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Citizen Soldier - Never Good Enough (Official Lyric Video) 

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Life can be an uphill battle when you feel you are forever falling short.
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Lyric video by: Kyle Persell @kylepersell
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@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 11 месяцев назад
Stream/Download 👉 citizensoldier.band/nevergoodenough Shop for merch 👉 citizensoldier.band/merch Talk to us on Instagram 👉 citizensoldier.band/instagram Follow us on TikTok 👉 citizensoldier.band/tiktok Follow Us on Twitch 👉 citizensoldier.band/twitch Please SHARE it with someone that needs to hear it.
@brittanynedland6164
@brittanynedland6164 9 месяцев назад
this how I feel every single day
@thefallen9805
@thefallen9805 4 года назад
"Mediocre at best, maybe better off dead" that one hit hard, damn.
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
TheGameBoss980 glad you connected with it friend 🖤🤘🏻
@joshuabakerchainsaw
@joshuabakerchainsaw 4 года назад
@@CitizenSoldier may i use this song for my upcoming open world survival game that i am making
@xenotriver
@xenotriver 4 года назад
@@joshuabakerchainsaw I think you should rather contact them via email, more official and suiting for this kind of questions
@UltimateKarma3
@UltimateKarma3 4 года назад
Yeah, that hit me hard as well
@TFitz1
@TFitz1 4 года назад
Yep
@isabellestiphout7793
@isabellestiphout7793 4 года назад
“Why can’t you be proud of me”. This hit so hard I’m crying
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
Isabelle Stiphout a gut punch for sure. Glad you felt the song 🖤🤘🏻
@isabellestiphout7793
@isabellestiphout7793 4 года назад
Citizen Soldier I love it, thank you so much❤️
@hannahwilliams5681
@hannahwilliams5681 4 года назад
Me too 💔
@WickerKing
@WickerKing 4 года назад
@@hannahwilliams5681 Only know one person with that nickname and it's my sister xD
@hannahwilliams5681
@hannahwilliams5681 4 года назад
@@WickerKing haha
@thelonelyinfj
@thelonelyinfj 4 года назад
"I'd rather die, then to let you down one more time." My favorite quote of this song.
@natashaalicia8105
@natashaalicia8105 2 года назад
Oh mine too...nothing more powerful than hatred. It gives you the guts to do what needs to be done.
@enriquebatista3
@enriquebatista3 2 года назад
Mine too
@user-do9xu3ti2u
@user-do9xu3ti2u 2 года назад
Who ever your talking about is so very lucky to have you in there life I could only wish to have somebody who cared so much
@Obi-Wan_Kenobi62
@Obi-Wan_Kenobi62 Год назад
That seems like a poor prioritization list 💀
@luciferpetrenkoff5040
@luciferpetrenkoff5040 Год назад
My favorite line as well
@NyxNovaStar
@NyxNovaStar 3 года назад
That line...."I hate to disappoint you, but its my DNA" and the raw way he roars it...breaks me every time. So many chills and tears.
@does-it-really-matter-who-am-I
Me too, especially this one! The whole song reminds me of some hard conversations with my parents.
@laurendevlin458
@laurendevlin458 Год назад
ME TOO
@karaokekitten1084
@karaokekitten1084 2 месяца назад
"Everything you give me, I somehow will disgrace!" 😭🙏
@cryptidcreates9942
@cryptidcreates9942 4 года назад
Never thought I would find a song so perfect for my mental state rn.
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
Hope it helps! Hope things get better for you friend 🖤
@billydog55
@billydog55 3 года назад
It will get better. After 53 years I finally learned to stop trying to live up to other peoples, spoken or unspoken expectations of me. Expectations cause resentments for me
@silentkiller3764
@silentkiller3764 3 года назад
Felt that bro....I'm so tired of living at this point.....everything I do that makes me happy everyone I care for is now hating me breaking me.....more than I can imagine.....
@mohamedshabin9176
@mohamedshabin9176 3 года назад
@Caylin W same ;-;
@savagewolf23e49
@savagewolf23e49 3 года назад
@@CitizenSoldier you guys are great you mean a lot to a lot of people keep saving us🤘🤘🤘
@planets9102
@planets9102 4 года назад
The slight blur in the lyrics on screen is a nice touch
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
Planet S our drummer Kyle did a great job making this. What did you think of the song? Have you heard our new album RELENTLESS yet?
@teresaroberts3113
@teresaroberts3113 4 года назад
@@CitizenSoldier love the track happy weekend 😀
@Aniimefaan
@Aniimefaan 4 года назад
The drummer is working double duty eh? Props to him lol
@kylepersell6533
@kylepersell6533 4 года назад
@@Aniimefaan I wish it was only double 😅
@Iztheticgaming
@Iztheticgaming 4 года назад
@@CitizenSoldier that drummer is talented !!!
