would anyone care" for me

@@nraisor6507 Same

Just discovered these guys and wow. Exactly what I'm dealing with.

I found them back when they had first started

Thank you for your service!♥️

IGY6 I sing this alot dawn is coming idk when but it is that's what gets me through the dark time always remember it's darkest before the dawn till Valhalla

Semper Fi brother

That means so much thank you 💜

So true

Glad to hear that 💜

Feel you

I’m here more times than I should. They speak the feelings we all feel but don’t act on. I’m proof that it can move forward albeit difficult. Keep the momentum, time doesn’t have to stop….

I think I could gladly speak for the both of us when I say music is our saving grace

I know im late to this but I just want to say even in the darkest pits of hell ill reach out my hand to save you and should I miss as you fall ill jump and take the landing if it means your ok Sincerly a random friend

I'm truly happy to hear this. Still remember, you are allowed to feel bad, even if other people might have it worse in your perception. We might not all be suffering from mental illness, but we all are carrying baggage. Keep pushing through. Appreciate you.

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@@CitizenSoldier We are here for you.

I said a similar thing on one of their videos once. Artists like this I love but they scare the hell out of me. Because I relate too strongly to their lyrics which means they relate too strongly to my mentality. And my head is not an easy place to live. And it scares me for those that live in similar places. Because I know how easily any day could be the day you fall off that edge whether you wanted to or not

Same here.

Same but its 1am

Yes we love staying up till 3 am when you have school at 7:30 the next morning-

Appreciate the support and dedication 💜

So glad I'm not the only one.

Exactly man fuck 😭😭😭

I feel the same way.

How are you doing now, 2 years later? I hope you are well.

So be it amen. Not really but yeah that's how it feels

Appreciate that you get it 💜

Agreed with what you said and same, also I know this is weird question but what does resonated mean, so sorry if this didn’t make sense, also I hope you are doing okay and thank you for saying that, again sorry if that didn’t make sense

yeah same this band helped me so much no not just me many other people i don't get it why is Citizen soldier so underrated because people see fame not hard work society is horrible there are a lot of bad people but there are also a lot of good people,people need to see the hard work because when they do hard work they don't get what they deserve because they get visited by karma

Thank you 💜

Same here, mental and physical illnesses for me. For me being a Christian has helped me tremendously.

I know what you mean... But I can't help but point out that you said you are over 120 years old...

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Hahaha love the dedication 💜

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I myself have ptsd as well. Ive found a medicine by the name of prazosin helps. Its a PTSD/nightmare medicine. I get nightmares every time i sleep(so i cant even nap😭) but since starting the medicine when i was 15-16 has helped me so much. Im almost 25 now and just got back on it and oh. My. God. Its so nice to sleep. It also helps during the day too. I find im not as jumpy when i take it. Stay strong❤️‍🩹

@@jessieoglesby5561 thank you i will ask my doc

@@raymondcarson9084 youre very welcome. I know how it is to be in that spot and its not fun at all. I hope this will help you. Stay strong ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

So agree with your comment Evan and it’s true, sorry if that didn’t make sense at all, I don’t actually know what to say but agreed

Hang in there friend. Much love 💜

Almost everything you said i feel. I'm the only one that does anything in my friends relationships and even relationships with girls and I have given up on almost everyone because of it. I care so much about everyone else but no one cares about me. I'm treated as if I'm non existent and I always talk ny mouth off and talk over people cause I just blabber about anything and I've gotten bhate from it. I feel where your coming from a bit. I wish I could give you advice to help cause usually I'm the guy who always gives advice but as of late I've run out of advice and I'm in the same boat as you rn in what you've said so yeah 😞

Same hat, kid. Like almost exactly. Hang in there. We'll get better

Maybe you think they hate you but they don't, you are loved even if there was disagreements ❤️

Hey, I don't know what you've been through by exact detail but I do know one thing. Despite that, it shows you have an unbreakable care for others. Sure it's not easy, just standing up being yourself when everyone seems to hate you but trust me there's something in that care that will interest others. Being upfront and saying what you mean, truth is better then a lie. Even if it hurts them. To me me those are good traits, even if you are loud or talkative or anything. Now, I'm not saying those other traits are bad either but your mind would deny if I said it was good. Just know there's still something in you worth saving. I know what it's like to be the only one to hold onto a friendship. I feel like fighting for one I have but I don't know if it'll work out. I also know someone who's, put so much effort just to see someone disregard them, even hate them slightly. I don't know how to describe it but do know you're worth something even if you don't know what, keep fighting. Maybe someone will notice it in you.

