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Crochet WIP Wednesday * Raw Feelings * Chronic Illness * Struggles 

Llama Mama Kayla
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@CindyKinney
@CindyKinney 5 месяцев назад
We are all friends here, and friends are for listening and commiserating with us when we're struggling. You are not alone, Kayla. I think you have such a positive attitude about your chronic illness, but we're only human and after a while, one just has to ask, "How much more of this can I take? Why me?" I think your words and feelings are normal and validated. Yes, I think walking away and taking a nice nap would do wonders for you when you're in the mindset. Be well and stay strong, dear lady.
@KimMesser514
@KimMesser514 5 месяцев назад
PEOPLE ALWAYS THINK WE WANT SYMPATHY ON THE CONTRARY WE DON'T NEED SYMPATHY, WE NEED EMPATHY.❤❤❤❤
@8SmileyLady
@8SmileyLady 5 месяцев назад
Amen to this!
@dianesass9901
@dianesass9901 5 месяцев назад
Miss Kayla, sweet lady 🫂🧡 I'm so sorry for your struggle and frustration. Dealing with a chronic illness sucks. You asked what you should do? My selfish answer is keep making videos as often as you're able. I don't care if you crochet, glue crap on crap, play with your wonderful dolls, or just tell stories. It would leave a void in our day without hearing your voice ❤. As easy as some of those things sound, I wholeheartedly understand how overwhelming it is to even think about it. You're right, the brain and body need to get cooperate with one another!! Please know that you and Big Daddy are loved and prayed for every day🙏🏼😘
@Emilie-GrandmaB
@Emilie-GrandmaB 5 месяцев назад
Please don’t feel like you need to apologize for anything! We want to help carry your burdens, and girl, you’ve been given more than your share! If venting helps please continue to do so. We are here for you! Love you! ❤
@wildflower-spirit-creations
@wildflower-spirit-creations 5 месяцев назад
Couldn't have said it better myself ❤
@beckydorian7043
@beckydorian7043 5 месяцев назад
Love you ❤❤
@jklscrochetthisthat905
@jklscrochetthisthat905 5 месяцев назад
My dearest Kayla, you don't have to apologize for being human. As a member of this community, I hope we're all in this together. Through thick and through thin, even splitting yarns. You are in my thoughts and prayers 🙏 ❤️ Jan
@kimcrawford4752
@kimcrawford4752 5 месяцев назад
Kayla…I wish I lived closer to you. I would love to come crochet with you. I have never seen someone so upbeat and real. When I have a project I don’t like I put away and work on something else. When I come back to it if I still am not inspired, I pull it apart. I get joy knowing that yarn will go to something I will want to work on. About emotions…you share whatever you like. We are here because of you. You wouldn’t be human if you didn’t ever crack. It’s how you pull yourself back that impresses me. You are a sweet gentle soul. Love watching you. ❤❤❤ Kim
@loribrigley1533
@loribrigley1533 5 месяцев назад
I agree that everything with chronic illness is a struggle. I have suffered with chronic illness since 2014 and I know the struggles. Everyday I make a list of things I need to accomplish and if I get one done it's a good day.
@ellenelder9941
@ellenelder9941 5 месяцев назад
I have 4 chronic illnesses, and I struggle everyday, but I don't get negative about it or have a pity party because I'm very thankful and blessed to still be breathing! You do the best you can with what you have physically and mentally! I chose to stay positive regardless of my health!!
@grammydraskinis9288
@grammydraskinis9288 5 месяцев назад
Ms Kayla cry when you need to ❤ Crochet what you enjoy, if not feeling it don’t do it.
@itsinthebagcrochetwithdarla
@itsinthebagcrochetwithdarla 5 месяцев назад
I don't believe anyone would fault you if you walked away from this project and did something that brought you joy. With everything you have going on, you deserve to work on things that you enjoy. Hugs 🫂
@Laceycrochet
@Laceycrochet 5 месяцев назад
Couldn’t agree more. 💜🇬🇧
@marthajenkins9206
@marthajenkins9206 5 месяцев назад
Maybe you just need to walk away for awhile. Maybe it just hitting you. Regroup.
@marthajenkins9206
@marthajenkins9206 5 месяцев назад
You are the person I look to when it's hard for me to do something
@MissyByrd6
@MissyByrd6 5 месяцев назад
Girl, we are all real here. We all have days like yours. Thank you for showing us just how “real” you are God bless you
@boosmimi2
@boosmimi2 5 месяцев назад
Do not apologize, Kayla! We are your friends and support system. Please feel free to vent to us any time you need to, sweetie. We love you and consider you our friend. I’m so sorry that you are having such a hard time. ❤
@debbitrump5963
@debbitrump5963 5 месяцев назад
Kayla, never feel bad for feeling bad. Your human and everybody feels bad from time to time. Just remember, you are such an inspiration to us.
