Consciousness, Free Will and the Infinite Game | Erick Godsey 

The free will thing really got me about 2 years ago, like yeah it's come up a bunch of times in the past but i never really questioned it on a deep personal level, then one day about 2 years back I got home from work one day and then for the next week i just sat for hrs in thought, I started looking into it again but from a neuroscience perspective and from a personal perspective and it started off this kind of input detox where i started to identify all the carrots i was chasing and why i was chasing them, then removing the carrots that didn't serve me in a positive way, I stopped smoking, stopped listening to shitty music, junk media and kept it educational, stopped drinking, eating junk food, started meditating, exercising more often and got out in nature a lot more and realised i had no anxiety, no stress, no depression nothing, i was just walking around being the most authentic me and kind of found myself to be in some kind of enlightened state by accident, I kept having synchronisitys, dejavu, i got a new job, new car, new friends, new hobbies aaand then i started interacting with people that are still chasing carrots, now i chase carrots again. Being able to be alone helps.

So wonderful to listen to people who are truly in awe of the wonder and magic of our existence. No one around me is interested in it! Thank you for blowing my mind.

This was an awesome conversation and I have been a new listener who has also had my awakening, I thought that others who are as open minded as me would get it at a healing retreat center, unfortunately we have many layers to peel back and not everyone are very enlightened, It took me loads of research in order to get more perspective on reality , It’s definitely a emotional rollercoaster exploring the rabbit holes of truth and deception, for my experience, I see myself as soul that is the acquisition of my intuition, empathy and imagination, occupying this human Avatar having a human experience, I have detached from my former illusion of my identity which changed hard with a hero’s dose, the self reflection one needs to re-evaluate one’s self, If you have ever seen someone dear to you lifeless body you can see that the soul has left, almost as if they are unrecognisable, that’s my 2 cents worth! The more we know the more we know we don’t know 😂👍

I’ve had a smile on my face for most of this. You two are great to listen to. Thank you for your great minds. It truly makes MY day better. Live your best life and it will be good.

Love perspective and this is sooo on the money...." All I know is that I know nothing..." thank you

An opening/closing aperture of choice is a very interesting idea. It’s clear that most people’s free will is limited by what they believe is possible. And that many limiting beliefs are popular and that freedom is not the utility function for most people (for most their UF is a feeling of being protected). So it occurs to me that there’s a trade off between free-will and safety that’s baked into the structure of the universe. The more options you open up for yourself, the more ways you can go catastrophically wrong. So it would be to the advantage of a species to diversify free will in a population, so you have maintainers that try to maximize the chance of the lineage continuing using known methods, and explorers who expand the range of what is possible. If you have only one type, a species that does both will eventually beat you. So, not only does it seem like some people are less favorable to awareness, it would probably be a huge strategic advantage for an evolving species to have a mixture of free-will of limited-will.

Each entity has a toroidal grid. The dipole of a human toroid runs through our nervous system. I’m so glad to find you guys. This is a great conversation!

At times, I couldn't follow, and yet the passion and synergy of the two of you is such a turn on to be a part of!

I’m really hearing this at the right time. I just told my gf that it’s time to stop being a student and searching and start being the captain of my own life. I’ve been focusing on adding structure to my life so I created a schedule today. I was just thinking, I’ve created a schedule before; how can I stick to it this time. I’m at the part when you mention “track it”, which subconsciously makes us want to beat the last record lol or however it works internally but, I’m glad I clicked and stated on your video. Back to it …

This conversation was one of my favourites so far, what a pleasure to listen to as always! Game theory and Conway’s game of life were brought up, so if you guys are digging those topics then if you haven’t already, I highly recommend looking into what is called (and also “invented” by Conway): “the surreal numbers” - even just a quick glance at the surreal number tree, if going deeper into the game’s mechanics is not of interest.

Found this channel recently and I don’t know why I wasn’t recommended it sooner. The content is right up my alley.

The intuition that has developed in me from psychs is that free will is an illusion. The universe is perfect mathematical order and therefore nothing is left to chance. Likewise the experience of synchronicity and karma invalidates free will as you’re having predetermined experiences that align with those. Now the gotcha is we still did have free will… but it was when we made the choice before this incarnation to have the lessons we needed to experience here… Another example is on a trip when you have an overwhelming sense of being exactly where you’re supposed to be. Just because you don’t have free well, doesn’t invalidate the experience because its like watching a movie you’ve never seen before…

best duo ever in beautiful dialogues of true mystery, opening layers while talking, its the spiral lof the everlasting dance

So interesting! I also watched Lee Cronin on Lex. The most interesting idea he shared is that there is free will because, “the universe is not big enough to contain the future” (given that the universe is finite and the future is infinite.) but please, please take a deeper dive into the understanding of schizophrenia.

