Draw My Life | Emma WhispersRed | ASMR 

I'm not really sure what to say here! Other than I hope that at least one person gains something positive from my life experiences. This video kind of signifies a closing of a chapter and the start of a new for me. I hope you can join me on the next leg of the journey. The story I promised to tell a long time ago is at the end. If you can make it that far, here is your medal! 🥇 with love, what else is there? XX Emma XX

"But don't worry, she grew up to be extremely boring and unattractive" Dang Emma I didn't know you were such a savage

"Everyone has a chapter they dont read aloud"

Your story was better then some Netflix original movies. Thanks for sharing.

Wow. Emma. What a story. This could 100% be a best selling book with a soft spoken audio book to go with it. Incredible. Thank you for sharing!

i laughed so loudly when i heard you say "don't worry, she grew up to be extremely boring and unattractive."

“Learn to control empathy”......priceless advice for people like us.

You sound like the perfect mother. I love my mom but she’s not as gentle and soft spoken as you are Emma. Sometimes when I watch your videos I imagine my mother is you. Don’t ever stop.

"I found you guys". And we found you Emma, and you're amazing xxx

i want this in movie form

I cried after hearing you and Nam reunited. Your story was very inspiring and I’m so grateful to have discovered your channel!!! I just lost my mom to cancer this year and I feel like you’ve really helped me heal and feel cared for like my mom used to do for me. I’m sorry to hear your mom wasn’t a positive person in your life. You’ve changed that pattern for your family! Thank you Emma ❤️❤️❤️

“I love you, I just don’t like you” Oh Emma.. no mother should ever say this to her child :( I like you very much ❤️

I love how your story doesn't end in a separation which dives into divorce. You actually did what a separation is supposed to do; find yourself in the mess and put yourselves back together, then resume. You are so strong, girl! And Nam sounds like a great guy. Your story is beautiful!

I'm not crying, you're crying. 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️

Oh yes, being called ungrateful for not keeping quiet about poor treatment from a parent. I know it well

When I saw the time of this video I thought I'd watch a few minutes and that was it. I ended up watching the whole thing in one sitting and my DVR is still on pause from whatever I was watching on TV. You are amazing and now I understand why you are so good at what you do. You took the childhood pain of your mom and turned it into helping others. Basically you're giving us what you didn't get from your mom. You have a nurturing spirit and it all makes sense now. I completely agree with life troubles preparing you for the next chapters in life. You are a Godsend. God bless you Emma. You are adding years to millions of people's lives by helping people cope with anxiety, eliminate stress and relax. I wish you all the best and feel even more connected to you now that I know your story.

I'm so happy you and Nam found each other again in the end!😭

This is so raw, emotional and vulnerable. I can't even express how much I respect, love and appreciate this and you. This has helped me heal, like all of your videos, and I think it's truly beautiful.

Once it hit about 50:00 I could just hear so much relief in your voice and it make me tear up omgosh

It's amazing how malicious, toxic, and just plain evil people can be. I'm glad you've been able to overcome all the difficulties and set boundaries with those people.

12:08 So sorry that your Mother said those things. Even if she was under stress that is NEVER acceptable to say to your child.

Burst into tears at the comment your mum would say to you. It's as clear as day my mum saying that to me, exact same wording. Broke my heart.

It’s been a year and half since you released this, but I just now watched it. I had no idea that you’ve been through so much! This really moved me. I could feel your pain. I think a lot of us have been exposed to toxic family/friends and have suffered narcissistic abuse (Including me). I’m so happy that you had your awakening and were able to start your healing journey. I’m so happy for you. You are a beautiful soul. Thanking you for all you do in the tingle shed and for sharing it with us! Much love to you and your family! ❤️❤️❤️

Emma, I'll never forget my 3rd grade teacher... Sister Bernadette AKA Sr. Hates Kids. She used to beat my hand with a yardstick..i am a leftie and she said she'd "beat the devil out of me". I never understood why she hated me so, but thankfully I had other teachers that were wonderful. I was also bullied mercilessly by other girls...you know why?? I developed early . I got my boobs by age 10...my period at age 11, and these OTHER GIRLS bullied me for having my period. My period! Something they'd one day get too! Why girls are so evil towards each other I'll never understand. *I'm also born in the late 70s.

