Somehow the guy on probation leaving jugs of blood, drugs, and a gun in plain view while smoking meth as cops pound on the door isn't the dumbest person there.
@@jenniwilliams3295 it's crazy! They handled everything wrong. I don't get how you can search a house and miss so much stuff that was literally in plain view. I guess that's where the saying "hiding in plain sight" comes in 🤷🏼♀️🤦🏼♀️
If they don't know how to handle these type of crimes, they should have just cleared the home and taped off the crime scene and called in the professionals. What a bunch of dense cops.
The worst part is that they just let the family investigate and find the victim pieces by pieces while casually talking to them like they are coworkers.
All cops are like this now. It takes more training to graduate beauty school than it does to become a cop in the US now. Add immunity, and the cops do whatever they want.
The way she questioned “how did they miss that?” While crying is so heartbreaking nobody should experience this, is so traumatizing, and the fact that instead of taking them out of the house to question them he let them standing there on the scene, the way they’re doing the police job and he just standing watching them. 😢
1. Just imagine what dat guy was about to get away with if the mother hadn't called the officers back😮 2. What if the family members were on that guy's side? and since the officers stepped out (w/out securing the scene), the family members got rid of evidence??
I SOBBED immediately when I heard her say that. 😔 Thats a mom who just started day number one of her PTSD journey. She is going to have a very long path to healing from seeing all of this. Families are one of the forgotten victims to horrendous crimes like this. Especially this family - their loved one killed another family member. Heartbreaking. Gut wrenching. Rest in peace, Eddie. 💔💔 I hope your family finds peace, healing, and justice.
Not only did they mess up the evidence, but WHY did they let the family members stay in the house and become more and more traumatized as they uncovered things??? Cops may be somewhat desensitized to this kind of stuff but i feel like MOST normal people don’t see these things in their day to day lives….
To have a family member take gloves and search the vents and stuff for them… unforgivable. That’s not for an everyday person to do. Not only did they traumatize that poor sister beyond compare, but the contamination is unmatched
@@camicrandel3177 well if you grow up with someone, you tend to know where they'll hide stuff. Like my brother hid behind an access panel in my closet when I told him to hide from our dad. He still finds comfort in small spaces and tiny things. I know if he's upset, he'll be in the closet under the stairs.
@@camicrandel3177facts, I was thinking the same thing. But if you also think, why would she snitch on herself. I’m pretty sure she was investigating the whole crib once she saw the blood in the bottles then especially after she saw the gore in the buckets. She started to overthink and she had a bad feeling it was maybe her missing cousin.
It’s not that serious. Your opinion that she’s traumatized is a complete assumption. You shouldn’t assume how others feel because that’s projecting how you would feel.
Seemed like Steven wanted to take them down the hall and show them something. Also, when the officer came back and was shown the bottles of blood, why didn’t he immediately take the family member out the house to preserve what was at least left of the crime scene. This is almost like a training video of what exactly NOT to do at a crime scene. Those poor family members. 🤦🏽♂️
That cop literally made those women do something even he himself wasn't supposed to be doing. If they act like this and miss the obvious stuff, imagine how unreliable they really are.
And how many other crime scenes did they miss? If the mother and sister were dishonest or valued their family member's freedom over justice, then the cops would have been none the wiser. This crime scene literally slapped them across the face and they still needed civilians to walk them through it.
Tbh as someone who’s lived in Alamogordo, this is EXACTLY something the police department would do. They’re inept in many aspects of their police work, they need new training and leadership.
Steven was already trying to prove he was innocent before they even went into the residence. After the officers enter the home, they walk past two different weapons. Then, 9:40 he said that he ”wanted to kill him“ and he starts telling them that they are gonna find “stuff“ in the house that will make him look guilty. How in the world did the police just disregard this, even though he was on drugs?
I feel they just thought he was talking about the drug stuff and the gun that he wasn't supposed to have on him. The trailer was.trally messy when they went in to get him. My brother is just like Steven. He was diagnosed schizophrenic as a child and then into adulthood he got on meth and is so hard to deal with and understand what my brother would be talking about. But what really gets me is the cops walk back in the house and those other guns are still sitting in the house. Like how tf does this actually happen right? How do the cops not take all the weapons out and check them? I almost wanna say there was some extreme laziness going on.