@hunteristhill7558
@hunteristhill7558 2 года назад
Okay, normally I never write a comment, but gosh... This song speaks to me on such a deep, personal and painful level. "Why can't you be proud of me?" hit like a truck... Thank you, citizen soldier, for this great song 🖤
@tiffanymalone5926
@tiffanymalone5926 Год назад
I feel u im sorry u feel like that I feel the same
@joelf1451
@joelf1451 Год назад
same
@celestialphoenixqueen9258
@celestialphoenixqueen9258 Год назад
i think of that exact thought and situation . no matter what i do most of my aunts and uncles and cousins and older cousins are never proud of me or what i do is never good enough for them to be proud of me and to be proud to be related to me , i've never felt so empty but it's better than hurting everyday while faking being happy
@noodletin7090
@noodletin7090 4 года назад
It's only been a day and this band has hit so close to home in all aspects of my bottomless pit I can't stop bawling This band deserves more recognition seriously
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
You are so kind. Thank you friend 🖤🙏🏻
@Not_me3200
@Not_me3200 4 месяца назад
Yes i relate too...i love this band
@zamv2643
@zamv2643 4 года назад
"Am I a failure from birth" "Is misery what I deserve " "Am I so void of love" "AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH " " NEVER GOOD ENOUGH " 💘💘💘
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
ㄥZ AMV glad you like it friend 🖤🤘🏻
@zamv2643
@zamv2643 4 года назад
@@CitizenSoldier I don't like it I LOVE it ❤
@jadeenthusiastic2496
@jadeenthusiastic2496 3 года назад
Yes you are... give urself more credit... 💖💖💖💖
@hermitsunite953
@hermitsunite953 3 года назад
@@zamv2643 funny thing is all i hear is Failure from birth, misery is what I deserve.
@kristopherowen1491
@kristopherowen1491 3 года назад
Those are the lyrics that got to me!!! this one runs deep in my veins.
@XxHELLBOUND69xX
@XxHELLBOUND69xX 4 года назад
Not gonna lie, I’ve never heard of this band before tonight.. however, they’ve more than earned a place in my playlist with this song alone.. not sure I could relate any harder.
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
We love to hear that. We are honored we made your playlist. Thanks for taking a chance on us friend 🖤🤘🏻
@hannahh8119
@hannahh8119 3 года назад
Me too until today..
@aimeegoatley723
@aimeegoatley723 Год назад
Same!!
@user-ub2bq7nj2p
@user-ub2bq7nj2p Год назад
Same same
@user-nw5yv4sz1t
@user-nw5yv4sz1t 7 месяцев назад
@@user-ub2bq7nj2psame but not bcuz of this song they didnt just earn a place in my playlist they earned a place in my life
@pr1nce_silv3r10
@pr1nce_silv3r10 3 года назад
“ I would rather die tonight then let you down one more time.” That hit too close to home for me to accept
@ThatBroAdam
@ThatBroAdam 4 года назад
Such powerful lyrics, they cut deep. I dont quite know why, but this whole album sums up half my life
@kaplararon1592
@kaplararon1592 4 года назад
Right there with you.
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
Thank you for your kind words, hope you're staying safe friend.
@sonofacharlie6227
@sonofacharlie6227 4 года назад
Citizen Soldier, you'll never dissapoint me. I've already heard your whole album but this song resonates to me the most. Your lyrics are more relateable and deep it makes me (and a lot of other people) feel understood and helps to get trough hard times. This whole song hits home for me and to think those things you sing on a daily basis can just fuck up your whole mindset - your Refrain for example. My heart paused for a Moment as the Refrain came up and had to swallow for a moment to be honest. I'm just so thankful to know your music because of all the points I've already made. Bless you all, we will all overcome our inner demons and the war we're fighting within us. Your music keeps me going. Just thank you for the work you're putting in your music.
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
Son of a Charlie comments like these make all of the hard work worth it. Thank you friend. We are glad you connect with the music and will continue to work hard to earn your continued support 🖤🤘🏻
@maviyesil649
@maviyesil649 4 года назад
You're right It helps me through dark days
@garnettekken
@garnettekken 4 года назад
The refrain and chorus made me cry
@thatdumbfurrythatwatcheswa6741
@thatdumbfurrythatwatcheswa6741 4 года назад
I honestly don't connect that much, only a little. I just really love this song
@mayflyrose8195
@mayflyrose8195 4 года назад
@@thatdumbfurrythatwatcheswa6741 lucky you
@notwhoyouthinkiam1630
@notwhoyouthinkiam1630 4 года назад
"Why can't you be proud of me" I've never related more to lyrics than to this one. It feels like everyone is kicking me down for my little flaws and it's too much to handle sometimes. Part of the problem is my anxiety trying to take control of the wheel, and the fact that I'm harder on myself than anyone ever will be. To me, this song represents my constant struggle to come to terms with the person I am and all of my flaws
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
NotWho YouThinkIAm sounds like you’ve been through so much. We hope that the music helps in some small way and we are so glad you connect with it. Much love to you friend 🖤🤘🏻
@dreamsmasher5213
@dreamsmasher5213 4 года назад
I convinced myself when I was young that I deserve to feel like this, that I deserved the misery. So I feel you. You're not alone. The best thing you can do is stay strong. if not for yourself but for the ones that love you.