@sierrastorm1291
@sierrastorm1291 5 месяцев назад
The birthday blanket is beautiful!! I would say if a project isn't bringing you joy, don't do it. Work on what truly makes you happy, whether it's crochet or something else ❤
@colleenperry
@colleenperry 5 месяцев назад
This is what I have learned to do when a project isn't enjoyable to me , life is to short. I move on !!! And I'm glad that I did afterwards !
@vondastrauser4428
@vondastrauser4428 5 месяцев назад
Prayers and hugs Kayla. You're a tough cookie but even tough cookies reach their limits. We're here for you. Vent, get made, break down, etc. We love you. 🙏🫂🙏🫂
@enidrivera1782
@enidrivera1782 5 месяцев назад
Please don’t apologize for crying. It’s been bottled up for a long time. It’s ok to let it all out. Sometimes the people around us are on denial. They hate change. Your life has changed immensely since you were diagnosed with Raynaud’s disease. We here are your family too. We relate and feel your pain in one way or another. You are such an inspiration to so many people. You inspire me to do better and to never give up. God Bless you Kayla.
@mariarichards8229
@mariarichards8229 5 месяцев назад
I'm so sorry. Please don't apologize. This is a safe community we're here for you. ❤ I really enjoy your doll videos. I'm re-watching bones on hulu. It's sounds like you still need to recover from your weekend.
@deborahspins2909
@deborahspins2909 5 месяцев назад
Oh gosh Kayla never ever apologize for sharing your feelings. We all have them. Friends listen to each other in time of need. Stop making Crossbody bags because you are not enjoying it, and crocheting is for enjoyment and relaxation. Speed does not matter. you’re really not up to doing a market Anyway. I am sorry you are so sad. But you do accomplish a lot and are very important to a lot of people. Just don’t forget that. Sometimes we have to lower our expectations because of limitations. It’s OK. You are enough. ❤
@mariebrandon91
@mariebrandon91 5 месяцев назад
I try not to comment because of so many but May I say - you have no idea at the impact that you have here. Your struggles are bad and I wish I could help but we all admire your strength. You are overwhelmed and you cry all you want to, you are human and that’s what we do. You give all of us hope that our own struggles may be little compared to yours. You don’t see this but we do. We love you Mrs. Miller and so does God! Better days ahead. ❤
@sheilalozada6428
@sheilalozada6428 5 месяцев назад
Hi Kayla...I'm watching you this morning and I hear the struggle in your voice. You are such an inspiration to me and so many others. You can express your thoughts and feelings any time you feel the need. True followers will always listen and try to understand what you are going through. We might not have your particular struggles, but we can emphasize with you and cheer you on. You always bring a smile or giggle from me at some point in your videos. I always wish you health and happiness. ❤
@BlueRose32100
@BlueRose32100 5 месяцев назад
Kayla you are allowed to take a rest when things get overwhelming for you. Today you may not feel like making the granny squares, remember it's just for today. Tomorrow you might feel much better. You went through a rough time going to see your son. So give yourself all the time, days and breaks you need . Chronic pain is hell. We struggle one day harder than m another no matter what our family members think. They don't feel our pain. Take care of YOU because you are worth it. ❤
@cherylherrera6917
@cherylherrera6917 5 месяцев назад
Love you lots, Kayla it's OK to cry. Or feel sad I had my day yesterday. I cried for over an hour because we got kicked out of our house. We have 30 days to get out. I have bad Arthritis and shaking. I'm sitting here crocheting tonight and I can't get my ends. Woven in and it just upsets me even more. We have to get a place and get out of here. And the only place we can find is with a lot of stairs. I can't handle stairs, have Arthritis in hips. And knees and a lot of shaking going on. My doctor said no stairs, but that's what we're going to get. We have to be out and I have nowhere else to go. I love you, Kayla. Just take care of yourself and push on. That's what I keep doing. I keep making my Granny squares. That's what I've been doing. Just practicing and practicing. That's all I can do God bless you. We all love you we're all friends here. I am prone Granny squares tonight and watching I. D TV. Thank you so much for sharing, but I heard on the news tonight. That Hot Springs had a real bad storm. I hope everything is okay with your son. God bless.❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@barbarameehan113
@barbarameehan113 5 месяцев назад
That is true. We want to do things, our mind says do it, but our body doesn't co -operate. I am on chemo treatment...I feel your pain. You can vent anytime..we are here for you and each other. Bless you, Kayla.❤hugs.
@cuddlesanddaisy
@cuddlesanddaisy 5 месяцев назад
I often get tired/ fed up with a crochet project and have to walk away for awhile or just quit the project.
