exactly same story but i chose the first path....lets see bro where u go with my dream..and let me show u what the first option give!!! ok deall??? subd u today lets see where we will 5 yrs from now all the very best buddy ...
My situation is also similar in my case my family don't have much stability I would like to go iit and from the surroundings and the environment of there I can follow what I want with stability
Think like this is a movie, and you are the main character of your movie and the movie will shape its story based on your decisions, so you have to take decisions and follow your dream dude, I saw a podcast featuring Naval Ravikant in which he said everyone is different, not even a single person is identical unless they are twins and I realized that this is true and what society does with this JEE thing is that they rationalize every student as they only want job and their life is set. IIT this, IIT that, if a student has a dream to work in Google and have a job thats great, tthats his movie and he is the main character of his film but what if someone's dream is to win an Oscar for his film, the society never thinks about it and think every student have to get a job to be successful, FUCK NO!!! Just follow your dream bro, and trust your instincts once Cillian Murphy said that you should trust your instincts and remember its your movie and you are the main character of that.