I would just like to say that you pretty much nailed every single thing that runs through my mind almost every day and that description is basically how I integrate through life now but only because I understand something you can't understand until you have experienced it and it is not something schizophrenic in nature considering the sicumstance of intelligence levels

Some of these conversations are literally life changing… especially the ones with Godsey. Please don’t stop doing these.

My favorite thing about these conversations is the conversation I have with both of you in my head while you’re talking. It takes 5 or more hours to get through it because I have to keep pausing.

I don't have the words for how beautiful this conversation was . Thank you both

Infinity is a beast, eternity can be really scary, but I came to think of how we always live in the now and time is a projection. Sometimes we forget the past. Sometimes we forget the future. So it's perfectly plausible I believe to be peaceful in an eternal life. It can be pretty scary though! I have felt dread about eternal time, but have overcome most of it, yay.

This conversation blows my mind in the very best way, lots to chew on. 🙏🏻❤️

For me to feel “got” at deep level has always been key for me. I’ve been feeding off this convo all day. ❤

I feel so plugged in ! I am also in a resurrection of romance for games! ❤ this is cosmic! 🎉 thank you kings!

Quickly becoming my favorite podcast! Keep up the good woek

I've never found two people that resonate with my psyche as much as these two. Thanks for all the awesome conversations and intelligent insights. ❤

You two rock!! Thank you so very much!!!

Thank you guys, this was an intriguing conversation that once again enlightened me consciously.

An outstanding conversation. The love and respect that you share for each other is the most important aspect. Proudcto have spent this time getting to know you all! Keep on seeking to find that sweet spot of connection. I wii be tuning in again. Thx a b s NAMASTE

The infinite game is life. The infinite player is consciousness. Life is not restricted to life on earth. It’s the soul’s journey back to the higher dimensions, coming back for lessons and experiences, is how I understood that

22:38 thanks for a great, free roaming conversation so far in. For reference it was transactional analysis(TA) Great for reflecting on negotiation positions. Lots of takeaways in the book; I'm Okay/You're Okay matrix, but the main thing Transactional Analysis exposes is how we all get something from these 'postures' and plays. After a great amount of time and effort, I've given up all interest in other people’s intuitions and intentions. It's part of a fear response everyone possesses, part of the games people play. I'm learning the depth and intimacy of my own intuitions intentions and the natural reading of my own instincts. So far as it feels i havent experienced any fear of intimacy...i wondered and was guided to a sense of being protected from an intensity of life that i haven't been intimately capable of handling...until i am.

Listened to a few shows already, I like it. New sub. Let's see where this goes. Salute

Wow. After my dark night, o would explain it as having cleared out karma and trauma. Your explanation of the person with OCD who had “the space” to not do the action is how I felt with shitty previous behavior before the dark night. I can see me about to get an attitude at work so I can beat myself to it. Hell, it’s 5:15am, I literally haven’t slept and my alarm goes off at 7:30. I’m usually a demon with less than 6.5 hours but now I can anticipate it, and calm it down, and if feel silly if o “acted” like I knew I would. Our egos send us these fear-based emotions like those rising platforms in a Mario Bros game. We can select which one to jump onto, but we play the part of the emotion when we do, frustrated Dave, jealous Dave, anxious Dave. All the world is a stage, but we can be the director too.

I've seen the grid on trips before but always called it 'the net'. This was before I knew about Indra's net, but definitely some resonance there. Another interesting one, thanks to you guys for sharing

This is the 2nd time I've "listened" (yep) to you two. Yesterday and today. Fucking phenomenal! This world need to hear these conversations. Keep it up brothers 🤙🤙

Loved this episode on audio. Even better on video 🔥

Yes, I'm looking forward to that as well🤩

Update : Hands down my favourite episode yet. Which is saying something. I think it's due to the synergy you two have. In part at least.

Thank you both, again. I am so grateful. And laughing at myself as spirit synchronized my thoughts with your conversation. Insane! So grateful.💚🤍🖤 Much love and light.

Tapping into the right realms at the right time...