@revagerrard
@revagerrard 5 месяцев назад
I’m so sorry that you are having a bad day. Let me tell you something. I think you are an amazing person. We all care about you ❤
@pennymcnaughton5963
@pennymcnaughton5963 5 месяцев назад
I’m a new subscriber Kayla. Love watching and listening to you. You are a wonderful caring person and I’m so sorry you have so many struggles with your health and inability to do all the thing you were once able to do. Don’t push yourself too hard. ❤️❤️❤️
@marvamurray1481
@marvamurray1481 5 месяцев назад
Don’t apologize for any of this. It’s not your fault you’re not well. You are a special, strong and awesome person. Hang in there my friend, you do you. We love and pray for you.
@terijohnson4834
@terijohnson4834 5 месяцев назад
Kayla, never think that you have to apologize. You are saying exactly what so many of us feel. When you have challenges like this life is difficult. God bless you my friend.
@JudyRearden
@JudyRearden 5 месяцев назад
Everything is fine until the dolls the dolls start answering!😂 I never see you as complaining just explaining. Your design of these last two blankets is amazing, I wondered how that was going to work out but the sweetheart blanket became a favorite and now your birthday blanket is just as impressive. I have my list of colors for mine, just have to have my hubby buy the yarn. You are loved 🥰
@JaimeSmith317
@JaimeSmith317 5 месяцев назад
Usually expressing your hearts hurts can bring peace. Never apologize for expressing your feelings. Sending love to you Kayla.
@str8fmvt
@str8fmvt 5 месяцев назад
I am thinking that your weekend trip to see Elijah is maybe contributing to your emotional state. When all the the things that went wrong in the day, a day that was so important, and so looked forward to, frustration is bound to set in, like that time was stolen from you, and that can build on itself. I might also suggest having an honest conversation with your family about your feeling less able to do things and your struggles. Everyone knows of the strength you have to just keep moving on, and maybe think you will just keep being able to that, but they, as well as you, need to come to terms with the changes going on. You never need to apologize for sharing your emotions, I hope you feel that this is a safe place to share, sadly many here can relate to your struggles. Much love and prayers sent to you!
@chronicallycrocheting
@chronicallycrocheting 5 месяцев назад
“Sometimes the truth just comes out”. I understand you completely. So much love sent your way. 💜
@cindydriver9112
@cindydriver9112 5 месяцев назад
I love and admire you so much Kayla. Your crochet work is gorgeous and I love the colors you use. I tore my Achilles tendons (L & R) in 2021 and I struggle with balance issues. Plus I have diabetic neuropathy. I pray for the health of that beautiful pinky finger! ❤
@deloriskornya6725
@deloriskornya6725 5 месяцев назад
Kayla, that yarn looks like a splitting nightmare! I thought it, when you first showed it. Your hook is too small and the yarn is awful. At least that what it looks like to me. With my vision challenges, I have several wips that I can do in day light and some with lamp light, and some with natural light from the window. Over these five months, I have a bit of a mess. I keep things close by, so I can work on a wip based on light. Only, if we have visitors, I have to move it. 🙀 Then everything gets all discombobulated. My late husband John would die, if he wasn't already dead, if he saw the wip bags I have. I am extra sensitive to bleach. I don't know how Dakota can live like that. 😕 We had a tree root in our outtake water pipe. Once I had a plumber fix it, the gnats went elsewhere. Love you, Kayla. Hugs! I wish you a better day, tomorrow. Scrap that pink yarn!
@chrisnewman8746
@chrisnewman8746 5 месяцев назад
Hello my friend please just take care of yourself, I do not know of any WIP police! ! Crocheting should be enjoyable. If it is not just rethink, if you really want to do the project We will love and support you if you even just talk to us, your health is more important. Feelings that have escaped sometimes turn into tears. we all have those times when we need friends to share and cry. Blessings, prayers and hugs
@beamiller6188
@beamiller6188 5 месяцев назад
Struggling is so hard. It’s like you just got to cry it out sometimes to feel better. I know that from experience.