THE END OF THIS VIDEO MAKES ME SO HAPPY!!!! It is so amazing that you and your love were able to work everything out and didn't throw the towel in. I had such a bad day and seeing the end of this video just turned my day around and made it a good one. You're an amazing woman, Emma and you continue to help and inspire me everyday.

I truly admire you Emma. It's not easy to be such a kind and strong person after so much hardship. Please don't ever stop making videos, I watch you every night. I hope to visit your beautiful place when established. I just hope it's not out of my reach because I'm also good at being poor Haha

Write a book, write a book, write a book!!!

Whiteboards, a left handed persons worst nightmare

Literally my mum has narcissistic tendencies. Stopped me from seeing my biological dad and therefore I lost him. He’s dead now. It’s horrendous. I felt every word of yours. Every single word. My brothers the favourite and I can’t be myself around them all. I have to conform. my channel is my sanctuary!!!!!! So I feel you!!!!! Sending love my British lady! (Nottingham girl here) xox

dont feel bad, i have a mother who has told me on multiple occasions that she hates me. and everyone thinks she's just wonderful.

"and if a double decker bus... crashes into us...." Our music libraries are smiling at each other.

Sweet Emma, thank you for trusting us enough to share your beautiful story. I normally am asleep by the end of the video, so I never comment. I was so enthralled by your words, and cried several times (mostly happy, but some understanding tears). I just really wanted to thank you from the bottom of my heart for all of the relaxation and calmness you've brought me, and I am so so happy you have found peace with your journey and your life. Thank you ❤

Im only at 12 minutes in, but the stark comparison to your relationship with your mother and your family to my own is shockingly similar, I had to pause a write something. My mother literally said the exact same thing to me as a child (when you said it, it sent shivers down my spine) and never did properly bond with me. (I have since found out that she has Narssassitic Parent Disorder) going to continue listening to this video, but I wanted to thank you for sharing your story with us. xxx

Screaming at the phone "me too, me too" and "you're not alone" I love our little ASMR gang! Xxx

Your life makes me realise how uninteresting mine has been to date! I think you are incredible and an inspiration xx

When this video popped up on my subscription feed I was like "oh no, an hour and 14 minutes, I'll never make it through." And here I am, what feels like a blink of an eye later, done watching your very brave presentation of your life. Thank you for sharing this with us ❤

as a daughter of a narcissistic mom i am so glad you shared your life with us and with me. i always feel like a crazy person when i try to describe my family and my mom. your ASMR videos are some of the only ones that calm me down and help me sleep. Thank you Emma

This was so beautiful. I'm three years late but I watched the whole thing. We all love you so much Emma.

“Child protection is the #1 priority” PERIODTT

10/10 would go to the tingle retreat. Who's with me?

With this I realize that people who are most hurt end up being the kindest and transparent people you could ever know

I’m like Emma in a way. Music and band is my life and I can’t imagine life without it. My life would be so boring without it. Btw I was shocked when I found out that Emma’s hair isn’t naturally red.

I have had similar issues with my aunts since my mum died, which affected mine and my dads relationship, it has only now started to heal and my mum died 5 years ago. I will keep you in my prayers Emma. We all love you. Thank you for sharing your life with us xxx

I literally want to hug you. Never in my life did I ever think I would cry during a ASMR video. Thank you so much for Sharing this.

Mia and I are a bit similar, I was the first person my little brother saw and I cut his umbilical cord. Also I think it's pretty badass that you wrote poems all over your exams. You're so unique and amazing

I myself am a sensitive girl and I get judged for it. It lowers my self esteem but I know being sensitive is okay and it means I am compassionate. Your videos make me feel so calm, thank you Emma ❤️

You are amazing! It's incredible that you're so confident with yourself to share all of this with us, it goes to show that even the happiest of people have gone through hell and you're awesome, keep up the good work you're so amazing xxxx

SHE LOVED THE CURE THATS EVERYTHING OMG

I realize that you shared your story 6 years ago buy the time I've read it but I want to THANK YOU for sharing it and for letting us into your life. It's not easy to share our low times but by sharing, you help others to know they're not alone in to their own struggles. Your story gives hope to others and I truly appreciate you and everything you've done and continue to do for those around you and for the ASMR community. My wishes for you are that you get everything you dream of! You are a kind, gentle soul who wants nothing but to give back to others, to help others find peace and joy. You are a wonderful human being and I am so grateful that there are people like you in this world.

