its almost scary how this 37 year old woman STILL refuses to admit exactly what she did, take accountability, and understand where others are coming from. she is still painting herself as a victim, she STILL isnt acknowledging her problematic conversations with minors. yet she tries to regurgitate this therapy speak about “positivity,” girl YOU ARE THE PROBLEM.
I’ve never seen someone lack so much basic empathy. Like just apologise. She could’ve avoided this whole cancellation if she simply apologised and took accountability from the beginning this would never have happened
Okay, so I know this is not the point of the vid, but while we’re on the topic of what she’s wearing… is that blanket/robe supposed to be stained like that? I honestly couldn’t focus on anything else, I have ADHD though, so that might be my own fault idk.
i love how she only addresses things she can write off as “accusations”, but is silent about the stuff with proof, particularly sending trisha’s n*des to minors. like i literally can’t
Yeah, she's been super quiet about that. It rubs me the wrong way. How is she going to apologize to trisha for it and then be silent everywhere else about it.
@@molleirosesomeone else said it she spreads toxic positivity. I loved colleen but this situation opened my eyes to how mentally unstable she is. I blame her parents for doing a terrible job at raising their children. Now they are all uncanny adults.
Exactly. She only has her own interest in mind, and the way she plays with words, saying, "I want to welcome only positivity and give only positivity", is again proof of how she wants to keep earning from YT while controlling the bad comments and making herself feel safer. It's all calculated to manipulate people into liking her. If it weren't for her personal gain, why would she want to return? Seriously, why? Her comedy is basically dead, her character of Miranda forever done. She has nothing to give anymore except some boring vlogs with boring life updates and hopes that her old fanbase is strong enough to keep supporting her financially. How people cannot see through that is beyond me.
@@CraiginOhioUSA There's no negativity in the quote itself, but it's a way of saying, "I will only accept and respond to love and kindness", which forces her fans to never question her or criticise her if they want to be in her internet space. She'd built her following this very same way the first time around. She used to always say, "Spread more love, not hate," while saying and doing some seriously awful things while in her character as Miranda. But because her followers were told to take it all with love and not question anything, they were blind to it for years.
@@ytandbonw You are utterly confused, about Miranda. That's like saying an actor is a murderer in real life, because they played that role on screen. Miranda is a fictional charecter. You must not interpret that as an expression of her own personality. To do so, blurs the line between fact and fiction. If you cannot make the separation, you will have to apply that rule to all entertainers. Every role they play is an extension of their actual being. Wouldn't that be crazy?
GOD she is actually vile. She is not a victim, there are piles upon piles of receipts proving that. At her grown 37 with multiple kids age she still refuses to fess up. This is disgusting.
She’s so much more focused on victimizing herself and what that has “taught” her than ACTUALLY learning from this and growing. She refers to it as something that happened TO HER, rather than the regrettable actions that SHE did
Colleen framing herself as a perpetual victim, saying she was wronged by friends (really?) and that everything was a lie…wow not what I needed for 2024.
Honestly her saying that 2023 was not the best for her but imagine how her victims feel seeing her back on RU-vid like nothing happened and refusing to admit on her so called "mistakes that everyone makes". Imagine how they feel Colleen.
The "victim" Adam is usually on vacations, following Madonna around the world on her tour. He's a 21 year old man who has still never had a job. He lives off this scam. He is a professional victim.
@@CraiginOhioUSADidn't you in another comment said that Colleen shouldn't have to be miserable forever or some bull like that?? So that means her victims should be miserable?? Love you're backtracking 😂 also you defending her isn't gonna make her love or care about you
@@CraiginOhioUSAAnd colleens in her 40s profiting off of being an groomer sooooo what's your point exactly 😂 you're actually blind if you wanna call what she did an false accusation when there's proof and she said out her own mouth she did it in her trash ukulele video 😂
I will never care about what Colleen has to say until she publicly admits to all the terrible things she's done that there is proof of and apologizes to Adam, Trisha, and all the other people she hurt and embarrassed. I have no sympathy for a person that refuses to address all the terrible things they've said and done. No one is going to forget about these things and no one is going to forgive her until she addresses them either.
