even the sky reminds me of you... 

anywhere I go, you go my dear 💜 Listen on Spotify - spoti.fi/3xxIWrb

"I know I said I was over you but when my phone vibrates I still wish it was a text from you"

"she guessed my favorite color first try.. .but between me and u…i didnt even have a favorite color until she yelled out yellow!! she was hella excited n smiling like a little kid. so i told her she was right and i havent seen yellow the same since, its in everything. i could probably live in it now. "

of course it reminds me of you, it's the same sky we stood under.

I'm alone, broke, drunk, and heartbroken. Music is all I have now....

Just tucked myself into bed.. I cant begin to tell you how i feel listening to this. I can picture myself sitting on the bench and gazing at the stars.... such a beautiful imagination so beyond my grasp. *sigh*

_"it's 4am, and i'm wondering if you're thinking about me too."_

Bootleg Boy is always here when you need him...

Even the sky reminds me of you but then again... What doesnt?

I saw him, today. I don’t care if I’m sad, I just want him to be happy. And he is with her. And it’s okay, he’s smiling, that’s what matters.

I don’t even wanna go back, i just wanna forget about it.

Sometimes, when people think of love, they think of a heartbreak that never healed.

Whoever you are, wherever you are, whenever you are. Take solace in the fact that you are loved, no matter what is going on in your life. We're all here for you, every step of the way. Never forget that.

Still looking for a girl to listen to those lofi music

One day I hope to wake up and not be alone or sad anymore. 💔

I would fall into the realm of darkness just to have another glimpse of you.

All of the stars have a reason

is there a way to refund the love you've wasted on people who gave you nothing but lies in return

Honestly, I really miss my uncle. He was like a father to me. I called him almost everyday. We always drank a beer together, he'd always have some weird beer from another country which we both had never had before. Whenever I was struggling with something, I would call him. He would give me advice and tell me it was going to be okay. Last christmass he suddenly died. He had a stroke. He was very healthy, there were no warnings. I remember staying up all night in the hospital, I remember the nurses telling me at 5 a.m. he wouldn't make it. I visit his grave once a week to bring him fresh flowers in a beer bottle of a beer I had never had before. I miss him everyday. I can't wait to drink a beer with him again.

So I was dating this girl for 7 months, those were the best 7 months of my life, we talked every day and called every night and often we would fall asleep listening to songs together through the phone, we had never had a fight beside which is a better anime, food etc. then out of the blue she just says she wants to take a break from everything, and I respect her so I don't argue a few days later she calls me and she wants to break up, because how different schools are going to be hard, but for whatever reason I just can't let go of her, she was my everything, my will to live. I just feel like she never wanted to be with me but got with me for a little bit but then stayed with me because she didn't want to hurt my feeling or whatever. idrk know how to end is but anyone reading this, have an amazing night I love you

At least we’re under the same sky ❤️

and your face still claws its way back into my dreams after all this time...

"I don't know what to do without you. You're everywhere in my mind that I can't think of anything else...i mean..even the sky reminds me of you..."

We often fall in love too quickly. We’re tying up too fast. But we cry slowly.

Even when the sky reminds me of you... *It still rains on me*

The only medicine I need

All the stars are shining But my eyes are flowing And my heart is dying Cause all I am hoping Is being by your side But you are far So far away I feel your soul, your thoughts But I don't feel your glance, I can't see the little smirk in your cheeky smile Remember. To let go doesn't mean to forget. It means to let the past as the past To fully live your present And to foresee your future. Open your eyes Let me open your heart We both know it. We stare at the same moon at night And the same stars are above our heads. Just come to me so I can cry upon your shoulders And know that I am the only one in your heart.

I am very lucky to know a place that looks exactly like this

“Doesn’t everything in life wanna be loved?”

Tbh this person isn’t even a big event in my heart anymore. It seems as if the love just became a hard spot somewhere in my mind

the picture gave me a overdose of nostalgia

i wanna get lost in your eyes and butterflies again but now it’s 3 am. you’re sleeping and i’m missing you.

I know that when the clock strikes midnight, bootleg boy uploaded a video

She's stuck in my head since last week. The song of the birds reminds me of her laugh, the sunshine is just like her smile, the green of her eyes call my soul, her hair is so lovely that I think of it when touching my fuzzy gloves. I find her name in every word I read. Even the sky reminds me of her... I can't help but to struggle against myself. I used to like being lonely, but she showed me I need her warm hugs, her silly jokes, her crazy thoughts, her beautiful smile. I need her. I'm confortable at her side. When we're together, we're truly happy, we have fun. I can be myself with her, I fucking love her. Even the sky reminds me of her... and I'm going crazy... I planned to tell her before the holiday, but I couldn't. I was afraid to lose her. I didn't want to bother her mind. I didn't want to be a burden to her life. I thought she was already happy, I didn't want to mess with it. But we kept chatting. She's so amazing, omg. We're so similar. She likes the same songs as me. The same tv shows, the same games, everything!!! She understands me, just like I understand her. I love when she's close to me. Even the sky reminds me of her... Maybe I'll ask her in dating next week, but it doesn't matter to you, does it?

