CONFESSION TIME... | UNDERSTANDING WHY BRAIN SQUEEZE IS IMPORTANT TO ME AND ALWAYS WILL BE... 

Thank you for choosing to stay. We've never met and probably never will but you frequently bring a smile to my face with your humor. The world is better with you as a part of it.

🥹🥹🥹..so glad you're still here with us x

I suffer from Depression & like Ren says in "Chalk Outlines" i try & hide it behind a big smile so its great to see you get it out there friend... we need to talk & not bottle it up.. had a tear in my eye listening to this but so happy you shared it with us.. im sure you've already helped some ppl ... keep on that positive Road mate.. you got almost 70.000 ppl walking behind you... GOD BLESS YOU & ALL THE BRAINIACS. ... ❤

I'm not a particularly religious person, but something intervened and stopped you from leaving and I'm so happy for whatever that was.

Mark, many of us have been there, and every one of us who has stood on that cliff edge has a different story, a different reason for being there... You've managed to reach out and find people who resonate with you. You've built yourself a family that loves you. That matters because, at my worst, it was the pain it would cause the people I love that kept me here.

Oh man. This one hit me right in the feels. Thank you for being here today. You are so loved & important!

Oh Hector, it makes me so sad that you felt that way but also so proud of you for turning your life around and becoming the wonderful person you are today ❤

This Hector, is why I absolutely love you so very much!!! You have no idea what imprint you have left on my life, everyday.💜💜💜 ;

😭 So very, very grateful for you Mark, Brain Squeeze, & this community ❤❤❤

Brain Squeeze is part of my mental health therapy, no matter hos shitty my day gets, no matter how much pain my body is in, I know i can put up any one of your videos new or old and ill leave happy, laughing, and that instantly makes my shitty day turn right around and improve.... you may not think its true but i know a few of us that use you to help us get through our days. on behalf of all of us THANK YOU

Beautiful. So glad you’re still here Hector. We’re lucky to have you.

That voice is in all of us. Some deal with it, and some can't. Whether you realize it or not, your choice has affected thousands of people around you. People who tune in to watch what you do on here are being educated about problems that they would not seek help for otherwise. They are being entertained with your larger than life personality. They are learning through you that they can make it. With that said this track is 🔥 and Fuck anyone that says otherwise.

I will always walk beside you Hector ❤❤❤

As I listen to this, it's raining heavily outside. I feel like I can see hearts exposed to heavy rain all over the world. And Mark's voice is a salvation 🌍🌎🌏🫶

Farmer from NY When your not posting, wanna yell, post a schedule!! You are doing more than you ever know

🔥🔥❤️🔥🔥 today is the gift

Just knowing you ain’t out for money, just understanding, is why I’ve been a big fan for over 2 years now Mark. When I try to express myself, I get sympathy, or empathy. I don’t need either one. Most times I just want to be heard. You may not realize it but, you’re one of my best friends. Excellent

So raw and honest. Powerful. I’m so pleased you are here to make the world better. May your creative firecrackers keep exploding down the alleyways.

Honestly my friend you are so special and I am glad that whatever changed your mind did because you are needed in this world you're upbeat quirky personality is amazing and I'm sure it's not always easy but you are an amazing human being and you are so inspiring not just to me I'm sure to all of the other brainiacs I don't know what else to call us but we'll call ourselves your brainiacs feel the same way❤❤❤❤

You are beautiful, you are strong, you are important, and you are loved. Thank you for all you do

It's not selfish to want to live in peace and without pain. Walking through that every day and finding something to live for isn't easy or certain. Hugs.

Two members of my immediate family died by their own hand. This was very difficult to listen to. Very glad that you stayed around. God bless 🙏

This breaks my heart, it does 🥺

A little more Relatable than I wanted but I'm glad you're ok. You're one of my favorite people to watch. ❤

Don't forget to let it go after a purge. Surviving is one thing, but empowerment is another, resilience in the face of disaster, you can overcome it and continue to grow in truth and empowerment.

