Dean Winchester | Inside of me 

I'm sobbing... I just wish I could give this man a damn hug. He's my freaking hero.

"You carry all kinds of crap you don't have to...."

also - Alastair's voice is so creepy.

I love this video. I think it perfectly describes Dean's struggles. It really shows how strong he really is and how he keeps fighting. I just think he needs a hug from someone every second of every day for the rest of his life to show him how important he is.

Best Dean Winchester study that I've ever seen, and I've seen a lot of them. I can tell I'm going to be watching this for a long, long time. You have an amazing talent - such a great eye for detail, and your editing is flawless.

you capture everything Dean has had to deal with for all of his life and it adds up to 'HE IS DEAD INSIDE' omg...amazing video

Really, really, good video!! The song is not over powering. Everything fits perfect. Love it! It has quality with the coloring and editing and sound. The video is put together just right to show how serious Dean's life is. I think its good for people to see something like this because Supernatural really is a serious show. And I think serious fan video's bring us back to reality.When you watch episodes back to back to back you get the feel of how dark and sad and serious Supernatural is. I love watching video's (and there are not a whole lot out there) that people make that are like watching a movie or an episode of Supernatural. Awesome job! I also really love your "I'm proud of us" video! Watch them all the time. Keep up the good work! Look forward to seeing more great video's!!

This gave me chills, your interpretation of Dean's character is so spot on. Amazing montage.

Another fantastic video from you! I love how you mixed old scenes with new ones...I really like that scene with Famine and how you blended scenes with Dean eyes in Hell and Demon\Dean eyes-just perfect.And that song choice..Amazing. Love your work! :)

Wow. I don't think I've seen a better damaged/demon Dean fanmade ever! This is absolutely fantastic.

What a beautiful video, this is spectacular god !

OH MY GOD, you already figured it out didn't you miss Alina, it's only going to end in pain and darkness for Dean isn't? Beautiful hauntingly made as always. U broke me while I watched this

omg I'm crying. this is absolutely stunning...the editing is flawless and it crushed my aching heart...you have really displayed Dean's struggles in his life. i love and hate you for this cause my eyes are still leaking little drop of salty water

i think you just broke me...im still crying i love this video you are amazing!

Damn.. I already knew the first minute and I knew that this vid will kill me. I had to stop it a few times. But first things first: The beginning is so damn amazing. The voiceovers you’ve chosen and the scenes.. Damn, my heart broke. “I am my own worst nightmare” etc... or “90 percent crap” - damn it, Alina. And your transitions... You are the queen of transitions. And you always choose scenes which aren’t overused or stuff like that. The mix between new and old scenes.. it flows so damn good. And the song.. goosebumps. And omg the mix between hell eyes and demon!eyes and the voiceovers.. the song.. Damn it Alina - how can you be so amazing? Tell me.. TELL ME HOW! I know how hard you struggled - that you thought this video isn’t worth showing it or stuff like that but you’re so wrong. It’s a tribute - it’s more than a tribute. It’s a masterpiece. And the Cain-scenes. The voiceovers... damn it... DAMN IT - I died. I died so many times. And tbh I totally feel Dean. I really do. I know how it is to feel inside already dead and all the pain... “I wish I couldn’t feel a damn thing.” - it hunts Dean. More than anything in the world. “You don’t wanna see inside of me.” - perfect song for him. So perfect. And damn it... the ending. His view.. oh damn it. How could you? Hm? Let me waiting so long was definitely worth it. And now I’m gonna rewatch it. I will definitely come back later to comment again.

I am weeping...... This is gorgeous and painful and don't be sorry it's 5+ mins long when it's edited this perfectly. Ohmygosh, SO MANY TEARS RIGHT NOW. A;SKDJFH.

