Connor's Battle with Pills to Heroin | True Stories of Addiction | Detox To Rehab 

I started doing drugs since my teenage, got addicted to heroin. Spent my whole life fighting heroin addiction. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Much respect to mother nature the great magic shrooms.

He doesnt look like he's ever smoked a cigarette

I've been addicted to heroin for 11 years, after trying out psilocybin treatment I will be 2 years clean

Psilocybin saved my life. I was addicted to heroin for 15 years and after Psilocybin treatment I will be 3 years clean in September. I have zero cravings. This is something that truly needs to be more broadly used in addiction treatment.

Deadass he burned 2k calories during this video just by walking

legend has it that he is still walking

where tf he goin tho

He was a drug addict for years but looks like a choir boy I've been drug free my entire life but look I just woke up in a dumpster

unless you've been an addict no one understands the 24/7 mental torture you go through every day

Bless your mum. She tried everything and had your back. Thank her every day.

he is WALKING AWAY from drugs

My 22 year old son, my only child, died of an accidental overdose last month. Time just ran out on him. He had no idea of the heartbreak he was about to spill on his family and friends.

Im a year sober off heroin today. Good for this kid.

I’ve been clean for 4 years today

When he said “you understand what’s it like to be afraid of yourself” that hit home a little bit

this is my old chemistry teachers son and she showed us this in class- glad hes doing better tho

My name is Connor too. Been off Heroin for 4 months. To all peoples and Connors of the world..you can get clean and stay clean!

Unless you are an addict no one truly understands the mental agony an addict faces in his or her day to day life good luck brotha hope it works out

78 days clean off heroin today... Them guys/gals @ the NA meetings straight up gave me hope when I lost mine!! They're DEFINITELY one of my BIG inspirations to stay clean and the program helped me find my way back to "The God of my Understanding"!! A moment of silince for the sick and suffering addicts God... Grant me the serenity

The thumbnail reminds me of that kid sitting in class and his veins popping out his neck lmao

"were smoking percs" oh ok.... lemme hit dat .. thats how it all starts

Homie is well spoken. Hope he’s staying sober. Great story, thank you!

I was addicted to fentanyl for years! I would always watch this video high (I don’t know why but I would) and today after 11 months of being sober and my thoughts were running crazy, this video popped out in my recommendations and I remembered! I remembered all the negative things it brought to my life. I live day to day and it’s a battle everyday

i’ve got 11 days sober today after a 4 month long relapse. was clean for over two years before that. never went to treatment or anything, but i remember it being easier to quit last time. i’m only 22 and i’ve lost a collective ~3 years of my life to opiate addiction. i really hope this is the last time tht i’ll have to do this

My name is Connor, and I’m an addict, I dabbled into drugs at 12 years old, right out of 6th grade, started smoking cigs, then weed, and so on with constant partying, only wanting to get high. High school came around, and my cousin introduced me to snorting my own adhd meds, became hooked immediately, from snorting 300mg of adderall on the daily, to mixing Xanax, perkesets, methadone, hydros, etc. so many pills, just pills on pills. Along with drinking alcohol everyday, being drunk at school all day up until the last month of my senior year. I was taking my EOCT test and asked my teacher if I could use the restroom, when I was on my way back, the school resource officer asked me to step into the principals office, my bag along with my alcohol was found, luckily, 45 minutes before then my teacher searched my bag and found pills I had, she took them and let me go on about my day only to see me getting arrested not an even an hour later. They kicked me out, but gave me a week to study and take my exams, I passed. Then, summer came along, and I kept doing pills, stealing my parents alcohol, etc. 2 months into my summer, I found a bottle of hydros in my moms closet, I took 30 pills at once. I can’t even begin to understand why I didn’t die. I freaked out, called my cousin asking for insight on what I should do, he told me I should try to make myself throw up, I did, still think about today as to why I didn’t OD that day. I quit taking pills, and haven’t done them since. The next few years I was hanging out with the dumbest of people to be around. Got arrested 9 times during those next two years. The last time I was arrested I chugged an entire 2 liter of whiskey, only to wake up the next day in a padded cell, butt naked, with a turtle suit on. Not knowing anything that had happened that previous day. The court saw that I wasn’t getting better so I was given a choice to go to jail for a year or rehab, I went to rehab for 14 months at the Timothy House in Northern Georgia. Only to get back out and to start drinking and smoking, and doing lots of LSD, and other hallucinogenics. About 4 months go by, and I was offered meth and heroine. And I did it, 2 weeks go by, and I’ve been awake the whole time. I called my brother whose in college at the time, and I told him what I was doing, he stopped everything he was doing, came and got me, and I lived on his couch for 6 months. Now we’ve got a place. Things were going alright, I started smoking weed everyday, now Ik weed isn’t like considered to be that bad, but for me, It made me very depressed. So as of now, 10 days ago, I’ve decided to quit everything and enjoy my life sober.

