To find a pocketful of joy in each day…..I will try to hold on to that. To not feel guilty when your precious one is suffering so much and dying of cancer …to not feel guilty if I can enjoy food when my precious one can’t even eat and on and on …. So hard I am putting in this comment because just hearing you say that makes me feel a slight bit less guilty. Thank you dear soul.
My daughter (46 yr) who has lived with us all her life due to a physical disability is now dying of spreading cancer. I feel so very guilty when in my mind I am thinking of logistics like what do I say in the paper or facebook, how are people able to get photos together for those videos playing in the funeral home and more much more. Oh God this is unbearably hard. My daughter Amy is the kindest person anyone could meet…..I see her sitting in the recliner wondering how is she going to die and she remains kind and truly sweet. I just know God will get us through…..I don’t know how…. Thank you for sharing about your wonderful wife.
