"Wreckage" is taken from Convictions upcoming release, "I Won't Survive" out on 5/7. Preorder it here : www.shop.convi...
LYRICS:
I want to feel life leave these hands. Convinced I should not exist without worth as a man. A failure I have been cast. My identity is a vacant mask. Been hiding this for years, so here's my final act. The nails in Your wrist cut the blades from mine. God, I tried. I'm blinded on a midnight drive. I’m dying for Your light. I’m in a head-on collision, burned past all recognition, breathing in smoke and dust. Taste the dirt, fuel, and blood. This reoccurring condition drives me to it over and over. I’m piling up the wreckage. Is this the only way to end it? I need a miracle. God, You get more lost with every suicidal thought. I’m stranded directionless, fatally flawed. Where were You when they deemed me worthless? Where are You when I'm struck by serpents, when depression breaks the surface, when I'm cold, when I'm lying unconscious? Heart struggling to hear it's calling. If You love as you say You love then give me something that's tangible. If You say You're always in control, then stop my hand and pull the gun from my throat. Salvage my soul. Reclaim this life or I swear I'll end it myself.
12 сен 2024
