Oof same. When I was like 8 I thought I was in love with one of my best friends, but then when I was 10 and we hadn't seen each other for like two years, I started realizing I'd fallen more in love with the thought of being in love than with him at that point. To this day, I'm still not sure whether or not I was actually in love with him, I had alterous feelings toward him or he was just a really good friend that I projected what I thought love was like onto him because CompHet
This song hits home pretty hard. It's only been two years since I graduated from high school and started college. Every day I find myself thinking about the things I could have said or done differently to have landed me in a better off place in life than I am right now, But, in the end, I don't think it would have really mattered. Maybe this song is one of those things that has an underlying message. If it does, I believe it could be something along the lines of, "If the words don't come, don't worry they will when they're ready. And if the words never come, maybe they were never meant to be said in the first place."
Dang same here! I’m in my second year of college and I find myself thinking about those things a lot. As I matured, I realized what I did high school probably didn’t make much of a difference. In the moment, it was important, but the feelings were fleeting and in the grand scheme of life, nothing mattered.
ive heard this song since middle school..and im 21 now.... i always come back to listen to this song occasionaly in 1 or 2 years..... it makes me emotional???? seeing how far ive come and grown and the difference in the feeling that i felt from when i was in middle school and right now
Ahh, I am now on my last year of high school. This song correlates to the things I think of now. Not necessarily about love, well, maybe that too, but also towards every emotion I had hidden deep within my heart of the things I should have said. Ten years... I wonder what the future would be like for me? Will I be carrying these thoughts as I have now? I ask this to myself everyday.
Well, 5 years had passed now, and I'm very curious about your answer now... What changed? Your life, y'a know, do you said your feelings and wonderings for someone? (My english not is the best kkkkkkkkk)
"Haikei watashi e Nijuugosai no kimi ni, kyou ga dou mieru ka na?" "Ano ne..." Furisosogu sakura-ame no naka Yubi otta kazu wa sotsugyou e no hibi Sannen aruita kono michi ga Sukoshi-zutsu dakedo mijikakunaru you de kogareta Imi nante motomezu sugoshita mainichi Kokoro nokori mo mune ni daite Nanbyakkai mo me wo tsumutta BOKU no taisetsu na omoi Arienai tte rashikunai tte Nandomo ii kikaseta Modokashisa ni riyuu wo tsukete sugaru dake no okubyoumono Tsutanai mie wo hatte mata uso wo tsuita Dokoka no dareka ga iidashita Arifureta "TAIMU KAPUSERU sakusen" Ano hito wa nani wo nokosu ka na ki ga tsuku to Itsumo mune no oku no oku mada oku Surechigau dake de ureshikute hakanai Kokoro nokori mo ienakute Nanzenkai mo hitei shiteta BOKU no kakushiteru kimochi Ki no sei datte tsukareteru tte Koi ni koishite ita Yarusenasa ni riyuu wo kasane sugaru dake ja susumenai Saigo wo kazaru hana wa ANATA e no omoide Kidzuite ki ga tsuita hontou no Tsugezu ni koukai wo suru kurai nara iou Kimi e Sakusen toujitsu tayori wo futatsu nigiri Saigo no ano michi de Kioku no SUTOROBO matataki kokoro tsuku Daisoreta kokuhaku nanka ja nakute Nanjukkai mo kakinaoshita BOKU no taisetsu na omoi Mou yameyou tte demo kakou tte Nandomo ii kikaseta Sakura-iro no binsen futatsu mirai no BOKU ni takushite Honjitsu hana nochi ame mata uso wo tsuki waratta "Juunen-go no KIMI ni wa sou iemasu you ni..."