He has gorgeous eyes wow

*January 16, 1992 is my sobriety date*

Hey my name is Connor and I’m a recovering heroin addict too! I’ll have two years on June 28th 2020. One day at a time

This guy looks like if Cody ko and Kelsey had a kid

Getting sober was the greatest thing to ever happen to my life. I wish anyone who is struggling the best of luck

One of the most Realest addict I have seen... The kid is spitting facts

He’s lucky he has a mom who firstly, was there for him/around. And secondly that she could hell him with ideas for where he needed to go. God bless them both. I hope he stays clean.

i want to move that piece of hair so bad

I've smoke weed for 20 years never been tempted to jack up skag or doing any other drug. I have a well paid job my own place and pay all my bills. Every person's different.

One of the challenges is that although your body may be detoxed after a certain period of time, it takes MUCH longer for your brain chemicals to return to normal levels and function. This is why it feels like "withdrawal" never ends even after a detox period, and is what triggers relapses.

*Conor* : sooo uh... what should I do man? *Camera guy* : just keep walking around, you’re doing great!

I'm glad his life turned around for the better. He's so down to earth, wise and gorgeous

I was addicted to meth, coke and pills for 2 years. Every time I remember that high feeling, my body tingles up and I want to do it again but I’m not going to. I’m going to stay strong but it’s hard sometimes

Connor is a living testimony that being an addict does not necessarily mean the end. What an inspiring true story. Thanks.

I’m not an addict yet I find myself binge watching these videos bc I know what it feels like to make decisions you regret and fear people will judge you for. These remind me that the past is just that, the past. We are capable and worthy of redemption

Opiates ruined my life from age 14-27! Ive been clean since 12-12-12! I won’t even glorify the amount my habit cost me a day but all I can say is if I can quit than anyone can quit. A heart attack, countless jails, rehabs, detox and one halfway house (6 month program that I stayed 8 months for) a few overdoses and 9 relapses later, I’m almost six years clean. If you want it bad enough you can have it. I’ll admit the first two years was pure hell, year three was hit or miss and by than I got my mental health looked at and since than things have been a lot better sobriety wise. Don’t wait so long to get your mental health evaluated because most of the times mental health and addiction go hand in hand and we tend to self medicate. If you are getting high and you’re reading this than you can do it. Don’t wait one more day because it could be too late. You got this, keep your head up and stay strong!

I just had 2 years sober on December 11th. Congratulations. I'm so proud of you!

Legend has it that dude detoxed the drugs from walking endlessly into the void.

My son shot 20 bags a day. sober almost 4 years. I've been sober for a long time. I'm 60. not a day goes by that either of us wants to get high. difference is, we want to stay sober more. it is torture, yes. but with god and the power of the human mind, anything can be defeated. its simply what do you want more.

why is he a perfect blend of nash grier and cody ko

"no one knows what its like to be afraid of yourself" as an addict thats so true... I cant explain how much that resonates with me

Did heroin for 4 years 5 overdoses every time saved by narcan then one day I j gave it up while I was getting high I said this will be the last time and it’s been 3 half years no cravings I was j done and tired and I knew I was finished

Depending upon what your addicted to, it’s a bad life or a REALLY bad life. I don’t miss chasing down substances. I remember working two jobs to support my pain pill habit. They gave me energy and put me in a great mood. But I found myself working more because I had the energy, but the more I worked, the more pills I needed, which cost more money so I worked more. Was caught up in a vicious cycle. And God forbid if I couldn’t find pills, man….the sickness that comes along is worse than having the worst flu you can imagine. Crashing doesn’t even come close to how bad it feels. So greatful I’m not caught up in that anymore. I had a good 10yr run….I’m 53yrs old now. I pray that anyone who is addicted to anything, to reach out and get the help you need and want. Getting help is nothing to fear, I promise you❤️🙏😐

This kid looks cool, should be an actor

this video made me quit heroin and i don't even do drugs

Beautiful eyes. Stay strong and stay clean.

You can tell he's speaking from the heart. Getting over addiction at any age can really tear your whole life and family apart. The world is a nutty place man, props to him for coming out alive and well from it.

I'm getting lost in homeboys eyes

G Eazy has had a rougher past from what I remembered

Your story, Connor is SO good! I'm 5 years sober and it's the best ever! Stay the course. I'm proud of you!!

Congrats on getting your life back!! I too was addicted to pills, then it moved on to heroin. I finally had enough of that disgusting lifestyle and decided to get my life back. It's a struggle, but life is so much better without worrying about being high, or how to get high that day. I wish anyone the best if they are currently battling this demon. It is possible to change and make the change that can improve your life forever.

I was a fent addict it was amazing at first. It literally ruined my life . I'm on methadone now. And it's still ruining my life . It's destroying my health and basically everything. I'm happy for you. Hearing your story is inspiring

Whoever edited these clips together to play along with what he was saying, is a master. Not only a master of editing, but a master of body language. You, the editor, were very respectful, and you helped Connor convey his point. Thank you.

this video really tells you that you really need to be careful with the people you hangout with. if they’re doing dumb stuff like smoking weed drinking alcohol and other stupid things just leave let them be get out of there think. AND PLEASE CHOOSE YOUR FRIENDS WISELY.