He's nicer, smarter, stronger and older than me He's just better for you and I know you'll love him, not me But I will still love you 💔

Wish i could go back and restore everything..

You'll be the sun, and I'll be the moon

those distant dog barks are such a phenomenal detail. i can’t even express the feeling this specific playlist gives me. and the rain, man i can’t even explain it’s like i’m feeling happy, sad, nostalgic, grateful, confused, all at the same time.

Even the sky reminds me of her. The stars in her eyes. The moon like her skin. Her smile like the sunshine The way the clouds sway is like when the wind flows through her fiery hair. But like everything that is within the sky, it’s all out of reach, as is her.

So glad I found this channel. It’s comforting, but also depressing at the same time reading the comments. It’s crazy how much pain we all have gone through. I’m hoping and praying for better days for all of us. You’re all in my thoughts. Thank you bootleg boy for connecting us all.

i fall asleep to this every night. thank you so much for all the good dreams i have because of this. you’re the reason i don’t wake up at night having anxiety attacks. i am beyond thankful for your existence.

Miss her smile, I wish to see it again every night upon the stars😪🥀🌃

I’m not lonely because I’m antisocial, I’m lonely because a heartbreak would push me over the edge

I feel like I'm in the wrong world. Cause I don't belong in a world where we don't end up together. I don't. There are parallel universes out there where this didn't happen. Where I was with you, and you were with me. And whatever universe that is, that's the one my heart lives in.

I always feel like second or maybe even fifth best. Then I hear songs like these and I’m floating in a place where everything makes sense and I’m happy. I can’t stop smiling and the boy I like chooses me because he likes my laugh and how my eyes shine and not because my best friend likes to tell him I’m shy. Oh how life would be nice like that. Xx

I know you'll be a Star, In somebody else sky, But why? Why can't it be in mine.

The sky reminds me of you... and how someday we will drift apart The sky reminds me of the day you eventually break my heart But I keep going, because I think there is hope I want to keep loving you But I feel like I'm losing you And I have to say, I don't want to use this rope I hope you all enjoyed that poem x

id like to share some of the best times of my life.idk why im sharing.. hopefully these make the one reading feel nice inside... maybe itll help you remember your own precious memories. i distinctly remember beautiful memories such as walking around our high school campus late at night, my hand and his conjointly woven together, looking up at the glowing stars. the sounds of a high school football game in the distance were definitely muffled by the intensity of my beating heart. another memory...our first homecoming together. of course it was awkward because we were both deathly introverted teens... but looking back it was one of the sweetest moments of my life (probably because it was where i had my first kiss :) ) i also recall another high school dance where we both completely emerged from our awkward little shells. spring fling. a moment in time ill never forget... us together, inseperable, furiously making out in the heat of a crowd. people high off their minds left and right, and individuals grinding here and there... pretty stereotypical high school dance haha. but this was an incredible feeling. music being blasted in the background, songs where we all know the lyrics by heart. everyone feeling alive for once, an energy that passed through us all. the beauty of youth is astonishing to me... it continually gifts me with a happiness that is unlike any other kind of happy. but there is a sense of sadness as well.. because i realize im damn well going to miss these times like hell once they are over...

Can hear this while the rain comes down and my depression goes up! Aye

Thank you for the chill music. I lost someone recently. They will be ok, but I will miss them. Rest in peace among the stars.

In my feels on my birthday. Thanks for this!

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in) i am never without it(anywhere i go, you go my dear, and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling) ... -e.e. cummings This is by far my favorite poem so when I heard it I got so excited. Go look it up. It's absolutely gorgeous

i can't move on.

When you read the notification and the title reminds you of *him/her*

Why do I listen to music that makes me more sad when I’m sad lmfao like what

it's been 9 months of unrequited love... it hurts so much

These always make me feel better.

deep breath look up starry night bright moon shooting star blink once look down look up tears swell shudder let it out sobs choking on tears holding your mouth shut don't let them hear you deep breath look up at me starry eyes bright smile shooting glance blink once look at your shoes look up to me eyes brimming shaking letting it go soft cries coughing salt keeping them in not wanting me to hear

Wow, came for the photo stayed for the music. 🎶💕

Probably this is not your day.Probably this is not your week.But this is your life, and its not meaningless..your are very important for someone.Probably that someone pray every night to find one like you.Your are not just a body...You are a soul, and a soul never die.

as darkness consumes me,the thought of you devours me and my tears over flow from the inside out

beautiful background

"The fault, dear Brutus, is not in our stars, but in ourselves."

This mix makes me feel alone; in my room, everybody sleeping, the silent night. A little sad but in the very inside I feel good. I found the way how to enjoy solitude and sadness.

6am and this song slowly puts my insomnia to sleep❤

We held on to what we knew... Knowing what we held wasn't true.. Strayed footprints on the Path. I'm Blessed to have met you.

I've never ever loved anyone the way I love you

There's nothing wrong with being in that bench all by yourself. The view is spectacular.

Bootleg boy thanks for getting me through med school best music to study too, hope Im not the only one who comes here even tho im not sad. Wish you guys all the best!

perfect chill Sunday mix

I can imagine myself with you in that bench with are heads leaning on one another. But I can also imagine me their by myself with my head down...