1:25 "Ohhh God I can't do this! The FEEEEELSSSSS!" (Keeps watching)

This is truly beautiful. It's deep and heartbreaking and truly captures the dark torture that lives in Dean. This really touches my heart & effects my feelings! The attention to detail & editing skills are amazing. Good work.

this really is perfect sums up all dean's struggles and everything that he goes through u gave me goosebumps...so awesome (u got urself a new subscriber n fan)

Смотришь и понимаешь : вот он, темный Дин Винчестер. Вот он тот, за темной стороной которого скрывается сломленная душа. Вот его непередаваемые чувства, которые он всеми силами пытается скрыть. Спасибо за еще одно прекрасное видео.

I feel like you know Dean better than the writers sometimes, thank you for your videos, they're a gift 😉

Remarkable... again! Alina, I love your choices of juxtaposition between past and present, especially at "there is only remission and relapse!" then the breaking of the car window. Well done!

This is the best SPN video ever ! I'm speechless. I love your vids, keep going ! You're the best :) !

*cries forever* This was marvellously devastating.

Fucking stunning. God, what a brilliant character study that incorporated every aspect of Dean post-Hell and all the choices he made after because of that. Perfect, as usual.

I'm not crying, you're crying.

Alina.... wow... I'm speechless! This video is absolutely stunning! It's haunting, seriously... at some points it scared me your editing was so damn good! I loved it how you played with the colors and layers. And how the music and voiceovers went so well together. Damn, I loved everything about it! It's a masterpiece! Don't know what else to say! You nailed it, hun!

I love this so much! You literally have such emotion in your videos! You capture Dean perfectly and all the complexity! This is perfection (and I don't say that lightly)! 😍

This is so intense and easily one of the best spn videos I have seen so far! :O Your editing is just super artistic and your storytelling is beyond flawless. You captured Dean's struggle over the seasons so well.

This is such a beautiful video!!! Thank you so much!! My heart breaks for Dean and everything he's been through!

THIS IS... I DON'T HAVE WORDS FOR THIS KIND OF PERFECTION! You always have amazing Supernatural videos, this is flawless!

Absolutely stunning! I love your videos and all the creativity you put into them, but this one blew me away even more than the rest. You perfectly created a video that sums up all the pain and despair dean has over the years, and beautifully illustrated how much he tries to push it away but how much it actually has changed him. It all flawlessly goes with the song choice and images and quotes, well done!

This was amazing edit! Poor Dean, he deserved better..

idc how old this video gets this is one of the best dean winchester music video i ever seen the stroy telling is on point the music in the background brings emotion and what makes this video so dope its like a narrator talking whilr the story is being told

Wow that`s so good! Dark was always inside Dean, the Mark of Cain must had source from somewhere to be accompaniment for Dean. We saw this huge demonstrations of anger, violence when he come back from Hell. Since he took the Mark of Cain we can see his dark capabilities again. But I`m glad that he recently try to not to lose control :)

This video had me holding my breath. The editing of your videos speaks wonders. So well done :)

holy crap. you know I love your videos . You know how much I love them but THIS was your best video ever!! this is a masterpiece!! a perfect tribute to dean winchester!!! the VO´s, the scenes, the music. holy crap. I dont even know what to say because it was a total mindblow *_* you are really the best SPN Vidder!!!!!!!!!!! I am proud to be your fan!!!!

Your videos leave me speechless every single time. I see all these comments congratulating every detail of your video, but all I can say is: Wow. Absolutely stunning. You have a gift. You create a mood, you set an emotion, and you make whoever is watching the video experience every moment of it. Beautiful.

I not only did not feel asleep during watching ))), but I need rewatch it again and again, so... thank you

This was amazing oh my gosh. I'm just sitting here bawling my eyes out. I just want Dean to be okay for once on this damn beautiful show. I want him to actually feel something other than pain and anger );

Wow...I...that was amazing! I think this is one of your best videos yet. Incredible editing, and it really captures the meat of Dean's story.

u are so ridiculously good at making these video, got me crying everytime

The best Dean video I have seen yet.

Damn. Let me just say that I'm so utterly impressed by the quality and depth of this video. This is amazing. I got chills...

Wow! Such a great vid. The vibe and edit is so different than most videos I have seen. It really works great and shows the conflict Dean always has.

