Explaining my depression to my mother // By Sabrina Benaim // Audio // Spoken Poetry 

Where can i get the real version of this video? It really made me feel proud for a reason and gave me goosebumps at the same time...

Me explaining my depression to my mom because she doesn't understand me making her understand my depression

I cry every night and day idk if I'm depressed but I want to die all the time my dad says I need to go to a mental hospital and I say I'm fine he says no your depressed

I got sexually assaulted for 7 months straight and nobody did nothing no matter how many times i told them :(

@@Rvxiie i'm so sorry. Take care

Tina King yeah

Fr....

Amen❤

Don’t copy a comment that’s already been said:/

Mhm....... That's... Right......

True

She’s faking depression because no one with depression goes to thier mom and randomly shouts some nonsense “depression” quotes -.-

Yeet Vomit wait wut? umm are u fucking ok? don’t joke about shit like that it’s a poem. it’s suppose to help people and don’t sit there and say that she’s faking it cause that’ll make her worst

@@danny7715 period BIIIITCH

aaaaand you copied this.

⭐❤💚💙💛⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on RU-vid and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS » ⭐❤💚💙💛⭐Save this message, and give it to everyone, he will help so much people, share it to everyone.

Dear parents, I feel like therapy won't take me anywhere I need and want to take medication just to stop feeling so much about nothing I am sorry that I didn't call you last week when I was scared as you made me promise I don't need you to spend time with me I don't need you to talk things out with me I just need you to follow my lead and be okay with whatever I decide But I know that deep down... I need you to keep caring about me I need you to not give up on me I need you to force me to stay alive even if it takes me years to finally want to live

⭐❤💚💙💛⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on RU-vid and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS » ⭐❤💚💙💛⭐Save this message, and give it to everyone, he will help so much people, share it to everyone.

I don’t need company, but when i do, I’m just to. . . Something to ask. I don’t even know how to explain anymore.

Dear parents dont think your problems are the only valid ones thats not true

If u dare to tell mom ur brave but I am not

That's what I think

I care. If it matters. Stay strong love 💗

@@emfloyd3710 who?

"Funny how when ur dead people started listening" - a song i frogot who wrote it.

@@dulcegonzalezvega7483 Earn the love

lissete soto thanks for making my day 😅😪

lissete soto this may be funny to some ppl and u might’ve not wanted to offend anyone but depression really isn’t something to joke about js😕

@@gen.kivie16 They weren't joking about depression .-.

True...

wtf, if your mom really did this, im sorry but shame on her, because DEPRESSION, is not a joke..

⭐❤💚💙💛⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on RU-vid and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS » ⭐❤💚💙💛⭐Save this message, and give it to everyone, he will help so much people, share it to everyone.

⭐❤💚💙💖To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on RU-vid and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS » ⭐❤💚💙💖Save this message, and give it to everyone, he will help so much people, share it to everyone.

I can relate to these few sentences as well. I am still feeling those feelings too. I felt it deep in my heart and soul when I heard those words, thanks for saying it first.

Kai owo same

Same here, man. Same.

Same

My mom screamed at me for wasting all her pills....

t h a t b I t c h I’m sorry.

I understand 💔

I feel the same.. my mom always tells me to talk with her then a few minutes later shes yelling at me..

My mom will tell me "you're fine." and CANCELS MY THERAPY because she "cured me" she thinks yelling at me and telling me I am a mistake is "curing me" then, she blames it on me.

Yep. I tried to explain it to my mom because she was screaming at me, making me feel awful and all she said is that if I ever do anything it's on me. She then asks why I never talk to her or anyone about it. She's why

Mhm

I hate how this has been true throughout my entire life..

@@lee123v7 For now its hard, and ik it is, but things need to get worse before they can get better cause once you've hit rock bottom, the only way left is up :> On that journey back up, you may* fall or scrape your knees but you can't just give up. If you ever need to vent or get anything off your chest, this comment will always be here for that

Thank you, this is so true!

That's somehow how I feel in so creative and small words I love this!

*creativity joined the chat*

I know this isn’t original, but I love the quote all the same.

"Just because you're colorblind doesn't mean you can see the colors." - Jaiden Animations

Anxiety is like having trypophobia, you can’t stand it.

okay boomer

@@enamel4456 STFU DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT A BOOMER IS

Yeah only my friends care for me not sure anymore though they will believe me if I'm dead

So true.

