when revelations began my mind started to play videos/songs like the ones you make. one thing that was prominent and stuck w/ me is the interview w/ Charles Manson where they asked him who he was and he made a bunch of faces and said "Nobody". They were looking at him like he was crazy but he was also looking at them like they were too.
I have a deep understanding of people/world I don't think I will ever be able to explain. The more you learn, the more alienated you become from society,the masses etc. I got really scared of learning and decided to stop. I live in a mode where I dumb things down massively to operate around most people. I am lucky to have found a few others like myself I think but no one to match my thought patterns.
