Everything I eat in a day in anorexia recovery *LIQUID CALORIES* 

I’m praying right now for you, my sister! I pray Lord Jesus gives you the power and strength you need on this crazy journey we all call life! 🤗🙏💪❤️

Thank you, thank you, thank you! did I forget to say thank you? Wishing you a steady recovery ♥

Ohhhhh you’re speaking danish now? 😏 I’ve never actually been in denial about my problem. Only for like 2 months where I didn’t feel valid due to my weight (🙄) But yes! It’s difficult to get better/help if you can’t recognize what needs to change ❤️

Thank you ❤️

Thank YOU! I decided to record these videos in an effort and hope to push myself even more in my recovery, but for it to have meaning to others, maybe not many but some, means the absolute world to me. Thank you, thank you, thank you ♥️

@@dearcornelia keep uyp the good work in recovery, fighting your mind isn't easy, but you know its possible, you have all our support

Thank you 🥹❤️

Thank you! This train is not stopping anytime soon 😉🤪

Thank you! I'M A SUCKER FOR A GOOD MUSICAL OMW 🤪

OMG THANK YOU!!! Hope your recovery is going well ❤️

Thank you, that means more to me than you can fathom!! ♥️♥️

Thank you, I am aware of that, and I do also eat meals/snacks that are just that. Enjoyment (Example the chocolate bar in my previous video, and the sushi, and pick n’ mix in my latest video ☺️). I don’t really see it as justification tho, more so analysis. It being balanced, was not my reasoning for drinking it. The reason for drinking it was that I want to be able to enjoy a hot chocolate. However In my work with my dietician, what we often focus on (apart from being able to eat freely, because she most definitely does care about that) is having a rebuttal to my eating disorder. We like calling this “putting on the dietician glasses”. When wearing “the dietician glasses” all food is neutral. A carb is a carb, a fat source is a fat source, a protein is a protein and so fourth. It doesn’t matter where the source came from. And when the eating disorder is being EXTRA loud, you put on “your dietician glasses”. When wearing them, all ED thoughts must be erased, because science trumps the illness. Thus when the ED is extra loud, listing of the reasons why my ED is wrong in fearing the food I come to my senses ❤️ Hope this made sense in some kind of way I’ve taken my sleep meds 40 min ago and they are most definitely working. Other wise I’m just gonna come back to this and edit my comment 😂

That makes me SO happy to hear! GO slay recovery away!! 🥳❤️

THANK YOU 😭❤️

@@dearcornelia you are a treasure to behold A precious gem worth more than gold. your beauty radiates from within & your body parts are like work of art!!! Each one a masterpiece that sets you apart Addicted to you forever Iam & in my heart you dwell forever there in you casted a spell of love on me? or what have you done!? your love and affection & you trying luring me to be with you makes me feel very tempted & weak but strong and resilient I will try to be and shall try not to easily give in 🤩🤩Wow!!! You are more beautiful than the most lovely rose And more sweet than honey and more precious than gold You are more precious than everything that exists in this world 😍😍😍 A beauty queen whom I never ever seen any one as beautiful as her before and may never ever in my whole entire life will see anyone as beautiful as her-meaning you-at all.. 😍😍 WoW!!! you are a lovely butterfly and a beautiful rose you are the diamond and the pure gold you are the lovely moon in our nights you are the radiant sun shining soo bright loving you is sooo sweet its the most enjoyable thing for you are the paradise for the heart and soul and mind Everything about you is sooo unique and attracts the eyes and captivates the mind God surely perfected you so glorified is he whom made you too beautiful and made you soo smart 🌷😘 😍😍 you are too beautiful!! whomever see you should believe that God is true & real.. and whenever I see you I feel like Iam in a dream, And when we wake up we will all realize that all this life was nothing but a dream and that only God is whats true and real.. There was a teacher whom didn't believe in the existence of God, one day he asked his students, do you see God? the students then replied no we don't see God, so the teacher said if you don't see God it means there is no God. then a smart student stood up and said to the other students hey guys can you see the teachers brain? then the students answered no we don't see the teachers brain, the student then said the teacher then is crazy, he has no brain :0) The universe science says was not always there, it had a beginning point, the big bang, meaning it was begun/initiated in other words created, thus there should be a creator, there must be a God. One God for all of us he created us all and can revive us again, God initiated everything, & he repeat/redo things too, & thats clear, we see many cycles of different things in life, also in summer for example the desert land becomes like empty and is filled with only sand, and when rain falls in abundance in spring or winter, after that small flowers & wild plants grow again, also, we see how humans and animals grow and how their body is formed from the elements which were in the sand which plants feed on which they eat, and after they die they go to the sand and their atoms/elements are taken by plants which humans & animals eat and their bodies grow from those atoms & elements found in the sand which came from previous humans & animals which died before, so God can bring us again after we die even if our atoms became in the sand he can make us from the same atoms we were made of or from other atoms if he want or make us be in a spirit form or like ghosts, any ways, everything in this life is recycled, learn if you want about the different cycles in life in nature, the food cycle or food chain, the water cycle, even the gas cycle that makes the air the oxygen &carbon dioxide &nitrogen cycles, even the energy is like recycled but only changes from form to another form. Anyways, God created this life but it's only a temporary sample/an example of a coming everlasting one which could be either in heaven paradise or in hell. If we try to be good humans in life, and try to obey God and his messengers-including the final messenger for all humanity the prophet Mohammed- and those whom rightly represent them, for example imam Ali & ahlulbayt the family/good descendants of the prophet mohammed, then we will all go to heaven/paradise, if not then we will go to hell fire and burn in it forever. keep shining sunshine &spread the light.,