It honestly makes me think she's dangerous. At first I thought she was thinking about her image or in denial but now I think she genuinely believes she is entitled to treat people as she has
Colleen talking about how her growth and how much she’s learned is unbelievable. She’s not taking any accountability for her actions and continuing to play the victim and manipulate people. Like if you truly wanted to grow as a person you would have taken accountability and apologized to the victims already. Colleen is obviously refusing to give up that she’s in the right and everyone is wrong which proves my point.
If you read her comments you’ll figure out why. The people still watching her have deep parasocial relationships with her and think they were robbed of something by her being called out. They’re actually perfect victims for her, it’s disturbing.
I’d love to see a psychological study done on those people, like what went wrong in their life that they see something endearing in that vile woman?, every time I come across one of her “fans” I wanna ask them if everything is ok at home?
if any of you feel sympathy towards her saying stuff about how 2023 wasn’t her easiest year being alive, just imagine how adam felt over the years, especially in 2020 after she posted her first video addressing things! he was in his teens, receiving sm hate, and he has literally said he didn’t want to be here anymore because of it. she’s a vile human being, who is completely blind to the harm she has caused others whilst believing she’s the victim.
Why is she saying media made this story up? The stories came from the Victims! So she’s basically saying the victims are lying and not to believe them. And she’s not even defending her brother so I’m sure it’s what they say about him.
@@FabiolaRVela Absolutely. She tried to do that in an earlier vlog talking about having panic attacks on tour like she wasn’t selling “cancelled” merch at her shows and making a joke of everything. She’s trying everything to make people forget how she behaved and, once again, try to become the victim.
Hypothetically, let’s say the internet did take a lie and ran, how is she gonna explain what she did to Trisha? Like girl, there’s proof💀💀how are u gonna say that’s a LIE. Not to mention the proof of the other claims made against her. The only person lying is Colleen herself😂
I'm all for giving people grace, but she never apologized to Adam, Becky, Oliver, etc. and she literally COMMITTED CRIMES. It is concerning that RU-vid has not held her accountable at all. Gross.
I can’t handle the rocks obsession right now. She’s living proof that cancellation is just a state of mind at this point because not even RU-vid has banned her. She won so far and it’s really angering to see. The public seems to be again without any power. All I can do is not give her the views and even then it’s not making a difference. She’s getting more and more and new and new people watching her including kids.
What I've noticed is that her PR team really want her to mention that " SHE IS A MOM" as much as possible so the public can feel some sort of sympathy for her. You could say she is on the "sympathy train" lol by mentioning what she can't do anymore and how she is happy she is still here. She also sneakily tested the waters by saying "Will anyone go to my shows anymore ?" I think thats her way of seeing if its to early to tour.
Her finding a passion for rocks feels like the equivalent to a murderer or rapist that found Jesus in jail and are now suddenly good people because of it.
The insane thing is that if she took accountability, apologized and made some kind of reparations she probably could continue her work, but her COMPLETE inability to see herself... i hope she never gets large platforms again.
Any accountability and reparation that involves her still having a platform would not be enough accountability or reparation. She groomed, exploited and traumatised her fans with her platform. In California, where she lives, there are people who have done less than she has who are on the sex offender registry. If everyone were treated equally and if bringing criminal charges wasnt traumatising to victims, she would be too. She met Adam in a different country to where he lived and told him not to bring his parents. (That’s potentially a crime) She left him alone there (that’s potentially a crime) She sent nudes to minors (that’s a crime) She sent those nudes without the consent of the person that they were of (that’s a crime). Accountability would mean criminal sentences.
@@quadling3521 for the record i support her getting a criminal sentence, but if you know about CA law then you know for every person that HAS faced accountability, there are 10 times more people who didnt (ie: every cop who's literally murdered people and walked away with a slap on the wrist and paid leave). I wasn't saying i support her having a platform, im just saying she wouldnt be having as hard of a time regaining her platform if she had. I dont personally want her to have a platform at all, she could be under the jail for all i care.
