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I remember in history class in high school that my teacher showed some old news reel footage of the concentration camp victims. I'll never forget seeing their dead bodies piled in a heap! It still haunts me to this day!
I always feel like Sterling's closing narration alone makes this episode a must watch. "They must remain standing because they are a monument to a moment in time when some men decided to turn the Earth into a graveyard. Into it they shoveled all of their reason, their logic, their knowledge, but worse of all, their conscience. And the moment we forget this, the moment we cease to be haunted by its remembrance, then we become the gravediggers."
Seriously, his narration at the end of this episode and the much further down the line episode "He's Alive" are some of the BEST and most poignant statements made on this show.
And could very much be said now with people trying to excuse and justify the prejudice and hatred of the past and pretending that they still don't exist.
What makes it even more chilling is that most of our generation has completely missed the point of the lesson here. They're more than happy to repeat these same atrocities in order to be rid of all the so-called "Nazis", the "Fascists", and the "White Supremacists" they seem to see everywhere.
I visited dachau when I was in Germany. Just being there made me physical sick to my stomach. The amount of disrespect I saw from the other kids in my tour group was disgusting. They took selfies by the crematorium. I couldn’t even go over there. Just going to the museum was emotionally taxing. I don’t regret going though because it put a physical place to the stuff I had learned in history.
You can blame the youths of modern life... Where a selfie can capture a moment... But they never think of what that moment can be... Disrespect or "Making Memories".
Lutz's attempts to claim "I was just following orders" are bullshit from the get-go when we see him stroll around Dachau. He acts like someone visiting his hometown and seeing all his favorite places, reminiscing about torturing and killing human beings like you might recall a sporting event you excelled in during high school. It's grotesque and makes no doubt that he deserves his punishment ten times over.
It’s important to note though that many Nazis made that claim when they faced the Nuremberg trails. Yes it’s bullshit, but it’s an unfortunate reality that those words were said
I've been waiting for y'all to cover this episode, my jaw was on the ground by the end. I never knew Rod was Jewish, but through Google, I learned he was 15 when WW2 started, so he was old enough to remember everything! This was a tough episode to get through, but I'm glad Rod used his platform to bring awareness to such a sensitive topic!
Not only was he old enough to remember but he also was a WWII veteran, joined the army at 18 after graduating from high school. He trained as a paratrooper, was in combat in Airborne division while stationed in the Philippines. He earned serval awards including a Bronze star and a Purple Heart. He suffered from PSTD afterwards but writing helped him cope with it. If you notice many episodes have to do with war and he was an outspoken anti-war activist.
This is for my money the most horrifying episode of the twilight zone because it really happened. There were people like this in the world and may still be. That's what makes real terror, seeing the monsters inside of humanity
The most _disturbing_ aspect of this episode was the prisoner begging for water. I read that Nazi scientists would force prisoners to drink _seawater_ to find ways that seawater could be drinkable, but it failed every time. After a while, the prisoners were _so unbearably parched and desperate_ that a few would _lick the freshly mopped floors_ just for a taste of water.
The fact that the captain remembered Becker says a lot. If he remembered one man out of the thousands he tormented, he probably singled him out and tortured him worse than so many others.
My grandpa was a WW2 and his company freed one of the camps he never told me which, but he used to watch this episode a lot just saying at the end "he deserved worse" Rest in peace grandpa
I don't know what worse punishment that Lutze could've gotten but the way I see it his screaming in agony and torment was a taste of what he will experience when he spends eternity in Hell.
I wonder if my grandfather ever saw it, he never spoke much about his time in the military. All we have are photos of the more happier times and the knowledge that he requested people never to speak German in his presence.
I can feel empathy for why your grandfather might have said so. I wasn't there myself obviously but in one of the Holocaust remembrance museums here in America, I want to say the famous one near where (or in?) Lee Harvey Oswald shot JFK at the top of down in Texas but it could have also been in New York or Washington DC, I'm not sure. There though they had when I was a young man a cordon off set of TV monitors which broadcast either actual footage cataloginf the medical experiments being done on these men or video of them just after they were rescued which obviously they warn you should not look at unless you're ready for such. Needless to say if you ever need to establish just how awful it was look up such video. It is the sort of thing that I would never want to see again but I'm glad I did and has never left me. To describe what I saw as a skeleton with skin draped over it that yet somehow walked lived breathed and talked but mostly clearly suffered greatly barely does it justice. Needless to say what I saw were adult men treated like that who were still alive. If your grandfather saw such plus women and children in that state both alive or just as likely dead and violated in Grim horrific ways I absolutely can see where he would be coming from and saying he deserved worse.