No joking when i tell you that i watched this video more than 1000000000 times 💞👌 You are SOOOOOOOO talented. And not this video only but ALL of your videos are my favs. Please never stop doing this 👍 Cheers from Argentina

HOLY! When i clicked on this video and heard the first sounds of the song i was like * omg it's s familiar ... * And then it hit me. I tried to vid this song with Sam a year a go. But i failed ^^ anyway .. i'd have never been able to create sth epic like you did here, Agneta. Seriously .. you totally nailed this! DAMN From the beautiful and smooth transitions over the fitting voiceovers that told your story so emotionally and supports the song so perfectly to the fast editing at the heavy parts. * bowing down * How can you think this would be "boring"? omg you're insane hahaha It didn't even feel like 5 min watching it. I was more like .. whuuut it's already over o.O Also i'm so in love with your colorings woooooah and this one is no exception

Holy shit. I found this video on RU-vid and I didn't think it would be so amazing. Some badass editing skills & brought out so much emotion - I love it. This video is truly gold. (I mean despite tearing my heart out and ripping it to pieces :,) I enjoyed the ride ;-;)

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! So damn good.

Thanks for making this and sharing, and thanks for sharing this song with me. It really touched me, and motivated me to do the right thing for myself. I've been through something traumatic, alot of hate and loss, and just today someone said I should get help because other's who didn't have killed people, lost all of selfcontrol. I'm scared of losing control... this makes me remember I need to get help to fix the mess inside of me, so that it stays there!

HOW DARE YOU MAKE SOMETHING SO PAINFUL?! This hurts so much inside, all the feels... LET THE TEARS ON MY FACE SPEAK TO YOUR TALENT!! T.T

MY GOD THIS IS BEAUTIFUL!! Seriously this is amazing, I love all of your videos and your editing, use of song, quotes and clips are just wow! xx

This is the best Supernatural video edit I have ever seen

This is amazing! It's like looking at a painting: words can't describe what you feel inside! It's just brillant!

This literally stole my breath away.

I AM SOBBING THIS IS JUST SO HEART BREAKING. THIS IS AMAZING THOUGH TY FOR PROVIDING ME WITH SOME FEELS

I can't breathe, that was fantastic! I was caught up in every motion on my screen. Way to go! I still can't believe your talent. You kill me again with the parallels. ugh.

Stumbled across one of your videos this morning and now im hooked. Great job! Truly great.

Это великолепно! Одно из самых-самых лучших видео о Дине, которое я когда-либо видела! Интригующе, захватывающе, пугающе, есть что-то, что заставляет внутри сжиматься в предвкушении и благоговейном страхе. Дин - мой самый любимый персонаж в сериале. Его образ невероятно сильный, за 10 лет он претерпел столько метаморфозов, сколько ни один не сможет вынести. Праведник Господень, в душе которого всегда была, есть и будет частица тьмы. "Метка может быть передана тому, кто достоин". Дин достоин. В нём достаточно скопилось этой всепоглощающей тьмы, чтобы Метка прижилась, стала одним целым с самим Дином. "Ты не голоден, Дин, потому что внутри ты уже мёртв". Фраза, характеризующая весь образ Дина Винчестера в целом. Его уже не спасти. Его тёмный Попутчик всегда будет рядом и забирать оставшиеся крупицы того светлого, что осталось в Дине. И Это видео невероятно точно передало всё, что вообще можно было сказать о Дине. Я аплодирую стоя, это невероятно; каждая секунда, каждый кадр неописуем. Выбор песни просто подходит по все двести процентов. Б Р А В О

This is incredibly powerful, I have goosebumps.

I love this video so damn much! That's not normal anymore but I can't complain. I just love the song, it just fits too well and I dunno how messed up that sounds but I can relate to some points of this edit. So yea, I guess that's the reason I come back like daily. This video is just awesome, and has some kind of darkness in it that I really like

Honey your vids become so epic gosh this is my favourite Dean video ever ! I had shivers all over my body and the music was so well chosen !