@dianathefiberfan
@dianathefiberfan 5 месяцев назад
I feel so sorry you are having a rough time right now. You are such a kind loving lady..❤🙏🙏
@ronnaalthoff9175
@ronnaalthoff9175 5 месяцев назад
Bless your sweet soul Kayla! It’s ok to lay something down and say “nope not doin it”. You stay so positive and upbeat, and you inspire everyone here! I hope your pinky starts cooperating for you. Do things that YOU enjoy 👍 ❤️
@teresab126
@teresab126 5 месяцев назад
Beautiful blanket! Beautiful you! ❤❤🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
@veldalacoste8186
@veldalacoste8186 5 месяцев назад
If you are struggling with a project, put it aside. Do something you feel good about. And don’t feel bad about doing that. No one can truly understand what you are going through every day. But you are such an inspiration to so many people ❤
@jeanjacote5891
@jeanjacote5891 5 месяцев назад
Hi Kayla, I’m so sorry for your struggles. You are incredibly strong and I marvel at how you keep going. BUT, you have to let yourself cry from time to time. Those are totally normal emotions for you to have. ❤
@andreadedufour1651
@andreadedufour1651 5 месяцев назад
I would stop making the bag and find something you like to do. You have to keep enjoyment in your life. Praying that you and big Daddy have some relief from you pain. 🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️
@karenh2890
@karenh2890 5 месяцев назад
Each finger you lose makes crocheting, household chores, and self care that much more difficult. On top of that, you have chronic pain from serious health problems and a feeding tube to boot. You need to cut yourself some slack. Don't do the event in June. You're making that bag and hating the process, most likely because you were planning to make a number of them for the June event, and you can see that this will be extremely difficult. Even if you just sit and chit chat during your vlogs, I'll watch you. 💕🙏
@betsyjames1520
@betsyjames1520 5 месяцев назад
I don't know if you are going to read this, but I truly can appreciate what you you are going through. I don't mean this to be disrespectful, but we all need to speak to a professional sometimes. I know that it helped me tremendously ! Kayla I love you girl stay strong !!
@michelleellis1290
@michelleellis1290 5 месяцев назад
Wish I was there to give you a hug. Don’t ever be sorry for telling friends how you are struggling. Our physical pain makes the emotional so much harder to keep at bay. Please talk to big daddy and don’t do the stall. Our crochet, dolls, knitting is how we try and escape. Starting new projects put extra strain on your hands and arms it’s not worth it. You already have enough pain. As for videos on other stuff go for it, I’m sure I’m not the only one that comes here just for you. Much love ❤️
@stellaunger8568
@stellaunger8568 5 месяцев назад
I think you’ll find your way in however you master your creative talents. It’s perfectly understandable that you are getting discouraged. We love and pray for you and Big Daddy. Gods blessings
@theresasatterfield2828
@theresasatterfield2828 5 месяцев назад
I had to water all of the yard both front and back. It has been so hot and I want to keep it nice. I find a lot of struggles in my life. When I do, I give them to God. He has been my best friend and confident for all of my life. Meet your struggles 1 at a time. Try not to let them overwhelm you. I know that is easier said than done. Try to remember that we are here for you even when you need to cry. We love and celebrate your life and accomplishments. You are a survivor you are an inspiration. 🧶💚 Rest well 💜
@SusanRBruce6
@SusanRBruce6 5 месяцев назад
I hope you KNOW we all want to share your burdens, we don't want you to feel like you have to be strong all the time!! Please rest and get rid of the things that are not bringing you joy. And speak up to the family, they need to realize your limitations.. they will realize, if you tell them enough times😉
@ctfsh9497
@ctfsh9497 5 месяцев назад
Hi Miss Kayla big daddy fellow crocheters and watchers ❤ it's better to vent than hold it in. Don't fret over the small things, all changes take time to figure out, love you 🤗🤗🙏🙏🥰🥰
@judyclem65
@judyclem65 5 месяцев назад
Hi Kayla my birthday sister. Sending you love, prayers and great big hugs. How about you pick a date and time for a group prayer? We can all join in at that time and pray for you? You're going to feel it for sure. Group prayers are powerful!!
@cherylschrader6255
@cherylschrader6255 5 месяцев назад
I have been crocheting on my daughter's rectangle granny square blanket. But it's takeing me forever. I'm like you and I look at all my pretty yarn and my brain just keeps coming up with new ideas. I just told to it to hush up not been feeling well. I broke down in tears at the Doctors with all the pain I am in. She ordered a ct scan from my chest down to my pelvis..They found problems in my heart my lungs and my pancreas is shrinking. Well this lead to more blood work. So I have a stress schedule, I will be seeing a lung Doctor. Thay did come with a diagnosis of polymyalgia rheumatica. It's in women over the age of 65, They treat it with a low dose oral steroid long time. So another pill to take. Sorry for telling you all my problems but I fell love love from you all. Kayla I'm sorry for the way you are feeling. Just do what you can. I absolutely love your doll videos. I got my old trunk and dolls out some of my dolls are 70 years old. The rubber on a few of my sun rubber dolls have got darker . Any ideas on how to clean them. I also ordered from amozon a paper doll book. Kayla why not make videos of you decorating your doll rooms that would be fun to watch. But I love you and would watch what ever .❤😂
@erinzhou4986
@erinzhou4986 5 месяцев назад
I ended a dose of prednisone last month. There are many side effects from steroids, so research them and be kind to yourself! I was hungry and had to plan healthy snacks. Also some hot flashes. Headaches and difficulty sleeping. Take your pills in the morning if your doctor says you can. I hope you feel better soon.