@@froggynzack Im sorry about your brother, my dad has Sociopathy (ASPD) and was a heavy alcoholic. He stabbed himself in the stomach once saying demons were after him, so I know how terrifying it can be, especially since invisible disorders/illnesses are hard to treat + be very hard to cope with as a family member. I geniunely hope you know you're not alone. I do AL-ANON meetings and those help a lot, you can join the phone meetings, and we welcome people who haven't only had alcoholic parents since there's room for us all. I struggled really hard getting my parents sober and watching a HS friend go to jail for meth. Im so thankful they're all sober now. People never know whats happening behind closed doors.
I heard that too! I’m sitting here half listening and loadin a bowl when I heard that I’m like pause Wubba wtf did that police just say? Lol it’s not funny it’s horrifying I guess I am kinda nervous chuckling bc my brain is like yeah no I’m not computing that bullshit lol ❤❤
@@Dragonpixilll. IKR, We All Felt The Same Way,,,Like WTF Sarge,,,I Jolled One Up When I Watched This As Well Just Makes These Vids A Whole Lot Bettter To Watch💚👌🏼👌🏼
I did more research into it and a person that went to school with the victim said the town isn’t large but small which now makes sense why the officers were not very concerned
I mean, even an occasional watcher of forensic files knows if you think someone’s been murdered you need to secure the scene. I swear some of these cops went to officer doofys school of policing
Hurts to hear the aunt say she wanted him to get help as a child. THERE WAS CLEAR SIGNS. He needed help years ago. I feel awful for his mother but the fact she could have prevented his drug use or even this killing by giving her son the care he clearly needed hurts. Mental health matters so much yall, even the right therapy or treatment in childhood could do so much in the long run.
Getting mental health help for children isn't that easy. My niece but herself til she bled. Apparently that's not "the right kind" of self harm so no help. And that's in the UK. Parents paid private. I can't imagine what it's like getting in the US when you're likely to lose your home if you get cancer.
@@nicolajackson7992 agree, getting quality mental health for anyone can be difficult if you don't know how to navigate the system. There are a lot of phony facilities that don't really help, or facilities that require health insurance. And while 1-800 help lines are OK for a stop-gap immediate need, that's not therapy. Therapy is expensive.
"she could have prevented his drug use or even the killing" - you are absolutely unfair to his mother, laying all the blame on her. As if it was so easy - just a call to a therapist and !bam! like magical Steven gets a new personality. Other parents have tried therapy after therapy, have tried and fought and pleaded for decades - and still lost their kids to drugs. And often these were children with a normal intelligence, from a normal upbringing. Whilst those who are aggressive and violent from early on, who attack others with knives, often end up really bad, no matter what was tried on them. Psychopaths cannot be healed, only supervised. And at one point, the child turns 18 and his parents have no longer the right to interfere with his life.
Love how the family (who shouldn't have even been walking through the scene at all,) had to actually _tell_ the cops where to look, and what was there. Legally speaking, they contaminated the scene, but they were clearly more on the ball than the cops were.
The first cops didn't see the evidence. They're stupid for it, yes, but the family clearly didn't either until the cops left, because they didn't say a word until then. Even if they knew about it when the cops were there, why didn't they say anything? So keep bashing on the cops for not seeing it, when the family who literally lives in the house didn't either. When the family discovered it, they told the cops where it was. How is that a bad thing? At all? Would you rather her keep quiet and let him get away with murder? Legally speaking, yes they did contaminate the scene, I agree. The cops could have handled this so much better, but it really all comes down to the cops didn't see the evidence at first, neither did the family, the cops left, the family found it, called the cops, and somehow the cops did something wrong by not having better eye sight than the family who literally lives there.
the fact that he was trying to tell the cops & they just thought he was having some kind of episode is crazy. that’s why you need to LISTEN to people when they talk. even when the female cop asked what is it that you’re talking about , he still was trying to take them to the room & show them. we have 2 ears & 1 mouth for a reason.
They certainly lacked all listening skills and seemed to be adamant on following protocol. You can chew gum and walk at the same time. They should have listened to him while following whatever arrest protocol. I’m so sorry for the family and this guy needed psychological help a long time ago. I wish during the Regan Administration, they never stopped funding to the states for psychiatric care. In this day and age, in order to get good mental care you have to be well off with money or in a good paying job with insurance, however the US does not have the facilities they used to have.
@@robinlee9272you're right, the closing of the institutions "Greyhound Therapy". They unceremoniously dumped patients in the middle of City's across the country. The result was an explosion of homeless people as never seen in this country. These poor souls don't belong on the streets or in jail.