@RenneAtha
@RenneAtha 4 года назад
"I'm harder on myself than anyone ever will be." This. This!! You do not realise how true that statement is. You don't believe your friends and family who tell you they like you. So get input from new people. Go out there and be yourself, try something new, make new friends who don't know anything about your history. And find out what they think of you. [Spoiler alert: They don't secretly hate you. They actually think you're a pretty alright sort.] You'll be amazed. I did this and I couldn't believe they were thinking of the same person. I was like... didn't you just spend a week with me? Are you talking about someone else? Don't believe the voice inside your head that tells you no-one will ever like you, because that's a damn lie. Sorry if I'm expressing myself a little strongly, but it's the worst pain ever and it's all based on untruths. No-one should have to endure it.
@NeverlandSystemZor
@NeverlandSystemZor 3 года назад
"Am I a failure from birth Is misery what I deserve" and "What you want I'll never be Why can't you just be proud of me" absolute shred my heart. These lyrics... damn y'all know how to express pain like this so damned authentically. Thank you for giving so many of us a voice.
@dittycin
@dittycin 2 года назад
Last night my husband told me I need to stop listening to your music. The words make him uncomfortable and he doesn't understand how they can possibly be any good for me. I told him that I need to know that there is at least one person out there who understands my pain. ' I love his voice and he make me feel.'
@susanleschinsky1631
@susanleschinsky1631 Год назад
I understand really I feel the same
@darkenedways433
@darkenedways433 Год назад
I'd crank it even louder
@twistedreality997
@twistedreality997 Год назад
your husband even trying to tell you what you should and shouldn't listen to is a whole red flag
@dittycin
@dittycin Год назад
@@twistedreality997 It was coming from a place of love because he knows that loud noises and angry voices trigger my PTSD. After I told him that listening to someone who understands my pain helps so much, he did his best to understand. Truthfully, I am so glad he doesn't understand. He just loves me through it all.
@bananarama3624
@bananarama3624 Год назад
​@@twistedreality997 Or he is somebody that has never been depressed and doesn't understand how someone can feel these emotions. He obviously cares about them because "he doesn't understand how they can possibly be any good for me". He's not being condescending or showing a red flag, he's just never been in our situation and he's trying to give genuine, good advice. Situations like this is just a muddled cloud of grey, and even if you have the entire context of the situation (unlike a 1 throwaway YT comment in a time when you feel vulnerable) there can still be no clear answer (e.g. go outside, you'll feel better, so you go outside and still feel just as bad. You are going to feel worse if you are inside all day, but going outside won't necessarily make you feel any better. You might feel better, but it didn't work, but hey at least you gave it a shot). See how in an example like this there isn't any clear black or white but instead a muddy grey cloud that you will never get a true answer from? .At the end of the day, the best we can do is be empathetic because we know that the husband is trying to help the best he can
@garikpazik1621
@garikpazik1621 4 года назад
Lyrics!) Here I am, once again Way too close to the edge Terrified, open eyes I'm seeing red I would rather die tonight Then let you down one more time One more time Sick of coming undone Letting down everyone Mediocre at best Maybe better off dead Am I a failure from birth Is misery what I deserve Am I just so void of love That I'm never good, never good enough Demonize, criticize Your words eat me alive Just like knives Tearing me from the inside What you want I'll never be Why can't you just be proud of me Proud of me Sick of coming undone Letting down everyone Mediocre at best Maybe better off dead Am I a failure from birth Is misery what I deserve Am I just so void of love That I'm never good, never good enough
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
garik pazik thanks for sharing 🖤🤘🏻
@nurhanif5682
@nurhanif5682 4 года назад
I hate to disappoint you but it's in my DNA Everything you give me I somehow will disgrace I never meant to be like this A grave mistake you can't forgive A filthy stain, oh what a shame Can you just wash me away Sick of coming undone Letting down everyone Mediocre at best Maybe better off dead Am I a failure from birth Is misery what I deserve Am I just so void of love That I'm never good, never good enough
@TheBeeHive7878
@TheBeeHive7878 3 года назад
@@nurhanif5682 that was completely wrong =/
@FRAMBOISECITROUILLE
@FRAMBOISECITROUILLE 3 года назад
t con on les a sur la vidéo les lyrics 😑😑🖕🖕
@aly_panda4304
@aly_panda4304 3 года назад
@@TheBeeHive7878 I know I am probably late but your wrong because if you look they only had one word wrong
@melindawatson2191
@melindawatson2191 4 года назад
I never feel like I’m good enough and this song hits me hard. I cry everyone I hear it.
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
melinda watson you are enough friend. Know that 🖤
@Mrcheekymonkeyisback
@Mrcheekymonkeyisback 3 года назад
i never feel good enough but the music you put through here helps me. thank you. we're all fighters
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 3 года назад
We're all fighting! 🖤
@Mrcheekymonkeyisback
@Mrcheekymonkeyisback 3 года назад
@@CitizenSoldier Yes we are and I hope you guys never give up when facing your own demons and problems. Your music is gold. thank you for respondingggg
@DanTheBuska
@DanTheBuska 3 года назад
What I love about music in general is it can mean one thing to someone and something completely different to someone else. Music is a universal language and it speaks words that are hard to say otherwise. It helps us all understand one another. We can share experiences with musc. Especially if it speaks as loud as this
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 3 года назад
Thanks 💜;
@alexlaws5086
@alexlaws5086 4 года назад
Hi, it's me again. I'm a little late here, but I just wanted to say that I'm actually glad I'm past the point where I can truly relate to this song. I still love it, but I've managed to win, for now. I have no doubt I'll fall back down at some points here, but for those of you that haven't been able to beat it yet, I urge you to try your damndest. Don't just resign yourself to your fate, because that's how you lose. Fight it, and when you eventually win, it'll be one of the best feelings you'll ever experience. It feels like you against the world, but you've got friends in places you'd never expect. Fight. Don't give up. Live.