And yet people today want to completely remove every trace of the bad in our history, and Rod's last line here is the perfect explanation of why that is a BAD thing! As they say, those who don't learn from it, will be doomed to repeat it!
Y'know, there's a webcomic I much enjoy called El Goonish Shive. Webcomics in general are started by amateurs who grow with the medium, so great change is expected, but I would say that EGS has changed more than most. But there's this one character who started out a throwaway and has lately become a key part of the extended cast, directly connected to several key characters. And when she became a main, the author discussed "fixing" her initial appearance. Because in her initial appearance, she said something highly offensive to gay men, and the author kinda wanted to go back and soften that initial appearance, get rid of the homophobia. Which I *strenuously* argued against. Because there's this prevailing idea that there's a list of Overly Negative Traits that the heroic characters Must Never Show. A hero must not be bigoted, for example -- must not be racist, or sexist, or ableist, or ageist, or the like. A character who displays such traits can never be a hero. But I think that's a dangerous way of looking at the negative traits... in large part because it pretends that the Good characters have never had to struggle with, or learn from, the bad traits. That only Bad characters, only Them, the Others, ever have those Bad Traits. This modern revisionism of history, where we throw out all the books that have elements that are unacceptable to modern audiences, it's more of the same. It's whitewashing the past, rather than teaching new generations how to contextualize it and learn from it. It's pretending that We are good and They are bad, and that by cutting the bad parts out of our history we can ensure that it doesn't affect our present. But the thing is, we all have that evil inside us, the potential to do great harm, and we need to be exposed to examples of the great harm that others have done in order to understand it *enough* to determine not to become such evil ourselves. And not to allow others to do it while we stand idly by and watch.
They need to remember this: history isn't here for us to like it, it's here to learn from, so that we may do whatever we can to prevent horrific events, like the Holocaust and so many other attempts at genocide, from ever happening again. And not only that, but to keep alive the memory of those who were killed in them. To erase any memory of what happened to them would mean that ultimately their deaths meant nothing.
On the idea that Lutz came back too Dachau due to deep down feelings of guilt, I don't buy it for a second, and I don't think that's what the creators of the show intended. Men like Lutz don't feel guilty. They can't conceptualize the suffering of others. And that's the point where a man ceases to be human, and becomes a hollow shell. He can only lay in pain weeping for how tragic it is that this is being done, to HIM. Poor HIM. He doesn't think he deserves any punishment, to him everything he did is equitable to stepping on passerby's foot, and how dare you ask him to say he's sorry. Because men like him don't know how to be sorry. They just go through life mimicking observed behaviors that they think will get them what they want. And if left to his own devices, men like Lutz will just continue going about the world taking and taking and hurting and causing incredible suffering for no reason at all, until he is stopped by outside forces. A hungry shadow that only knows how to sate his vices and get validation for his own self importance, and take and hurt and feed off of others in one way or another, forever, a parasite. This is why we need true justice. This is why men like Lutz need conviction and punishment. This is why we can never forget Dachau, and just how many Lutzes came out to the sadistic buffet of suffering to feed.
I couldn't agree more. Lutze was relishing in his past crimes while strolling through the ruins of the concentration camp. Even Serling had stated in the opening narrative that Lutze was a man without a heart. So how could he feel any guilt if he was heartless?
@@melissacooper8724 Completely agree with the two of you. Lutze had absolutely NO guilty within him, no feelings of empathy, compassion or any kind of humanity within him. He loved making the innkeeper squirm when he was forcing her tell him about the remains of the death camp at the beginning of the episode. And he was indeed strolling around the camp with a really horrible and twisted kind of pride at all the forms of human torture he inflicted on his fellow man. What's really sad about the whole thing is just how many Nazis were allowed to evade justice for their crimes because the U.S. needed the help of Nazi scientists during the Cold War to outwit the Russians. A real slap in the face to the millions of victims who were brutalized and/or murdered during the Holocaust. Powerful episode. Lutze more than earned his just desserts at the end of the episode, but if he thinks he has it bad now, just wait until he passes....As Becker puts it, Lutze will receive his final judgement from God.