People need to give his sister a break she was trying to help and these cops were the ones who were being incompetent and allowed them to contaminant the scene. The officers are allowing his family member to continue to be horribly traumatized, which was so unnecessary . They did way more work than the cops did. Such incompetence.
It’s always easier to blame everyone but the killer/rap*st/actual perpetrator these days. People would rather attack an innocent woman (his sister) than hold Steven accountable for his actions.
I'm only half way through the video and it's insane how bad they're handled the crime scene. Letting family members search the house and touch everything?!?!
That gun handling was worse than complacency. That's an incompetent cop and a weapons instructor who signed off on someone who has no business in the profession. It's rot from the inside out.
@@Jake-gu7oo Really? I hope that isn't the case and find that hard to believe . Bicycles can enter the 'blind zone' of drivers who can't see them. My point? You don't make a good case to make your point imo. These cops need to be 'retrained' to observe, record and report v putting their paws all over the evidence at a crime scene. Same thing happened at the Ramsey girl's murder scene and why that can hasn't been solved. 'townie cops' are yahoo's and not as educated nor as trained as state and federal cops. Stupid is what stupid does and there's too much nepotism at the townie police departments = incompetence and corruption
@@-vizer-5737 I heard that. And it changes nothing. He was concerned enough to call his sergeant and have the authorities come back. If he even suspects it might be blood then he should have stopped letting the family root around in there and closed off the potential crime scene. He doesn't have to know for sure beyond a shadow of a doubt before taking action :S Your comment was rude. You can disagree with someone without being an @ss about it.
@@angellayaright9009 It's interesting to me that you say I shouldn't be rude, as if 90% of these comments are saying nasty things and being extremely rude, but you go for the one who has a different opinion than yours. Shocker.
Living in New Mexico, this is exactly the incompetence you see from APD and many other sheriffs in the whole state. So sad to see them doing the cops job in pure distraught
Im racist for talking about it, duh. Literal cold war ongoing and people act like they just gpt released from the garden of eden. A bunch of lazy neighbor forgetters.
I feel sad for those women. Not just seeing what they saw, but also the realization their family member did something horrible to another family member. Kind of crazy that the sister would make a better investigator than the supposedly trained police in that department. I get that it's a small town and this is probably not something they deal with often, but everyone knows how to secure a crime scene. Well... except these officers I guess.
When the cops were on scene the first time, he uttered "they had a gun to my head." Why didn't they ask _who_ had a gun to his head? He wanted to show them, to explain. Whenever someone seems a little off to me but wants to show and explain things, I just let them. You'd be surprised the kinda honesty people can have when in that state. Could've saved so much time. I feel so bad for his family. They all deserved better.
And they ignored the statement of the sober guy who said other people shot the poor deceased man and left his strung up cousin to clean up because he was family. I hope they are least investigated that. Tragic situation.
That part he sounded crazy so they probably thought it was drug talk. They dont see any "they" so they probably think he's hallucinating. They shouldve listened when he said kill though, but they probably thought it was all crazy talk.
@@user-sr6yp7dy6g+1. Anyone who has experience nce with meth heads knows that they will talk nonstop and say the craziest shit. My sister did every kind of drug, but it wasn't until she tried meth that her mind truly fractured. She barely remembered who I was. Couldn't complete a fully formed sentence for something like ten years. She's been off meth now for about 5 years and she still struggles but is doing much better. Only thing more tragic than a junkie's death is their life. My cousin's husband stabbed his own mother to death after smoking meth. Don't do drugs kids.
@@HowieRaps It's more likely that most people commenting on youtube videos are smart or logical. Look one comment up and you see a completely rational explanation.
I am not only shocked at how they handled the crime scene. But i'm more appalled that they let the family members see all of that. Police are supposed to keep the general public from seeing things like that...
you are actually a toddler man. "They let the family members see that stuff" yea sure, as if they didn't find it before the cops did, and as if the sister wasn't actively trying to help the police search the house... you have to be on more drugs than steven was on to post this
@-vizer-5737 typically after something like this, depending on the situation the police can recommend a "Disaster Restoration" Company to clean stuff up. If they can't afford it and/or don't have insurance, usually "Victim Services" can help. Most would've been taken as evidence. A lot of people have to move after something like this because of the trauma they experienced in it, or of just knowing what happened there. I think you need patience and forethought, grasshopper. Have a great day! 🙂
Should the family have to continue to do what the cops are paid to do??? Use your brain..tbh you don’t even have a brain if a toddler you have the brain of an ant.
