SPOILERS FOR 15X20
You know what's okay? Nothing.
Guys, I think my heart ache. Okay, but before I ramble about finale, I want to thank you who still watch my videos. After finale aired I received a few very nice comments on different videos and they weren't even anything like "will you make a new one on finale?" (which also would be okay of course), they were just like hey, I watched a finale and decided to rewatch your video. It's so so nice, I was very touched. I know I've probably lost a lot of viewers due to my luck of my activity, but I'm super grateful for those who have patience and still check out my videos, thank you.
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Now about the elephant in the room. I'm gonna be negative, prepare yourself. I'm one of those who isn't happy about finale. I can see what they've wanted to say, but personally I don't like how it's done. And just in general, I think with the direction of last few seasons it was almost impossible to bring it "home" if you know what I mean. I think showing how hell looks like, how heaven looks like, who is God and all these high forces are, for me it's all been a huge mistake. Because in first five seasons you have this feeling that there's something so powerful out there that a person can't even imagine how it looks like (for example that's why angels needed "meat suites"). In this situation you really feel that boys are against something grand. And when I see that the hell and heaven are just some corridors why would I care about it or fear it? And God is just so little and pathetic that in the whole wide world he's obsessed with these two. And I think term family was pushed too hard also. There were lots of new characters and - either because the cast was getting on so well or because some other reason, - but the character could appear like 1 or 2 times and in the next scene brothers will yell how "this is family!". I don't know, maybe it's me, but I've always cared more about Jo and Ellen and Ash and Rufus ect way more than about Charlie, Jody, Donna and others.
Okay, I can go on about it forever. Gosh, I'm so upset about this ending. But of course the scene in barn was very good. The dialog was great, not too cheesy, but very touching and Jared and Jensen gave an amazing performance as always. I honestly thought I would handle it better, but I'm a mess.
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Don't think I'm that fast with making a video, I've been preparing it for a long time ahead and I have a couple more projects which've been waiting for the grand finale, maybe I'll upload them also, I don't know yet. It was pretty hard to do this video, because I didn't want it to be repetitive, but what you gonna do? Of course I had to use this final scene in all it's glory.
This is a huge description, I can't shut up. Anyway, thank you for reading it if you're reading it and hope you enjoy the video!
20 ноя 2020
