I know she was never truly recovered but here she looks so much more full of life and she's speaking more coherently. You can see how bad her self esteem is though, since she's still concerned about something as insignificant as her face being red. No wonder she has an ED as severely as she does :(
She looks her best she ever looked here. She should of dressed normally to show off her healthier body and show her fans that she prides her health and her career that they supported. Her actions say the opposite now.
@@Soulizto_Beyondae newly recovered anorexics don’t want to show off their bodies they have horrible dysmorphia and feel shame around weight gain. She should’ve stayed offline until she was further into her recovery or become solely a makeup RU-vidr and not focused on outfits anymore.
@@ilean7499 It's the same with bodybuiders because most of them are very small without anabolics. But Eugenia is different, her natural body is by far better looking then her rail thin flat one. It's only the few trolls and haters who say anything online but they are as meaingless as the people she gets advice from now.
It would make sense to me since the western beauty ideal is a oval or heart shaped face and if what you say is true I wonder if a possible solution wouldn't be liposuction so she doesn't feel like she has starve the rest of her body to overcompensate .
it's not only about she looks healthy here but also her personality she was positive and youthful :( we want her just to recover fully and become healthy!
she was never positive. Just had more physical strength. Our deepest insecurities and illnesses are inside our heads. She never loved herself always was dependant on somebody else and had huge body dysmorphia
I accidently pressed the dislike button when i was putting my ipad down, so just so you know, that one dislike is accidental, instead you got a like! :)
Treatment is super difficult. She needs a more long term plan that probably includes her moving out, at least maybe roommates, but the home she's in is very toxic.
I totally agree. That house and her family are enabling her disease/behavior and is very toxic. She needs inpatient treatment so badly but she’ll most likely die before that happens sadly 😞 she’s in such deep denial of her disease but at the same time flaunts it all over social media/RU-vid.
She needs to be in a sober house for ED. With accountability and support and like minded fellowship. I’m speaking from the perspective of a heroin addict, but if your home situation is not supportive you can go to treatment a million times and never recover.
Imagine seeing your daughter come home looking healthier than ever and encourage/enable her the whole time to go back to looking like a cancer patient. Shitty monster parents are the real crux of society’s downfall
Narc (not all narcs some are self aware and take steps not to be abusive) parents keep children dependent and insecure and they’ll do it for a lifetime if they could. The problem of being around that in your formative years is that it makes you more vulnerable to attracting other abusers. It’s even worse if the child is nd and needs their formative years to have aid and milestones in order to transition into adulthood. Arrested development
@@dawnfitzwater1778 Someone points out a difference and you don’t see it, so you call them the blind one? Eugenia clearly has a greyish tone to her skin nowadays, while around this time it looked glowing and actually somewhat hydrated and healthy. Not to mention how much smoother her voice is here and just her energy and aura in general.
"I hope she gets into a long term recovery program soon." AS IF. You people are really naive to still believe or hope for something like this. She will die from her sickness, there's absolutely ZERO chance of recovery.
She wasn’t even close to being healthy here, and she looks so much better! The worst part is , she now denies having an ED! This is unacceptable and she should not be allowed to be an “ influencer”!!!
I’ve been in recovery from anorexia for a year now. It’s hard as hell, but so so worth it. When I started, I was so sick, 79 pounds and resistant to any sort of treatment. But it really does work! I’m healthy now, and actually enjoying life! It took me being sick to realize that was the cause of my depression. She’s showing the classic signs of isolation and just, pure sickness. It makes me sad. She needs so much help. But sadly, she will die. I almost did, doctors said I was only weeks away from death. Treatment is a godsend and if anyone out there is suffering from anorexia, I urge you to seek help. I promise you won’t regret it ❤
I don’t believe her when she says she was faking being happy during her recovery. She was clearly happier and healthier here, both mentally and physically. Obviously not 100%, but the difference is night and day from now and then.
@@danielapemcova345 I believe it was after rehab in 2019. She is so vibrant isn't she? I pray she sees what others see before her body can't take any more. I love Eugenia she has such a beautiful sweet soul.
She had such a beautiful heart shaped face! Like it’s actually very distinguished, pronounced and therefore rare. It could have landed her so many roles alone! It’s one of the saddest things to see someone not see how truly beautiful they are, inside or out.