I remember we saw this episode during 8th grade History class when we covered the Holocaust. Still gives me chills for both the subject and how Lutz reveled in his cruelty.
Vividly recalling the time I was at a relative's house on summer vacation, large gathering, and someone had put the tv on in the background, thinking sure, let's put Twilight Zone on, and then it was this episode. Cut to all of us in absolute silence, riveted.
Not going to lie, but it was this episode that freaked me out the most as a kid and even now. It amazes me how even today the message this episode brings is extremely poignant, and if we’re not careful we could slip back into the darkness that was those horrific days.
I remember hearing somewhere that Rod Serling himself fought in the 2nd World War, and it was his experiences that inspired a good chunk of the war themed episodes. He said it was a form of catharsis for him to write about what he'd seen and ensure everyone else would see it in his shows because he especially didn't want any of these horrors to be repeated in history.
Honestly, i believe all that torture was truly happening to him. After all, there are many a tales of vengeful ghosts who haunt their former tormentors, so yeah. Also, I don't believe the torture is truly completed, as he wasn't dead by the end. I think that all those spirits will continue to deprive him of his sanity for the remainder of his life, never showing him mercy and never giving him a moment's rest, just like he did to them.
It's episodes like this that show that examples of a dark past should remain in sight. If only to show that there are some lines that no human beings should ever cross.
@@DasKame Yeah I'd go with that one as well. It's just a bit better, and has somewhat similar subject material. Ultimately I'd say it's message is slightly more important too. Both are great episodes for sure though.
This type of thing is sad nowadays, at least for me in the US, the younger generations, but not all of them, are forgetting, they're in denial, some don't even believe the event ever happened, the suffering that happened, the blood that was shed, they joke about it, they mock their pain, they don't believe it, it's truly saddening that some would rather live in disbelief.
And given how there are many following a very similar figure to Hitler in Trump today, we have seen a full revival of the people that actually WISH for this torture and sadism and evil to return. Human beings have learned nothing.
I visited Dachau a few years ago. Walking through places like that really do change you. And while they can be sobering, terrifying, depressing or all of the above, I agree with Rod Serling's closing comments. No matter how horrible, places like Dachau should be kept standing "lest we forget." Plus jamais. Nie wieder. Never again.
The third and final story from the "Night Gallery" pilot movie, "Escape Route", is quite similar as well, with Richard Kiley as a fugitive Nazi hiding in South American who tries an unorthodox way to escape his past...and, like Lutz here, gets a brutal cosmic punishment for his crimes.
I really love this episode. It's definitely difficult to watch, but seeing Lutze get his comeuppance feels cathartic even watching it today, I'm sure even more so watching it in the 60s! Great review.
The TZ episodes where you had just the two character interaction for a majority were masterclasses in thespianism, and the actors perfected their craft therein: Death's Head Revisited (Joseph Shildkraut & Oscar Beregi) A Game of Pool (Jack Klugman & Jonathan Winters) A Nice Place to Visit (Larry Blyden & Sebastian Cabot) These episodes also showed the perfect marriage of brilliant writing and the actors who brought the written word to life. Bravo...just BRAVO!!!
I recently watch this episode to be prepared on what you're gonna talk about in this episode. And in a way, I think it serves justice for Gunther Lutze to be punished for all of his torture and pain he inflicted on to the people in the Concentration camp during his time as a SS Captain. Controversy, but a interesting episode.
Also, fun fact: The title comes from the fact that the death's head was a favored symbol of the SS, being a skull and crossbones ensignia printed on caps and uniforms.
This is my second favorite episode, after "The Changing of The Guard". It had great writing, a powerful message, a truly fitting punishment for the main character, and of course that amazing and haunting closing narration. The only reason I like "The Changing of The Guard" more is because its message is warm and uplifting; something we all can use in our lives at some point.
I guess "Deaths Head Revisited" and "The Changing Of The Guard" are mirror type episodes. While Lutze is a cruel heartless man who liked to inflict pain on others Fowler is a compassionate man who wanted to make a difference in the lives of others. Even though they were visited by the ghosts of their past Lutze was punished because of his cruelty to his victims. While Fowler was praised for his inspiration for his former students to be better men.