Been sober for 3 weeks now, havent really slept since i quit heroine after 6 years of using at the age of 22. I went cold turkey, hardest thing ive ever done. Seriously dont ever shoot up drugs.

I was addicted to pills and heroin for 6 years and have a pretty crazy story myself. Ive been sober for eight months and never could have imagined i would be where im at today. I love hearing stories about success. Congrats to you and keep it up

i’m struggling right now , addiction is a scary thing

glad to see I’m not the only one in the comments struggling with addiction... just recently gotten into smoking percs...... I’m hopeless....

This is scary almost identical to my story, I went to a military school after my parents found out I was smoking weed with my brother, an once we got out went to oxy smoked of foil ,, && then up to H. Greatful to be Clean Today tho'! 6months + Sober

I tried to die many times with drugs and finally got clean off everything last year. Shits hard bro keep it up

You can do it. I've been off heroine and pills for five years. I PROMISE you, life can be different, life can be good. You don't ever have yo go throuhh this again .. let me believe in you, until you believe in yourself.

Such a handsome young man, I hope he gets his life back together with love and support from his friends and family.

7:23 my mans is deadass about to walk onto the interstate

I randomly stumbled onto this video and I don’t think it was by accident. I really needed to hear that. Your story was amazing as well as eye opening

He looks and sounds just how I pictured Holden Caulfield in my head from The Catcher in the Rye.

Good for you, Conner. I was heavily addicted to Xanax, ambien and controlled pain meds. I decided to go cold turkey and it was one of the worst feelings ever!!! I felt like my body was in fire, I was sweating like crazy, pain everywhere and irritable!!!!! It took me a good 2-4 months to actually feel “normal” and I swear I will never go down that road ever again! High 5 sobriety!!!!✋🏻

It doesn't take much to become addicted. A few bad days with just the right amount of hopelessness is all it takes.

aside from the meaning of this video this dude is gorgeous what the heck

Been sober for 10 minutes :) 10 more years to go then forever :)))

What a brave, well spoken young man ❤️ he will overcome the obstacles

I hope this dude’s alive

What a brave man to tell his story. I've never been an addict, but I've seen it. He so intelligent and handsome. I wish him the best luck to stay sober, I know it's a life-long battle!

I got out of rehab one year ago after ending up in the ER with my family there after I collapsed in the kitchen. They thought I was dead. I feel for this guy. One day at a time - it’s not just the addiction - it’s the lifestyle. You have to build a new foundation.

I'm coming up on 11 months sober. Watching this video always helps me when I don't have a meeting lined up.

I was a heron addic been clean for 7 1/2 years but now I'm currently in the fellowship center for recovery from alcohol 36 days sober. 🌎🌕✨🏝️ Hey from Oceanside CA 👋

handsome guy, smart guy, could be anything he wants in his life. Great he kicked his habit.

Lost my cousin to heroin. Hearing stories like these are truly inspiring and amazing and I loved this story. Also this video was filmed at the park by my house lol

Thank you so much for sharing your story! I just lost my friend to an OD last month

He's so handsome.. He's gonna do fine in life

Been off the Oxys for 5 years! It feels amazing!

Recently just kicked my addiction. Hardest thing I’ve ever done.

Oh my days...he is a stunning looking lad with his whole life ahead of him..im so pleased his mum never gave up on him..all it takes is love from the parent and hard work from the addict to help them see the light at the end of the long dark tunnel.... Go on lad u got this💪🏻 FOREVER ❤️🕯🙏

Currently trying to get clean Stay blessed and pray for me

I took the 12 steps 20 years ago, sounds like the way that you did and to this day, my life has never been the same. I wish you well on your journey. So happy you found the happiness our fellowship offers.

Very inspiring. I’ve been clean for 4 months (yesterday was my “anniversary”) & drugs were my life. They’re still on my mind a lot & it’s very hard to build a new sober life, but I wouldn’t trade it for the world. My past use has made me a stronger person.

"You don't know what it's like to be afraid of yourself" , most people don't, but i do at least. That's why anxiety plays a big role in addiction. I did try smoking heroine, and i felt all that "no worries" type shit, but i smacked out of it right away, cause i got too scared by the way it made me feel so good. So i used that to my advantage, but most people go with the flow if you try this, and it's not pretty. Unfortunataly.

I'm so happy you got yourself out of this He'll. And thank God you had and have a support group. YESSS..🌞 You Rock

I love his recovery story, may the higher power keep him clean till he's gone.

Currently getting clean right now! Thank you for the extra support knowing I’m not alone Connor! Hope you’re doing well buddy!!

Man, I went through a similar path. I feel for this guy and everyone suffering.

He's lucky that he didn't lose his looks!

Been off of herion for 9 months

Clicked this due to my disbelief that such a normal looking kid could be a heroin addict, good luck buddy!

Prayers for this young guy. He is very articulate and seems to have a bright future. The sky is the limit for you now. Keep up the great work..

This is inspirational, your family will always get your back no matter how far you go with bad habit. This sounds awesome on your way to recovery.