YAAAAS GIRL!!!! What did you have? I hope it was yummy 😋

@@dearcornelia It was! I had some of my mums cooking, thank you for being so inspiring

THANK YOU!!! I often wonder if my editing style is enjoyable or boring, so that means a lot ❤️

are you still recovering?

@@destinytaylor6370 trying to

My language story is long and complicated, but I did grow up with a lot of American family friends and au pairs (so many different languages actually) and just a naturally good language brain.

Yay! That mean's we're cool girls. Bad Bitch Recovery bby😎

Thank you ❤️‍🩹

Oh I most definetly wouldn't be able to do this without my treatment team! They're the backbone of my recovery. I owe so much of where I am right now to my therapists, dietician, and the amazing people I'm in group therapy with ♥️

It's really hard sometimes 😢

majority of the time attempting recovery without any professional help is pretty much completely fruitless when it comes to eating disorders. being forced into recovery also dosen't help as much as people hope it would, but the same is true for rawdogging recovery all on your own.

Thank you!

Thank you 🙂

She really is ♥😎

for me, I also don't struggle a ton with liquid calories. though some things I won't drink at all, like soda. I've always been very fixated with the number on the scale, and liquids impact it less the next day if I've been having a really rough time.

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Sometimes the world knows when you’re ready for an extra push. Proud of you ❤️‍🩹

Omg thank you! It’s not perfect but you know what it doesn’t have to be for me to share my love for singing ❤️

I don’t know what stores carry them in your home country, but where I’m from (Denmark) I’ve seen them in Netto, Meny, føtex and many other stores!

Definitely not a sugar free hot chocolate we’re doing the real deal bby! 😎 It’s a British brand called Whitard. They also do tees both cold and warm. We’ve bought them whenever we’ve been in London ❤️

@@dearcornelia it sounds amazing but I can't do anymore then 10 grams of sugar bc of my bypass. I love teas what's your favorite flavor

I don’t have a specific time for my meals, but no longer than 2-3 hours pass between them

I don’t view any foods as breakfast/lunch/dinner thus the yoghurt bowl was my lunch ☺️

It's what i do best 😏😎

I got them over the summer when I was In London! I love them to pieces, have genuinely been obsessed since 2018 I remember when they used to make these “fruit and nut nibbles” GOD I MISS THEM

First of all I’m not on a meal plan, I follow a three meal + three snack structure. Everybody is different, and this is a normal sized lunch for me, which my dietician does approve off. Plus both my dietician and therapists can most definitely confirm that I gain the weight that I need to weekly. Roughly estimated I eat about 2500 calories a day, which is enough to sustain a 0,5 kg weekly weight gain. Sometimes I gain more, sometimes I gain less, you can’t always explain what happens in the body. It does what it needs to do, and so far the scale is still going up.

@@dearcornelia ok, as long as it makes you get better. I always recommend increasing more to fully restore the the body and to be able to have a high and working metabolism once healed. This also heals your thoughts and relationship with food better. I highly recommend listening to the podcast “recovery talk” were she talks a lot about this and healing on a lower intake. 2500 is often what a normal healthy woman needs to sustain her weight. I know many ed dietitians recommending quite low intake for recovery which is scary

@thealiceftw thank you for your input, but I’ll leave the dietectic work to my dietician ☺️

@@AliceBunny05 not true. sorry you have to go through such bad drs, food and weight shaming. read "no period now what" - a healthy active woman needs around 2500 and often even more

I'm from Denmark :)

That’s because ED’s are so illogical. No food should be feared. Not hot chocolate or chocolate bars ❤️‍🩹

It’s part of my therapy, that I have to do everyday. On one side I write down: The date Day of the week When I woke up Any exercise, and when and what I ate And then on the other side I will write down any feelings our thoughts that affected the day, any wins ED wise, or anything that has been difficult. When I get to therapy on mondays, I have then picked out one of the days from the previous week, that we talk about ☺️

@@dearcornelia wow it's so cool ! I think I'm gonna do that for my recovery. And do you have any tips against the calories fear ? I am progressing little by little in my recovery but I still need to count my calories because I'm afraid of taking too much, I'm really afraid of calories ? Can you help me please 😭 ?

do you know what type of community you’re commenting on? for some people, eating the damn “unhealthy” food is vastly healthier than being afraid of it, demonizing it, stressing over it, or even partaking in other extreme disordered behaviors that damage their body because of it. please don’t comment on somebody else’s choices until you know the whole picture. their body, their needs.

@@asteriadreams I can and will comment. Not sure what country your in. You sound like a child.

SLAY THAT SNACK!!!🤩😍