I have never found a song that I can relate to like this one. I have been chasing my dream to become an independent artist for years. But today I decided that it's time for me to stop chasing things that aren't meant for me. I'm nearing 30's, I got student loan to pay and stuff. I hated working with other ppl because I got bullied easily and I really don't know how to be strong or fight back. I have no friends because of my anxiety. I often says weird things unknowingly. I tried my best to stay in contact, be with my ex best friend when there's no one for her but when it's my turn to need someone, the only person that stopped me from cutting my own wrist is me. Me. No one is ever there for me. No one. My life sucs so much. I was seggsually assaulted as a kid until teen, and when I grown up like this I disappointed my inner childhood for not achieving our dream. It was so difficult for me I really hate it. I hate how everyone treated me. I wish everyone is nice to me like I am to them. Bye world.
Hi Babe you aren't alone .. some parts of your life kinda same as mine, but I keep accepting who I am and make myself happy .. Ignore other people who aren't for you .. one day you gonna meet your person and you gonna smile again .. keep strong dear!! Love you more and do for you!
i miss u, i really do. we were bestfriends until u decided to dump me for someone else. it hurts, A. it really did. I know im a bit younger than u, and sometimes i act childish. But we really couldnt make it work, like before? I miss u so much. You are the person i trusted the most. I dont trust anyone else now. I dont have anyone to tell them how my life is going, the drama, and we cant tell each other about our crushes anymore. u look happy without me, i do too, but inside, i feel so empty. Yes, i have friends but i still cant replace u. What about the years we spent together? We grew up together, we did everything together, we cried together, we laughed together, and we spent our childhood together. I miss u so much. I miss when we would get excited when our favourite singers released a new song, and we would immediately practice the dance. Please, words cant describe how much i miss u. I want u to come back but u cant. I know. I understand. Remember when we promised to stay together until we can live together? I dont think we can do it. We lost each other. We dont even text each other anymore. I remember when i texted u everyday, updating u about anything that happened in my school because we were going into different schools. By the time passes, u started to get dry to me. Is it me? Im the problem, isnt it? I wish i could turn back the time so i could still have u now. But what can i do? Nothing. I can do nothing. Our families know each other, ur niece, cousin, aunties and uncles know me, and mine know u. U even had a crush on my cousin. My gallery was full of ur pictures.Please, i miss u so damn much. I wish i hadnt act so childish and talk abt my crush everyday. Ur tired of me, i know. Im sorry. Bye, A. thanks for being with me for my entire childhood. thanks for all these years with me, thanks for all of these memories. i never thought our friendship would only last a few years. I love you. And u wont know. Never. I still love u, and u probably dont. I miss my old bestfriend, which is u, A. You.
i shed a few tears, you're not alone. other people are suffering from losses too, so I hope you can wipe your tears and move on soon :) Best friend breakups are the worst, esp when they're a person you've grown up with. But I wish you the best in life, you will find someone one day who will fill your heart platonically the way you ex best friend did. Make space and time for yourself, you matter and your feelings are valid. I hope you're ok :)
@@ko.8742thank you so much, and i found someone who is similar to her, and when i text her or spend time with her, i get deja vu. Thank you so so so so muchh, and im doing better now, i hope you are too! if you are sad, remember that everything is going to be okay soon! Have a good day🫶🏻
The fact that since i was 5 to 13 i never get to feel parents love or grandparents love,i started to become independent at 5 and do everything for myself without any help.i want new parent that's all i got to say fr.