The amount of compliments I got when I gained weight and recovered was astounding. I always felt like I was ugly even when recovering because my mind was clogged up with negative thoughts about being heavier (healthy). I wish she knew how beautiful she is no matter what. She is a gorgeous person.
Thats why its important to be around people who are trust worthy, experts in beauty and actually care about the person to tell them the truth. In her case she looks much better here with weight and healthier which would help her life going forward if she was in a bad situation with her family but what she does now gets her nowhere.
The thing is about eating disorders is that when you tell someone with an ED that they look healthy..you might as well pick them up and throw them head first into relapsing, because that is what those comments so to someone suffering. My father recently said I look healthy. I'm losing weight to reverse that. Those comments are the worst thing you can say to a person with ED.
I think that she is Ana because of insecurity. It’s easier to control what she puts in herself than constantly facing all her fear and anxiety over what she is unable to control.
I was the last person to see my sister with normal functioning. She had an accident and had to learn how to read and write. For two years I only ate bread and water. I felt fine. The other day I saw a photo of myself at 12. I realize that I was depressed and blaming myself for not stopping my sister from going out. I stopped eating again for 30 days after my husband and I separated. On the surface, I felt normal. No appetite whatsoever. You see, your mind sends you into a state of shock. My friends and family were alarmed. But Ioved my sense of control. Way down inside your mind is so desperate to have control that you magically think you are doing great. Your body responds to the grief by shutting down your appetite. You think that’s so cool that you don’t want to be normal because this is where you feel safe. If you can control the will to eat you are great! You have willpower! Everyone else is just jealous and you wish they’d STFU. Eugenia, sometimes when we want to cry we are afraid. But, ask yourself if you had a little sister and she did what you are doing what would you say to her? Sometimes, you have to be the big sister to yourself. Prayers and love to you, Eugenia.
She looks so beautiful and sounds so coherent. Look how expressive she is. I know the rehab experience was super traumatizing for her, I hope she can get back to this stage at her own pace. I really want to see her thrive.
Oh my god she is talking like a normal person meaning in a regular casual way and not confused way! You can tell the food they made her eat nourished her brain
I love this Eugenia being honest and not putting on a smile for others ignoring her struggles. I hope she gets healthy again and sees how beautiful inside and out she is.
Wow it’s true, recovering anorexics will gain weight in their face and stomachs first, and you can see that here but she looks dramatically younger here, like her body was so ready to bounce back and heal itself
I wish re-feeding in a facility was actually done in a healthy way. I wouldn't have survived re-feeding. Period. I had to do it own my own, and I'm glad I did, because I honestly feel that re-feeding "their" way would have pushed the pendulum back the other way. I hope that's not in part what happened to her, but I would not be surprised if she said it's part of why she's so resentful of treatment and her time in treatment.
i think she just hates her own natural round face. and thinks the less fat on her roundness, the more better she looks... as if shes trying not to look like her mother.
She’s always been extremely beautiful, and she has always seemed like a very gentle soul. That said, she’s also always seemed cursed by mental illness in the form of an ED. I wish so badly that she could summon some strength to love herself and give herself sustenance to live. I can’t imagine her ever actually being fat, or being less than beautiful. I wish she knew that…knew that it’s not all or nothing.
