Its interesting finally people are making sense of it all. There shall be no self judgement, there is no me, there is no her, there is no him. It is self that needs to be whole for the rest to make sense.
I had a strange dream last week I thought I'd share. I've been on my tf journey a very long time, about 10 years. I've been in separation for a long time. I've moved on from it, and I have found such peace and love within myself. Im content and happy. I am seeing and enjoying nature this summer like I never have before. It's as if I have new eyes to see. So here's the dream. 'My hand was stuck in a box, and I couldn't get it out. There were 2 venomous snakes in the box. They looked like cobras. If I dont get my hand out they would bite me. I struggled and cried for help. People stood in the distance, but they weren't fazed by my scream. They just stood there. I felt the snakes moving around. I was so scared. I tried pushing them down to prevent the inevitable posinous bite. But suddenly, it happened 3-4 bits in my hand. I knew my time was short now. I screamed and cried and begged. Please, someone help me. I'm going to die. No one came. Just the outline of people standing in the distance. Everything started to change to a blue color, and it got darker and darker. I was dying.' That was the dream. I am someone who is gifted with vision and out of body abilities. I know this dream means something because it was so different. So I did some research and got brought back to twin flame again and the kundilini and the 2 snakes. I would like to think it means ego death is finally over, lol. but it's interesting so I thought I'd share it.
I too had a dream about 2 snakes. I was standing on a balcony looking down into a koi pond far below. In it were two coral snakes, also poisonous. Only instead of red meets yellow, it was red meets gold. They slither out of the pond and start climbing the wall towards me, growing in size. By the time their heads crest the balcony rail, they're monsterous in size! They look at me, I'm frozen. Then I woke up! I too think this is TF kundalini energy.
Very informative video as always. I have reached the point, after hours of inner work each day in solitude for a year, that I feel very content within myself. I don't even want DM back at this time because I still have work to do. No soulmate either.... I am neutral and peaceful, and wouldn't want anything disturbing my pea!ce. This is my journey. I do hope DM is healing his core wounds, however, for himself. A year ago I never thought I would reach this point.
I saw a cool video with a visual of the triangles and The 5th dimension in between them and how they distort at the bottoms when you have fragmented unintegrated parts, and the scale of consciousness I think it was. Sometimes having visuals really helps understanding the whole journey. I'm now at the point of really being set free to go inward even more after finding out he got married. The loitering around energetically hit a new wall after seeing that.
Does the DM go through Kundalini at the exact same time or does it start after the DF loves herself and surrenders and turns away from the DM and stops chasing completely?
It's interesting how we all have different thresholds of what triggers us to go deeper. I always said that if I saw he got married then that would be the end of it, but I recently did see that he has a wedding ring on, but I obviously still have feelings there. But what I think happened was it showed me how long I've been looping because in ways I've been consciously and unconsciously waiting to see what would happen with his relationship, as opposed to fully surrendering and letting go because at the end of the day we don't know who these people actually are (true twin or not) but if they are continually triggering us then it's something to let go of and work on even more. It doesn't matter who the person is if they are not in your life and serving you you need to go inward and focus on what makes you decide to commit to someone energetically and see why you are abandoning yourself.
@@PatriciaSmith-bb1tq what you're saying is not what I'm saying I think you misread it. I never once said you are abandoning yourself by going inward. I've been on this journey for a very long time and I've watched a lot of videos I'm just saying I've gotten to a point where there's no need to invest in him anymore in the 3D way
@@PatriciaSmith-bb1tq I never ran to someone in a marriage he got married like this spring or something I have known him way before he knew the lady. I don't even text or interact with him I just see him randomly at the store. I know what I'm talking about this isn't an argument. I had a brief relationship with him I had sex with him I went on dates with him we stayed in touch sort of but then we had separation but then he got into a relationship with someone else but we would see each other in passing, in public, blah blah blah and I'm saying now after I see he actually got married to the lady it's one of those deals where I was like oh that's the final straw type of feeling.
the expectation of someone else' role in a relationship is the lack mentality they speak of. Many days of worry only brings more worry. One moment of belief will always bring more belief.
Ths is sch a mystical journey.. One feels totally at loss at times despite all the bslancing bt almost all the channels wich giv information about tfs are only providing superficial information and each one asks to join their courses only.. If ths is a spiritual journey thn y the main tools and techniques are always saleable.. And at times it gives a fear energy that one wont be able to balance energy and come into union if deprived of these tools. Its not affordable by everybody.
You always have the option beautiful soul there is free content on my channel every day if you want to work deeper with me then you pay for my time and expertise. There is something for everyone
