Cynthia Erivo - You're Not Here (Live On The Tonight Show Starring Jimmy Fallon) 

How are performers like Cynthia able to share such personal artistry without breaking down? I swear I won’t cry every time I hear this song and I still do - much less sing it. It’s years of training and a sprinkle of magic. Cynthia you are magical and magnificent. Thank you!

Ridiculously underrated. I am obsessed with your voice and presence.

Anyone who has lost someone will be floored by this song, thank you Cynthia for giving us all a voice. ❤

As a mother who lost a child, the emotional loss is unbearable. Thank you for conveying the insurmountable emotions through music.❤️

It’s beautiful to see how everyone connects with this song differently🥺 the song is actually about how her father chose not to have a relationship with her and how she has struggled to come to terms with that. I feel this song so deeply!😮‍💨

Cynthia Erivo is a huge inspiration to me and I WILL produce a song for her one day.

That's okay, if you need me, I'll be over here sobbing in the corner while I replay this video for an hour.

The vulnerability in Cynthia,her music and her voice .Just beautiful! 🥺

The most powerful song on the album. So emotional. So haunting. So real.

She is out of this world. Those emotions, the voice, her stage presence, the background, that dress!

The storytelling, the dress, the slideshow... I am transported.

wish you knew the person I am The way I hold my heart in my hands The way I sing like it's the air that I breathe People say it's everything I whistle still, crack my knuckles too 'Cause these are the two things you, you taught me to do They get on my mother's nerves, maybe 'cause I learned it from you I hope one day there's more for me to choose Until that day I wish this to be true When I run, I'm running to your arms And when I sing, I'm singing to your heart I feel you near in my moments of fear But when I open up my eyes, I see it clear It's only in my dreams that you are here You're not here Did you know I dropped out of school? 19 years old with a whole lot to prove Carried on through my doubts All to figure out Who I was meant to be Ten years later 29 years old Got my poor heart broken Did it over the phone Was in a hotel room And I was all alone I was alone I wanted to run, run into your arms And cry while you held me to your heart Feel you near in my moment of fear But I opened up my eyes and wiped the tears It was only in my dreams that you were here And now you're missing out On how I get to live the life That I forever and a day had dreamed about And it's a shame you won't be there, for the joy I've yet to share Because in spite of you I'm here oh yes, I'm here And I'm in love, and it's for real, and you'll never get to meet them But I truly hope you're happy where you are It's unfortunate we end before we start I hope you know I'll always love you from afar But I can't ignore the part That wants to run, run into your arms And sing until it pierces through your heart Feel you near in my moments of fear I know that it's a dream, and you're not here I'm holding onto dreams 'cause you're not here You'll never be here

For 2 years following the loss of my partner of 25 years I would wake up sometimes full of anticipation and love and joy and hope that he was here and that the past 2 years had never been. This song captures the journey I am now on to be the best I can be in honour of him and what he brought me and who he helped me become and will be. What.a.song. What.a.singer.

This is the first time I've heard this song. And Cynthia Erivo just made me cry.

am i the only one who got emotional the minute she opened her mouth! brilliant! ♥️

Still the best performance ever and she deserves a Grammy just for this song ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

this is literally a perfect performance...ive watched it 100+ times and still get emotional every time

This woman's voice is SOOOOOOOO MAGICAL...I love how she doesn't over sing any of her songs with all the runs and riffs, like so many of todays' artist. She's taken a page out of the old school singers book that a song should be sang the way it was written and should not be sang to the point that it's unrecognizable. Cynthia is AMAZING.....The voice of this generation that we need to hear on the radio all the time.

So good. I can't wait to see her as Elphaba in the Wicked movie

Wow. Those lyrics hit hard. Simple lyrics and yet so raw. Lost my mother too. 22 years later, it's still tough.

