your comment about ‘wanting to be the worst’ really resonated with me, maybe in a future video you could talk about how you got out of that mindset? love you xx
Getting rid of my tumblr was one of the best things I ever did for my mental health. I’m glad you made this video because I really wish I skipped that high school tumblr phase. Just feeding myself sadness 👀
It’s like manifestation- the more you emphasise and repeat and engage in an ideology the more present it becomes in your thoughts. If you’re also only engaging in negative and toxic posts it just becomes normalised to you and you forget that it’s actually not normal and you need help! I feel like some parts of Tiktok can be like this but I hope people have the awareness now that it doesn’t become 2014 tumblr lol x
This is bringing back all the mems 😂 I seriously did think when I was 16 I was effy from skins. Why the foook did we reblog things like this. I used to spend all night scrolling through tumblr being a depressed bitch! Scary that back then we actually thought this was all real! Xx
oh girl you couldn’t have uploaded this at a better time, needed some Marie content in my life - been poorly because of the vaccine this weekend so imma order myself a pizza and chill and watch this 💗
ahhh i love this video, marie! like yeah it's not about mocking who we were back then, it's about recognising the dynamics of that depressed tumblr bubble back then and understanding how it shaped us and in turn how we can actually live with depression/depressive tendencies. (would rlly enjoy a part two btw hehe)
Omg I used to reblog stuff like this too and it’s so sad looking back.. it literally MANIFESTS more dark thoughts/experiences!! Stuff like this highlights how far I’ve come thank goodness
This took me back a few years to when I did similar things, finding comfort in things like this is definitely something I used to do, cringe but sad at the same time.
I agree with what your saying about recovery, no matter what it is that you are recovering from... you do have to give it your all and stick to it otherwise it's just back to square one again. I am so glad that you are so much better than you used to be, it's refreshing to see how you are able to go back and review your headspace from then to now, you have done so well Marie
We've all been there! Thank you of being brave enough to show us this. I'm so proud of how far you have come and this video and your advice has helped me so much xxx
this is so funny 😂😂😂 I'm so sorry for howling at 14 year old Marie 😭😂 some of its sad though :( ❤️ I used to think I didn't need any more friends. And it's comforting what you're saying about not knowing what you want, because I too feel like unless I know my goal and what I want I'll never be successful. Is this an old video? Your nails are from Christmas 🥺🤩
I LOVE YOUR VIDEOS. I’m currently In sh recovery but I keep telling myself I can recover from sh and keep my ed. But since I’ve read that book you recommended it has changed my perspective.
Loved this video Marie, a great start to the week💗 definitely brought back some memories lol. I was howling at the readings with the dramatic music in the background😂😂 a part 2 would be so good!!
i could NOT find this video for the life of me. im confused to why it says it only has 129 views but its from three days ago... lol . it should have more veiws. also theres an ad! marie we need to be hyping you up more so youre making that money!!!! love u
I used to have a Instagram to post depression quotes and on tumblr and in the last year I haven’t really used it and it’s helped me so much because I know it made me feel worse!
I still have Tumblr, that I've had since 2011 *gasp*, my older stuff, and stuff during my relapse a few years ago are 🤮 as you put it, lol. I mostly just blog like... nature and cottages, funny things, some pro-feminist and political stuff, and then my personal posts interspersed when I need to vent. It inititally was this toxic shitty thing for me, but it now allows me to connect with other people with chronic illness, talk about difficulties or reflect, and I learned a lot from other user's that I never otherwise would have. You have to shape your own experience bc there's still a bunch of pro-ED and self harm related content.
I can totally relate to this video! Used to have a dark tumbr like this back in the day and the best thing I ever did was to delete it and stop using it lol
I hate the fact my friends pushed me to do tumblr so I would fall in her so called hole of depression. Thankfully I didnt but i was so negative anytime i was on it seeing my friend post depressive shit but then act like nothing in real life cause apparently that's just for tumblr. I had my issues with tumblr with explicit adult films but glad I got out that one. But still cant get my head round teens doing depressive shit when they are depressed and dragging their alright friends in it. Most didnt have no issues they stopped when they stopped just a phaze but then you have real depressed teens who are now adults and still depressed. We need to talk about the depressed phase more and emphasize how its normal and nothing serious but to educate other teens that are genuine mentally hurt to not fall in that path.
I honestly think for me, it was kinda synonymous with the law of attraction- u know? I engaged in these negative posts and then I just kept feeling worse, like you put bad energy out there and it comes back