Emma I am completely lost for words. I've watched you for about 2 years now and it's funny how you think you know someone! I could never have believed you had led the life you have. As if I already didn't love and admire you so much, it's now increased 100 fold! You are such a brave and wonderful human and please know that we will never mistreat, disrespect or hurt you in any way like people have in the past. Strange to say to someone I've never met I know, but you have been such a huge part of my life the past two years and I know will continue to be so for a very long time. We are your people and we love you! Thank you so much for sharing xxx

Very touched that you shared your experiences, good and bad. Thank you for your wisdom. You should be so proud of what you have overcome. You are amazing! You are beautiful!

Emma - Wow! you are probably one of the most inspiring and brave women i´ve ever come across!! Thank you so much for being vulnerable and sharing your life story with us. Your videos help me a lot with getting my head clear (better than meditation! :D) and falling asleep almost every night - so thank you again!! I hope you and your family are doing well, I really wish you all the best! keep doing what makes you happy :)

Emma I always sensed some sadness in your eyes I was always curious as to why. I'm tearing up Listening to this because through your candidness I can feel your pain, but you have blossomed and bloomed into such strength and beauty and it's truly inspiring thank you for sharing your life with us ❤️

Normally a silent viewer but thought this deserved a comment because it was so lovely to watch! I have so much admiration and respect for you for sharing your story and privileged that I've had the chance to hear it. You're an inspiration for the grace you've shown dealing with obstacles in your life, and I wish you and your family all the happiness and success in the world x

Thank you for sharing your story!! You are such an inspiration to many!! I'm so happy you found your Community. I can relate. It took me 32 years to find mine. I belong to a beautiful yoga community and so happy I found them. Much love to you. You are a beautiful soul. Hugs from America ❤😊

You bring such joy and positivity into my life I can’t thank you enough. You’ve really helped me get through some tough times in my life with your videos. You are always so kind and positive in them it really helps me to relax and know that everything will be okay. Thank you so much Emma.

Dear Emma, I watched the whole video and throughout it I had so many things on my mind that I wanted to say to you.. Or to say to the people who ever did you wrong in any way. But at the end I will just tell you this: You are an amazing, inspiring and totally badass woman and I wish you and your beautiful family all the best and all your dreams to come true! :) Thank you for all that you do for your viewers and for opening up to us

Trust me, you've been around a narcissist, and you doing ASMR is not narcissistic. You are allowed to love what you do, and if that is your wonderful ASMR, no one gets to take that away.

Omg Emma, I can’t possibly describe how healing this was for me on such a deep level. Thank you for your bravery in telling your story. I also grew up with a narcissistic parent, and am an empath. I’m just realizing now, that some people I have allowed in my adult life did not deserve it. It was absolutely projecting behavior when your friend called you a narcissist, and that’s exactly what my narcissist parent has called me, while projecting his own narcissism on me. My brother died a month ago and for some reason I haven’t been able to cry. Listening to this helped me to really cry, and feel like someone really understands, and feels the same pain. I also am a singer, and have been scared to really pursue it. I’ve been watching ASMR for 10 years and I’m thinking about starting a channel. Your bravery despite everything you’ve been through, is truly inspiring. Much love from, a kindred spirit: empath, singer, sensitive friend in LA

I know you made this several years ago but I just now listened to it. Thank you for sharing your life story bit helps more than you could know. And thank you for this channel. You provide me peace, comfort and a happy distraction so that I can sleep. I can’t imagine anyone criticizing your ASMR work. You’re so talented and your work helps so many of us get through life. Thank you for all you do. I’ve tried many channels but you are the best. I wish you and your family a happy, healthy and prosperous future.

I just laid in bed and watched this... And it's beautiful. I was in tears more than once, and I'm glad everything worked out for you, Nam, Mia, and Bo. I feel like this had taught me so much more about you, but also, it showed me that moving out is a step I have to take. I've been living at my parents for about two years, now, my fiance died in November 2015, and I was forced to move back in... But I haven't really been able to save anything because I've been so focused on travelling, seeing historical sites, and such, and I still have nothing to move out with. But I see others do it... And I'm just not so brave. I'm afraid I will fail, I'm afraid I will fall. Hugs from Pennsylvania, USA! Thank you for your ASMR videos!

I think ASMR would be an excellent topic for a TedEx. It's how good ideas are spread these days. It's so important to so many people; I don't think anyone could deny the tingles are real at this point.