Avoided pressing play.. Lost my mom and every emotion Ive been holding in came out. Thank you Cynthia ❤

Sitting here sobbing. Such a beautiful voice 🥺❤️ She’s so underrated ❤

Beautiful performances like these don’t come around often true authentic artistry

It took me about a week before I could listen to this song without breaking down. Thank you Cynthia for sharing the beauty of you as an amazing human being and your enormous talent. Your singing definitely pierces my heart and you have a fan for eternity. Even my kiddos sing Glowing Up and Stand Up with me in the car! :) Much love!

tears... simply amazing vocals, great homage to her Mother yet absentee Father😢

Dedicated to Mother & Father in Heaven 🙏🏻♥️♥️ I miss you so much I always will… I’ll be seeing you ♥️ My heart is truly broken ♥️ Merry Christmas you were perfect parents ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

Such a beautiful voice. I can relate to this song on so many levels . Just like you my dad walked out of life. But I must say my mom showed me all the love I need and I love me and the man I have grown to be. Keep blessing us with your beautiful voice😍

The lyrics, the music, the voice, the dress and everything is absolutely stunning 😩😩👏🏻

She is criminally underrated.

I just discovered ta now that this woman can sing. What a beautifully crystal clear classic sound she has... God!

Going through a breakup from a 7-year relationship right now.. this song couldnt be more gut wrenching 😔

I cannot have enough of Cynthia. Even though I don't know her but I feel like I can relate to her. So powerful.

I am absolutely wrecked. I usually don't cry when I hear certain pieces of music (with a few notable exceptions), but I just can't help it. Everything came together in the most beautiful way that is both heart-breaking and uplifting, and right this minute I would give everything that I have to be able to see those that I have lost again. Even if it was just for 5 minutes, it would be worth it. The combination of this exquisite song, this beautiful woman with an angel's voice, and her stunning gown.........I just can't find the words to express myself. You are squeezing my heart, Cynthia, thank you so much for sharing.

Your voice is classic, beautifully controlled, silky-smooth, light and airy yet powerful, vulnerable, angelic and mesmerizing, honest and pure, never faltering...simply gorgeous. A lovely voice to match the beautiful woman you are inside and out. It's an honor to witness your beautiful singing and your work as a great humanitarian. Thanks for sharing you talent and gifts.

I've lost my best friend this year and my adorable Cat , everyday at the end of my work and meetings , i put this record and it takes me to them every time I'm listening to it ❤ We love you Cynthia ❤❤

Omg it’s not her vocals but the feeling I get while she sings so beautiful

Her voice is everything ❤😊

Your beautiful soul can be heard in your voice.

Delicately done to perfection, Cynthia, you are a blessing to humanity, that last run you did, is perfection.

Pure genius! She has the most brilliant artistry I've ever witnessed in all my considerable years on this earth. Like another commenter here I too am obsessed with her talent and genius. What a voice! One to rival Ella Fitzgerald and Minnie Riperton.

Lost my mum 2005...I always say even today in a 7 year marriage and 2 lovely sons..." grief still collects" I always feel life robbed me

Wow, so powerful, you can feel every emotion, every word spoken. This is just too beautiful, she’s such a classic. And out of this world!. ❤❤

I cant get enough of this performance T_T this is so moving and her singing is impecabble. The song is repeating in my mind for weeks now. Love you Cynthia

Ms. Erivo is a planetary talent! "Stand Up" is so powerful, and for me, personal - one of my great-great grandmothers was a freed slave - the life of Harriet Tubman remains hugely important for many Americans. SHAME on the "distinguished members of the Academy".

Cries everytime i hit play to this video

Here the writer is a Brazilian, born in São Paulo, and his song "Stand UP" is helping us to overcome this difficult moment that we Brazilians are going through, thank you for your music, get informed and help us spread it to the four corners of this world planet what is happening in my country. Thanks again!

So amazing😭❤I had to say something.Keeping quiet would be sinful

Oh My Goodness!! I Love This Woman!!❤❤

I was in literal tears listening to this❤️❤️❤️😭😭😭 she’s phenomenal!!!!