Love your conversations, gentlemen. Would like to hear you reflect on Robert Sopolskys thoughts on free will

Get the pen out Phillip!😂 I just love you both, keep going, (unless Eric needs to go to bed) Here for it ❤ - Colette

Just found you guys last nite. Just what I needed

Great minds contemplate concepts. Some great minds on display here. Thank you for sharing.

Could you please talk about the polarities available to our free will: service to others, service to self, and indifference?

Fantastic conversation

Can’t wait

One of my fav convos

first time listening, i like the podcast so far. one thing i would recommend is to steady your camera - blue guy

As I understand - to see in spirit is to invert our awareness to where the inside becomes the outside and the outside becomes the inside. An example of this would be to look up at a night sky and realize you’re actually looking into your own soul. The grid that we see on psychedelics is the flower of life consciousness matrix. My understanding of this geometric pattern is that it is an interference pattern created by consciousness folding back on itself through an eternal feedback loop - propagating the forms we experience in the cosmos. This is how infinity divides itself.

When it comes to knowing what someone is going to do before they do it, that may not necessarily zero free will. Every action, when sort of graphed on a space/time continuum grid is a bell curve tail before and after the event. It’s like how a service dog senses its owner’s episode before it happens. It’s not always there like it’s set in stone but it arises as seen in the dog’s change of behavior. The action had a distinct beginning rather than continuous.

This channel is a gem

Been thinking of this life as the interaction between a higher demension and a lower one. The movement began as your birth and its always moving until the end of the interaction in a moment you will call death.

I believe I share the experience you just described both because I found the best way to endure an never-ending stream of injustices I had prepared for and press mitigated; it causes me to continually purge every remaining crumb that was my self will. I feel you both are strongly misunderstanding and projecting your misunderstanding on what I and probably what Sam found and adopted.

There is a Superset of all that is, was, can be or even can't be. This is the Field of all possibilities. The field is made of constructs that seek to define or experience all those possibilities. This is a desire for self definition. In order to define aspects the infinite whole breaks off a piece so look back at itself or interact with itself. Therefore our purpose as the small piece is to experience and define (remove hidden nuance to reveal clarity). Self definition then becomes a function of what scope I identify as the division of the realms of observer and observed. Much changes if we shift from telescope view to microscope view. Ultimately we are all the one superset, but we experience ourself as fragments. Each fragment a fractal of the whole. You are not a drop in an ocean, you are the whole ocean in one drop- Rumi.