No one will care honestly

Thank you So I tried to cut my self 8 times I have Ally's and they talk to me during lunch when I don't eat we talk about anxiety and depression and suicide And while I have a mental break

I did not come this far, I just did not kill myself yet

thats a lie :) no one is ever there never

NO. NO! NEVER. The PROBLEM IS I DID NOT GO FAR! I ONLY STARTED FEELING SO DAMN FUCKED UP BUT I'M HERE! CRYING WHEN I JUST STARTED! I'M HERE WHIMPERING AND THEN FEELING ALL GUILTY KNOWING THAT PEOPLE HAVE BEEN FEELING THIS ALL ALONG, LONGER THAN ME! BUT THEY'RE NOT CRYING THE WAY I DO! THEY ARE MATURE WHILE IM A CHILDISH THING CRYING!!

⭐❤💚💙💛⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on RU-vid and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS » ⭐❤💚💙💛⭐Save this message, and give it to everyone, he will help so much people, share it to everyone.

Wow .. Well Put 👍 It's A Feeling No One Can Understand Until They Feel It .. 😥

Whale Cat this is the best thing I’ve ever heard..no cap

Yeah. I have social anxiety and thats why i skip school. Im afraid that people will bully me till i have anorexia, that they will bully me into killing myself... Well. The anorexia is there for now. And they say im the crazy one i say "you made me like this, its not a choice, or do you think having cancer is a choice? No? So is mental illenes... Its your fault that its there and i just wanna kill your whole fucking racd for this!" and yes they made me racist because they were racist and i just feel like Adolf Hitler...

*they were kind of racist gipsys 😂

I Too Have Severe Agoraphobia & Anxiety/ Rolling Panic Attacks .. That Last Hours .. It's Been 3 Months Since I Last Ventured Out .. To See My Doc & Get Another 3 Month Refill .. It's Pure Hell All The Way There & Back .. I've Even Started Living In 1 Room .. Feeling Panic If I Go Out Of My Hole .. Now It's To The Point That I Get Panicky If My Phone Rings .. I Don't Call Out Because Of It & Only Answer For Doc/ Med Related Purposes .. My Local Pharmacy Delivers My Meds .. Most People Don't Understand & My Family Has Moved On .. So The Depression .. Feelings Of Guilt Eat At Me Constantly .. I Go Weeks At A Time That I Don't Eat & Take Small Amounts Of Water .. Self Harming I'm Told .. My Parents Used Food As Punishment .. Their Gone So Apparently I'm Doing To Myself What They Did .. I Pray You Find The Light .. ✌💚 You Are Not Alone My Friend ..

Lone Wolf always the response I get

You're right. 😢

same..

that hit too hard

That’s the same response I get...

she was having a panic attack they are super brave

⭐❤💚💙💛⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on RU-vid and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS » ⭐❤💚💙💛⭐Save this message, and give it to everyone, he will help so much people, share it to everyone.

⭐❤💚💙💖To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on RU-vid and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS » ⭐❤💚💙💖Save this message, and give it to everyone, he will help so much people, share it to everyone.

Define shivers

OOOOO

I dont want to live But, Im too scared to die But then again, I'm even more scared to live.

Same

the fear of everything is called panophobia, so its like that person panophobic, because here living is everything. when living you get to experience, see, feel, hear, and taste amazing things but some things arent that "amazing" and that makes us scared. so like life isnt that amazing its scary y'never know whats next but you would be afraid of whats next. sometimes thinking about whats next makes you go "well what the fuck" ot can be in a way you arent prepared for it or youre just so confused of everything going too fast. soo you would be afraid because everything is going too fast, everyone and everything is changing, nothing stays the same. so you would he afraid of living because youre scared of whats next and what happens next could be anything [everything] we never know but we try to know but some of us try too hard to know whats next

Because it never happens..

Relatable😭

iris. gacha when did u get diagnosed?

its the gacha games u be playin i tellin u that rn not as a joke but its them gacha games

Uh.

⭐❤💚💙💛💖⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on RU-vid and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS » ⭐❤💚💙💛💖⭐Save this message, and give it to everyone, he will help so much people, share it to everyone.

i feel the same

Yes...the pain is real in her voice. Sadly other people feel that pain as well. This girl spoke to all of us.