I cried like a baby. Amazing amazing video❤️

Love this! Absolute one of the most emotional Dean videos on RU-vid!

this is probably by far my favorite Dean W. video 2015 you made

This video is terrifying. I love it.

I realized how much I was like Dean forever ago, however, this video made me realize how much I was like him even more.. The inner struggles, the pent up rage.. practically everything (besides drinking and sex...) Anyway, enough about that. I love the video and it's so well done! C:

Guh. Kick me in the feels why don't ya...Amazing as ever! Thank you!

Oooooooh.... INTENSE!!! Beautifully done, and I love how it spans through the seasons, not just S9-10. Thanks so much for sharing!!

Excellent! One of the best I've seen. You have a talent for editing.

This is amazing! I'm in tears now, thank you for making this!

Another beautiful, perfect video from you. You do such good good work. I am constantly amazed at the talent you have and your ability to make me feel so many emotions. just freakin' brilliant.

This is incredible! Amazing character study!

Gah! I'm freaking out over how amazing this video is! Thanks for sharing your beautiful work with us!

This is an absolutely amazing video! great job!

¡Esto es impresionante! Felicidades, que talento.

omg i'm crying thank you so much for this video

How am I just now seeing this? Your editing is fantastic! One of the best videos I've seen.

Brilliant work. Had me in tears

I'm so so sorry I'm late. But sometimes I need to be in the right state of mind to watch spn vids, especially the emotional ones. But I finally saw your vid and omg what a masterpiece. I really loved that you edited all the seasons, because I haven't seen a lot of vids connecting what Dean is going through these last seasons with the first ones. And it's such a good choice you made, because obviously all is connected. This vid is just so beautiful and sad. It made me realize even more how horrible is Dean's life. What he has with his brother is great, but everything else is just so crappy :( You even succeed to made me feel some new horrible feelings (but that's a compliment ^^). the way you chose to edit Claire's scream was just so awful ! (it's still a compliment) Your editing is so fluid and very shot is so well chosen. And the voices-over ! So perfect! Theses lines from Famine fits so right (and they are such good lines !) Don't worry your vid isn't too long, not for me. At the end I was like "no, no, It can't be the end !" ^^ And your coloring as always is gorgeous

Damnn Deanie! Back at it again with all that sadness making me feel dead inside! :'D

wow I'm blown away amazing video, cried a little too

Wow, really good... no, awesome editing. You did really good work with this. Liked the song and I love whole video :)

This is my favorite Dean edit don't @ me

this is the most amazing edit I've ever seen

WOW! That was...wow...Spot on! SO GOOD!!!

OMG! That's awesome. I have no words.

WOW!...DAMN WOW! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! WHAT WAS THAT???! It was DAMN PERFECT! All these #feelings!! All the PAIN you put into it. WE LITERALLY FEEL IT! THIS OS TOO MUCH! THIS IS OVERWHELMING! :(((((((( THIS IS MASTERPIECE! YOU ACHIVED THE LEVEL OF PURE EPICKNESS! You're a genius. Thank you for what we felt.

Another fantastic job. It was beautiful. Thank you.

*breathless* wat alina. congrets on the 8k and may many more many many more. couse u are trully an artist i had to pause and look away but damn this one i have to say. the most profound one i could see from you jfc u know how i been i know how u been and this this speaks volumes. this speaks for itself this is raw this i i dont even. sorry i dont have words. this video let me breathless.

YOUR VIDEOS ALWAYS MAKE ME FEEL LIKE SHIT CAUSE THAT IS PERFECTION IDC IF THIS SENTENCE DIDN'T MADE ANY SENSE I JUST APPRECIATE YOUR WORK

This is really one of the best fanvid I've seen. Good job, keep doing it :)

holy crap this is amazing!!! great job

..... always epic #cry #sad #messy in my mind Thanks for that Love you...

That was so, so, good! Amazing job!

MY HEART HURTS

Gosh you do gorgeous work!!

Best video on YT

omg. truly remarkable.

God, I love this man sooo muchhh....amazing work! Thank youuu