I actually cried. this song made me cry. not because it was sad, but because I relate to it so much. right now, I love someone. unfortunately, we're both girls- and the girl I love is straight. but this song.. it perfectly describes love itself. I can't believe a song can so accurately describe a feeling, but this song did it. I honestly want to thank you so much for posting this. I know I'm going to cherish this song for a long time. really, from the bottom of my heart- thank you.
love is universal. don't add "unfortunately - we are both" to the sentence, it's unrequited love, is all. i hope you now have someone who accompanies you who can rekindle the same love that first girl did.
So.. she wrote a love-letter for him and a different one for her future self, but then she put both letters in the time capsule, while hoping that she'll be ready 10 years later. She still didn't had the courage to tell him at this point.. but it'll probably be way too late then of course~.. Never get ur happy end in these vocaloid-songs, huh? ^^ Just like in reality.
Ayy it’s my RU-vid account that I haven’t used in forever. Maybe I’ll get back on enirikiu lol. Dang when I listened to this song back then, I didn’t know I would have a crush on the same person for 4 years xD what a weird time, high school
I am currently in my last year of middle school, and this music reminds me of so many good times that I cry and it also describes my feelings in the past.I would like to leave a note to me in a few years I'm sure I'll come back to this song. To me from the future, I hope you have managed to have the desired level of work and have managed to go to high school and that you have made lots of friends
I listened to this for the first time in 8th grade, wondering about how things would be at my new high school that was out of the district. Now I’m graduating in a few months. I never thought I’d be where I am now. I thought I was straight before I met her. She lights my heart like no other ever has and this song is exactly how I feel about her. Even the way I denied my feelings for her. It took a series of dreams for me to accept the fact that I’d fallen for her. It’s just crazy how things change as time goes by. I’m hoping it will continue to change for the better afterwards. We’re going to the same college and this song gives me hope and inspired me to confess my feelings for her later.
The tuning is very very pleasant to hear~ Loves it. This is why I love Gumi~ special natural trait to Gumi's voice (and Gakupo). I mean, Miku also can be tuned that way but for Gumi, not much tuning is needed~
gahh...I've been crushless for two years now. is this normal for a high school student? I want to care about someone like this...I'll just wait like I always have been.
I don't believe she did but she wrote a letter confessing her feelings although when the time finally came she decided to put it in the time capsule thinking it was over ambitious and that after the 10 years pass she'll be more serious in her actions(?) and confess? This is just my opinion.
I know what you mean, growing up and listening to this I realised how sensitive to emotion I have gotten and I've started to value this song a lot. Was listening to it in a very hard time. Hope you're doing better as well, future me
Hi there future me, I'm glad we made it till here, I'm finally doing things that I could actually be good at and be recognised for. I hope when you read this you remember this time and work for yourself even harder
I first encountered this song around 5 years ago, and I only liked the melody of the song and not the actual message it was trying to convey. 5 years later, and I'm still the same, I guess I can only live in my own fantasy
After thinking about it a bit- I think she did end up confessing instead of burying her feelings (both rhetorically and literally)! Her "lie" that day was the line in her letter saying that she would only be ready to confess 10 years later. This makes sense because she comes to the realization that confessing "isn't too overambitious for me" only after she writes and seals her letters on the morning the capsule was to be buried. What she buries that morning is, instead, the letters containing her hesitation!