Love it 🙏

I have woken up very quickly a couple of times and I have seen black dots like a grid or mesh over everything. I kept blinking eventually it wore off as I got more awake. I think lots of other people have had this too. So potentially this is like a Tron grid maybe it is about creating coordinates for linear time to exist? Cos I have experienced in mediation the four falling pillars of time and that space wouldn’t be a good space to have chronology cos there is no feeling of linear it’s like a no time zone a no mortality environment. But it makes sense to create linear chronological experiences because as your person you would need an environment that operates within the consistency of rules that separate time and experience into past present future like an ordering or sequencing. To have this allows for self reflection because you can look back and create or see patterns in behaviour. That might be more difficult to do in a quantum value system as the processing of everything all at once might be over load and we are designed to be experiential so there are layers of physicality as information to add to the patterns so filters like past present future seems like needed for the programme to be interfaced with. But I wonder if these grids and mesh structures can be trackable coordinates and maybe that’s how you could get the ‘others’ who are outside of the mesh being so precise with how they zoom into your experience. So you might think oh that was random that a particular person was standing next to you who are a stranger but you go to a another shop and they pop up again then you go on the bus and like they are on the bus. Your like how is this mathematically possible for randomers to keep repeating. particularly when they are walking in the opposite direction so have to double back to be where you are. But maybe they are part of the game but they are characters outside of the game that can jump to coordinates? I know that sounds pretty crazy but it happens so regularly to see repeat people who you never talk to or interact with but the same person for maybe 1 day can keep popping up in the same place you are. Are these meant to be clues? Like hello don’t forget now you’re in the game!! My spookiest moment with that was on holiday I was in a store clothes shopping and just walking with no particular thought in my mind looking at the clothes and the security guard passed me and said my name on my driving License. In the U.K. this is a version of your surname so really private very difficult to know that detail I was so shocked and internally freaked out I just couldn’t compute and said nothing but it was like a screaming clue to say you are in something that knows the programme wake up! So someone might say that was in my head I misinterpreted what he said because it’s not possible for that to happen. For sure it doesn’t fit with the rules of the chronology or biological aspects of what is possible in life. But are we surrounded by glitches? Like clues? We might experience it then try to normalise it and be rational and kind of dissolve the strangeness of the experience because it feels too freaky. Another time me and my adult daughter were in my car and it was near Halloween time and it was dark and we were driving locally in a little pretty residential road near home. And there were people around who normally wouldn’t be around as it’s cold in the U.K. so hanging out casually sitting on a wall with no coat smoking a cigarette is not the norm particularly in this residential road. However I am trying to normalise so I say oh it’s Halloween time so it must be a party. Then a man really tall like almost 7 foot tall appears dressed up as Ronald Mac Donald with the most perfect make up like it was air brushed on. Again I am thinking never seen someone dress up like that for Halloween but his costume is immaculate so me and my daughter are watching him as he comes close to our car I am driving very slowly as people are about and can walk out in front of cars particularly in the night. This massive Ronald McDonald guy goes behind my car and in my rear view mirror I see him melt like walk through into the parked white van behind me. My brain is like well that’s not possible so I must have missed something and it’s dark and I am driving so he can’t have done that. So I say nothing and then my daughter says did you see that? I am like you mean that man? The McDonald man ? She says yeah he just disappeared and walked into that white van. I am like yeah I did see that. But because it’s soooo bizarre a thing to happen even though we both saw it we just can’t validate it. So it becomes another weird thing that you can’t explain. But all of these weird things actually make sense if they are placed in a different rules of the game context. If there are layers of the game and the different layers have different operational capabilities. So how much are we authoring our own experience by coding our own expectations of ourselves our capabilities within a self limiting mindset. So we might have repeating behaviours until we can jump outside of ourselves to be objective and differentiate between a behaviour and who we are as the author. So maybe as we do try to go inward and self reflection more maybe externally you are going to get more anomalies in the external grid as what level you are in the game internally will reflect externally the clutches. Then take Jesus who you could say had a lot of deep self reflection and was vibing on a universal harmonic one love wave because of this internal vibration could create the impossible possible his could access the other layers of the programme to walk on water. The miracles were not phenomena that he ‘performed’ they were a direct consequence of what was inside him being reflected back in the game because he was the author. Creation existing out of nothing all of these elements that cause issues with our evidence based world Jesus had no problem with. Being or believing you exist as something other than just the sum of your parts I think that level of transformation is a game changer and it will get reflected back at you via the unexplainable. I guess mystery is a pathway in the game and the game can be played with on a multitude of levels but weaving through it I think there is always one constant of one love. The power of one love can rearrange the grid vibration.

concerning the segue ,to the potential thereafter, if you find yourself in court, what might you say in your own defence? This seems a question worth asking. If I were to imagine a charge, or an accusation, common to all who share this human condition? What spiritual or existential door did you fail to open if having heard it knocked on?

I love you guys, you know thanks, I am not sure what to say, but thanks.

“The Master Game” by De Ropp. I previewed this book and it sounds interestingly like what your talking about.

How to Change Your Mind - Michael Polan, is one of my favorite books. Man this is going well

Yes! From about 42:00 about how an ever increase of entropy doesn't square with the increasing complexity in the universe. I think that's absolutely correct. There is a difference between simple order (low entropy) and complex order (also low entropy). And science doesn't yet have a general definition of complexity.

What was the mathematician game program you can watch unfold?

Selection= Decorated permutation.

Go is a fascinating game, I recommend everyone try it. Or at least watch pros play with a commentator. The strategy goes so deep.

The more I go….the more « I know I know nothing » imposes its magnificent simplicity to me. And Im grateful it happens to me. Less struggle. Wanting to know is an endless circle. Its entertaining though…. Peace.

But just wanted to say I'm very appreciative of both of your intellectual interpretations of conceptual reality as you understand it

“The Master Game” by De Ropp. Thie book sounds interestingly like this book I previewed. 📖 📕 📚

30:48 I like when my ears see something before my eyes. Circle grid let's go!

Could you interview a builder of NPCs and NPC quests? It would be cool to have that convo with one of your other guests. I hope you see the fun in that dynamic. Take care and thank you!

wow for two hours I was just thinking who this guy think he is, until I realized the have the same view and default 😭. thanks for sharing

I’m starting to think that ALL of life can be summed up by this anecdotal joke I heard when I was like 12… A guys walking down the street one night and sees two guys searching under the street light for something. The guy stops and asks, “hey what are you lookin for?” And one of the two stops and says “I lost my wedding ring.” Then he asks “where did you lose it?” And guy replies “over there” gesturing towards the dark. “So why are you looking over here then!?” “Because that’s where we can see!” He says… in the case of this podcast and the topic of life’s mysteries in general, I think it may forever be in the dark, beyond language, beyond anything tangible (the light they search under) 🤷‍♂️

This is such a cute name for a youtube channel. Third Eye Drops!!