So glad you’re still here 💜

Definitely not worth giving up when in my mind, if you do then it won't be what you've done in life but what you could've done if you pulled yourself up. Stay strong, never let it take ahold of you and if it does make sure others are around to save you. There's always someone out there that will care even if you don't believe so. Keep on changing for the better dude! :)

It's all that because ptsd?

Facts they hit the heart ❤

Thanks friend 💜

you are right we all have that never ending nightmare my time with it has ended now i have friends family my best friend but listen there is no never ending nightmare every nightmare has an ending we think that it is a never ending nightmare because we think that we can't let go of the past that's true we can't neither can i but still we should make a future for us our families and friends we have to stay strong we can't be weak it's ok to cry but sometimes you have to stay strong i hope this means something

"When living means living in hell" just feels too familiar...

Hang in there friend 💜

@@salemwitch4138 Agreed, I don't know if that was used in another song as of recently I've noticed them reusing lyrics it gives that nostalgic feel and is amazing.

All the time afraid to go to sleep 😴😴😴

​@@Dmf812 "when I close my eyes, it's their waiting for me, it finds me everytime" it hits really hard.

If you happen to suffer from my specific brand of OCD, you will make it. I've made it 22 years and still counting. You will make it.

OCD sufferer here, I feel you, everyone and citizen soldier soloist in this struggle 💚 ( couldn't even write his name because of OCD, I have OCD in everything that I do😔)

Appreciate you friend 💜 Stay strong

Appreciate you friend 💜

Facts

It's not about your past because even if you've had a terrible past? You can still change and make a difference.

Appreciate you 💜

Much love 💜

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Does he have a channel? Sry I loved his voice 😭👌

@@jblordexplosionmurder2425 kellin quinn, sleeping with sirens

@Manny Blackstar I found them sry I did not know them why roll your eyes? Keep rollin them and maybe you'll find a brain a** jeez

he's in the band Sleeping With Sirens, they have a lot of music videos and songs@@jblordexplosionmurder2425

Appreciate you so much 💜

Hope things get better friend 💜

@JUDE CULBERT Not too sure where that is, but when I find it "No more hell" I desire to join as well. And if I can't just reply here.

@JUDE CULBERT Unfortunately I do not have the ability to set it to that just yet but I will figure it out. Message me how all that will work also with where and when I'll be able to join such. That is all, have a good day.

@Someonelovesrock of course! You got this, you’re incredible! If you ever need anything please reach out! There are plenty of numbers to call, friends you can talk to, and of course I’ll do my best to listen if you need. So proud of you ^-^

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i will honestly say , this is what i needed , hiding behind a smile is really hard and you stripped it off and made me cry all of the things i held back for months , im honestly thankful , i needed it and i am grateful that people like you exist. May you be blessed with good fortune and good health

@@ChiMiniold I’m glad that this helped you, truly. I’ve been there, always hiding, feeling like you can’t trust anyone or thinking that no one could possibly understand what you’re going through but I promise someone, somewhere, does. Never be afraid to reach out if you need help. Good fortune to you as well! 💜

Thanks friend 💜

Agreed though I don’t actually know who Kellin is, I’m sorry I don’t but whoever he is he did good in this song, really sorry if none of that made sense

@@shadowhawk4164 lead singer of sleeping with Sirens, check them out if you haven't

@@Akmenos6576 thank you, also if their songs aren’t about love sure I’ll check it out, thank you again and sorry if this didn’t make sense

@@shadowhawk4164 listen to bloody knuckles or kick me by sleeping with sirens

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Yea, i feelt it too

The song started with 'Em' note (Normally they play around F key) I was like 'Wowwww' and Jake killed it anyway. Just wanna point out that it's a higher key for Jake ✌️