When I used to watch her daily vlogs, she used to say a lot that she would try not to daily vlog as much. And I’m sure she said that near the beginning of the year in 2021 and 2022. She always ends up daily vlogging anyways because it’s her biggest source of income. As for touring, I hate to predict but I do think she’s trying to get it started again. She did this whole thing during the pandemic about how she isn’t sure people would by tickets and want to see her tour. And of course, there were comments and her fans said they’d see her on tour so she formed a tour. If she doesn’t start touring at the end of this year it’ll be in 2025. (I’m not in support of Colleen this is all predictions based on how she acted when I use to watch her)
i used to watch her everyday too, and i didn’t even think about the “hinting at touring” thing or that she used to say she would stop vlogging (but then come back the next day saying she missed us)
This just gets more embarrassing. Of course the child groomer wants to move on. Of course she wants to “focus on positivity” but she’s only saying all this to save face. People with awful morals, overall just bad people always try to save themselves by saying “moving forward I’m only focusing on POSITIVE vibes.” But if Colleen had focused on positive vibes to begin with then maybe she wouldn’t have sent porn and underwear to under age children. I wish she would be tried in court for her actions because it’s just sick.
@@SheldonMoonsmom2019you’ve been everywhere defending her LOL. And calling it a mistake is wild when this was a repeated offense of interacting inappropriately with minors.
@@SheldonMoonsmom2019a mistake is ordering the wrong size of pants off Amazon. What she did was NOT a mistake it is a CRIME. You need better idols buddy. Do better.
every time something new happens w this situation it makes it even more hard to understand her perspective. i used to watch her vlogs everyday b4 the summer, and i just don’t understand how she doesn’t c the hurt she caused. watching her pretend nothing happened and writing off the summer as a cancellation is very manipulating. it makes me wonder how many times when i watched her originally she was just making up every little thing she said.
Omg this is how I feel!! I legit watched her everyday for the last 4 years before the summer and now I’m like OMG IT WAS ALL AN ACT. SO MANY WORDS SHE SAID SHE KNEW IN HER HEAD SHE WAS LYING!!
One thing I find really unsettling is she genuinely thinks she’s done nothing wrong. She’s talking about bettering herself but in her eyes it’s because she’s the victim and needs to heal. When you do something of that stature to someone and they come on to your platform to say how they feel about you, and you make yourself the victim of every situation you start to believe you are one. Which Colleen is not. Set a better example for your kids if your not gonna do it online for them to learn.
I love watching these people dressing up all in white , sitting on the floor next to a white bed/couch with white cushions and a white desk next to the bed.....Why nobody tells them this part of manipulation is not manipulating anyone anymore ? ...
I don’t know how colleen can grow and learn when she refuses to admit what has happened. She either needs to admit what she did or provide proof that she is innocent if that’s what she is still claiming. Cause pretending nothing happened and stating she’s grown isn’t enough…
Honestly it's hard to believe I was such a big fan for a couple of years when she vlogged in the pandemic. I feel genuinely ashamed for this and I am all for her cancellation considering that she did such illegal things.
I just need her to take accountability. It may not bring everyone back, and the people that she’s affected may not forgive her, but I think it’ll really help her and the people she’s hurt in a way
She still even after becoming one with the earthly rocks.....could NOT apparently acknowledge the pain she caused others! She has children - how would she feel if when they were preteens some person who played an online character that they adored...took advantage of them, were inappropriate with them or in ANY way hurt them & then pretended like it never happened?? I just can't for the life of me understand how she just glosses over That Part....the main part??? To me everything she has spoken about regarding 2023 was in regards to how it affected her.....and only HER!! I don't see much growth in that! Perhaps she is just Not capable of such growth?!
I find it alarming that she can't do the bare minimum and just apologize to those she has really hurt. It doesn't even need to be a public thing! simply own up to your actions, apologize, and then move on.
She should NOT have brought up the fundraisers omg. At least not until she's ready to show receipts to prove she actually donated to the causes she claimed
@@bluebird_618 You make a comnent on everything I say, but I'm the one who needs to get a life. That's exactly the kind of twisted thinking I expect from people who bash Colleen.