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
Alex Laws such an incredible message. Thanks for sharing your thoughts. We admire your strength. Everyone needs a friend like you 🖤🤘🏻
@slavillion2934
@slavillion2934 4 года назад
I Need More This is one of greatest things i heard in a while!
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
Yequxor Howler thank you so so much. That means the world. Have you heard our new album RELENTLESS yet?
@slavillion2934
@slavillion2934 4 года назад
@@CitizenSoldier not yet but soon! I am mega hyped for it!
@TomBeeInnit
@TomBeeInnit 2 года назад
I cry to almost every song because it relates so much to me
@stephanithalias
@stephanithalias 2 года назад
Yeah, me too. I am never good enough.
@alexdonthavelastname2182
@alexdonthavelastname2182 11 месяцев назад
"sick of coming undone, letting down everyone" It always feels like your letting people down, but in reality your probably the person your letting down the most. We always have high expectations that we may never meet, or cant meet in that moment. And we beat ourselves up about it. Life's hard, but knowing that these guys know how were feeling definetly helps motivate me, and make me feel better 🖤
@marti1954
@marti1954 4 года назад
this song is so good! you are very talented! i love it!! "i hate disappoint you but it's in my DNA!"
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
martina; bts love that line! Glad you connected with it. Have you heard the rest of our new album RELENTLESS yet?
@marti1954
@marti1954 4 года назад
@@CitizenSoldier yess i did! and all the songs are as goog as this song!
@twistedreality997
@twistedreality997 4 года назад
honestly one of the bes lines
@corvuscorax6906
@corvuscorax6906 4 года назад
“Maybe better off dead” That’s powerful Love this song
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
Corvus Corax glad you liked it! Appreciate the support friend 🖤
@wine1384
@wine1384 3 года назад
I just found this guy tonight, even tho this topic definitely describes my life by 100%, his melodic voice just turned the need to cut my arms from fingertips to shoulders..
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 3 года назад
Glad you found us 🖤
@IceddSnipa23
@IceddSnipa23 5 месяцев назад
“i hate to disappoint you… but it’s in my DNA” is a DEEP line for me. love it
@mrsuicxde5173
@mrsuicxde5173 4 года назад
This is possibly my new favourite song coming from my favorite band
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
jayden juggernaut that is amazing to hear! Thank you so much friend 🖤 this song means a lot to us too.
@hectorjarachairez1168
@hectorjarachairez1168 4 года назад
“Why can’t you be proud of me”.... damn that’s a deep line, i felt that Great song c’: i was missing to have a new song in my playlist, now there’s another one c:
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
Hector Jara Kenway glad you connected with it friend 🖤🤘🏻
@Ary_Official1
@Ary_Official1 3 года назад
"everything you give me, I will somehow disgrace" damn this is exactly how I feel about things I've been given
@tysongeorge6089
@tysongeorge6089 4 года назад
These guys deserve more attention, clever lyrics is an understatement.
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
Thank you Tyson
@MrSuper091999
@MrSuper091999 4 года назад
The last time I heard a voice so distinct and powerful was Adam from three days grace. Your music is truly amazing and hits me to the core. Vastly underrated band. Your time will come soon.
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
Thank you so much. That means everything to us. So glad you found us 🖤🤘🏻
@dreamsmasher5213
@dreamsmasher5213 4 года назад
Three days grace suck live however I love em so much. Their songs helped me when i was young get through some tough shit.
@badwolfwhovian63
@badwolfwhovian63 4 года назад
Dream Smasher idk where you saw TDG at but when I saw them at Montage Mountain in PA they were badass.
@HerondalesAngel
@HerondalesAngel 4 года назад
Omg I just love you guys I've used a couple of your songs for my videos and your music just makes the video you are my go to band for awesome powerful music just thanx guys for existing xxxxxxx
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
Herondales Angel we wouldn’t exist without your kind support. Appreciate you more than you know 🖤
@HerondalesAngel
@HerondalesAngel 4 года назад
👊😘😘
@randyrodriguez709
@randyrodriguez709 3 года назад
@@CitizenSoldier so glad I came across your channel on RU-vid tonight. Your music speaks volumes on behalf of those who are stuck silent with mental health illnesses and afraid to speak out about their demons and being stigmatized.
@amals4316
@amals4316 3 года назад
Can I just say. I love your name. I loveeeeeeee the Heronadales, Will, Jace, James all of them.