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Glad you found us 💜

Musik is just the best way to deal with a mental brake down (at least of you are alone ore want to be alone) it's crazy how much emotions can just yea blow up inside of you and give you the fealing that you are not alone with this even tho ot does feel like it way to often

Glad you found us 💜

Glad they’ve stopped 💜

Glad you’re still with us 💜

Hi Bro We can talk you want to I am a Good listener... and you are not alone Life is Precious

@@Mysterious_Moments642 Dear Kindness. Thanks for your comment. It took me a long time to respond to your kindness in exact English. I didn't mean to ignore you, so please don't be offended. Last year I was severely harassed at work and betrayed by two bosses I trusted. Yet I was in a position where I was not allowed to take time off from work. And every time something went wrong (for example, someone got sick and had to take a day off), they blamed me for it. My workload was also quite heavy, and I had to allocate my lunch breaks and holidays to work in order to make it. I was told later that I alone was in charge of the work that should have been divided among the three of us. I asked for help many times, but no one showed up to help me. After a while, I began to think that I was not worthy of being saved. Since January of this year, I received an offer from another facility in the same group company and have been working there. Even now, whenever a problem occurs at the facility I was working at until last year, they blame me for running away. Even at my current facility, I have to be very careful about who I trust. I'm also afraid to ask for help. I spend my days pretending that I am back on my feet. Thank you for reading this far. I can't write English properly and I think my grammar is wrong. Much love and appreciation to you! Using a translation app

@@cu-m3815 Let's see I won't try to make it a contest so sorry if it seems that way in advance. To start I watched the events of 4 of my friends die in mysterious ways the ways they died looked natural enough but the thing that bothers me is every time either in class or asleep I would see one of them dieing and hear about it 1 or 2 days later. I blame myself for not saying something sooner this is my pain. But I on top of that I've had friends and co-workers betray me and even some family, very many times even now I contemplate stepping in front of high-speed traffic or jumping off a building but every time I think about it I look at the ring on my finger and the symbol on it is a Viking Knot with a promise or 2 I made to someone and that in itself keeps me from doing stupid shit. This pain is so great that people don't usually live as long as I have though they die in their sleep and you never hear about it. This pain also takes its toll I should be a very energetic person yet I can sleep for hours on end and I should be healed by now but I feel all the pain from every part of my body that ever got damaged. So I say find something like a promise to latch onto and never break it no matter what and you'll not only be better because of it but you'll become a better person. Also remember to harden yourself to your pain people may see someone being cold but the right person will see through it.

@@akiral3g10n6 Thanks for your comment. Please give me a few days to translate your comment into Japanese and then I will rewrite my reply to you into English. I have a question, is it correct that the "Viking knot" is the overlapping of unbroken shapes that you see in rings and other symbols?

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Glad to hear that Lucy 💜

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I guess the song I most listened to repeatedly was their Stronger than My Storm. I was going through something that time and it made me teared up yet I feel so empowered so I downloaded it soon after. Just sharing. Citizen Soldier is one of those bands that always sings what I want to scream and reminds me to always keep going.

@@galileogogh5140 I agree with you saying "fhey sing what I want to scream" thats summed it up pretty well! Also hope you're doing better

@@withlovemays Thank you! I hope you're also doing better. God bless you!

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How do you know you’re a guy ?

Hey, I'm a guy too. And I'm so depressed that I had to get on a plane to go live with my dad because my mom works a full time job and can't watch me all day. I haven't attempted, but I make a lot of comments about it. Just because we're guys doesn't mean we don't have mental health. I have no idea who you are, and your comment was posted a year ago but I love you and I hope you haven't left.

Its obvious when you are or aren't ​@@FlagadossSupreme

​@@UltradudeRWi couldnt get one of my parents to watch me overnight if i needed it. I hope you use your mom to get through what youre going through. My brother and i suffered for decades before we got truly happy. Im 35 now and i ask you as someone on the other side. Dont fucking stop fighting. I cry sometimes thinking about how much better it is now and im far stronger than ive ever been. Once the pain is gone there is that resilience youve bult up. It stays and serves you like a nornal person wouldnt ever understand.

Hey brother your not alone but I promise the Lord love you and to him your a priceless gem

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Thanks friend 💜