4 months in to the new job. I still wonder if I made the right choice. 2020 I had to start over completely. Lost everything and lost a good friend in 2021. That was my wake up call to push myself hard for a career based job over a dead end one. I know Im doing everything I can and doing much better. But still feel like I should be doing more. I should have a better handle on my path in a few months. To everyone going through hard times. I been there. Still going through it. Lost people had to distance myself from people that I cared about making extremely poor choices in life. Drug addiction is bad in my area with no end in site. Never give up on your dreams or goals. Keep pushing forward.
I discovered this channel last week. There are many times where I want to just drop everything and disappear. Take my car and go on a drive to nowhere. Working a dead-end job. Feeling and living alone. Surrounded by negativity and toxicity. I get lost in my own thoughts more than I like to admit these past few years. What I could have done better. What I should have said to people I loved, or want to love. What I wish I could say to my ex. Feeling like I'm not enough, or I'm a burden. Where you feel so empty, yet, you're filled with so much emotions you want to burst. Your choice of music brings comfort.
If anyone listens to the song in the playlist, you will know immediately that the playlist is very good and the person who made it is great and has really good taste in music.
I remember that when I was 12/13 years old I played GranTurismo 6 every day, it was at least 10 hours a day just driving and winning races, that made me feel really good, I loved every second driving my blue McLaren MP4 with a spoiler with the upgrades at maximum and with nitro while listening to that wonderful granturismo soundtrack. At that time I didn't care about anything other than winning races. best time of my life. Good times that never come back, and all I can do is remember those rainy mornings driving around the Nürbugring in my Nissan Skyline R34.