Fr

I know...I was on the verge of tears..

😭

I can to and it's very real

True

yup...

Mind over matter

Perfect description

10000% true

Same here

Poor you i hope you will have a happy life soon dear

Same

fr

WHAT THE HECK IS UP WITH PARENTS THINKING THE PHONE IS BAD!?!?!?!?

@@nuryasreenyleana1953 please clam down-

They say phone is always the reason but for me it's not

Me (mumbles, after a 1 or 2 years of building courage, coz to scared to say it out loud): Mom, the way you insult my weight, height and colour, affects me- Mom (giving ghe stink eye): Then why dont you try to loose some weight, gain some height and get some whitening treatment. Me (shocked and trying to keep back tears): ok...... My older sis (who is actually expetiencing mental health issues): She has seen that i finally get some attention bcoz of my mental health so she is trying to steal that now. What n attention seeker. Me: * confused coz i expected my sis to relate as she once faced the same issues *

God I cried the first time I understood that line...

It's something we all think at one point or another right ? How that man make his music speak to us all 😭

@@allicjasmith368 Yeah... I didn't know I could miss someone I never knew, someone who died before I was even born...

@@LunyMusic33 it's something maddening isn't it? Loving someone you never knew me and my brother were triplets in the womb we lost our big sister a week old and I love her more than anything I've ever loved and I never even knew her

@@allicjasmith368 Wow that's beautiful I'm sorry for your loss. I hope you're doing better.

but we will not even emit to are selves me

Me

Me

But even if we told themthey still wouldn't be able to help.

Me asf

My mom makes me feel like shit for having feelings

omg yes

My mom said I can't hate anyone... I broke her rule because I hate myself

Do u have pickels for brains

@@icequeen9289 You realize how mean that is right!

But can we really consider this living?

OwOliver Living or just breathing?

Wtf you have my friend 's pfp

Depression tells you to kill yourself and anxiety makes you too scared to try. What if you have both..?

Depression is telling me to cut myself and anxiety is telling me someone might see it and find out and then that would just be embarrassing

I'm depression 😔😢😓😔😢😓😔😢😓

Those words are y I’m afraid to tell my mom about my depression

yes, i very grammar on this comment

Yeah thats what my family says 😔

“you have nothing to be sad over” “you are just sad” “you have a good life you shouldn’t be sad” “there is so much good in the world” “stop being sad”

Finally someone who knows what i feel

Bro I'm with u

I feel that like I feel bad for bringing the mood down when I want to tell people that I am not okay like how do i let people know without making them feel bad or them giving me that pity look and then I feel like they won’t understand

crippling depression OMG THATS LITERALLY HOW I FEEL

yep...

Exactly... if I tried to explain that to anyone they would say, “you’re fine.” Or “why would you be sad?” And there’s truly no way to respond to that.

Exactly how I feel...

Yea thats exactly how it is

my english teachers wouldnt like this sentence the same word was used three time 🅱️🅱️🅱️🅱️

Ney Tanuki that part strikes home so muvh

I no how that feels thanks mom not rially

It's not fun to try have fun when you know it wont help, and that hopeless feeling swallowing you up for underneath you as you sleep when you feel the most vulnerable...

⭐❤💚💙💛💖⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on RU-vid and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS » ⭐❤💚💙💛💖⭐Save this message, and give it to everyone, he will help so much people, share it to everyone.

⭐❤💚💙💛💖⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on RU-vid and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS » ⭐❤💚💙💛💖⭐Save this message, and give it to everyone, he will help so much people, share it to everyone.

if there was a way i would be gone

i would’ve done it a long time ago

Me to...

My family hates me, I want to see if they even cared if I die

if i hadn't found bts this year, i would've already been gone. i didn't ask to be born! 😭

Lucy Smith the shit hurts more when she take stepdad side and ignores u but then she says why are u being so dramatic

@@Deargagusgorm yo should pack your stuff and LEAVE

I told my mom I hate myself she does not believe me I think she believed me that there is something telling me horrible things about myself

No one knows I tried to kill myself twice

Oh god, my stepdad's reaction was exactly the same

I've chose just to give up on that, when someone asks me if I'm okay, I either say are you Okay? Or fuck off. I've given up on all this shit

Camryn Conger Me too. I am done with ppl.