@@CraiginOhioUSA if I were getting people to deposit thousands into my bank account by promising to donate it, I would definitely be transparent with documentation. If she didn't keep the money it would be really easy for her to prove it, even just by naming the institutions the money went to so they can confirm, no need for tax returns or bank records...
@@CraiginOhioUSA meanwhile why are you defending someone who not only most likely committed charity fraud but manipulated and groomed child fans to work for her for free? Someone who asked teen girls questions about their periods, who arranged for a child to travel across his country to see her then abandoned him in the middle of an unfamiliar city? Someone who sent porn of a woman she pretended was her friend to children and organised viewing parties to degrade and mock that same "friend". And that's before we even get into the mediocre yet problematic content she's produced... what's your angle here dude?
@@noodleMoodle253 o you know how many people have actually done this? Also, she mentioned nothing about harming herself. She said “I realized it it’s better for me to be here in this world than not.” This isn’t her talking about self harm. Maybe get a brain
I’m starting to doubt her therapist is a real person with how little growing she’s actually done. She’s manipulating what’s left of her audience instead of just taking accountability for her OWN ACTIONS.
it worries me how many people still post on her daily videos how happy they are that she is back, how much they love her, etc etc etc. its not a small number.
That whole bit about rocks reminds me of that girl who made the dating site video where she cried about how much she loves cats 😂
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If she doesn't like the media so much why does she try to force herself back on the media when nobody wants her on here or any platform because of what she did and every bit of evidence proving it all
imma compare this to my mom real quick... having to accept that you've caused harm or even traumatized someone is hard. It's hard and hurts because you have to accept that part of you has been or still is a bad person. If you lived your life believing you're the victim or the saviour that would never ever cause harm. that's a pretty deep fall. Either you go through that process of acknowledging your mistakes and offering support to your victims OR you don't... and you'll be stuck with that invisible feeling that everyone hates you while you're hurting inside because you know the truth and you'll never leave that cycle of upholding that perfect image you once thought you where.... Imma say it like it is. Colleen wasn't ready mentally to come back to the internet. Her doing it anyway will hinder her process of learning from her mistakes because she's currently confronting herself with criticism that she can't open up to and acknowledge therefore her only option to save her own sanity is to deflect and call everyone else the asshole.
She's so clearly very mad about the situation and has absolutely no remorse and doesn't think she did anything wrong. The little "apology" in "fall vlog" was just for appearances so she could move on and continue filming, not authentic in the slightest not to mention is was very broad anyway and she didn't even pretend to apologize to the victims.
She really grossly makes everything about her. Everything SHE went through this year. All the hard lessons SHE has had to learn. How SHE knows she can survive anything now because of everything that other people have put HER through. "Omg me me you Guys MY ROCK obsession OMG I love them so much it's spiritual!!"
I hope she can get to a place where she can admit to what she has done and truly work through it. Pushing down all those emotions will come back around at some point in her life and who knows what kind of devastation that could bring. On the other hand, if she can truly move on with her life and actually feels no sense of guilt or shame...well that's a whole other set of problems.
I don't care if she's trying to become a better person, nothing can change what she did in the past. Treating children the way she did is unforgivable, and it makes me sick that she has kids of her own!
She's still trying to say the "internet and media" lied and bullied her rather than she did anything wrong, There's literally video evidence to prove she's guilty of doing the things she denies ever doing. What's so hard about admitting you've done wrong instead of blaming everyone else for your own actions and the consequences you had to face as a result of your actions.
3:17 still the major lack of accountability and self awareness is absolutely astounding. These influencers are morally bankrupt and have no integrity. Just shut up already! She continuously digs herself deeper into a hole.
She didn’t hold herself accountable; it could potentially mean that she either doesn’t think it’s wrong to groom other people’s children or she’s too heartless to care. Could be both.
She is such a perpetual victim. She sits there and acts as if she did nothing wrong. Trying to guilt trip people by referring to s**cide, crying tears only for herself.. (notice she only cries actual tears when it's about how bad SHE thinks she's had it). I really can't tolerate people like this and I wish she had been banned from RU-vid at the very least.