eugenia’s career, boiled down for the newbies: eugenia, for as long as she’s been online, has been doing public, filmed body checks disguised as “try-on hauls.” this is made evident by her behavior, clockable by those familiar with the signs. putting your eyes on her alone tells you that there’s something very wrong. add in said woman making non-stop content where she’s filming her body in different positions at different angles in weird, random outfits that most people wouldn’t actually wear? she’s simply making very poorly veiled pro-anorexia content. if you go into her personal channel comment sections/chats, you’ll see *many* butterfly emojis. these are the universal symbol for anorexia. she also uses them herself on ig in the captions. also on ig, young fans will tell her how much they aspire to look like her & how they starve to do it. she often ignores it or goes as far as to give them words of encouragement. even on streams, fans will tell her she’s “goals” and she will light up with sincere joy, but that’s the only time she does. she has previously admitted that she does not plan on ever getting better & that she is aware of what she’s doing - she just thinks it’s entertaining to her. she’s notorious for wearing clothes that really don’t fit her in the slightest and consequentially she often ends up showing off her undergarments to unwitting viewers, most of which are sick and/or minors. just today, a video was posted on this channel in which she is exposing her panties, which seem suspiciously childish, to her entire audience. she crossed another boundary in this field when she posted a store employees exposed breast in a video & refused to remove it because “she was so nice she probably wouldn’t mind.” she’s aggressive & adamant on the fact that she’s “perfectly healthy” and her weight is “perfect” but has admitted that “not everyone can handle my weight.” this is the superiority/god complex that can come with severe anorexia. a few years ago was one of her first real, legitimate slip ups. it came to light that there was a very active child predator in her discord - in fact, he was a mod. she was aware & even when victims came to her for help, she ignored them & often just removed/blocked them. it wasn’t until the public became aware of the situation that she decided to “come back from vacation” (she’s literally never left her region as far as most people understand) to handle the situation. remember, these are already traumatized & sick children. we can skim over the whole eugenia gets help but then victimizes herself over it & weaponizes her “trauma” to scare her followers out of wanting to seek professional treatment thing. that’s pretty minor in comparison. i’m not sure exactly when she started, she’s sort of always been gearing towards this, but she does “subliminal” fetish content now. her sit & spin thing is one of the earliest known examples. she used to lift obviously heavy things on stream - ottomans, gaming chairs, etc. - upon viewer request. this is a huge thing for anorexia fetishists, they get off seeing a frail, weak, emaciated woman struggle, do with that what you will. she will move her body in very unnatural ways in order to show every concave, every protruding bone, every pressure bruise, every bulging vein. she’s sort of started becoming proud of her balding hair, too. she’ll make nonsensical content where its like watching a fever dream. it’s heavily hypothesized that these random videos - where she’s holding up random objects, usually of decent size but never with clear reason - are just more fetish content that she’s been requested & paid to make. these ana fetishists are also infamous for sexualizing anorexics for their stunted growth, emaciated bodies & childish frames. eugenia has really started leaning in on *behaving* like a child. wearing cartoon characters, more stuffed animals than usual, childish music, childish hairstyles, makeup heavy but using bright & girlish colors, suggestive poses whilst wearing said childrens clothes. she uses a much higher pitched voice than she did before. she’s resorted to kind of just… contorting her body & moving her jaw in weird ways while she stares “seductively” into the camera… all while wearing this sexualized little girls outfit with her hair in pigtails. that’s all very disturbing, i think you can agree. but as of recently, she’s making it very known that she knows what people think, she knows exactly what she’s doing, she knows people are worried, she *does not care,* and her favorite person in the entire world, the person she looks up to & idolizes with her entire life? Jack Fucking Skellington. she has at least one video of herself “marrying” him and one of her costumes this year was literally jack. a fan recently asked her to wear red eyeshadow & put up devil horns in a video if she was in trouble. in almost immediate response, she posted a video of herself in her usual lack of properly fitting clothing with hot, fluorescent pink eye shadow and threw up some really flappy bunny ears. the complete & utter opposite of what the fan had said. she’s now mocking those that are genuinely concerned for her. she probably always has been, but now she’s being very arrogant about it. so when you people in the comment sections talking poorly of eugenia, especially on this channel that exists solely to talk ab eugenia outside of eugenia’s personal spaces, know that it’s for *very good* fucking reason. many of us were once/are very sick ourselves & we are only reacting this way bc she is very dangerous & most of us have been either directly or indirectly harmed by Eugenia Cooneys actions.
@@Flowervibes101 oh hey bestie, did you see your queen flashing again? i’ve been waiting for you to come harass me some more! go watch the newest video of your full grown adult skeleton queen flashing her little girl panties to her entire audience! then come back & tell me again how she’s not working for the fets🤡🤡 silly bitch
Ive seen that issue after people taking antidepressants... you can get itchy or burning rushes from that because they dehydrate you and i believe she is under ALOT of stress within her fam... followed by weigh loss :(
Everyone's noting the swelling which would've gone away in time, but not the fact that she usually shows her right side and not her left, like in this clip. If I'm right, that's actually an accomplishment that is no more :(
You look so much happier and healthier here. You have such a light about you. Please take care of your body and love yourself the way you’d want your daughter to love herself. Not sure if you have kids but it can put things in perspective. Focus on self love and healing. Don’t live for others approval just do what feels right in your soul. 💜
She’s so pretty without make up. If she got to a healthy weight, she would Be gorgeous. The more we like this particular video, the more encouraged she’ll be.