@HerondalesAngel
@HerondalesAngel 3 года назад
@@amals4316 thanx so much I love them also ❤
@kuzaliwabure7
@kuzaliwabure7 3 года назад
''so sick of coming undone, letting down everyone" dear deer, that hit me like a stone
@emilielego2903
@emilielego2903 3 года назад
This is how I really feel about myself. It's not that I don't feel good enough for everyone else, I feel like I'm not good enough for myself. I'm disappointing myself..
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 3 года назад
Appreciate you Emilie 🖤 Stay strong
@Cloud9berries
@Cloud9berries 4 года назад
I've been a fan for a while now and I'm impressed. Usually I only like one or two of bands songs but with all your songs I love. I love your new album too, especially kill my memory.
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
Katie Rose Pritchard so glad to hear this Katie. Thank you for the amazing support 🖤🤘🏻
@jaye1232
@jaye1232 4 года назад
This makes me want to headbang and cry at the same time
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
TasteTheCringe we feel the same way 😭😂🤘🏻🖤 glad you enjoy the track!
@SonicSpeed4807
@SonicSpeed4807 24 дня назад
This song is helping me extremely with problems with my dad. Thank you, Citizen Soldier.
@lucifermorningstar5258
@lucifermorningstar5258 3 года назад
"I rather die tonight, then let you down one more time". That fucked up me up for a couple hours and so. This song really captures how I feel when it always came to pleasing my parents. They would always say they were proud of me, but they were always proud of me for things I wasn't proud of. They'd only be proud of me for things they wanted me to do. "Why can't you be proud of me". That line just stole the show, and whenever you mentioned "I hate to disappoint you, but it's in my DNA", that is how I feel nowadays. Spent so long letting people down, that I really think letting people down, and disappointing people is seriously in my DNA. I can't believe how many songs you guys have that I relate to, to a fucking T. As a metalhead, I love screaming, but I've also learned to love cleans. When the singer screamed/sing near the end, was like the perfect mixture of the two. It's scary how accurate this song is to me, but once again, even though I always feel alone, it's always good to know that I'm never really alone. -Travis
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 3 года назад
Appreciate that 🖤
@Asaylum117
@Asaylum117 4 года назад
"Never good enough" Three words that can haunt a person for a long time and can mentaly destroy someone. I feel the same with my life, no matter how hard I try in life, it feels like I'm not good enough. Your songs are really inspirational and hopefully more people will be able to reconise your greatness. :)
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
Asylum117 glad you connect with them. Thanks for your kind words and support 🖤🤘🏻
@alexandraaly3310
@alexandraaly3310 4 года назад
''I would rather die tonight then let you down one more time'' ''Mediocre at the best'' ''Never good enough'' ''Your words eat me alive'' ''why can't you be proud of me?'' ''I never asked to be like this'' 💔
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
Alexandra aly glad you connected with the lyrics!
@TheBeardedSkullCompany
@TheBeardedSkullCompany 4 года назад
How do all your song speak to me on such a personal level? It's how a feel and what goes through my mind all the time. Love this song🔥🔥🔥🔥
@countrygirl82494
@countrygirl82494 Год назад
So many people have made me feel like I'm never good enough. I want people to be proud of me at how far I've come instead of putting me down constantly
@melodychappa
@melodychappa 4 года назад
Guys, you deserve more fans and views 😭❤️
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
Thanks Melody! Please share our music and that will make it happen 🙏🖤
@raventherebel2996
@raventherebel2996 4 года назад
*How I am when it comes to my best friends* “I would rather die tonight. Than let u down one more time. Sick of coming undone. Letting down everyone” *When it comes to my family* “What you want I’ll never be! Why can’t u be proud of me!? Sick of coming undone letting down everyone mediocre at best maybe better off dead am I a failure from birth is misery what I deserve!?” *How I am with my friends and family* “I hate to disappoint you. Everything you give me. I SOMEHOW WILL DISGRACE! I NEVER ASKED TO BE LIKE THIS. A GRAVE MISTAKE. YOU CANT FORGIVE. A FILTHY STAIN. OH WHAT A SHAME. CAN YOU JUST WASH ME AWAY!?”
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
Raven the Rebel I think a lot of people feel the same way. Glad you’re connecting with our music and lyrics. Thanks for giving us a chance 🖤🤘🏻
@raventherebel2996
@raventherebel2996 4 года назад
Citizen Soldier ur very welcome. Everyone needs a chance. And i tend to replay each of ur songs to the point I can sing them word for word. I memorized Caroline and 15 minutes of fame that I can sing them perfectly without looking at the words
@krystianbinek5157
@krystianbinek5157 4 года назад
Same...just same
@michaelcunningham9313
@michaelcunningham9313 4 года назад
Same😔😥
@WOLFY380L
@WOLFY380L Год назад
"everything you give me I somehow will disgrace" it hitted me with tears
@kairavenstrike8740
@kairavenstrike8740 3 года назад
Almost everyone I know tells me this all the time. This song hit hard but it’s nice that people like you are giving us a voice with your songs thank you so much Citizen Soldier
@ellielavender1498
@ellielavender1498 4 года назад
YEEES! A new citizen soldier video, I'm only about two minutes through and I can already relate to this waay to much.how do you guys always hit so close to home??? Never stop what your doing, you have a real talent for it! ^-^
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
•Nìghtshade Edìts• that’s the goal every time. To connect to amazing people like you. Glad you felt it friend. Much love 🖤
@ellielavender1498
@ellielavender1498 4 года назад
@@CitizenSoldier well you definitely hit it! Thankyou😊
@jodynelis9952
@jodynelis9952 4 года назад
"I am just so void of love that I'm never good enough" Such a relatable song
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
Jodynelis so glad you relate to it. Appreciate you 🤘🏻
@jodynelis9952
@jodynelis9952 4 года назад
@@CitizenSoldier 🖤
@KJCancerz
@KJCancerz 5 месяцев назад
It's so comforting knowing someone understands your pain.
