I'm crying! Dean is so freaking broken, with having watched his brother die like 200 something times and watching Cas die like a million times and watching his mom come to life but leave again and then come back, just to die. He has no hope anymore. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Jensen's accent was so prominent in the first seasons. I totally forgot just how much you could tell he was from Texas I love Jensen. He is such a beautiful actor 💔💔 When he said "How i feel....inside me...I wish I couldn't feel anything Sammy" absolutely broke me down to my core once again. I have said those exact words. He is so beautiful
"I let dad down...and now I guess I'm supposed to let you down too" Ow. My heart "I wish I couldn't feel anything Sammy. I wish I couldn't feel a damn thing" That actually made me start crying bc I relate to this man so much right here
I did this next to my sisters bed side before they took her off life support I sat there asking her what am I suppose to do without you how am I to take care of her kids how am I suppose to take care of our parents alone why do I have to do this alone I was begging for her to answer me I felt like I failed bc it was my job I felt to keep her safe and I didn't and I was the youngest damn why the hell am I watching this shit
What hit me hard was when he couldn't remember his own name. Watching yourself slip like that, slowly forgetting who and what you are. I know how that feels. Feeling like a failure when you can't remember the simplest details...