@RepentfollowJesus
@RepentfollowJesus 5 месяцев назад
I'm sorry you are going through this. God bless you.
@wildflower-spirit-creations
@wildflower-spirit-creations 5 месяцев назад
Who the heck would hand you a gallon of milk 🤣 aw he loves you so much he's having a hard time accepting. Hell I have a daughter who won't come see me cause she can't handle seeing me vulnerable.
@sandycurry5137
@sandycurry5137 5 месяцев назад
I’ve been outside trying to do some weeding in my butterfly gardens. My legs don’t last long enough to accomplish what I want to do. My sweet husband said to just do what I can do. I know Jody is as supportive. You’re an inspiration to me to keep on keeping on. You’re still exhausted from your visit to Hot Springs. Try to give yourself grace.❤
@teresaburkedukes1165
@teresaburkedukes1165 5 месяцев назад
If I hate it that much id frog it and not make it If I don't like something I just quit it ...don't be sorry for being sad I have chronic illnesses also and days I just sit and cry. Love you Kayla
@plansandprocrastination
@plansandprocrastination 5 месяцев назад
As far as your blanket - I think your yarn management is very practical and a great way to eliminate having a bunch of extras of certain colors. As far as you working on this blanket for a long time...I would love that. The colors in this blanket are so happy to sit and watch on screen....they make me smile.
@eileenallen1986
@eileenallen1986 5 месяцев назад
My sister and I can't believe how you hold up so well . I've been crocheting for many years and once in a while I just don't like what I'm making I just put it a side and work on something else or just not rochet a day. Hope you get to feeling much better soon. Watching my westerns on RU-vid. Sending prayers.
@eileenallen1986
@eileenallen1986 5 месяцев назад
I guess yous are tired from the trip. I definately think so. I get realy tired from a trip. You probably need to take a rest and give your body time to catch up.
@beckydorian7043
@beckydorian7043 5 месяцев назад
We are here for you Kayla to support you we care about you our friend ❤❤❤
@elishagreen2954
@elishagreen2954 5 месяцев назад
H Kayla❤... in all honesty I'd throw in the towel on that, or take a break from it.. if you aren't enjoying it you shouldn't push that on yourself. I find if I'm crocheting something that I'm not liking, not enjoying, or something I just don't jive with, I just say " I don't like this! " and I frog it back and just say nope! I don't think of it as giving up Kayla.. crochet is something you love to do, why crochet something you're not enjoying ?🤷‍♀️ we see you and honestly I think most of us here just want you to be happy! What ever it is. We love ya and we keep comin back for more❤ You do what you can, with the talent the Lord gave you, beautiful lady😊
@aliprov31gar
@aliprov31gar 5 месяцев назад
I think I have Lready before told you that I like to watch you videos because you remind me of my mother who passed away 18yrs ago. Al I ever knew was her sick(autoimmune) and in pain. You are such a sweet and inspiring women of God! I am thankful that after all this we have eternity free from sickness, pain, all the things this life brings and we get to praise God and use our gifts to fellowship with all our brothers and sisters!!!!. Galatians 6:2 ❤
@JudiH-ig6uu
@JudiH-ig6uu 5 месяцев назад
Hi Kayla! Please, we all have something so listening to each other is important. Please never apologize for your emotions. Since I started watching you, I have been in awe and astounded at your positivity and what you have been able to accomplish. It sounds like the worst and hardest parts of crochet anymore is the beginning when the project is small and hard for you to hold and maneuver? That's hard for me and I have all 10 fingers...you are a rock star my dear! Sending you big hugs.
@vernawelch1539
@vernawelch1539 5 месяцев назад
Never feel sorry for what you are feeling. At least you are feeling. There are a lot of you out here who are having health issues and you help us get together and support each other.
@8SmileyLady
@8SmileyLady 5 месяцев назад
I wish I could reach through the screen and hug you. I think it's important to let out your feelings. You are remarkable to me but oh, yes, I understand sweet Kayla. You needed to get it out. I have crochet projects planned but it's been hard to motivate. I am working on a diamond painting for a Christmas gift. It helps me relax, don't have to think. I have Crohn's and AS. Lately ocular migraines are irritating me. Tired feels like my middle name, lol. I mainly watch YT. It's like visiting with friends. I can even turn the tv on in a dark room and listen to you. Big hugs Kayla! Thank you for sharing. Being able to listen at least makes me feel I can help a little.