Honestly the entire twist section is full of horrifying revelations from Becker being a remnant of Lutze’s evil actions to Lutze going insane after he is forced to confront everything he did
"Becker? Becker, I...I did kill you. I killed you..." "You killed me the night the Americans came close to the camp. You tried to burn it all down. You tried to kill everyone who was left. In my case, you succeeded."
My grandfather served in WWII. He fought through France, Belgium, and Germany. He was wounded twice and spoke of his service as merely being a grunt that did a job not too many people could do. He never lost sleep over the enemy. But he liberated Buchenwald and that place absolutely destroyed his spirit. It took him almost 60 years to talk about it and he only did so to me and that was after I had done two combat deployments. He particularly spoke of the smell. I’ve smelled death and it is one of the most unpleasant smells I’ve ever smelled. And that was only one corpse. I can’t imagine how overpowering the smell of hundreds of bodies stacked like wood could be nor would I want to. My grandpa died in 2008 at the age of 85. I hope he is at peace wherever he is.
The problem with obsolete is the party man is a coward. He was just as likely to face death holding onto his convictions as the librarian. If he did, the "moral" falls apart
This is one of the most horrific episodes I seen. I was amazed how much sterling got away with and the fact it was on live television. I think they did a great job on the episode.
0:05 Actually "Twilight Zone" was never aired live. A few episodes were shot on videotape, and the rest were shot on film('Deaths-Head Revisited' was one of the latter). I do agree that 'Deaths-Head Revisited' was one of the most powrful episodes of the series, with an evil individual being punished for past misdeeds by being deprived of his sanity.
Like most actors playing Nazis, Oscar Beregi was actually Jewish. Joseph Schildkraut, who played Becker, while he never experienced Holocaust personally as he had moved to America long before it, had lost alot of family members in it.
Minor correction but I noticed you mentioned at 6:02 he was hiding in South Africa but iirc in the episode he mentions he was hiding in South America (like many Nazis did after the war ended). Great video either way though one of my favorite episodes of all time.
I like to think it was his guilt that drove him insane if only to show that even in the most soulless of men there is a ember of humanity even if it only ignites in the twilight zone
Fantastic episode. Lutz is a fascinating character - a lot of that down to the performance. I love the way him and Becker play off each other, not to mention the location is so atmospheric its like a character of its own. This is one episode that crosses my mind a lot. Not my favorite but probably in my Top 5.
This is definitely one of the darkest and eeriest episodes I’ve seen so far and it was great, Holocaust is one of the worst things that happened in history and I’m very sorry for the family and friends of those poor people that suffered and died from that heinous tragedy, Great job as always Walter and looking forward to going deeper into the twilight tober zone. I hope I didn’t upset anyone.
This episode reminded me of when I went on a field trip to visit a holocaust museum as a kid. To be in that cattle car that people like me (religiously speaking) were forced to suffer in while I could go walk freely still feels unsettling
Those kinds of remembrance trips are needed more and more these days. Too many people have started to jump back onto that course of unearned hatred and blame for entire groups. People trying to make a better lives for their families, and the people trying to escape persecution in their homeland. We’ve spent the last 30yrs demonizing them and even changed how we talk about them from “refugees” to “economic migrants;” like we would do any different if those were the horrible burdens we were born into.
My old high school would take all the senior classes on a field trip to a holocaust museum, it was mandatory. The older I get, the more I appreciate how they did their part to raise awareness.
@@cjwrench07 Leaving a country because you are poor doesn't make you a refugee. Refugee status is when you've lost your home and LITERALLY have nowhere to go. Likewise, moving from a neighborhood of gangs doesn't make you an asylum seeker. That's for people wanted by authoritarian governments. I'm all for helping people in need, and for expanding immigration services, but it's not fair to expect border towns to share the whole load. "Sanctuary cities" need to put their money where their mouth is and help out. And immigration laws still need to be enforced, just as they are in virtually every other country.