Is the force of selection that Godsey explains not the same idea as complexification?

i would love to chat with you ted! i have recently got my head around esoteric occult alchemy. i am a 10 years or so philosophic thinker myself. i love your energy and i feel we would communicate well together. let me know! also i love your work i have just come across you 4 videos now. great stuff!

The grid is actualy ininitly differnt size cubes with larger cubes and infinatly smallers cubes inside of it. It determines the level of existence you experiece or your awareness becomes. So when move in x and y in the same size cube plane its a movement within a realm or perspective of ecistence. Z+ is zooming out where you conciousness is occupying larger and larger space. Z- is smaller and smaller. All directions are infinite. When i had this experiece, i distinctly remember getting concerned because i felt i would my awareness of current existence and forget or get lost in another level so far away from the earth realm i left that i would not know if i should go z+ or z- direction. If you zoom out enough our existance is a small part of something in another level of spacial awareness.

Great

Can't pain-t without crossing pain. Zoooop.

isnt the grid the flower of life? same as the 3d version of it?

Lighten up guys. We are slivers of the creator helping it understand itself. Infinity just means reincarnation. It will never end, and when the planet is gone, it will continue on a different planet, a different galaxy, a parallel universe. Relax.

I was under the impression that the game of life was invented by the famous mathematician Conway. RIP

Great podcast, it's nice to hear people speaking who don't have a straightjacket on their minds. Just a perception from The Book of Udo: The ancients called the little "g" gods elohims. A type of created being that doesn't possess matter as part of it's form, spirits. We humans are created beings that have both matter and spirit which is why we are species unique. I know we can enter into the realms of the spirits without matter and interact with these beings because I do. And no, it isn't with the use of any type of drug. There is a door to go through to enter into this state that I think is meant to prepare us for when our physical bodies wear out and can no longer contain the soul which becomes a spirit. This is where real change happens in the times of earth and it's inhabitants. Spirits that take up residence or inhabit the meat suits of humankind to bring civilizations into changes. There are cycles of time and there are people who are called seers, prophets, mystics and clairvoynats who have passed some of these stories down to us, Carl Jung being one of them. Everyone is developing their inner being, which I refer to as the soul, and one day, everyone will realize what type of elohim they were creating. The Bible refers to this place as the heavens, which I think there are higher and lower heavens we are destined for becuse of our own free will choices we make in this life.

For the algorithmic stimulation

Tickle the algorithm? You’re a Fleccas watcher! Cool

WOW

1:25:41 Although I do not claim to know exactly what is happening, I will say this about the out-of-body experience, of which I have had many; it sure as heck feels as if consciousness/awareness/self is leaving the body (not on psychedelics, btw). And anyone who has had this experience knows precisely what I am talking about. It is, at least was for me (at least awareness) paradigm shifting.

Sorry can’t make it, I’m busy, third eye drops just dropped another 3 hr mind meld with the one only Eric Godsey.

I had to stop the video to comment this: Erick, once you die, the Erick in you will be a tiny part of your soul, that has been reincarnating for ever. And that soul that is you that we don't know it's gender or name, is at the same time a tiny part of God or the whole creation's soul. On every reincarnation the soul which you part from grows a little bit.

Life eternally actualizes infinite potential, because only Eternity can fully embrace Infinity.

❤

him and bernardo kastrup would be cool to get together

Not bad as THINKING about Being goes . it hopefully will act as an intellectual stimulant to drop the thinking and words and inquire into that which those items appear inside of as consciousness awake to itself . After repeated discussions about avocados there comes a point where the tasting must begin and the "Ah Has " become the verbal expressions of that which is here and full.

1:07:22 so Sam is a backdrop, makes sense

Is the relationship between the quantum and the microtubule structures that produce our limited consciousness. Which is how anesthesia works

The Navajo’s said that Harmony is one of the fundamental forces

Be-Living in Death and Decay is a spell. IAm Eternal not after death but now. Death is My Footstool saith The Lord.

Another one with Eric letsgooo🎉

W e have limited freewill. as God i spent most of my time trying to get shot of beings who too intensely wanted my every word and thought to be law.

Is this a new one?

CREATE TIMESTAMPS!!!

my whole life has been a double bind

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