@paulinescrochetcorner3763
@paulinescrochetcorner3763 5 месяцев назад
It’s better to have peoples to talk to when things aren’t going the way we want. Others and myself are always here to listen. Do what you enjoy❤
@tmarie7463
@tmarie7463 5 месяцев назад
Hi Kayla, I think your struggle might be the smaller project, the granny square, and using the smaller hook size. You definitely did better when you went back to working on the birthday blanket. Every time I look at that blanket it makes me happy. I might have to make one using those same colors so when I'm feeling sad or depressed, and I look at it, it will make me happy, again. I hope and pray that you and Big Daddy start to feel better soon. 😊❤❤❤
@denisemills4552
@denisemills4552 5 месяцев назад
Hey friend praying for ya'll ❤
@GDR619
@GDR619 5 месяцев назад
I frogged one of my WIP's today cuz I didnt like the yarn or how the colors were working up. I felt a bit guilty cuz the yarn wasnt cheap. I gave the yarn away at my crochet group. I'm glad i dont have to see it sitting in a bag anymore. At my age, i want to enjoy what i create for others.
@artareon
@artareon 5 месяцев назад
Since the granny squares made the blanket grow longer instead of wider it could be helpful to work the granny stitch on the top and bottom instead of around until you can get it wider. Also, if you change your mind about going to the craft fair its okay to not work on those projects. Work on the ones that make you happy. You can always have zeck help you with listing them and packaging for your etsy to sell, this way youll still make an additional profit❤
@JaiBeesCrochet
@JaiBeesCrochet 5 месяцев назад
I'm on the hot mess express with ya. No worries.
@rosanavarro4003
@rosanavarro4003 5 месяцев назад
We all have bad days. I hope you feel refreshed and re-energized after your nap. Prayers for you. 🙏
@carolhulse8465
@carolhulse8465 5 месяцев назад
We understand....there are days when we need a friend to listen. I have found that the New Moon adds to it..worse then a full moon...doctors will mention that too. I know that the last few days I have had a lot of pressure in my chest...looked at the calendar...New Moon was yesterday! Let your hair down...you are a wonderful person and we all love you!+❤❤❤❤❤
@RepentfollowJesus
@RepentfollowJesus 5 месяцев назад
Check into solar weather too like X Flares. We had 3 today. And all the storms. They cause pain and effect mood too.
@patriciabresett2632
@patriciabresett2632 5 месяцев назад
Hey Sweetie, never apologize for the way you feel. We are your people and love and support you unconditionally. If you are not enjoying a project, frog it or just walk away from it. Life is to short and you are too strong and too talented to fiddle with a project that is not giving you pleasure. Your afghans are stunning and make you happy. Put the bag in time out play with something that makes you happy. Peace and blessings ❤❤❤
@dianathefiberfan
@dianathefiberfan 5 месяцев назад
Kayla, do what you feel comfortable doing. I like it when you open boxes and dress your dolls. We are here for you!
@loribrigley1533
@loribrigley1533 5 месяцев назад
❤❤❤❤❤❤
@texanasimmons1761
@texanasimmons1761 5 месяцев назад
Im sorry you are suffering a bit more than usual. I wish I was there to give you a big hug to help you feel better. Sometimes a good strong hug just makes things lots better! You are a strong woman who doesnt like asking for help or show weakness but, sometimes you need to relax a bit and let others know you arent doing very well. Physical pain and struggles really do make mental struggles so much worse! Dont try to be so strong, Kayla. Let your family know just how badly you are struggling!❤🌻❤🌻❤🌻
@plansandprocrastination
@plansandprocrastination 5 месяцев назад
Coming to terms with physical limitations is very very difficult. Denial fights with stubbornness. For far too many years now, I've put things off, telling myself "one day"....and now I face the inability to actually do many of those items. Lately I had an ahha moment, and realized that if I just accept that I can't do some things...it actually frees up a great deal of time to focus on those things I can still do, and I feel like I can breathe easier because of that acceptance. I've had to eliminate lots of dreams, but I've become aware there are some dreams I still can do....and I need to focus on THOSE things instead of on the things I can't do. When something becomes "work" instead of "fun", it's time to let that go. Easier said than done I realize.... The other day, when having a conversation with one of my sons, I heard myself say "I can't do that anymore".... I don't know who was more surprised to hear that, him or me. It was an empowering moment, and I actually felt lighter if that makes any sense. Strength to you! Thanks for letting me share.