I relate to this more than I would like to. 😢

Your bravery & raw honesty hits hard and helps so many ❤ You are so important to us & so very loved x

Thank you for sticking with us. And thank you for being real. 😊🙏😊

Crazy beautiful will wonderful samples as always. Thank you

That was beautiful, lyrically wonderful and soul stirring. 💔💙💚💜

I'm so glad you're still here. You are a light to many of us including me ❤

Mate, I've had this on repeat for an hour. Luv your message, your work, your support for others. I especially luv the luv you have for yourself now and this channel bringing you tough joy, low highs, troubled peace. We got you 🤜🤛🤍✌️💯

Mark, You are so beautiful inside and out. You are an awesome pure soul with a very special gift to help so many just by being your authentic self. You are so special with such an amazing gift to touch the souls of all who see you react. You're words come deep from within your soul's bare bones. You show all of us your family that it's okay to be vulnerable and have the courage, to forge onwards. You shared your inner battles and struggles with life and adhd. We your brain squeeze family thank you. I am so glad you were spared that terrible fate because you are life itself, ❤️ full of happiness and adhd, your smile lights up the heavens, it's more than medicine for those of us in chronic pain. You make me laugh and feel so much inner joy, your cheeky smile, your honesty, your reactions, bouncing around, truly feeling the music. Their will never be another you !!! And we got you just as you got all of us. You are perfectly imperfect and so are we. Thank you for that gift of YOU shared to all of us, i am so thankful you found the will to stay and forge forward to be here. You truly have no idea the impact you have on so many. Your sunshine lights my days, my pain disappears in laughter and joy as I watch you react. God Bless you 🙏 ❤️ 🙌 ♥️ 😘

We all keep so much shit from everyone else don't we. 15 years ago I drove my Jeep into my abusive husbands truck doing 70 mph. Never hit the breaks. Didntcare if I took us both out. I had 5 children 1/2 mile behind at home sleeping. I wasnt trying to end myself,I just didn't care one way or the other. 2 years after that,I lost my precious 13 year old son. I spent the following year losing my mind,running away around the world,,in Australia,California and South Africa~ tempting death,diving with sharks,ziplining across canyons,getting lost in caves that weren't open to the public,flying planes built in some garage. Drunk and heavily self medicated. And I'm still here,,stronger than ever,my purpose unfulfilled......my ex went back to England,my kids grew up,I now have 5 soon to be 6 beautiful grand children who,for some reason,adore the wisdom of their Yaya. Maybe,just maybe,I'm only now fulfilling my purpose. And it feels good....... So glad I made it thru,so glad we have you Hector❤Keep holding the fucking line~!! We love you. You're like us

Thanks for sharing this Hector, it hits close to home, my son suffers from depression/ ADHD and it is so hard sometimes I have to have my son listen to this, maybe this may help him, even just knowing he’s not alone ❤

That was painfully beautiful ❤💔 I, for one, am so grateful to have found you and at the perfect moment in time. Thank you for finding the strength to carry on and for bringing so much joy and laughter into so many lives. I will never forget you up until my last breath. You have made such a positive impact in my life. Love ya ❤

Oh Hector, thank you for sharing your personal struggles and triumphs❤ The safe space you have created for our Brain Squeeze family means so much to so many of us! Thank you for always being genuinely yourself! We love you fam!

Sometimes we don't know or understand who we touch, but mark you bring joy to many of us who are shut in. I for one am so happy just to see your joy.

Outstanding ✌️🤍✌️

This is a powerful stuff, man. Brave. Liked the sample, too. Well done, sir!

So sorry you've been through this pain (I can relate) but also happy that you're in a much better place now. ♥

I hope you realize that you not only positively impact people's lives but may also save them. Now if we can give you back a smidgen of what you give us maybe we can change the world for the better. Thankful for Hectors House🏡

🥰🥰 Hector

So happy that you are still here Hector ❤

Damn that hit hard. I'm glad you failed. You bring so much happiness to me and many more. I failed 11 years ago. A very close friend of my kids succeeded a couple years after I failed. Watching my 17 and 21 year old kids grieve their best friend was crushing for me to see. It was that moment I promised myself I would never do that to my kids. The desire is still there, but my love for my kids is greater than my desire to end it all. I hope that you can always find a reason to stay. 💛

Well, I know I'm noone in particular, but your videos are a semi=daily touchstone for me now. So good on ya.

