I was once on herion and served 14 years behind bars in total. At age 40 or so i cleaned up. Clean 13 years now. Crack at age 15 friemds mom was a dealer. We asked them to blow crack smoke exhale into a toilette paper roll and blow it in my mouth. I loved crack. B and e and car theft and chases. Then robbery as i got wired. Your story is so simaalar brother. Same life. Same feelings and our stories offer hope to all. Thanks for share. Beauty stuff. Your a good man and have alot to offer the world with your past experience.