@donnasqueaky2
@donnasqueaky2 5 месяцев назад
My right hand shakes real bad. Ive found that sitting crosswise on the couch with a pillow under my project brings it closer to me and I can brace my project and my hands on the pillow. Also when barometric pressure is low I can barely get out of bed let alne crochet. I got r.a. and brittle bones. Some days just opening my eyeballs is a struggle. But try putting your work up closer to you any way and let me know if it helps you. Im doing a 9 foot wide blanket with knotted half doubles. I also sit cross-legged on the couch. Its much easier on me than having my work flat on the table. Much more comfy. I get to feeling the same way and cry myself. Its okay. Let it out. Sometimes you just got to. Your husband is supportive of you and thats a plus bigtime. My roomy calls me vcious names and tells me Im lazy. Ive learned to pretty much ignore it. I do what I can do. He hasnt a clue how hard on me it is to simply crochet let alone work like I used to. I watch Metv a lot. It has Gunsmoke, The Rifleman, In the Heat of the night, Waltons, Bonanza, Andy Griffith, etc. Weekend it has the Brady Bunch, Flintstones and the Jetsons. I also watch Grit channel a little.
@darlenecowham1595
@darlenecowham1595 5 месяцев назад
you need to do the things that make you happy, and you need to tell big daddy you are not up to making a bunch of stuff for the event. hope you are feeling better soon and there is never a need to apologize for your feelings.
@gayleleblanc2601
@gayleleblanc2601 5 месяцев назад
I am praying for you, you have a heavy load & it’s totally fine to share it. God bless you !
@KimMesser514
@KimMesser514 5 месяцев назад
YOU HAVEN'T DONE HAPPY MEAL FOR A LONG TIME😊❤
@bobandangelamatia1164
@bobandangelamatia1164 5 месяцев назад
Never be sorry, Kayla. You are someone who never complains or feels sorry for herself so when your emotions hit you they hit you hard. You have to let that out because it's just not good to keep it inside. Just a thought -- does your local hospital have a support group for anyone who deals with any of the chronic illnesses you have? Or does your doctor know of any? It might help you in so many ways to share with others who understand. Likewise, you would be such a wonderful mentor for others. I wish there was something more I could do to help. Hugs to you from another Angela
@Sophie-J222
@Sophie-J222 5 месяцев назад
Hi Kayla. I would say, walk away and do other things for a while. Loosing motivation and maybe being in a low mood dosnt help when you are trying to be creative. I find singing my favourite song helps! 😀🌼
@jameythomas207
@jameythomas207 5 месяцев назад
A lot of restaurants use quaternary sanitizer in the dish sinks. Poor some of that down the drain. The gnats breed in the slime on the pipes but quat seems to kill them
@brendaamaliacaldera3329
@brendaamaliacaldera3329 5 месяцев назад
Kayla never apologize for your feelings. We all have those days. Sorry I don’t have words that could help. We all struggle and wish we could do things like before. All I can offer you is to keep praying for strength. You are an inspiration to us. Since I’ve been following you I have a better attitude about my health issues. Thank you. God bless you
@GrandmaLM
@GrandmaLM 5 месяцев назад
Honey, don’t make the bag. Ditch the idea. ❤❤❤ Make it into a square lapgan.
@susanwood1445
@susanwood1445 5 месяцев назад
My pain and joints playing up and sitting is a struggle. So I got my easiest project, largest hook and took a stitch at a time. Listening to you helped a lot as I know I'm not the only one. I always think of the gospel hymn "One more step along the way I go." Remember you had a good day you did the shopping.
@brendaeldridge7937
@brendaeldridge7937 5 месяцев назад
Bless your heart Kayla, you are the bravest person I know. So many people would just sit down and just plain quit!!!! If it can be done, you CAN do it. We love you girl, and behind you all the way. If you need a break, take it, we'll be here when you feel better. Sending prayers and hugs.
@beckydorian7043
@beckydorian7043 5 месяцев назад
I use a walker too not easy very difficult ❤❤❤
@mariaelenaleija4814
@mariaelenaleija4814 5 месяцев назад
Don’t ever feel bad about how you feel. Cry if want to we understand especially us that are in the same place you are. I can’t do anything I can’t reach out or up above my head , I can’t cook, wash dishes, pick up a pitcher of water , I can’t dress myself without someone to help me. So never apologize for your feelings ok. Love you God bless us all .🦋♥️✝️
@RepentfollowJesus
@RepentfollowJesus 5 месяцев назад
Bless your heart.❤
@laurahilb5373
@laurahilb5373 5 месяцев назад
Kayla, don’t worry about the tears. They are nature’s pressure relief valve. You were exhausted and are in pain so it was very natural for the tears to flow. I hope you will be feeling better soon so you can do the things you enjoy. You’re in my prayers. I struggle to get things done too because of autoimmune illnesses. Some days it’s just too much. Hugs ❤️
@marie-claudevigneault564
@marie-claudevigneault564 5 месяцев назад
Dear Mama Kayla. IT was difficult to Sée you struggling. But I know you needed IT. We want to Hug you !!!! I have MS and IT took Most of the things I Loved doign. The best thing for me, is to take care of me. Not to push to hard, because everything is so hard. You need to Do something you love and that is easy. It's not giving Up if you choose yo Do something else. It's saying this doesn't bring me joy and joy is what I need. You are such a wonderful and string woman ! We love you !