@@veronicamoonlight4828 sometimes it just seems pointless to me, I mean why mess with society when I can just do my own thing. Like in my world the only friends I need are my imaginary friends. The only socialization I need is with my imagination. In fact I'm not even going back to school,I'm gonna stick with online school, I hate that people call me lazy. I'm sorry that I have a different sleep schedule, I'm sorry that I go to sleep at 5 and wake up at 9, I'm a night owl. I need to be up during those times because nights my most energetic time period. Yeah my room is pitch black even at noon, why would I want it any different. I've had to learn to accept the fact that I'm different, and that I'm a introvert that had a rough life. I'm tired of people saying to more productive things, BITCH, SEE ME AT 2 AM I'M CLEANING, WRITING SONGS, TAKING CLASSES AND WHAT ARE YOU DOING, SLEEPING AT LEAST I DON'T NEED COFFEE TO GET THROUGH MY DAY ALL I NEED IS THE MOON AND DARKNESS, AND PEACE AND QUETE BECAUSE MY DAY IS NIGHT. it just gets so annoying, sorry if this is a little over top it's 3:21 and I decided to go to sleep early but I got woke up but I'm still tired and will probably go back to sleep I'm sorry if you don't agree with me in sorry if you think imaginary friends are childish, because if so. How many friends you got cause I got hundreds in my world? And yeah it's MY WORLD because I make the rules,I decide what the time is, I decide where I'm going to be and when, i can change who I'm with were I'm at in less then 2 seconds. The only things I need is darkness a brain, and a dictionary, because yes I'll read of a dictionary for hours on end. If you got a problem with it I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm the only one on in my world because the population in my world is 1 because I'm the one who can make thousands thanks to my imagination

@@veronicamoonlight4828 yeah I get it, I think y ouTube is being stupid and it shows me in my inbox that you replied to me but when I go to look at it it's gone

Camryn Conger U gout my Gmail right?

i been told those lie to they hurt

The words that matter most are never said.

Broken souls broken by beautiful lies

@@yourmom3412 🥺

Everything will be ok😢❤

That’s true... and it’s sad

And it's the lie people tell the most

soooooooo true

True, problem is that at first, they seem to exclude each other, as if you cannot have both, thats what other think... They'll say it is impossible white cant be Black, it'd be gray. Which is true when talking about colors, but not if all the colors have faded.

I have like really bad anxiety to the point I just start crying over anything and when I try to explain what it’s like I cry a whole ocean...

its true... and i hate it

Midnight_ Animation Fr

if you want someone to talk to i am here for you if you want to talk i have a channel we can talk there if you want

and the winner in the end will be you

And you want to live Depression vs Anxiety vs You

Ain’t those song lyrics

Me too

my dude you didnt really say the girl has fake depression so maybe she has her side of the story

g a b r i e l a 101 it’s ok to cry

““Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.” ‭‭Matthew‬ ‭11‬:‭28‬ ‭because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖 And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤

Right

heh..it's funny you know.. I can be all of them at some points..

But am i actually? Or im i just over reacting. Im i just ungrateful cause i think i am

No i have a depressed friend and want to know how it ifeels and how to help her...

I want to die so hard, nobody understands me. I'm all alone trying to survive in a life I don't deserve..