I listen to this almost every night (and have been for the past several years). It makes me fall asleep faster than anything I’ve ever listened to. Thank you, Emma 🖤🖤

Your telling me... ur hair isn’t natural 😮😮

As if Emma just made a grown man she's a tear.. it's true what they say a smile can hide a million feelings. This lady is A warrior.. so much respect for you Emma!

Having just finished the video I am in awe. What an incredible woman you are and what a diverse life you have led, I am heartbroken to hear about your family life, your PTSD and the horrible situation involving your son but it is so incredible that despite these troubles you are such a kind and warm person who has helped so many others. You are loved by so many people Emma, you have helped so many and will continue to help so many others, ASMR thanks you and I personally thank you for all your help. We are made stronger by our experiences and the love that can come from them even if it is small, I wish you EVERY happiness in the future and thank you for sharing your story, I'm sure it will help those who may have similar experiences XX

Dearest Emma, you are such a precious soul! I just watched this whole thing and want to leap up and give you the biggest hug! Thank you for allowing yourself to be vulnerable and tell us your story. I’m positive this video has helped everyone who’s watched it. Stay positive and keep learning those lessons you were sent here to learn! 💜

This was such a touching story! You’ve had a beautiful journey, Emma. I’ve never seen a Draw My Life quite like this one, and I’m so thankful you shared this with us. I’m so proud of you and I can see why you shine so brightly. ♥️

Completely blown away by the openness and honesty you shared by making the heartbreaking and beautiful video. You truly amaze me Emma. So happy to have discovered you last year. It's helped me, and I am sure countless others!

You are so loved in this community and your bravery, strength and resilience is an inspiration to us all ❤️

Watching this in 2019. You’re such an inspiration Emma. Thank you so much for sharing. I feel so much love for you

This made me cry. Thank you. I also have a mother a lot like yours and it’s nice to see someone can be happy after having that in their lives. You’re so inspiring. ❤️

wow when you describe your relationship to your mother, it sounds -exactly- like mine with my mother. eery.

I didn't know it was possible to love you more!

Emma, thank you so much for sharing your life experience with us. It moved me deeply. It also reminded me to not judge people, but to look beneath the surface. It gave me more hope for my own life, which has been quite different from yours, but with its own difficulties. You are amazing ❤️ Lots of love from a shy Danish woman

Emma, you are amazing and I appreciate you so much. I've been dealing with a lot of anxiety over the last few months. I discovered your videos when I was on vacation with my family in Greece and I had so much anxiety there. I didn't understand why because I was in such a beautiful place and I was so fortunate to be there with them. But watching your videos there, and ever since, have given me so much more peace of mind. I am so grateful for you and the work you do. Hearing your story is inspiring and you should be so proud of your life and all the joy you bring people. Thank you thank you!

Hi Emma :) I don't think you'll ever see this comment, but if you do I would like to tell you some things. Thank you so much for sharing your life with us. I'm writing through tears right now, so please excuse grammar or spelling mistakes. It was such an emotional story that I cant stop. I stumbled upon your videos about a year ago, when i was first interested in ASMR, and there wassomething about your voice that felt so nurturing and soothing that kept me clicking from one video to another. So many extraordinary things have happened in your life. You and your family are just so amazing to go through it and stick through it all together. There are so many things that I love about you. Your slightly lopsided smile is adorable. The moment you fell in love with Nam made me, as a Vietnamese person, feel loved for my dark hair and olive skin (Jack Butler is just a fun name i made up ^^). I find the fact that you named your son Bo to be so loving. Hearing about your accident and everything that followed was haunting and I am so proud and happy that you are in such a good place in life right now. I am so glad. I am so glad. And you make me want to believe in familial and romantic love. How families could be terrible, but also so loving. How romantic love could sometimes naturally fall away, but be rekindled through self-understanding. It seems hard to believe that all this really happened because it would be too much but honestly how can it be doubted? The kindness and happiness and loving and joy in every one of your videos inform the fact that you've really grown from all the terrible situations life and put you through. Dear god. I am always just so amazed by you. It would be a great pleasure to one day go to your tingle camp. It will come true, I believe in you and the others in the tingle community of ASMR. Others readig this terribly long comment, thank you for being here. Thank you for finding each other and me and creating such a lovely spot on the net for people like us. Just thank you. So much.

I can't believe I sat and watched it all! GRIPPING!!! We are your people! Thank you!!