@amnie5456
@amnie5456 5 месяцев назад
Kayla please take care of yourself and you never have to apologize for how you are feeling. We are here for you. Love you like a sister and you will always be in my thoughts and prayers 🤲🏼😘💐
@TheVixen59
@TheVixen59 5 месяцев назад
I have periods I don't crochet at all because of autoimmune disease. Some days, my inflammation is off the charts and I can't close my hands. That's a day for movies or playing games online and resting. I had tomato sauce yesterday and that triggered my body to say 'okay,let's be miserable today.' It's okay to take breaks and do something else. Biggest hugs.😊
@KimMesser514
@KimMesser514 5 месяцев назад
I just finished up the series called All Creatures Great and Small on PBS Masterpiece. It's a really great series, no bad language or behaviors.❤❤❤
@mariaybarra1054
@mariaybarra1054 5 месяцев назад
Do what makes you happy. Its not about giving up, its about making choices that make you happy. Praying for easier days for you and yours. I am in the middle of crocheting a duck for my great granddaughter. I might try making her a purse after I am done with the duck.
@marion4351
@marion4351 5 месяцев назад
Sometimes I shelf a project that I don't enjoy. Sometimes timing just isn't right. Then I will do something easy like a plain granny square in stripe yarn so the yarn keeps my interest. Or even a shawl or blanket in a favorite stitch. Sometimes I just feel like untangling yarn or weaving ends. It's not giving up its waiting for the right time. I relate to people not getting your limitations. I use a walker. People don't get I can't go shopping and carry packages. I'm holding the walker how do I carry a heavy bag? I'm told you can't carry a purse any more it's dangerous balance issues with walker. But I can carry groceries or any package? They just don't get it. Also can't do stairs with walker. Yeah ai totally get your frustration although I have different limitations. I learned when someone says I can I say no. I'm not falling to prove it.
@shannonsmith9186
@shannonsmith9186 5 месяцев назад
Here's my advice for what it's worth.... I would not do the craft event in June. Instead, make what you want to make when you want to make it and put it up for sell in Etsy or in some other platform. Making items as you feel like it rather than being on a time crunch sounds like a better plan given your health. I'd be willing to bet that you'd have more fun and enjoy the process more if you were making more of the crochet heads for the dolls and selling those. That's where your creativity shines! Because of your limitations crochet should be for your own pleasure! So, on days you just don't feel like it, don't do it. There's no pressure to get something done in a certain amount of time. I love your channel and just enjoy sitting and listening while I crochet with you. I even enjoy your doll videos and I'm not a doll collector.
@williamgoodwin971
@williamgoodwin971 5 месяцев назад
I’m not going to lie I’m not going to give up you have give me inspiration and god to have things like Busch to goon me hope I was giving a sad prognosis 😢 my future and I refuse to settle forthat love you a lot good things are there look at what you can do and I love and many of a lot love you I am stuck in a wheelchair ♿️ but look at it this way it could be worse be happy ❤❤🎉🎉celebrate all your love 💕 happy be happy christine
@CynthiaErcanbrack-kv9qe
@CynthiaErcanbrack-kv9qe 5 месяцев назад
You are a strong lady and always being strong gets old ! ❤
@stacydanko7075
@stacydanko7075 5 месяцев назад
Scrap the project or put it in timeout! Don’t let in stress and pressure. And never apologize for sharing your thoughts, feelings and emotions. It’s your page and like you say, “you do you”! Those that love you care and so don’t forget that! I’m sorry you are having a rough time right now, I’ll be praying for you!!! Get some rest and feel better soon ❤
@pattycat923
@pattycat923 5 месяцев назад
I have said it more than once, you are an absolute inspiration and I believe everyone who follows you knows it. One day at a time 🥰
@JaiBeesCrochet
@JaiBeesCrochet 5 месяцев назад
I love your honesty. I wonder if the hand pain is just because of the issues you have had with them and not being able to get stitches done on the square is just from the pain. I would push through, maybe change to a different handled hook to see if that helps, and maybe just maybe when you get done with the bag you may sit back and say I really really love that.
@beckydorian7043
@beckydorian7043 5 месяцев назад
So glad you shared how you are feeling kayla❤❤❤ hugs
@lindabernard1295
@lindabernard1295 5 месяцев назад
Sweet Kayla,never apologize for anything, we're all here for you, I wish I lived close so I could give you the biggest hug darling, I feel your struggles,but never forget that your one of the bravest and strongest woman i know. Hold your head high girl, love you and big daddy, take care of each other ❤❤
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