Everybody reacts to this saying its amazing and relatable and all. But I can't ignore the fact that the artist is in so much goddamn pain to be making stuff like this. I'm sorry :(
i love how 96% percent of the comments are people being kind and so pro-each other in the comments section. i wish that everyday life could be filled with people as lovely as the ones who have been so loving in this comments section, but i shouldn't wish i should start making it happen, right? everyone is treating each other as equal, we all understand what the common goal should be yet isn't. i really love the love.
“ I won’t be free until I die” this part hit me like a goddamn brick. It’s something I actually think about a lot. It’s like I’m being perpetually trapped in a cycle of feeling the worst I’ve ever felt for months and then feeling like I’m on top of the world, asking myself why i felt so bad before and laughing at how stupid I was for feeling that way. Now that I came back to a depressive phase I really started to think if it will always be like this i’ve really been wondering if I will ever be completely free from it , I just want to function properly I feel defective , I’m so tired of this, I only get one life why do I have to waste it like this.
I’m sorry you’re going through that. Thank you for sharing, you’ve made me realize something about myself. I hope you’re doing better now and days. Much love!
Exactly. Stay strong please, to anyone who can relate to this by the tiniest bit. Please remember that I love and support you, please please please take care ❤️❤️❤️
i seriously don't think there's any other band that make me feel so content with my loneliness. i'm glad to be so sad because it means i get to appreciate all of the wonderfully-depressing bands in life.
+Overclocked Sound Card nah, I'd rather not since im not into bestiality :33c if you think that's what a furry is you really need to get off the internet
i dont think the comments section is a place intended for others to tear down perfectly beautiful people, thanks honey xx (but also the fact you think its okay to tear someone down for your mere opinion on their physical appearance is disgraceful and honestly eye opening at how stupid some people can be).
the physical appearance of someone doesn't determine how they could be as a person, this girl could be a mass murderer or she could be mother Teresa in the making I don't know that by her physical appearance and im not dumb enough to form an opinion based on what I know about her (also she's not even close to a "fatty")
I really sympathize with anyone who relates to this and while my voice may not matter to any of you or you think your voice wouldn't matter to anyone else, just know that someone is there for you
I won't eat until you say that you love me, i wont sleep until you can't sleep with out me i wont breath until i take your breath away i want to be alone but i want you to stay i wont eat until you say that you love me i wont sleep until you can't sleep with out me i wont breath until i take your breath away i want to be alone but i want you to stay i wont be free .. until i die i wont be free .. until i die
I remember listening to this during a bad moment at 3 am and feeling something different and lighter like I could stare at my ceiling for hours and be content with life in a way unlike the rest of the time where things just feel like someone put a grey filter over life and things feeling heavy and then this just makes that feeling seem millions of miles away and things are light and free. I want to listen to this everyday for as long as I can I love it so much
I get really bad when I get heartbroken. I can't eat without getting sick for quite a few months. I'm going through that right now, and this song hits me hard. i miss sleeping with my other half
Hey, I hope that you are doing much better since you last commented this. Stay strong, and please take care of yourself. I care and love for you ❤️❤️❤️
this whole lyrics is so deep. "I wont be free" especially because it shows that he is willing to be a slave to this person that he wants to be with. He is harming himself and endangering himself just for someone to love him. He is willing to do that for the rest of his life just to not be lonely. It shows his true pain and what he's going through. There are 6 lines to this song but it hits so hard :(
For years I’ve always listened to this song thinking it’s from a romantic perspective, but recently I’ve separated myself from my abusive mom and it has taken a completely new form. Ive always just liked the way it sounded, but now these lyrics hit me to my core, they describe so vividly the feeling of needing love from someone who doesn’t love you . It hurts but it’s nice to know many people have felt similar things are we’re able to reshape them into art
Someone somewhere is gonna read a paragraph you wrote 4 years ago, when you were alone in your bedroom listening to this song... that is fucking crazy.
this is fucking beautiful. this doesnt even have nearly the amount of views it deserves. such a precious jem, so glad i found this. i fall asleep to this most nights, dandelion hands makes me feel so strange and i absolutely love it . thank you nick for calming me down
It depends on who it is. Some people could be a way of reducing "that" feeling, and some people are literally the worst type of self harm. This is literally coming from an introvert :')
i know its cliché but watching the person you love fall in love with another is one of the most painful things you can experience. i love her, but shes never coming back.