Emma, your story is inspirational for all of us who have had emotional difficulties and horribly toxic people surrounding us. As a fairly recent subscriber , I am only now catching up on some of your older videos. Keep up the good work. You are amazing !! ❤️

This was the most beautiful story I’ve heard. You are so full of life and kindness, I’m glad things worked out so beautifully for you and your family. Lots of love

Okay, so, Emma is so much different than I thought. Oh my god

You have restored my faith in life and humanity in 1 hour 14 minutes and 48 seconds. Thank you Emma, I love you!

"I found my people".. damn right in the feels. Thank you so much for sharing this Emma 🖤

I have so much respect for you, I literally cried, your channel is one of my favorites and really, you've been through a lot, you deserve the world. I'm from Mexico and just want you to know that you have people that appreciates you from Latin America. ❤❤❤❤❤

You're an inspiration. I cried when you were talking about how you started doing ASMR videos. You've been through so much I admire you.

Oh Emma...I ended the video (all of it) in tears, not sad ones, but sort of healing ones. From your childhood to your and Nam's beautiful story together, you just hit many many nerves. Funny how we flocked together, the asmr community, and in the end we come from similar paths. As for your local community making comments and being small minded, let me tell you how brave and inspiring you are. I know for a fact that that kind of stupid pressure would stop me. You are incredible and I can't thank you enough for years of helping with my nocturnal anxiety. Here's to many more years of seeing your beautiful red mane, relaxing voice and friendly smile around. lots of love from the city. xxx

When I was in elementary school, there was this teacher who thought I was a "devil child" because I wrote with my left hand. She literally grabbed my wrist and forcefully made me write with my right hand. It abviously didn't work well because I still do write with my left.

Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your life’s journey thus far. You are an amazing human being and truly help so many people. You are warm, compassionate, sensitive, understanding, accepting, kind, loving and so many more good adjectives... Because of your beautiful soul and loving spirit i am able to fall asleep at some point listening to your voice and ASMR triggers. You have made such a difference in life and I love you and thankful for all you give to the world. ❤️

Emma, I'm the most impatient person ever and I watched this whole video nearly in tears because of what you have gone through. I have deep respect for you. 😀😀😀

Emma, I have never commented on one of your videos before (but I've been watching for about 2 years now), but I just need to say this: you are SO amazing. Your life has been so crazy, such a roller coaster, and you are so strong. Thank you so much for sharing your life with us, I feel so privileged to be let in on your experiences. Just like we were there for you, you have been there for us. You are inspirational. ❤️

Emma, I have been watching you for a couple of years. Like you, when an ASMR video popped up, I couldn’t believe there was such a thing. I’ve been tingling since childhood. Soft voices and gentle waterfalls were my go to, then. This Draw My Life video was fantastic. What a wonderful way to tell one’s story. I look forward to your retreat. Thank you. -Paula

omg, what an emotional story. I cried ... so happy that your family is happy together. I wish I could give you a big warm hug right now. Wish you all the best, much love and happiness to you and your family.

You are one of the loveliest people out there. I hope you all the best and to have the opportunity of finding new heights and strength within yourself 💕💕

Thanks for making videos, you saved me for many sleepless nights while I was depressed. Been following you for few years. ❤️

Thank you for sharing your amazing and emotional story. I'm so pleased that your family are back together again. I also suffer from panic attacks, anxiety and depression. ASMR helps me so much, and I particularly love your videos - you're such a warm and lovely person. Thank you Emma.

This video is so touching, it literally brought me to tears hearing you tear up. You're so brave for sharing so much and it gives me a much better understanding of you as a person and just reinforces why you're my favorite AMSR-tist! You're so sweet and genuine!

When you said "the most amazing thing happened, I found you" I started crying all of a sudden lol.

This video just goes to show that you never know what a person has gone through and don't judge a book by its cover. So beautiful and I was crying through the whole thing. The biggest message to me was standing up for yourself and being yourself. It truly inspired me.:) thank you so much Emma. You are amazing! ❤️hugs

And even after your past, you are still the kindest, most pure, and loving person I’ve ever seen on RU-vid/social media! You should be so proud of yourself! Your videos always help me sleep after stressful days and I adore listening to your loving voice! Thank you for always bringing more positivity into my day. God bless you, you really are a treasure xxx

How I am only watching this now, I have no idea. Your life has been fascinating, full of ups and downs and hearing your stories have made me realise that there is so much more still to come for me. You are such an amazingly strong woman and you have helped THOUSANDS of us