How do you keep waiting when it feels like your Prodigal is doing everything he can to hurt you? Today the AC went out, I'm in Arizona. It's 90 degrees in the house. He still hasn't paid the car insurance. Did he invite me to his parents? They all want to say they are Christians? Am I not their neighbor? I need you Lord. I continue to trust the Lord yet I'm having a really hard time
You look to God not them when your ac is out. You worship God in the heat and thank Him for helping you. You ask God to help get the insurance paid and if it cancels you won't be bitter and blame your husband but you will praise God when it cancels bc He will make a way. It's important to read the Bible daily and pray for God to change you first. I know the hurt and pain you feel. Going through similar issues as well with my prodigal husband. It's so Important to not blame him or stay bitter at him or anyone during all this and we absolutely cannot do that in our own attempts we have to have God's help. Get quiet, deal with it alone with God's help and no trying to pull help or make your husband or his family pay or help or show concern but look to God for all of that. It's a long and difficult path for sure but there is healing and beauty that comes eventually no matter what happens. Hang on sister to God and don't lose hope 🫂❤️