I started listening to this song (mostly Dandelion Hands) at ten years old praying to god someone would love me for me. Now im dating the love of my life but it isnt all sunshine and rainbows. I hope to whoever is reading this that you have an amazing life that you love and no matter what i support you and love you!
this song hits pretty hard when your lifes been nothin but a whole trainwreck, being practically betrayed by someone you trusted to death and not much later, worrying if your enough for someone else
I really hope things are getting better for you now. If not, I really hope they do soon. Just remember that it may not be your day, or month, or year, or even decade, but it always gets better someday and you are loved and you matter so much! ❤
There's something about this sort of song that, though they don't have a lot of lyrics, the 8-bit like sounds, robotic sort of sounds it, for some reason they are the ones that make me the most emotional. I want to find more of these sorts of songs but I'm not entirely sure of what other artists with a similar sound
Everyone is saying this is relatable, but this sounds like something my abuser would say as a form of guilt tripping. Or maybe they have at some point, and the memory is just suppressed.
this weirdly hits home in a really selfish and possessive way. because i'm bipolar i fixate on people and feel these things all the time whenever i find people that i just fixate on. it's terrifying and i hate it, but this song kind of calms me down.
I hope she's sound asleep right now.. and I hope he's up in the same mess I'm in. I hope her day went better than they have been going, and that his went worse than ever. I long to feel her embrace.. and his is nothing but a regret. I wish I could be there for her because I know she needs someone. I hope he's alone and hurt like he left me. I won't be free until I know she's safe, until he's gone, and until I die.
Well, he sleeps fine without me every night, I know I don't take his breath away, and he's sure as hell never going to tell me that he loves me. Guess that leaves me dead.
i keep going back to this song, i haven't listened to it in a long while but it's very comforting. it just puts me at ease. it's personal and raw, its beautiful
I sometimes wish i could stop breathing for just a day or two, then maybe someone would have an ounce of care about my well being. Maybe its better to stop forever. I wont be free.
My partner and I are going through some rough times, I literally couldn't eat because I was vomiting over the stress. I've been sleeping in hour intervals for awhile too because I miss them and over trauma of watching my best friend die recently. It feels so hard to breathe like I'm suffocating and I honestly don't know what I'm doing anymore. It would be so much easier to die but here I am listening to sad songs still alive.
@@ruby-yl8fe it's been 3 years since lol, that partner and I ended up breaking up but it was for the best. I turned 20 this year, I'm spending thanksgiving with my best friend, I'm going to college soon to be a nutritionalist. I've grown a lot in the three years and definitely experienced worse including a physically abusive ex. But I'm still here, and listening to the same songs that I used to listen to when I was sad reminds me that I got through that, and I can get through more. Thank you 💕 I hope that youre doing well, I love you
@@Melvas101 i’m so happy that you’re doing better and i wish you luck in college- always remember what an amazing person you are and how much time can heal.
Why is it that when youre going through a bad time with someone you love youtube always suddenly starts suggesting you sad songs to add fuel 2 ur fire.
I know someone with borderline personality disorder and they were really obsessive over their partner and I think if they heard this song at that time they would've said they could relate.
"I won't eat until you say that you love me" I need thay reminder otherwise I can't go on with my day happily. I want to hear it over and over till I can't forget it. But for now the forgetfulness will consume me until he decides to take my breath away again.
Is it weird that I can't relate to any music like this at all, but still feel it deep inside and feel emotions you can't express? I suppose i'll never feel love which could be sad, but I'll never experience feelings like this either which sounds like a good thing, but at the same time so many people go through this and I probably will never know and just be like "damn that sucks, dunno what you mean!".
gosh this song makes me a magnetic fucjfuck im sappy sad and happy. beautiful contrast and I love how the lyrics remind me of going through separation anxiety with one I truly miss.
i first listened to this about a week ago and my initial reaction was "uh... okay?" because of the voice - i wasn't expecting it. but i'm back here today, in the middle of discovering, listening to and downloading music from bands like dandelion hands and crywank, and i just realised how in love with it i am. it's been in my head for most of the day, i'm downloading it right now and i know it's going to help me sleep tonight. thank you for this music.