HEACK YAH ITS NONE OF THOSE ITS DEPRESSION ITS being emotionless

My boyfriends said to that it's puberty. SO DEAR PEOPLE IN THE WHOLE WORLD: DEPRESSION CAN COME AT ANY AGE POSSIBLE! IT CAN COME IF YOU ARE 5 IT CAN COME WHEN YOU ARE 95! AND STOP THESE EXCUSES WITH PUBERTY, LAZYNESS OR HORMONES. IF YOU'RE CHILD NEEDS HELP. THEN DON'T LAUGH AT IT! TRY HELPING IT! SOME PEOPLE LIKE ME HAVE A HARD TIME SAYING:" Hey. I need some Help!" Because WE are afraid that we'll be a BURDEN to everyone! WE ARE ALL HUMANS AND WE SHOULD BE TREATED EQUALLY! AND I THINK THAT WE ALL EXPIRENCED THAT WHAT I WILL TELL YOU NOW: You want to talk about your problems to a Person you THOUGHT you could TRUST. But If you tell them your problems. They will start to show no empathy at all and Talk about their own problems! And WE want everyone to be happy and that is why our mind says: yea.. Help them. They are way more important than we are." I might just be a 14-year old girl, but people also need to understand that WE aren't lazy people. We also have problems! We are HUMANS! DON'T YOU GET IT?! YOU CAN'T JUST SAY TO A PERSON THAT HAS A CERTAIN AGE: YEA YOU ARE LAZY OR IT'S PUBERTY! It's like you go to an old Person and say: yea you are 95 you're old. You'll die anyway. That is hella rude. And now imagine telling this not to a Stranger but to your son/daughter/non binary child: "You lay in bed all day. You are sick.ew" or what hurzs more" You disgust me when you are doing this." The child. No YOUR CHILD will feel really distant towards you and blames itself for that. I have watched this video 3 years ago. And it still reaches out to me. And I know I am not the only Person thinking this. Thank you for reading. Have a great morning/day/afternoon/night. And remember: You are worth it. You are beautiful. You are loved. If you need any help you can dm me in insta or any other social Media Platform. [insta: melina_loves_ramen]

My mom laughed at me when she said I wanted to be a boy.

When I told my mom she called one of my friends and told her to fix me

::/

Why is this true with so many families?

Right

i told my mom i was giving up and she slaped me and i ended up on the floor im a 13 year old girl who cant handle it

Hey basically same thing happened to me because my family only cares for my siblings

U fine??❤😢

My mom always says I'm lazy but I'm just un motivated to even get up in the morning let alone change clothes

My mum said this the other day :/

I feel you

I can feel you. No one understands

I know it's been 2 months since your comment but I hope you are doing okay, well as okay as one can be when your mind is telling you that nothing is worth it. Hold on until you find it, until you find that spark of hope that makes everything have meaning and makes the world not look so sad. It takes time but believe me when you find that thing that makes you feel okay you will try your best to never go back to the dark place you were before. Once you see the light it's a struggle trying to not go back to the darkness but it is so much better in the light. The whole world takes on a new color and makes it so you don't dread waking up everyday. Someone is there for you whether its me or someone else in your life. Stay strong and know you aren't alone and someone cares.

I have never heard something more true in my life thank you for that

Same Unicorngirl!

Thanks

The video almost most made me cry, but just this one comment was so relatable that I couldn't hold it in....thank you, and I hope everything s fine....

Same

My mum tells me to always make sure to look at both sides of the story and try to understand where people are coming from. But when it comes to me being unmotivated and visibly unhappy with anger issues. It's all broken down to "your just being lazy" and "it's just a faze". I then told her can you please atleast try to look through my perspective? She said "I don't even need to, your just lazy!" that broke me. I'm about to finish high-school and for the first time in my life. I'm looking forward to being a responsible gun owner. Can't wait to "accidently" shoot myself.

@@epkoknol9131 I really hope that doesn't happen....

she thinks its a phase.

@@nadiarobinson1753 Eh. People die all the time so why would my life matter any more? Plus I think it would be a nice release. Just need to lay low so I pass the background check (not very hard to do) and do my thing. Last thing I want to do is burden and hurt others so no need to worry about me using it on others.

I hope it went well!

Harvey Yeomans IM here for you if you need to talk or DM me!❤️❤️ your not alone❤️ (im actually a girl)

U lie

And faking a smile FUCKING HURTS

And thats why I always say I'm tired.... :')

Tried I'm tired because I'm up till who knows how long fighting those thoughts in my head but it's worthless cause they never go away

Some people hide it well and just joke about it all the time

Sianni Strickland, yeah, that’s how I cope with my mental illnesses.

Or when people say your mentality ill as a joke so you just say things like "no" or laugh it off

At the moment my friend is faking depression and jokes about suicide and other stuff like that

ella my friend does the same thing. She says stuff like, “Omg! My anxiety is so bad!” And she says it like it’s something to brag about, even though it’s not and she doesn’t have anxiety.

⭐❤💚💙💖To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on RU-vid and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS » ⭐❤💚💙💖Save this message, and give it to everyone, he will help so much people, share it to everyone.