@@Regfife “Sanctuary cities” and others states far away from the southern border, since your talking about the US, is where the the majority of successful refugees applicants and people waiting on asylum decisions end up living. Illegal immigrants *in the US* are also 60% made up Europeans citizens here on expired visitor or student visas, and purposely live in European-American majority districts & cities (like in the Southern US’s mostly European-American suburbs that used to be redlined against minorities.). That’s because they know it’s going to be super rare that “immigration patrols” and stop checks are going to be performed in European-American majority areas, because of the obvious racial context of the dog whistle anti-immigration politicking. It would help if you looked through the Us Dept. of Immigrations statistics, without your previous biases, to see the real picture. It’s kind of like refugees don’t like living where they are treated as second class citizens by the police. The ones caught in Texas as usually habitual movers across the border *who work in Southern States where doing jobs locals won’t* The last time southern US states started pulling their victim cards, hundreds of millions of dollars worth of crops were left on the fields, because those immigrants were the only ones willing to work the illegal amount of hours to keep your access to underpriced fruits & vegetables due to their exploitation. There are literally zero Americans willing to work for what is essentially $3/hr, 18hrs/day, 6days/wk in the middle of muggy summer, *handpicking* almonds, oranges, Apples, strawberries, watermelons, asparagus, pineapples, etc…. Hell, just getting a citizen to sit in a tractor for 12hrs a day, for $7/hr, harvesting potatoes, carrots, corn, etc… is nearly impossible too. Because those are the needs of the industry to keep US food prices from reflecting the reality of the hard labour that goes into providing cheap (and +50% wasted) food products to US supermarkets. That’s not even counting the horrid conditions working in a cage-poultry/pork industrial farm is like. After all this. Honestly try to tell me, if your area was absolutely controlled by gangs. Mostly funded through the insatiable appetite of American Citizens for pure Cocaine. Would you stay and try to raise your family there ??? Would you have any hope for the future of your children growing up in that area ? Especially, if you have a prepubescent daughter who a gang leader has taken a liking to, or by the age of 8 (with her mother) has already been sexually assaulted in front of you; and you were threatened with the death of your entire extended family if you went to the corrupt local police ??? It’s the same in Latin America as it is in Lebanon, with Hezbollah controlling the multi-billion dollar option trade into Europe & Russia. Drug Gangs *do not want economic stability or growth* and actively battle against it. They know once people have a choice between forced working for them, or having a regular safe life. Everyone, but the sociopaths, choose the stable life where everything is what we consider normal. That’s all these people are looking for. Stability and a life not worrying if the knock on the door means a night of abject terror “to send a message.” We literally created the power dynamics in most counties to put south, both through our paranoia during the Cold War(when we overthrew democratically elected governments for military dictatorships; and Nixon’s *political decision* to create the War on Drugs to demonize his political enemies (which has only handed gangs worldwide hundreds of billions per year instead of the Roosevelt & JFK way of treating the real problems that lead to addiction & drug abuse.)
@@cjwrench07 Reposting because the last comment got eaten...I checked your "60% from Europe" statement on the Department of Homeland Security's website (I tried to link to it, and I think that's why the last comment got eaten), and the highest number of illegal immigrants, by far, have been coming from Mexico. No European country is even in the top 10. As for sanctuary cities, DC mayor made the news for saying "we're not a border town". Right now self-designated sanctuary cities are feeling the load, and aren't happy about it, while the border cities are saying "told you it was bad." Regarding illegal immigrants doing what citizens won't do, iright now it seems a choice between continuing to exploit people who will work for un-livable wages, or hiring only legal residents, raising wages that will attract them, and maybe the rising grocery prices will encourage parents to kick their lazy kids out of the house and get to doing those jobs. I'd prefer the latter option, even if it means higher prices. Your points about what migrants are running from reinforce my point about expanding immigration services. What would I do if I was stuck in one of these third-world dystopias? Sure I'd want to move to a place like the USA, but I'd prefer to go in through the front gate, so to speak. I'd rather not trust my family to smugglers, nor would I care to be evading the authorities once I got there. I also wouldn't want a porous border letting in the kind of thugs I was trying to escape from.
In earlier episodes you said that totalitarianism, and autocratic, tyranic governments appeared frecuently in Serling's stories. Learning that he was a 15 year old jewish boy during WWII, I think I understand why. It's surprising this episode is not more well known in pop culture. Through your Twilight-tober Zone episodes I've come to at least have a hint of all the episodes to this point and, so far, I find this one to be the most powerful. One would think an episode like this would be up there with the most known like It's a good life or Time enough at last.
This is actually my favorite episode of the Twilight Zone. And in today's age when we're trying SO HARD to pretend the Nazi party didn't happen, Rod's ending narration is needed more than ever.