I never in my life ever thought id come back to this. Its weird to be writing a comment here since i never thought i would. Its like i never actually left its amazing. i love everyone in this comment section just as much as i did 4 years ago
anyone else get a feeling deep in your chest when you listen to nick? it's been 5 years i've been listening to his music and i still cant describe that feeling i get everytime i hear his music. heavy, but light as a feather. absolute legend, thank you for getting me through life dude
every time i come back to listen to this i get the same feeling i had when i was a terrified little kid and coming to terms with too much in my life.... not a lot has changed but i think im going to be ok eventually. if u read this i cant thank you enough for all of this beautiful music, it's helped over the years. i hope youre in a better place now too
I was feeling the happiest I've been in a very long time, everything was alright- I was talking with my family, spending time with them, even opened some early presents and just feeling so much safer than usual. But it's weird how after all of that, when I finally climbed into my bed, I felt my heart drop, almost like it was being held by chains which were slowly shredding it to pieces, and all of the sudden I felt the worst, most awful sadness within such a short amount of time. This has happened a few times to me, and I have to say it catches me off guard every time - the way I can feel so much joy and then, in a few short seconds, I can feel absolutely nothing at all. I turned to this song as soon as the feeling overcame me, and I'm glad I did. It comforted me as I knew this was the start of a bad depressive episode that I, once again, have to pull through. Thank you for producing such a beautiful song. Also, if anyone is still reading this, I'm so sorry, and I really hope you feel better soon. Nobody deserves to feel this way.
9 months without him... I've cried every single day until a couple days ago, and im starting to think ill be okay. Still pretty hard to get through this song... but I'll get there..
I was 6 months without him. My life was piece of shit - i was piece of shit. But he came back to use my love again and throw me out like a garbage. Now it's been one week. My life is piece of shit again. I feel like a piece of shit again. I guess it'll take years now. Crying.
Three years ago I was sitting in my bed alone for 2 days straight, I’d lost 20 pounds in a month and had given up. During this period I listened to this whole album, helped a lot because it made me realize I wasn’t the only one who felt to incredibly lost. Thank you 💕
Like the current of a river that gives you no chance to grab onto anything before it pulls you back under. Depression. It’s all incredibly hard, slow, tiring. Until you lay on your back and let the current carry you, going nowhere but enjoying the view.
its so refreshing to know at least someone understand the way you feel. When people confront me on my self harm issues they rarely show true understanding, but this song is able to translate something so difficult into music and its so so beautiful. Thank you so much for your music.
this is such a beautiful work of art but every time I hear it I cant help but think about how much pain the artist must be in to make something like this...
sugarpiipe well you stayed clean for what, like threeish weeks??? that’s way better than nothing! i’m proud of you for staying clean for that long!!! i believe in you, and i know you’ll be able to get through this.. stay safe 💓💓💓
luv how the synth sounds like someone hung up the phone on you after he says "i won't be free until i die" makes it feel so genuine, like i'm reaching out for help and being ignored. and gotdamn if it ain't true. I won't be free until I die.
i love your music so much, i listen to it when i get in a hard place, and your music always reminds me that life always gets better and i have to keep my chin up, smile, and keep going. thank you for everything.
This music is the only thing that brings my mind peace. But it makes me a little happy that im not the only one who loves this music. im in a difficult place right now.... i ran away from home to live with my boyfriend, But now idk how to feel about him... I always looked at myself as the type of person to not go so far. But here i am, In another school, No friends, No family... Just the music ive always loved. To all of you out there... Youre ok and there are people who love you. I promise...
Your songs are the only things that make me feel something when I’m numb. I fall asleep to them, no other music has perfectly described my depression like you have. Thank you, for making these songs and making yourself vulnerable to hundreds of people. Thank you for being alive.
I love your music sm thank you for making these, you're the best, i hope your pillow stays cold on both sides and your coffee makes itself in the morning