The dude literally said "I wanted to kill him, and what you're gonna find here will make me look guilty" and this didn't make them look for a body lmao. What the hell.
25:53 That is NOT ADHD. Zoning out for a bit here and there is one thing. Needing an entire day to accomplish a single errand because you keep forgetting what you're doing and walking into and out of the same store is an ENTIRELY differently. This is like looking at someone who's impaled and being like "hm these symptoms sound like a splinter."
Am I the only one that thinks there are others involved? Not only did Steven say "they had a gun to my head" but the guy in the interview mentions "they were on post" as if he knew more about what was going on. I think something happened and Steven was caught up in it and forced to deal with the mess or else find himself in a bucket. I have no doubt he was involved but I seriously think there was more people involved that are walking free.
This is just insane, that he continues to let the family members touch things, clean things, walk around, when he suspects there is a jug of blood on the counter. I'm not even a police officer and would know to leave the house and call homicide if someone was missing and there was blood in the house.
This is a very small town and highly unlikely to even have a 'homicide division'. Typically they might have 1 slightly more qualified officer or sgt that they would call for this, tho these officers and all their superiors are highly under-trained, under-experienced, and unqualified for the job... and I wouldn't put much more faith in the designated 'homicide officer'. Really the state police should be handling this, tho these officers entirely botched up the scene and the evidence. Former LEO, now retired.
@@jaydub2546 Sharpen up on your reading comprehension. I never said a homicide division is always needed for every homicide case. A homicide division may be 2 detectives on small departments or 50 or more detectives on large departments. However many homicide cases are very complex and do require numerous detectives and resources to fully investigate and gather/analyze evidence on a particular homicide case. I can easily see that you have absolutely zero experience in even minor case handling, let alone homicides.
@@markstone1619 You would think the basics of what to look for on any call and how to preserve a crime scene would be taught to every single officer. Not just homicide investigators. No need to be a snarky jerk.
@@angellayaright9009 You miss a lot then put false accusations on the wrong person. The real "snarky jerk' was the person I was repllying to, who said to me "police don't need a homicide division that's just an easy cop ou".
The fact that a family member was able to comb through a crime scene with a 6 pack of Michelob Ultra is insane to me. Even the officer with his body cam following her back to her vehicle to grab her last three beer.
It's crazy to hear him say all the stuff he's saying knowing why he's saying it when the cops have no clue.... "I wanna prove my innocence" and " I had to get it all out of me" ... "My cousin has a history"
They mishandled this from start to finish, but if they passed on smelling decaying remains, then they are completely inept. It's unmistakable. Makes me wonder...what were the officers actually looking for by "searching" there????????
One of them even commented that the place "smells" and they didn't investigate further. But to answer your question, drugs. They were worried about drugs and that's all.
I figured. But even then, they didn't really investigate any containers either or dig into anything. I thought maybe they were looking for kidnapped females. That's where my mind went as I watched them "search". @@annehaight9963
@@clearlyseverely3155 for real! "Here, you can have this clearly not okay young boy back to finish off since you claim he's your lover!" So sick and so incredibly stupid!
I know! perhaps in a previous arrest his lawyer told him to do that (?). In the majority of all these EWU video analyses, people just keep talking and say dumb things like, "should I get a lawyer?" or "I think I might need to talk with a lawyer, but not yet..." which makes even worse sense than if you just sat there and said nothing.
@@suburbantrapqueen3244 y’all dumb. If you’re guilty, no need for lawyer. Just admit and accept your deserved punishment. Lawyers should only protect innocent people. Not criminals
@@truehappiness4U It's not by any means dumb to try and get out of a bad situation if available. Is it morally right? No, but it is still understandable that the one being incarcerated would at least want a lawyer to ensure that even if they lose the case they can get a lighter sentence
Damn I used to hang out with Steven as kids, my condolences to his mother and family. From the loss of her brother to all the other family members they have lost. I hope they find peace
I think Steven dismembered the body, but I don't think Steven was the one who killed him. What Steven was saying at the initial arrest coincides with what the friend reported to police about the other two guys shooting the cousin. I think it was just easier to blame Steven and close the case.