TL;DR at the end!!! A lot of people seem to think she didn't confess, and I thought that too until I just rewatched it after a few months- and now I think she did confess. Here's my reasoning: On the last walk to school, gumi (that's what I'll call the mc) realizes that she thinks she can, after all, confess to her crush. - "And then I realized that this confession isn't too ambitious for me" After mentioning how many times she writes the letters, gumi says that she'll entrust the letters to herself 10 years in the future. - "I'll entrust these two sakura-colored pieces of stationery to myself in the future, when I'm more serious" Directly after mentioning entrusting the letters to herself when she's more serious, she says she lied - "Today, under the raining sakura petals, I lied again and smiled" Now, what was she lying about? The only reasonable answer I feel is lying about entrusting her feelings into the letters. I don't think she is meaning lying about realizing the confession is too ambitious, since that subject feels a little too far removed from the verse about lying. I think she was lying about relying on the letters for her confession considering the lying part comes directly after, and why else would she smile about the lie? And during the frame of her lying, she is smiling *and blushing.* Not to mention the timeskip, she looks back on the letter with a nostalgic smile, as if to her she had a happy ending. I think that gumi wrote the letters the night before, intending to leave the confession to future her. On the walk to school, she realized that maybe she really could confess that day. Walking up to put the letters in the time capsule, she lies to herself about entrusting her feelings to her letter and confesses to her crush under the raining sakura petals. PLUS the song preceding this has the theme of ripping off your mask and enjoying life for what it is- with this song being a sequel, wouldn't it make logical sense for the next step to be her owning up to her feelings and confessing? However, the preceding song does have this troubling line: - "But since some time or another, I told lies and forged an obvious smile" Could this mean that gumi is regressing back to her old tendencies of lying and putting on a mask? I'm not so sure, since both this song and the previous have a habit of filling in the silhouettes when the character is enlightened, and this lie happens after the enlightenment and the previous song's lies happen before the enlightenment. I think that this lie is a clever callback to gumi's old tendencies coming full circle, but this time she lies to her benefit and smiles a real smile. I mean look, that smile looks awful genuine to me. TL;DR in conclusion, I think that gumi really does confess and looks back at the memory with fondess 10 years later. Edit: At the very end, her waiting 10 years to reveal her feelings is in quotation marks, as if its coming from the letter, not from gumi's mouth, suggesting that's what she thought would happen as she was writing, not what would actually happen.
Much better than the subbing I did, when I covered the song recently...though I am sure Oke has better sub softwere than sony vegas..., I could not find the right shade of blue. Really love the PV is so bright but yet very mellow so its not in your face I like it.
Its my first time listening to this song and when the part came where Gumi sang "Today,under the raining sakura petals" I try guessing what she's about to sing next but then I get it wrong. I really thought she will say "I confess and you accept" or something that is related of her and the boy getting together
Ah...this song is wonderful yet melancholic at the same time, unfortunately my situation is almost the same like Gumi in this song :') having a crush for 2 years but unable to convey it because I'm too shy and afraid...
Damn. Been listening and watching to it days ago. So that's why it looks like Shoddy Utopia Policy's PV. I really should read descriptions. Really niiiice :3 Gumiiii
And graduation is only 2 months away >.< Gumi should have confessed. But when you part ways from everyone, it's probably the last time you'll ever speak to them.
I'm not sure if I got this right but did GUMI write a letter to the guy to ask her what she wants to tell him and a letter to herself of what it was she wants to tell him? If not then what are the two letters?
This song hit me pretty hard because i think i never had a crush before but sometimes I thinking about her and i think im just exaggerating it. Also i don't have any idea about falling in love feels like. So im just graduated from high school and im in college. Is it normal or not im clueless about falling in love is but im often to watch a romance anime but still i don't know about falling in love.
Does anyone know a song with similar style? I heard this song ago in this style (vocaloid, song is about love(i think) its got this cool guitar part near the start
Yes. That´s right. I´m not that sure if it´s sad ending or,,, just ending. I´mean, she thought about her crush a lot but if she didn´t even talk to her crush, her love might not be that deeb. And over all, almost everybody goes through that phase where you never talk your feelings to your crush and just watch afar. I´m one of those. :3
I will be graduating soon... My 3 years have passed. I need to save this so I can send the video to the person I like. Now im just happy to talk to him. the thing is he have a girlfriend... my old friend... its so complicated... its so true I have been kind of lying to him about my feelings. I'm such a idiot xD I need to send this song to him :)
+eilivriube It is... they are all stories compiled by the "Story Recorder" in the Shelter Street, where it never rains. This story is also connected to Retort Irony and Shizuku (the character) is labeled as a "Fixated looking forward girl".