Im glad you are here bro I’m very glad 🙏❤️ Daz

There's only one Brain Squeeze Hector, but who TF is Mark? We love you Hector! or is it Mark? Squeezer of Brains in any case! 💙💜💚🧡❤

Please resist self destruction when it visits. I was depressed and suicidal as a child stood on bridges in the small hours when I was an adult and now I'm 77 and the only way I would take my life would be if I was terminal or in relentless constant pain. Life for me has gotten better and nicer as I have aged. I hope the same will happen to you. I'm a lifelong athiest which is a tough state to live in when you live without that false hope but still I find life is worthwhile. I hope you make good decisions xxxx

Love to you Hector. Lots n lots of love. You shine. ❤

Thank you for staying with us. I'm quite sure you are saving lives. You make a lot of people feel better. I can understand how life can be tough for a man with your personality but there's a place for everyone and your place is behind a mic and in front of a camera. You think fast, react fast, good looking and Hector is one of the most Chad names there is. You are blessed and we are blessed to have you here.

So Happy You Are Here For All Of Us!! You Are Who Gives Me Therapy Each Time I Watch Your Videos and With Added Group Therapy..♥♥

thankyou for staying with us. you make me laugh and smile quite often keep doing you mark your appreciated.

Thanks for sharing, Great song also

Keep letting your soul shine ❤️

Thank you for sharing something so personal - it’s not over till it’s over ❤️❤️❤️

I am so sorry that you have felt this heartbreaking low and acted accordingly. I’ve been there, so I hear your truth. I am glad that you survived. Hector, you are made to rise, we all are. The thing is, we all have to come to know that deep inside for ourselves. No one can find that true survival instinct and inner growth for you, but I promise you if you reach deep inside enough it’s there. Take care Hector and stick around, because we all need a slice of that passionate beautiful voice that is you. 🤗🫂💛 🙏

Yes Sir, another survivor 🥰

Giving this a thumbs-up because it's a good track and the fact that you came through the storm, but it doesn't end that way for too many.

Love ❤️ ❤❤ Voice From Within! Thank you for staying to be the best part of our day when we need a smile, a laugh and reactions in a way that only you can deliver!

Thank You

I've been there, very similar handful of pills..... I swallowed them all..... pulled through somehow, tho I died twice in the ambulance 🤷‍♀️ all I remember about waking up 2 days later in the hospital was being angrier than I've ever been that I was still here... that was a long time ago, coming up on 20 years ago... I'm glad you're still here too... ❤

Love you friend.. So happy you stayed.. You have been my lifeline... So much love for you my friend!!❣

The dark can swallow us whole if we let it, We are all part of your light now, Together we shine brighter. Thanks for sharing your struggles. On another note it is Tom Day and he is dropping Hero s I think you are going to like the positive vibe from this one. Have a great day and Shine !!!!

I understand this song more then you know

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🫂 Thank you. You're a bright light on a cloudy day don't ever forget that. Hector you're a blessing 🥰🎇

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Been there

Hey baby it's your favorite stalker from Toronto and I will see what's going on😊😊😊

Merci!8

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You are beautiful!!!

Is this song on sportify

X's 💜❣💜 X's

Hey Hector can you please react to 2Pac and snoop Dogg and Nate Dogg house of blues live performance it’s 2 hours trust me it would be worth of you 2 hours

Been there myself 🖤 Think I can speak for many that we are glad you are still here with us 🩷🤍

Where do you go when you’ve asked for help from the experts and they take you to the depths of your worse fears and nightmares…they are the real monsters. Never trust again.. ❤️‍🩹🤍🪽

The beat pulled me right in, and then I noticed I had tears. Keep on, keeping on 🫶 Yippee-ki-yay motherfkrs

WOW, 🥲 I just read through your comments after I left mine. You are so loved Thank you Hector for choosing to focus your pain into something that can help others cope with theirs

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