She's so many people integrated properly into one. She's elegant, personal, personable. Being herself fits so beautifully on Ms Erivo. The lyrics are personal & intense. Relevant to so many, yet personal for one

Debut album and already the queen of music 👑

I just watched “ Drift” I had a tear or 2 and then searching a little bit more about you I found this and then I heard you sing that song so I cried a lot more associating the song with the movie 🤦🏻‍♂️.. What a voice 🙌🏻

Uuuu uuu uuu😭😵the "and I m inlove and it's for real " part is everything🥺

My Goodness, this is becoming a nightly routine listening to this song. I love it so much. This performance was other worldly.

This song hits in so many ways. I feel it so deep. It’s beautiful ❤️❤️❤️

Who else cried watching this😢

Cynthia você é perfeita, sua música é incrível e sua voz é perfeita. Eu amoooo vc. Beijos do 🇧🇷🇧🇷

This song should have been viral ❤❤

I will NEVER recover from what I felt when I first watched this!

Mama you my EVERYTHING!! I have triggers and sometimes I have to stay away! Your the little ray of sunshine that peaks through even on my most cloudy day!😭. Decision I had to make and choices alone. I still stand Yes it hurts wondering what could be. I'm happy and content.. But Dam!!💚💚💚💚🦋🌻

She just gives us the message with such a stillness. What you feel is truly your own feelings and not because of her emotions but what the lyrics evoke in you.

What a gem..! Having listened to all other versions, I'm truly speechless. Thank you Cynthia Erivo, you're a true star ❤❤...

I Can relate so much to this song, that’s why it brings so tears to my eyes. Cynthia just makes it perfect, she has the voice, the presence, the emotions

The honesty and vulnerability is palpable. It's what a lot of artists lack.

Love the song. The lyrics were so emotional and real. Love you Cynthia.❤️

Omigosh. This is sooooo beautifully composed!!! THANK YOU Darling Sister!

This reaches down in my heart and hook on a memory that I value so much.

I have problem with my english...but i am so proud of you miss cynthia❤

painfully beautiful

Yes. I concur. Ain’t no way is an all time favorite of mine by the late Ms. Aretha Franklin ( original) I love Cynthia she has a unique soul. Great job Cynthia 💖💐💖

I’m In love I Just love this woman she’s so beautiful her voice goes right through my entire body she sings from the heart every time

I am crying… I felt every word… what a beautiful song ❤

Pure Brilliance

Lost my mom October 3, 2020 and the pain is still unbearable. Sometimes I’m so angry that I lash out…… even at my age. This song 🎶 was beautiful, but hurt like hell to listen to.

How beautiful is this song and the text, as well your voice and your Heart.

I LOVE THIS WOMAN!!!

Definitely a true star, no need to raise the voice to show how great she is.

Can we talk about that dress? Superb.

Recently know you and I am in shock each performance I Watch from you, thanks for that kind of beauty!!! Hug from México 😊

Es que ella tiene el poder de transportarte con esa voz, cynthia simplemente una locura recibe el cariño y el respeto desde el perú

And can sing anything. Yes truly unsung

Her voice is just perfect and she is so relatable. Wow!

So Beautiful….wow..

Oh Cynthia .. my heart 😭❤️

DESTINED FOR BROWN EXCELLENCE. MY. CYN. CITY. TU YO N ENJOY. YOURS. TU YO. 1

"its unfortunate we end before we start" 🥺🥺

Now that i have lost my mom early this year this song hits different 😢

❤️❤️❤️

She has a way of pulling your heart apart. Beautiful!!!

Cynthia, your singing resonates deeply. Your voice, tone, and the emotions you convey are truly captivating, leaving a lasting impression. Your talent is nothing short of perfection. Kudos to you! You are one of my favorites👏

Cynthia the STAR ⭐️ 💚 always a performance 💯

I know being in that moment was so emotional. Even the lady playing the big cello(not really sure of the instrument name) looks like she's bawling her eyes out up there 🥺

❤❤❤❤love this

Touched my ❤

OMG 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻

Just wow😢 ❤

I love iitttttt

Waw waw waw!!!! 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

This is probably my favourite song on the album

😭😭😭😭😭😭 beautiful