@elizabethtrentham8129
@elizabethtrentham8129 2 года назад
I felt this bc my aunt yells at me all the time and says things like "you cant do anything right" so I ran to my room and this was on my recommendation page so I clicked it and gave it a listen and I am in love with this song thank you for making this masterpiece
@monikakelly1057
@monikakelly1057 3 года назад
28 years old... and I still feel this exact same way. Will it ever actually get better ?!
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 3 года назад
We're in it together, we can continue the fight and live for the things worth living for.
@monikakelly1057
@monikakelly1057 3 года назад
@@CitizenSoldier ♥️♥️♥️
@The-Heavenly-Badger
@The-Heavenly-Badger 4 года назад
This is my new favorite song
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
Bryce Branch love to hear that. Have you heard our album RELENTLESS yet?
@The-Heavenly-Badger
@The-Heavenly-Badger 4 года назад
sadly not yet
@johnfarmer9993
@johnfarmer9993 Год назад
Hit damn this song hits to close to home I’ve felt this way most of my adult life since I came back from the litter box in ‘05
@Watcher-in-the-Dark
@Watcher-in-the-Dark 3 года назад
A band that feels like it represents my very heart and mind. Amazing song, one I can truly relate too.
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 3 года назад
Good to hear that! 🖤
@katialecompte9109
@katialecompte9109 3 года назад
The lyrics.. it helps to listen and related to that. It helps realize we’re not alone 💜
@wbs1O1
@wbs1O1 3 года назад
Citizen Soldier you are definitely not mediocre. Just finished listening to e every song and you have more talent than any of the garbage at RU-vid top trending. You will definitely be big one day.
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 3 года назад
Thank you so much friend 🖤🙏🏻
@Embersofthedark
@Embersofthedark 10 месяцев назад
This is a true fact and has ( somewhat) come true
@user-nw5yv4sz1t
@user-nw5yv4sz1t 7 месяцев назад
@@CitizenSoldierthere is no band better then you you are better then imagine dragons and bts
@joedeghetto5768
@joedeghetto5768 7 месяцев назад
This song hits so close to home, I thought I was the only one who felt this way. This song is my therepy
@netflixandchillgaming8350
@netflixandchillgaming8350 2 года назад
He puts so much emotion into not only this song but every piece of music he writes:)
@chocolatecookieboi8611
@chocolatecookieboi8611 4 года назад
Oh my gosh I feel this song on a personal level. I feel like I’m never good enough
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
I have felt that too. We need to be there for eachother
@thebaka3536
@thebaka3536 4 года назад
I dont think Citizen Soldier is capable of making a bad song. This is my favorite so far. Such an amazing band.
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
Multitalented Prankster thank you so much. Your support is everything 🖤🤘🏻
@SatanSpawn
@SatanSpawn 3 года назад
Just found this channel on my recommendations. These songs you make hit home hard. Its amazing how the words are put. ❤
@lecamstern00b30
@lecamstern00b30 3 года назад
I keep listening to their songs... it feels nice to knowing I'm not alone with how I feel
@ymir7594
@ymir7594 4 года назад
I was here since day one and it makes me almost tear up seeing you guys have come this far. Great job as always. Never stop teling our stories through your songs!
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
We won't stop. Thank you
@blasstoisess
@blasstoisess 4 года назад
another great song with which I feel connected, I love the music of this band and I hope that it receives the fame it deserves in the future
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
ss blastoise ftw we appreciate that support friend. Much love to you 🖤🤘🏻
@4enzicpsyche831
@4enzicpsyche831 3 года назад
I was not expecting to be blown away but damn the emotion in this song is unreal. Will totally be checking out your other songs.
@vodkaonyourlips5313
@vodkaonyourlips5313 4 года назад
This song is so deep and meaningful and it always makes me remind my friends whom I know have it hard in life remind that they are indeed good enough and that I love them. Keep up the great work Citizen Solider!
@PastaSick
@PastaSick 4 года назад
Honestly I feel like this all the time. I never thought a song would be able to capture this so perfectly.
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
It definitely came from the heart. It hits close to home for me for sure 🙏🏻
@LunaticMoon2022
@LunaticMoon2022 3 года назад
Man I found this band a week ago. Love every song. You guys should be viral!
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 3 года назад
Glad you found us Karli 🖤
@jayB733
@jayB733 3 года назад
This is actually one of my all time favorite heavy rock songs. It's both sad and angry which I love and the sound of the chorus alone gives me chills. Love your guys work!
