pammyla66 Pammy, I saw Aisha for just a second, she stopped in to see PeeWeeToms here on RU-vid. Look him up if you’re not watching him, he’s fighting cancer also and it was just like a balm on my soul when I saw Aisha. I keep asking myself how I managed to fall in love so quickly with someone I’ve never met and the answer to that is Emily was just felt like your best friend didn’t she? Her funny , bubbly, crazy personality just draws you in and before you even realize it, you’re holding your breath until the next video. I still can’t believe she’s gone. We all need to band together and raise total hell at the drug companies for pretending not to have a cure for cancer! If you think of ALL THE MONEY that has been donated to research, you’d have to be an idiot not to have an answer by now!! I mean really, think about it! They are making more money from chemo treatments that, in most cases, only make the patient sicker! 😢. It’s time we all got really ANGRY and DEMANDED A CURE!! Look at how far they came with HIV and AIDS meds! It was killing so many ppl by sexual intercourse and they knew ppl weren’t going to stop having sex so they basically HAD tO find the right drugs to treat it! Cancer is different. You can’t catch it so they think it just helps with the natural selection and that’s BS! I didn’t mean to rant but you know what I mean. Like Em said one day, “Cancer Sucks!” Hugs Xxx❤️😢
Michelle Daniel yes she was exactly right, I was quite amazed at her insight. Beautiful Emily’s decline did start around that time i think, so sad, & such a fighter. The strength of their love was inspirational , and just maybe if she never had got cancer they might never had met. Or am I just trying to find a Silver-lining , it was Fate they were always meant to be together....Soul mates.
@@SGM805 Yep, you're correct. Probably my fave video of Emily's was from Easter 2018 when Aisha did an Easter egg hunt for her. That was April 1 or 2. The title is, ironically, "I won't deteriorate" or something like that. Maybe a couple days later they found out she had the huge tumor at the top of her spine.
Love how Aisha spoke of how she was going to have tunnel-vision and focus all her energy on Emily's cancer treatment and her care. These two young ladies just re-new your faith in humanity. Such passion for life, courageous determination, and over-flowing love and commitment!! I'm SO very sorry that effing Cancer won in the end. Seems Impossible that Emily's vibrant life-force could have been extinguished.
I'm looking back over the blogs what fun Emily was, they were well suited. RIP Emily you were a star now your one In The sky shining bright like a diamond xxx
I'm going to say ... what an absolute pleasure it is getting to know you both. The maturity, the ability to invoke Tao into your life (positive/negative) and accept both as natural evolving through this life adventure you're both in. Credit to both of your parents for giving you both the gifts you are now sharing with us. Cant count 'em too many!! 👍👄👄🌷🌷👑👑💜💜
Aisha, I still hurt for you and wish so much that things had gone differently for you and Emily. Rip Emily, I miss your smile, lovely spirit, and positivity. You and Aisha were so meant for each other
Resting watching your life you where a good person who loved your wife and the world am not good but you make me try and get up and go rip angel you ok Alisa xxx
@@welshlad6427 No she does not. Aisha does not have a boyfriend or girlfriend, nor has she remarry . Aisha i'm sure is very happy being a single mum and i bet she still wish that Emily Hayward was here with her
Man, these two wonderful people are too young to have dealt with such a difficult situation. They're strength and grace under terrific pressures inspires me no end. Damn I wish Em and Aisha were still together. I hate cancer.
Emily was such a strong girl She appeared to take everything on the chin even though it was so heartbreaking what she was going through Aisha and Emily were great together, their personalities bounced off each other. ❤❤
Actually, one of the best books I've read is "The Gift of Tears". I wrote a thesis on grief. Tears of pain actually contain toxins! As opposed to tears of happiness & joy, which do not!! Crying is just one natural response to pain of loss. Nobody ever stops anyone from laughing at something hilarious. We're taught crying is unacceptable, a sign of weakness, etc. Really, they're there to help us process through sadness. Tears are ok, Aisha -- MORE than ok, sweetie.
Hi Emily, I do like your vlogs. your life is so different than ours. ya'll have some really nice looking food. hang in there as far as your cancer! we're praying for you! keep "sorting things out!" tell your girlfriend that it's okay to cry. it's so much more difficult to be the partner than the patient cuz there's no way to help the one you love so much! Both of you hang in there! take care!
Honestly that bit at the end with you two chatting in bed was so so touching raw and real. Out of all your clogs that was the most intense for me and real. You two are so honest and real it is beautiful and also sad that you are both going through this challenging time. I'm sure it has made your relationship stronger and brought you two closer than any other couple would ever have. Aisha leaking lol, is not a waste of time it is the opposite. The fact that you are holding it all in is concerning. It is your journey as much as it is your partners. Cry together and keep talking and if you don't want to cry in front of her because your trying to appear strong then make sure you are talking to someone else to get it all out. It will actually be better for you and your health to talk to someone and then you will be stronger for her. Sorry to carry on but I know how hard it can be on both of you, get your knees checked out I'm sure it's the weights, and look forward to your next blog Xo
Thanks so much for you comment... I think Aisha brings so much honesty which helps me open up more too. Your comments and feedback means the world. xxx
One side effect from Keytruda is joint pain Emily, I know a few people who have had joint pain, some so bad that they can't get out of bed. Don't stress, you'll be good! Love to both of you.
Super! thanks for letting me know this. I think maybe that could be the reason why. I will double check and maybe get some scans organised. Thanks for you comment cc
Em and Aisha are an absolute delight. Life was certainly better with Emily in it. Blessings to Aisha for her beautiful kind spirit (we should all be so blessed with an Aisha), Emily, and all their family and friends. OXOXOXOX
The only thing is that I have been training for 6 years and its so sudden. I think it is part of the treatment so I am going to get a scan just to clarify that it isn't any spread of the cancer xx Thanks for you comment :-)
Hello from Denver, Colorado, USA! Recently started following your vlog. Your positive attitude is so refreshing and inspiring!! Love you and Aisha together. You can see the love between you two. Sending healing energy to you! Be well! Diane
I have never seen such a strong person as you yes You have you ups and downs I really like the both of you you make a great pair but any ways if anyone can beat cancer it is you l know you can you seem to handle anything that comes way you are a true Champ
Hi guys, I agree with you over the knee situation! I also have arthritis and Crohn's and the treatment I was on (inflixamab) can cause skin cancer!!! Go figure😬. Anyhoooo every pain and niggle is a worry and Darren is more worried than I am. I find it's harder for your partner because they feel so helpless 😔. Oh well great to see you both smiling, take care Lotts x x
Yes I totally agree about our partners finding it harder. I think it may be the treatment that is causing my pains I will double check and get it sorted. How are you getting on otherwise? are you on any treatment at the moment? x
Emily you are more than welcome I have to say it one more time you are just something else keep in there Champ you are good at what you do so say good by to cancer you are in my thoughts
I've had cancer for nearly a decade and skin and bones at my lowest! You can fight this demon! PeeWeeToms is suffering severely with the worse type of cancer.. maybe you girls should reach out to a fellow RU-vidr who's days are numbered 😢
Clair 'life could not be better' she said on instagram that she felt overwhelmed with grief and sadness recently... she hasn't moved on from Emily's death and that's normal. Just because someone looks happy on Insta doesn't mind that's the case. Just bear that in mind x
time has passed so fast Em it’s hard to believe it’s been 2 yrs I just wanted to say Thankyou for all you’ve doneHave fun in Heaven god only takes the best Love your Australian friend Lee 🦋❤️💚🧡💛❤️💙🌈