“Loving someone and being loved means so much to me.”

Every time I look at the sky. Blue. The color of his eyes. I could never forget. His sky blue eyes, oh how I wish they could look in mine. But the world is ending, and all I have is music. I’m sure someone else feels the same.

I just got cured from fever & im glad im ok your music helped me a lot when i was sick & also when my parents fight thank you bootleg boy your the best man

This is my medicine

i already know this is going to be amazing

Let's be honest, this was recommended to all of the people who needed this.

i wonder do you think of me when you kiss her. does my face cross your mind once in a while. because i know yours does every time before i go to sleep. wishing i could hold you in my arms while we are both smiling at each other. all the times you told me you wouldn’t leave. but you ended up leaving first. you left without an explanation. and now what do i do with all this hurt. i’m left with all these feeling. but you.. you are with her now. and im just here. missing you every second of the day.

I hope you all doing well.

It takes four minutes to fall in love and forever to fall out of it

11:20 is without a doubt my favorite part of this mix, the small little breathing you can hear is just so comforting.

i just Want to say thanks to the bootleg boy for helping me with his Music and to wish all of you a Great time ✌🏼🖤

I miss him😢

Love your channel rip x🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

As a child I began to feel this vague heaviness begin to grow in my heart. It was small at first, barely noticeable, only in brief moments and from certain angles. But as each year passed the weight began to grow, getting heavier and heavier. Simultaneously my heart became weaker and weaker. Cracks began to appear and hope began to dim. Until eventually all I could feel was the overwhelming anchor, the incessant aching, the unbearable pain hiding behind every attempt to smile. I was drowning on land, suffocating in fresh air, screaming in silence. The agony became my home, and i resided in the hell of my burdened heart. And then I met you. It took years for my heart to weave this mountain of pain. And it only took days of your presence to unravel it completely. You saved me. You invented fire in a heart that only knew the damp cold of despair. You made my existence meaningful and exciting. You made me happy. And then you left. Now the weight has returned. Maybe even stronger than before. But one thing is different now. I know that you are possible. And although my memory of you is foggy and those feelings hidden deep in the crevices of my heavy heart. And although you left me, maybe more broken then even before. You also left me with hope. And if I cling to it hard enough. I just might find a love like yours once more.

I was officially broken today, my crush that I loved for 5 months told me that he had a girlfriend, yeah I was crying all night, still am. I told him I loved him before he had her he said he had a “stronger vibe” which made me think I wasn’t good enough he knows that I have depression and I don’t think he understands how painful it is cause he has all the confidence in the world but ending up breaking my heart as I thought to myself “why me?” It’s fucking painful as I’m going to say a million times it just broke me more then anything then I asked him ‘do you cuddle with her?’ Which he replied ‘yea’ i just wish that was me.

im not missing anyone but the hardships/depression of life occasionally brings me here

idk why but this playlist makes me wanna fall in love and go on a late night walk 🥺

Never clicked on something faster❤️

When you realize that everything it's over but bootleg is always there to save you and make you feel that there is still something that can keep you in order to continue about dreaming and hoping that one day you will succeed...

Happy belated birthday. Sorry I wasn't able to be there, but I wish the sky would protect every single step you take.

Your the only reason for my sorrow but your also the only reason why I’m still alive.

He told me he loved me, then where'd all that love go....

my comment will probably get lost in the sea of comments but that's ok here's my rant: About 3 years ago I fell in love with someone who was my only friend, who in reality probably only hung out with me out of pity and we dated for awhile but I guess he never liked me because he left me, and then a year later he liked me but I still wonder if he liked me or maybe he was just lonely, i didn't date him because of the fact that he fucks my mental health, when I feel fine and me and him start talking I feel so hurt all over again yet I feel the most calm with him. He took all my friends, dated them and made me so isolated at school, but even so I still love him, I always wondered if maybe when I was looking away he was looking at me too, but that's just me being hopeful but here we are 3 years later, even now he still texts me saying how he misses me but I always tell him Im over him but god Im still thinking of him, I remember everything his smile his laugh, all those little moments mattered so fucking much too me but I'll never let him know because he's honestly always linked too the reason my mental health always gets so bad, it's just I know I should hate him but I love him so much, I'm at a new school now because I tried too overdose over my last school (literally he made me so sad I wanted too die) but im so fucking broken and I feel like the only time I feel whole is when I'm with him. I should hate him but I still hope whenever my phone vibrates that it's him.

Dam, why these memories gotta come back to me🥀🌃🌙...

I like how the stars are shining and moving 💗

“I carry your heart with me. I carry it miles. I am never without it. Anywhere I go, you go, dear.”

Everyone is into writing their own dark shit down here. I might as well add myself to that list. It's been decided that I stay 30 to 45 days in a mental hospital, starting in 4 days. Life is just real shit. Sometimes nothing is enough. Friends, family, lo-fi. They help to an extent.

Everyone talking about these scenarios and im just here crying at 10:56 pm because i just went through like 30 different ambient tracks and all of them were beautiful

I'm sorry that someone broke your heart, an ode to lost loves