@laurah200
@laurah200 2 года назад
Like the screaming at the beginning of the song makes it so powerful. This is in my top 3 out of your songs. It’s unbelievable how strong the message is and how much Impact it will have on so many lives. Please never change.
@trishmunoz7745
@trishmunoz7745 4 года назад
I still think this one is my favorite. Completely raw completely honest. And so descriptive of so many of our Lives. Thank you I am so grateful that I found your band. This might sound strange but I believe your anointed by God to reach the generation that needs to hear this. Hugs love always.
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
That is so kind and means so much to me. Thank you, truly
@kenshirosama1505
@kenshirosama1505 4 года назад
Am I a failure from birth that one hit hard
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
That was a touch one to like
@corinawhite6457
@corinawhite6457 3 года назад
iam the same and it hurts me so hard where I can't win much at life
@matttown4251
@matttown4251 Год назад
This band is beyond amazing and has touched me like no other!!!!
@BTSARMY-gl2ow
@BTSARMY-gl2ow 3 года назад
@Citizen soilder I've been listening to you for like a year and a half or something and I fell in love with your music when I first heard it so glad I found you guys I can always relate to the songs I listen to by you, thanks for that
@meizawesomez8714
@meizawesomez8714 4 года назад
I write stories, your guy's music is awesome inspiration
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
Meizawesomez so glad to hear that. Have you heard our new album RELENTLESS yet?
@meizawesomez8714
@meizawesomez8714 4 года назад
@@CitizenSoldier no, at least not all of it yet. But slowly I am.
@thatoneguynoonenotices3200
@thatoneguynoonenotices3200 4 года назад
Music that you can feel connected to or has serious meaning in general is the purest form of music and your music hits the nail on the head bands like you and skarlett riot deserve so much more attention
@Sunny-Bunny7567
@Sunny-Bunny7567 3 года назад
This and "I'm Not Ok" pretty much perfectly sum up my mental state in less than 4 minutes
@bakugoismyspiritanimal5856
@bakugoismyspiritanimal5856 3 года назад
Thank You.... I now have chills running up and down my spin and tears running down my face....
@user-ng3bg7qw2d
@user-ng3bg7qw2d 3 года назад
I only discovered this amazing band a few days ago and I come undone at every song! Bless you for putting music to the thoughts in my mind. But more importantly, thank you for letting countless others know they have worth even though they may feel these things. Forever a fan now. Thank you! ❣
@liamcarnahan1346
@liamcarnahan1346 4 года назад
Such a good song touches close to home for me.
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
Liam Carnahan glad you can connect with it, but hope you know you are enough 🖤 much love to you!
@crabyninjagamer5665
@crabyninjagamer5665 2 года назад
I can't count all the times I've listened to this at 2 in the morning and just laying there singing along while crying.
@KhaoticKay.
@KhaoticKay. 4 года назад
I LOVE THIS BAND!!! no words....no words at all 😭😭😭😭😭
@thecolorfulmilkshake8926
@thecolorfulmilkshake8926 3 года назад
Someone commented on another video about how Citizen Soldier has no bad songs... This is my fourth song in a row and I here to tell you they are absolutely right. I will be exploring more to prove this statement correct.
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 3 года назад
You're too kind. Thanks 🖤
@mayflyrose8195
@mayflyrose8195 4 года назад
This one too hits really close to home. I wish it wouldn't but it's entirety reminds me of my mother. No matter what I do, I feel like it's never right. I'm never good enough. The lines "maybe better off dead" and "why can't you be proud of me" resonates in a very specific way when you combine it with the bridge "I never asked to be like this, a grave mistake you can't forgive. A filthy stain, oh what a shame. Can you just wash me away?". It resonates with me because I was born to a young mother, she was around my current age (20) when she had me, so in the back of my mind the question " was I conceived knowingly or was I a surprise?" lingers. Plus, right from the start I wasn't what she thought I was going to be. I was born with a kind of heart condition that doctors in our area at the time could not seem to diagnose and they would always tell my parents I wouldn't live longer than a year. So they worked their butts off to find someone able to help us and they did. I was told that story countless times, from a very early age. And when years went by, bringing their cargo of new experiences (most of which were bad ones but I hold on to the good ones now), I often found myself wondering if my family wouldn't have been better off if I had actually died. I actually still do because I can't seem to get rid of the guilt knowing all the time and money they must have used to keep me.. Anyways that's a longer story and this comment is long enough as it is. Once again thank you Citizen Soldier for creating and producing such great pieces and sharing them with us.. 🌹 To anyone reading : take care and keep shining, you might end up brighten someone's day up 🌹
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
What a story. Thanks for sharing it. You are exactly what we want to be about, a support group for people to strengthen and love eachother through their darkest days. You are amazing for what you have been through and sharing light with others. Never doubt that. Any ideas for what we should write about in 2020? We want our music to represent your journey and would love your ideas :)
@mayflyrose8195
@mayflyrose8195 4 года назад
