Esketamine / Spravato Experience. It worked! 

There's a book called "High performance habits" that I use to try to change my patterns of thinking. It goes very well with esketamine.

I start my treatment next week and even though I've Been Told it's not that scary I am still terrified. I Struggle with severe depression and suicide idiot period I did TMS treatments back in 2019 And it worked for a good while. With this past year, it's been extremely difficult to function. thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing your experience .

Kristin, I just came upon your channel while "researching" TMS. I'm a dad to a 31 y/o daughter that's been in the throes of TRD. Yesterday she finished an accelerated course of a week of TMS & Ketamine. She had been doing Ketamine infusions alone for several months but found the effects to be waning quickly so her psychiatrist suggested TMS+K as her next step. I so very much appreciate your videos and that you are volunteering your time and documenting your experiences. In my journey of learning about TMS I came upon your channel, have watched several and felt compelled to pause on this video and post a comment directly to you. I hope and pray for your well being. Through your own trials you help bring light into this world, to those of us fortunate enough to "find" you. For that I am grateful to you and for you. Please continue and know you are helping others, even someone like me that loves someone else dealing with depression and anxiety. Thank you very very much! God bless you Kristin. Andrew

I’m so proud of you for telling your story ❤ I’m starting spravato soon i scored 15 too but I’m praying this is my saving grace.

I’m glad you’re feeling better 🙏😇

I just spoke to my psychiatrist about treatment again. Watching this really gives me hope. You can see your progress just by your voice tone. Thanks for sharing.

Im so happy for you! I've been a low functioning depressive for 15 years(since I was 15). No meds have worked. Im definitely going to try get my hands on Ketamines if TMS doesn't work for me.

Thank you for sharing your experience! I’m going in tomorrow for my first treatment, hoping for the best :)

What a great transformation! You smiled in your last segment and you presented as much lighter and unhindered. Bravo. I too am having a similar experience with ketamine sublingual lozenges.

Thank you so much for making this video. I have a loved one considering this option and I have learned a lot about this therapy and am hopeful for her in trying this!

Thank you so much! I think it’s not a coincident I just saw your video popping up to me in one of these not good days !! I am now 8th weeks since I started on Spravato and it’s is one of those bad days .. after watching your video instantly felt that I have to be continuous that there is bad days .. Since I started my spravato which was a godsend after struggling for a long time with resistant depression “ or whatever the name,, but really I’m now feeling much better and still three months to go as the treatment plan 🤞 .. I wish you are doing well 🙏.. will be nice to share your experience so far :) .. stay blessed 🙏

I’m about to start Spravato next month or the month after. I can’t wait to finally feel happy again after 10 years of dysthymia.

Thank you 🙏

Kristine, thank you so much for sharing your story. What a brave person you are! How do you feel at this point in time?

Thank you for your videos! They are the most honest, from-the-heart videos I’ve seen on the topics you cover. Giving of yourself by making these helps people. In part because of this video, I just had my first ketamine session a few days ago, using an online provider. I felt tremendous relief after just one session, it was a doozy of a session, really knock me out. But not scary. Ketamine and esketamine are amazing.

Thank you for your personal story with Spravato. I am currently ending my 4th week (treatment #8) and still feel a bit lost on the timeline, experience, and expectations. While with any type of mental health treatment mileage may vary, but what you had to say about your experience is lining up exactly with how I feel. I have yet to see major improvements myself, but my wife has noticed changes in my interactions with my 9 year old son. She said I am not so up tight, more jovial and playful. Odd that she can see what I cannot. Videos like yours help to keep up the positive motivation to continue treatment as I am not done yet, there is certainly more to be had! I am glad you mentioned the euphoria experience and that it is not an indication if the treatment is working or not. I was sky-high on treatment 1 and 2, but now it is more like a relaxation than a "trip" and I was worried that it could be losing it's effectiveness. Thanks again for your story. Best of luck!

The past videos i saw your positive experiences with TMS as i was thinking of giving it another try, but i see you’ve moved on to this treatment. Im very happy this new treatment has helped you find some peace and would be willing to try it myself, i just wonder as a fellow sufferer of major depression and some paranoid thinking, is there anything to fear with this treatment making anxiety worse? Take care and i hope you’re still doing well.

Gargling [water] is the stress reliever and great antidepressant

4:08 wow such a difference. Im so glad you are better, did you have anhedonia?

I appreciate your effort. did you try practicing exercises like doing intense fitness? (just asking not judging) I have a family member recovered after TMS with heavy program of exercises and vitamin D, probiotics, lions mane, and omega 3

Hi, thanks for the info! Very helpful! I wonder if you are at US. If so, is it covered by the health system or you are paying for it? How much is it? Thanks in advance

thanks for the report...finishing off my once a month for four months maintenance TMS in August and would like to move on to Spravato...don't know if my doc or insurance company will agree to it...will let you know

I have anxiety and depression. I think its actually anxious depression but do you think the Spravoto would help with the anxiety part too. I ve been having a hell of a time tryinf to find a place that takes my insurance.

Thank you so much for sharing your experiences! How did you manage the esketamine treatments with working? Did you take a leave of absence or leave a job?

I’m going on my 4th treatment and maybe I’m looking for a big change I guess? When was it that you personally noticed a difference in your self? 2 months or so?

Your experience has been much different than mine. When it begins working, it HURTS intensely, I feel folded back into myself and cannot really see very well, and I feel intensely tired afterwards. But I have nothing else to try.

Hi, why did you go to spravato instead of sticking with TMS like you usually do?

How are you doing now?

You are going to a clinic for sprevato ? ❤

If health insurance approved tms 36 session, Did copay applies for each session ?

How did you sleep?

What is your maintenance schedule?

I've completed 28 of my 36 treatments but it doesn't seem to be working. I'm trying to remain optimistic but it's difficult.

Hello, are you still feeling less depressed?

The TMS is no longer working?

you are so pretti!

Does ketamine work for anxiety as well?

I start my treatment tomorrow. Thank you for this video!

Hi, with all do respect I see you are looking for answers *outside* of yourself, but really the difference is you are the magic. You are the one that heals yourself, once you do the inner work you will see ;). I hope you are doing well/better now.

Does it help with pain as well?

How are you today?

my only reticence is the "profound experience" I hate hate hate being high

Did you have anhedonia?