These guys are legit dumber than the students in my field investigation course at the junior college level. We, at least, already had an interest in the science of forensic investigation and some background in personal study.
I study forensic for 3 years in high school and one of the first things they taught me was to remove everyone from a crime scene to not ruin evidence, this is so shocking how badly this whole situation was handled.
@@mozzrchik that's what I was thinking...not making excuses for all the other mistakes, but that second-hand meth smoke apparently causes immediate headaches or nausea, and it was in a closed up house that already stunk. Could be why they wanted him outside so badly, to escape the smoke
Yeah. The officers were clearly operating under tunnel vision bc just having drugs and a few guns doesnt add up to his comments. Its like no one stopped to question his statements. A simple "And why are you saying that" would have probably been enough
Why does it always seem like the suspect has to have a crazy amount of convictions before they're sent to prison i mean these are dangerous people and should be treated as such and more people are getting hurt in the process
Because there are a lot of people in the legal and "justice" industries dedicated to making sure criminals are protected from the evils of the system. So many criminal defense lawyers, DAs and NGOs dedicated to helping support criminals and criminal activity.
Cause it's actually hard to put someone away for 10 plus years. Lots of paper work, court, explain case 100 times to people. U sit in jail 5 years till they ready. Then they pay for your housing.
Because it costs millions of dollars to house these inmates and people keep voting out taxes being raised to put more money into these institutions. But wait, Americans don’t like taxes, so instead they just complain instead of fixing the problem they are given an option to. 🤡
@@felix-ve8jk There are thousands of innocent people put in prison every year and hundreds of people *from death row* have been cleared of the crimes *they were almost put to death for!* Most of them are there because the police and the DA hid or manufactured evidence. Yet here you are, complaining because people actually have rights and an infinitesimal chance against a behemoth that is designed to crush them! They aren't there to let criminals walk, *they're there to make sure the right person goes to prison or to the afterlife!*
He's not asking for water because hes worried about a drug test! He's asking for water because he's methed out! His heart rate is high and his metabolism is working overtime! 🤦♀️
how do y’all find these videos of the crime scenes! I’m genuinely curious . I try to look up body cam footage of certain crime scenes y’all do videos on and I could never find it . I love watching these videos and then once I finish them, re-reading and re-watching the live research myself, but I could barely find any body cam footage of the crime scenes . Amazing videos . Love you guys
Poor Eddie was already suicidal and suffering from addiction to alcohol and severe health issues from being hit by the semi. And then he gets murdered. So awful. That poor man.
@@DestinySunday-ul7bb I believe his family said that he had recently made statements that he wanted to die and/ or end his life. I mean, things already weren’t going great for him and then he gets grievously injured getting hit by the semi and already has an addiction. I’m not at all surprised he would feel that way. I’d wanna give up too. Poor guy. And then that happens to him. Some people’s lives are so incredibly sad.
@@r.r.9282 did you even read what I wrote? I said it was sad he was feeling that way already and going through so much and then was murdered. Have you ever experienced homelessness and addiction and being horrifically injured in a car accident? My guess is probably not. You have no idea the depths of human misery or else you wouldn’t say something so judgmental. There are plenty of valid reasons to feel like ending your life. Just because you have some absurd religious reasons that say it’s a sin or whatever doesn’t negate the fact that existing can be pure torture for some.
I went to school with the victim and he was a very stand up guy he always had your back no matter what everyone and anyone who knew him got along with him r.i.p Eddie aka Shadow. It saddens me how bad the cops are so bad here in our little town condolences again to family to have to go through that!
@@a.nobodys.nobody that's crazy cause I know all about what happened and all but I watch all ewu videos and it was random I know his aunt in the video and all. I'm also in a very small town but crime is bad here.
I was an RA at a university, and we had a student who stored his semen, blood, urine, and feces in water bottles in his room mini fridge. He was immediately kicked out of student housing after an investigation. Some people are just sick, sick puppies.
The way the cop just stands there dumb founded staring at the jugs of blood... you know the only thing running through his head is " oh we fucked up... we fucked up soooooo bad"... so much wrong with these cops, I have so many questions for that police department 🤯
What's especially crazy is how articles covering this case seem to try to make the officers seem far more competent than they are. They even claim the officers found the containers on the counter on the first visit and then came back later with a warrant.
All media is owned by just three companies in the US, and those three companies are owned by the same people. And those people need to lie every second of every day to hide themselves and their deeds. Remember Ep stein.
