Mass Respect to you buddy! I also suffer from Severe Depression and i know how hard it is to make any videos also especially when you feel so low and dead inside. Doesn't help when your not getting people watching also, it just makes you feel invisible, worthless & demotivated. I was also thinking of doing a video about this one day (I also have the same worry of people thinking i just want attention or to get views etc, which sadly some people out there do that sort of thing) as i have been suffering with depression and anxiety for well over 10 years & it just seems like its getting worse so i know EXACTLY how it feels & i have been on too many antidepressants, they just didn't help at all & i believe they made things worse. I have had many therapists and still am having therapy to this day! :( I think everyone is different though and it depends what type of depression they have so some anti depressants may work for them. But most people don't understand what it is to feel truly depressed, like some people who say they are depressed... but have only experienced it for a few weeks or months because they lost their job or something like that, which isn't the same as people who are suffering every single day with it for many years 24/7, constantly fighting their mind & negative dreadful thoughts. I can go on and on lol... :( Anyways again, big respect to you bro! :)
GREGNESS big respect for this comment my brother 👊🏻 it's a tough thing to deal with as you know yourself but it is fixable with the right help and if you speak openly about it which is fucking hard to do but it helps ❤️
Dang man, I'm sorry to hear you're dealing with that. Depression hits people in different ways, and each case is a case. I hope you can learn how to deal with it more overtime, cuz depression and anxiety are a noxious couple. I'm sure you'll be able to get through it dude! If you ever need to talk, feel free to message me! Hope you take good care of yourself dude, and find a way to get stronger in your weakest moment. Take care man! Cheers!