My Mom just said:"Why are you cutting yourself?!You have a house,siblings who loves you,food and water!Why do you want attention." "Yes I do have a house but I'm scared to stay home,my siblings doesn't love me,I either drink or eat enough anymore because everytime I see food I throw up and If I want to drink something I'm to scared to get out of my room because even if I just breath you scream at me.If I want attention I would literally kill myself,cutting makes me feel better but I won't ever change my fucked up mind"was my answer. Since this day we didn't talked with each other anymore...

my mom laughed at me when she noticed

@@maxvil00 im so sorry😬

@@maxvil00 I'm sorry for you, I wish you happiness and hope everything gets better.

@@maxvil00 omg that isn't fair but trust me u will be fine❤❤❤

I know that feeling..

headass Same but she really doesn't

sleepy aesthetic x Edits The person is saying their mom said she understood, but yet she asked that question which means she lied. Unfortunately, that is the truth for millions of us.

I defanetly know what it feels like...

My mom can’t understand. I wish she could, but at the same time I hope to whatever god is out there that she never will. My Dad can, because he has been going through the same thing. My big brother too

Uh, either this was reposted or two people thought the same thing. I'm inclined to believe it was the former.

Ava Kenny exactly

Tell me about it....

@Sherlock Holmes it would be better if it said "I hope you can see colour soon" jp

Depression can also mean that you cant see black anymore.

in the real version she was shaking when she told everthing and it made me cry cause i cant say all those words since no one listens

Saffy Abigael Leonard If you want to talk im here i can listen to you really You are not alone you are really worth it and you deserve to be happy

@@k-fan4608 thank u

It is true I can not tell my parents anything like she did

@@agnelomascarenhas5130 i told my best friends once and they listened and cared for me only for awhile but then they just took my depression as a joke

⭐❤💚💙💛💖⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on RU-vid and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS » ⭐❤💚💙💛💖⭐Save this message, and give it to everyone, he will help so much people, share it to everyone.

lιzard wιllιaмѕ 💘💘

It will be fine I promise😢❤

My parent: Being happy is a choice.

It’s not a choice it’s a disease

She say like it's so simple to do

If only it was so simple

It's true. The internet has a big impact on people. You absorb everything you know from it because you start to compare your life accidentally. This is what makes you feel depressed. Nobody's gonna realize if you don't tell them.

The internet is the only place us depressed people can express our feelings the only place where people understand us Ive had my depression since the age of five and i dont know if i can take this anymore.....

@@candiceberry9622 it's not true... They don't realize it's them... Not the internet. Most of my internet friends are the only reason I'm still coping.

@@spoiled_jackfruit It's true. Yes you have internet friends, but your comparing your real social life to it and be like "I don't have friends in real life. Nobody cares about me. I can't rely on anyone personally." And please don't say "it's not true," it's really annoying me. You can just disagree. First educate yourself. I'm trying to help people here.

Isn't it great when people think you'll be fine or think it's nothing...? Doesn't it hurt when the people that love you and you love the most underestimate how hurt you are..? Well it sure does and it feels like there is nothing you can do.. But there is .If you are badly hurt seek help you deserve a happy life like everyone else.

Kyoko989 I know what that's like.. I've been through almost the exact same thing *hugs*

Kyoko989 Dude I can relate but don't forget you can't fight a battle alone, and so what if your parents don't believe you show them that you're actually serious and prove to them that you're not a perfect daughter to them they might not want to believe it but you're still their child prove that you want them to be aware of what's happening and to help you.

i care.

Kyoko989 I'm so sorry..

I feel the same way

Aleksia Venegas my mom says that too. she also says that it’s because of the internet

But I their is no eligible age to be depressed...... My emotions are killing me so I choose to be emotionless beast......

Jim Jiminie parents don’t understand a state like this.

A Moonchild Too true.

Same,my mom does not even believe that i say:I have anxiety

Another is “your just doing this for attention”

i tried to kill myself a weak ago, mom decided to play victim, point out my flaws in a not so loving way, made it seem like i don’t deserve to be sad because i have everything. Nice.

And when my mom start comparing with my littl sis who havent pass tru big examination , said "ur not working ur ass up" . Im introvert~~~ (my mind fuc up)

"Just be happier"

lps_ nyghtsky my mom thinks it’s just a phase everyone else in my family thinks I’m being dramatic and tell me to get a grip and it hurts. I really don’t know what to do anymore...