@@CitizenSoldier That is why I love you guys so much. You've brought together, thanks to your talent and selflessness, people from very different backgrounds and created a safe place for us to enjoy great music and vent. We will never be able to thank you enough. I truly believe though that it should be normal for people to share experiences and/or advices. I never would want anyone to make the mistakes I made (that's why I shared another story under "Kill my memory") and that's why I speak up and i find hard to see why that makes me "amazing", because it shouldn't. Some friends and I actually went to a journal and testified of what we had lived and witnessed during our time in one of our schools, because we had heard that the same kind of problems were still going on there. You don't have to change anything, your music represents my journey among a lot of others, and I can't sit here and pretend to know what everyone would like to hear about. But I believe that, in the same tone of Buried Alive where it was about people being misunderstood/unheard/mental health problems, a song about being used/taken advantage of could be very cathartic to a lot of people. Because when I first heard "Buried Alive" it automatically drove me (and I assume unfortunately many others) back into my early teenage years (full of bullying, people being manipulative, and sexual assaults to name a few) and it also made me remember how dealing with the consequences of these experiences made me the person I am today. Not necesseraly stronger, but wiser. That's also what made me realize how ephemeral things are (and made me call myself Mayfly, which is a pseudo I use everywhere, especially when I publish writings on the internet). Thank you guys again, a lot. You rock ! Lots of love ♥
@LuxHeart1
@LuxHeart1 3 года назад
This song hits me so hard, I feel so connected to them already. All These lyrics describe me in all the songs I’ve heard
@ashleymoore5397
@ashleymoore5397 3 года назад
Damn.... This hits home. Every word, just speaks truth of my self. I relate to this 100%
@inactiveaccount7617
@inactiveaccount7617 4 года назад
Citizen soldier for ever, BEST BAND EVER
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
The black Cat thank you so much. Much love to you 🖤🤘🏻
@inactiveaccount7617
@inactiveaccount7617 4 года назад
@@CitizenSoldier yw 😊 btw keep up all the amazing songs and work
@alicekuze9560
@alicekuze9560 4 года назад
I came to this band a year ago and I am very happy to have found this unique band.🙂 they are the best for me 😊
@inactiveaccount7617
@inactiveaccount7617 4 года назад
@@alicekuze9560 same
@camillehernandez7362
@camillehernandez7362 4 года назад
This song hits hard ! Everyone is good enough dont let people put you down. Walk away from negativity it's not worth the heart ache .I was put down. All my life and believed it Not no more Thanks love the lyrics will be listening to other songs have a great day
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
I’ve been there friend. Thanks for sharing the kind words 🖤🙏🏻
@johaku99
@johaku99 Год назад
Citizen Soldier thank u for writing songs that speak to the hurt ones in the world
@melindahartshaw549
@melindahartshaw549 4 года назад
This song hit hard. Just hearing of this band and just wow!!! You've got a fan!
@erni2367
@erni2367 4 года назад
Cool song is beatiful is my 2nd favorite song ❤
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад
Amuzdog 23 thank you! What is your first? Have you heard our new album RELENTLESS yet?
@erni2367
@erni2367 4 года назад
@@CitizenSoldier my first is let in bern and of cours i heard your new album
@sethsabres
@sethsabres Год назад
I'm speechless. I only found you guys today and I'm already a huge fan, but as I write this the tears are streaming down my face. This song puts into words the thoughts that run through my head on an hourly basis and it's just. so. perfect. I finally. FINALLY feel heard. Thank you Citizen Soldier, you have given me just a bit of hope that I can pull through this.
@PinkyPurplePie
@PinkyPurplePie 3 года назад
I just found your songs recently and you immediately became one of my favorite music groups. Your songs really make me feel understood and like I am not alone, thank you so much! Much love from Austria.
@kostaspriskos6208
@kostaspriskos6208 3 года назад
I can't take this anymore. Thank you for your content it keeps me breathing.
@epicclub3868
@epicclub3868 2 года назад
I wish everyone who clicked on this video the most love, peace and abundance. You’re so much closer than you realize. Godspeed ⚡
@BurningDogFace
@BurningDogFace 2 года назад
Thank you. I needed that.
@justinrepass2087
@justinrepass2087 3 года назад
My new favorite band. They speak the words I've been searching for my whole life. Keep doing what you guys do cause it's working. Every song of theirs I feel in my soul. My life is hell I've had chronic PTSD since 3 years old spent half my life not even knowing. I'm always a second choice. I'm always hated or misjudged, my parents don't even help me through anymore I'm alone and IM NOT OKAY.. I'm never good enough. All anyone ever sees is a devil inside. If my scars could speak they would hear my pain. I'm battling daily and losing. I just want to be okay. I've been a mess for a decade my physical health is spiraling downward doctors have been trying to figure out what's wrong with me half of them said they've never encountered this before those words just make me feel even more alone. Nobody will talk to me I just need people to care cause I feel like I'm the only one going through this and it's such a lonely road I've been walking down. Please someone reach out. 😭😭😭
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier 3 года назад
Appreciate you Justin 🖤 We hear you
@camie4721
@camie4721 3 года назад
I don't understand how amazing you guys can be the songs help me a lot and in sure it helps a lot of people
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