It's New Mexico police. I watch a ton of bodycam videos and you can tell from their conduct they are poorly trained and there is a culture of trashy immaturity.
It was so eerie to me when the mother led the officer in the house to the bottles of blood while being completely silent. That part creeped me out the most.
Addiction is seriously such a huge deal in our country. It's taking over and I wish we could get people the help they need BEFORE things like this happen. It's so sad and insane how bad it is. My mom and sister have both struggled with addiction. It's so awful to see someone you love going through something so horrible. I really hate it so much.
My grandmother was a blood spatter pattern analysis expert, was one of the first to every crime scene in her county. She would have been outraged at how this crime scene was handled. This is why we need competent police officers, because it's this kind of incompetence that allows doubt into the courtroom.
It's amazing how incompetent those cops are. Let's be real here: Everyone, who's ever watched a movie or series with police in it knows, how to handle a situation like that. You instantly pick up the basics. Or you watch EWU on a regular basis 😎 But those officers seem to lack any kind of preparation whatsoever. They seemed to have been picked up of the street where they stood and just thrown in front of this trailer. "This is your task: Find out what's wrong here. The man inside will give you a lot of hints to help you out" And they just went: "Nah... I can do this on my own, thanx"
I know right? The whole situation is like a final exam at a detective school that these guys failed spectacularly. It even reminds me of a crime scene test I was given in a low level criminology class. The instructor created a fake crime scene for us to investigate and played the roles of the suspects and bystanders for us to question.
this is what happens when you lower the standards or dont require adequate training. Look at the situation in Illinois where a federal lawsuit was filed for wrongful death because a woman cop could of and should of used her taser on a woman running towards another officer with a large kitchen knife and he had to shoot her even though he told the woman cop to use non lethal before the situation, told her to pull out her taser (she didnt) and then taze the woman attacking him with the knife but she doesnt and she just stands there watching the situation.
I feel horrible for this poor family. You can even beg the courts to force a loved with a mental crisis into a psychiatric facility but You have to wait till the person becomes a danger to themselves or others, the very thing you are trying to prevent. Just heartbreaking
@@user-gm7oo7rd2p look up the exposés that caused most of them to be shut down in the 70s and 80s those places were absolutely horrible where people with relatively mild learning disabilities or more severe anxiety or depression were lobotomized and mixed in with people who were dangerous, they would not care for the patients at all and let the ones who couldnt care for themselves sit in piles of their own shit, many of the patients being children. we need more empathetic mental health services, even people who go to the psych ward because theyre suicidal are still mistreated by staff and taunted, verbally abused, sexually exploited, and more. you may think it best to shove these people to the outskirts of society because you dont want to see them or hear about it, but these dark sides of society are like a cancer that will spread until someday they might reach someone you love who just needs help but instead only gets ridiculed and abused. have some compassion.
@@user-gm7oo7rd2p there was an awful lot of abuse in mental asylums which was pretty much just a place for throw aways. What these ppl need is good psychiatric care and correct medication and case workers trained in the field of psychiatry.
Unfortunately, situations like this aren't just an issue for the prosecutors. Dudes family was just trying to help, while also being in shock and if it effected the case, they will have to live with that forever and all because of poor proto, that's terribly sad imo
Thanks Raven for having so much knowledge of the judicial system. I really enjoy watching how the bad guys get busted. Please continue to narrate the episodes. The female doesn’t have and neither does the other young man. That’s my two cents. Thank you again.
If I was the sister or the mom I would be FUMING from their incompetence. They have to live with those memories for the rest of their lives. I hope they have worked through it
As an ex user of meth, the psychosis that comes from it is no joke. The things you see and hear makes the reality you thought you knew just get flipped on it’s head. It lasts for days, weeks, even months. Even compared to acid or shrooms, those do not compare to the hallucinations you have while being on a binge. I got 3 years clean, still have all my teeth 😂
I remember Jessie on Breaking Bad paranoid about everyone outside his house, like mailman and JWs. It didn't come off as bad as what you're saying though. Is it so addictive that being terrified from it won't make you stop? :(
Psychosis is hard enough to live through on its own, i cannot imagine the hell of that experience alongside addiction alone, especially meth. Well done on getting clean i hope you're doing okay
If even a layperson like many of us are can recognize what should be done without police training, there is absolutely no excuse for these officers not securing the scene and removing themselves and the family.
