Enkay47 x Vin Jay "COWARD" - compoundinterest.lnk.to/COWARD
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Credits:
• Video by Campbell Multimedia
• Prod by Abyss & Dylan Kusch
• Written by Jason Carter, Enkay47 & Vin Jay
• Mixed & Mastered by 5mith & Jason Carter
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Lyrics:
You know I used to get bullied
I’m not afraid to admit it
What I’m afraid to admit is that I was scared and too timid
To ever do anything about it
So I would permit it
As long as I’m living
I’ll never let it happen again
They’ll probably end up in the hospital
Their parents in the room saying can you walk kiddo then
From the doc there’s a pause and an awkward no
It’s impossible, we got him a wheelchair though off you go
I’m thinking I should quit rap and be more realistic
Cut off my dick, gets tits and wear lipstick
Get a rich man thinking damn who’s this bitch
Then divorce him after a week and make 6 figs
I know that I’m fucked up
But if you look at my life, it’s been fucked up
This isn’t really an excuse but I’ve done drugs
So my IQ’s prolly dropped like a fuck ton
Sometimes you just gotta talk your shit
And if you’re really offended then you should calm your tits
I think it’s pretty fucking obvious its not for kids
So give my balls a kiss
They’re blue as fuck
I feel like a walking stitch
Think and grow rich
Is the motto of my life
Too fucking bad I’m broke
And since my life is a bitch
Imma make her my wife
And when I die it’s like murder she wrote
I know life can be hell
But if you ain’t ever been through hell
Then you ain’t ever lived life
Like just spell lived backwards
So that you can see what I’m saying
And then you’ll prolly understand that I’m right
I know that I’m weird and I like that
Nah I’m really like that
Listen to my song like would he really write that
Yeah I’d really write that
Going through my life like I think I’m on the right track
Am I on the right track
I’m about to go and sing the hook right now but I’ll be right back
I don’t wanna be a coward
I don’t wanna be afraid
I don’t wanna be a coward
I don’t wanna be the same
I don’t wanna be a coward
I don’t wanna be afraid
I’m not afraid no more
I’m not afraid no more
Yeah I’m not a coward
I’m not afraid any more
I’m not afraid any more
I’m not afraid any more
I’m not afraid any more
Said I used to be afraid now I’m terrified
And shit I’m talkin bout living
I’m not afraid to die
Cuz every time I see the state of the world
I get sick to my stomach and it’s making me hurl
But I’m alright though
I’m just clinging to my vices
i found it beats deep depression and feeling lifeless
I self medicate
Drink and degenerate
Pop a psychedelic and further damage my mental state
It never helps
Tell me what will, crush pills
Just to get a confidence boost
But imma lush still
I know the mic is my saving Grace
So imma hold on tight fo’ I waste away
I’ve gotta switch the mindset
Maneuver through life’s tests
But sometimes fame makes em harder to digest
Craving the bright lights
Till you wake up in night sweats
Hoping the right steps finna save me from my stress
There’s no telling but I hope it helps
I’ve gotta search my soul
Till emotions felt
So imma walk this road I’ve chose to go myself
Till I go for broke and overdose on wealth
Till I pass away, I plan to master pain
Cuz I can’t remain the man I am today
With a half a brain, a trashy basket case
I’ll give it my all till the passion fades
And make bigger moves
Showing everybody who ridiculed
What a kid will do when he’s gotta mic and he’s been abused
They tried to kill my spark
But y’all just lit a fuse
I’ll be bringing all y’all up when I do interviews
And that’s just the way shit goes
If you’ve gotta glass house please don’t cast stones
Couldn’t find a lane so I paved my own
I used to be afraid
I ain’t afraid no more bitch
I don’t wanna be a coward
I don’t wanna be afraid
I don’t wanna be a coward
I don’t wanna be the same
I don’t wanna be a coward
I don’t wanna be afraid
I’m not afraid no more
I’m not afraid no more
Yeah I’m not a coward
I’m not afraid any more
I’m not afraid any more
I’m not afraid any more
Yeah I’m not afraid any more
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19 янв 2023