Agreed. What's disturbing to me is that there are people now who want to be Nazis. What's worse? Pretending it didn't happen? Or wanting to be a part of it?
Unfortunately, the people who need to learn most from episodes like this just don't. It's why the Holocaust is being skipped over in classes, why there's vehement deniers of it, and why there's people who still say things like "I can't believe they'd do that!" Just as someone with a heart as black as Vanta can still have some light somewhere, a person with a heart as bright as the sun can still have those sunspots. Trust no one wholly, but learn where those lines are. Naiveite is the worst perpetrator for evil to happen. That, and doing nothing.
This episode is unique as, though it is part of iconic American TV series, none of the actors appearing in it are actually American. Oscar Beregi was Hungarian, Joseph Schildkraut was Austrian, Karen Verne was German, Robert Boon was Dutch and Ben Wright was English.
This is always one of the toughest episodes to watch. Considering it deals with the Holocaust, what was done to the prisoners of the camps & that actor Joseph Schildkraut survived these events makes the story even more tragic. Rod’s closing monologue is so poignant though I’m sure there are lots of people who would disagree the abandoned camps should stand due to the dark legacy of the Nazis’ deeds
Schildkraut left Austria and moved to America in 1920, so he isn't a Holocaust survivor. Robert Clary, (a French Jew born Max Wiseman) who played Corporal LeBeau in Hogan's Heroes was a survivor of Ottmuth and Buchenwald concentration camps. He had a number tattooed on his forearm.
This was one of the first episodes I saw during a marathon on Sci-Fi. I had just learned about the Hindenburg and, because I knew almost nothing about Germany, I went down quite a rabbit hole. So when I saw this episode for the first time, it gave me chills and a feeling of absolute disgust at what had happened to those poor people.
I was just following orders is not and never will be an acceptable excuse to do something terrible. All it is, is the refusal to think for yourself . Always ask questions never allow anyone to turn you into a monster.
@@melissacooper8724 They claimed that they only stormed the Capitol because Trump gave them clearance. And when he ordered them to leave three hours later, they did so like mindless drones.
Karen Verne, who played hotel receptionist, came to America escaping from Nazis. She eventually married another legendary actor who came to America escaping the Nazis, Peter Lorre.
I like Schilderkraut’s powerful final monologue where he tells Oscar Bergei’s Lutze that this punishment isn’t intended as vengeful/vindictive, it’s meant to be karmic for the horrible actions he committed
Having lost family in those camps, this episode was a tough one to watch. But it needs to be seen. Rod Serling’s closing narration is a lesson and a warning.
Additionally, when the episode was filmed in 1961, Dachau was still in operation. In the post war years, it was used by the Allie’s as a prisoner of war camp, ironic indeed.
This one hits home .. my grandmothers second marriage was to a german in the 60s (we later on found out he was a Nazi) Story tells one by one 3 of his 4 kids died violently and from weird accidents.
I wish the perpetrators of the Holocaust that lived met the same fate of Lutz this episode an impact on me and Rod Serling closing monolog is one of his most important
The thing is, Lutz turned out to be a human being with a conscience after all, because it was all in his head. Becker and everyone else he "saw" were just manifestations of his own subconscious. Everything "Becker" said to him was his own guilty conscience talking to him, and all the pain he felt was psychosomatic. So he really wasn't as cruel and heartless as he pretended to be, because a truly heartless man wouldn't have dreamed up Becker and the others the way he did.
In the years when I taught a class about anti-Semitism and the Holocaust, this would be my main example for talking about the art that came out after the Holocaust. I would show the students this full episode and then we’d talk about how they felt on how the episode addressed the topic of the Holocaust. Wonderful review Walter.
What makes this especially not the case is the whole point of the story, which is the fact that the caption did what he did because he was a sadist. He got away with torturing millions of people in the most atrocious ways imaginable for years. This wasn't about differences in politics or ideals. It was about when, as Sterling himself said, men decided to turn the Earth into a graveyard.
Why would he want to go back there? If he has an excuse for what he did -- "I was just following orders" -- it necessarily means he wants to disown it. It's hard to imagine him wanting to go back even if he had been a gleefully sadistic commandant. I can't get past this threshold plot hole which makes the rest of the episode seem like a setup.
This episode is so hard to watch that this synopsis is hard to get through. Amazing to think that this story's main character is nostalgic for things that most of us can barely stomach watching