exposing my mental health ✨recovery✨ account / WITH PICTURES 

RIP Angel, thank you for everything you did and always helping us ✨✨✨

‘This bitch just needs to sleep, she’s been on the run since 9’ 😭 so glad you’re in a better place, LOVE YOU❤️❤️ so proud

The way you speak about every topic is amazing! You’re so respectful but make it light hearted at the same time so that it isn’t triggering, one of the most comforting RU-vidrs ever!

I'd love for you to go through your account and explain your thought process and how different it is now. For example, you show a post and say "I did that because I was triggered and back then I _______ but now I do breathing exercises." or whatever the case to show the recovery process of how poorly you were to now where you're doing so much better. Also, you never put out triggering content. You're honest about your experience without being triggering and upsetting so those who say awful things about you triggering them, ignore them. They're probably extremely ill or don't want to talk about this. The only way to break a stigma which mental health is filled with is talking about it. Thank you for sharing all this. You're incredible and you're glowing💗

I'd love to watch you go through your old account! I love stuff like that, I love looking back on things but sometimes I start dissociating and it gets weird hahaha so I'd love to watch someone else do it! Also so sorry to hear you have covid :( hoping you have a speedy recovery angel

you’re strength and perseverance through life has inspired me more than anyone or anything else marie, thank u for showing so many people that recovery is possible x

The dedication of you to upload this week when no one knows what day it is or what’s going on 😭 so so happy to be seeing you pop up more these days and it be videos I can tell you’re actually into - the best thing❤️

I'd love this as a series ❤ I think it'll be important, relatable and insightful but your personality also makes it really fun and entertaining. I hope covid treats you well and that you're all better soon.

There are no words to describe how much respect I have for you and how much I admire you for sharing these bits of your journey with the world. It helps more than you know to see that things do get better and you can grow from your past. I've been following your channel since I was around 16 and I wish I could tell you how much you've helped me and so many other people feel less alone and get through the lowest points of healing. I am so proud of you, you inspire me every single day ❤️

I remember this account well! You’ve grown so much Marie it’s so nice I feel like I’ve grown with you over the years x

This video brings me comfort and hope that I can get better 🥺💓 I’d love you to go through the account!

Your vlogs have helped me seek help and counselling and paved the way for me to speak about my self harm, before I'd have lied about my "new" cut but now I can accept what I do and am working on getting better, so thank you. Also I have never thought any of your vlogs triggering, you're speaking of your own experiences and letting the world know its OK to not be OK and we need more of that xx. I'd also be interested to see more of your back then vlogs as it shows how far you've come and gives hope to those suffering that things can change xx.

I hope you get feeling better soon!!! I have also looked through older pictures from a few years ago and been able to see just how much more depressed I was at the time, whereas when I took those pictures I couldn't see it as clearly. Definitely wild to think 2015 almost 7 years ago.......where has the time gone? I enjoyed this video! Your stories are always fun to hear because of the way you tell them (even when they aren't necessarily about fun things).

Marie, you showed me that recovery is possible and that was all it took me to believe I could do it too. I feel like you paved my way for me. And don't know how many times I'm gonna say it, thank you, thank you, thank you.

You're just a bundle of joy an absolute star im so glad 2015 you made it through xxxxx

Awe Marie its such a privilege to see your recovery unfold. When I think back to the onset of my illness I cannot quite fathom the chaos I was living through but much like you I feel so much growth has taken place. Its been 14 years and half my life since that young me went through hell. I am just now in the past few weeks able to fully recognise the trauma of it and to feel self compassion for her. I hope anyone else reading this can get to that point and I'm sending you safe hugs and strength on your journey xx

the growth from 2015 (when i was eleven?!) to now is so inspiring!! you are incredible💕💕 i also agree with you being hesitant on others making mental health recovery accounts since it can be detrimental to a person! although i still use mine, ive removed hundreds of people from it, i dont use it as much as i used to & i think i have found a healthy balance with it. like as "bad" as the community can be, there is still positive aspects of it (well at least i think so). anyways i am rambling on aha, love you marie

The colour of your walls make it look like the twilight blue filter and I love it. Very nice on the eyes

Please keep posting whatever you want! I still love mental health videos too xo

You make me laugh because I can relate to you so much, Marie! You always talk about mental health so well and I think if you wanted to continue to speak about mental health, why not, because you speak from your own experience, and naturally with so much awareness and consideration of others :))

can’t watch this right now but will later however i can tell it will be juicy and that’s what we like to hear😌 hope you’re keeping well marie xx

You are incredible Marie. Your strength and bravery to openly talk about your journey and road to recovery is so inspiring. Sorry about covid... hope you feel better soon. 💖

marie this was too funny 😭 obviously im sorry you were struggling so much but i find this so relatable and you make looking back at pictures of my own so much easier!!

You’re doing so well with your new uploads. You seem like a beautiful soul and you’re growing through everything you’ve experienced since I subscribed.

enjoyed this alot, i feel the same looking back at diaries etc

I am so happy for us 👏👏am also on a recovery journey battling anxiety. I’m going rlly well ♥️♥️♥️

I literally drop everything to watch your videos and get so excited when I see you've posted. Marie your so amazing honestly. I appreciate you so much and am so grateful for you :) I love this video and would love to see more 😎 honestly it's been such an honour to watch you grow and see how far you've really come and this video really shows how strong and brave you are. Keep going Marie, your smashing it👏 your my biggest inspiration :) I hope you feel better soon btw, I've had covid and its awful. Sending lots of love x

I'm so early for once!! That time difference from England to Australia always gets me

Hey Marie, I got sectioned on the 23rd December and I'm still here 😭 your videos help me so much though, thank you for being you.

proud of you!

All my friends have covid at Christmas too get better soon 🥺💗 xx but thank you for making a video even when your poorly 😌 xx love all your videos xx

hii! i've just discovered your account and i love the fact that you can openely talk about mental health. did you recover completely from mental illness? you give hope to a lot of people, keep going

This is so so good. You must go through other photos as it shows how far you’ve come

Aww, I just came home from university for Xmas and had Covid on Xmas eve. Its going round so quick. Love watching your videos

2022 is gonna be my year of health and I am READY for it! 😁 #sober sister!

Loved this video as always❤️ it’s amazing to see how far you’ve came. So shit you’ve got covid especially at Christmas lol xxxx

I’m just wondering what happened to pip. U and her r a inspiration to me getting better with suicde. Listening to y’all’s stories really made me think that I do have people here who care about me and want me to stay

Id lovevto talk about my experience too cuz i think it started when i was 12 and just got worse as i got older

love it when you post 🥰

Hi there, i have been watching your video clips with interest, as my brother is currently in a physch ward after relapsing after 17 years, that was when he was last admitted. He has schizophrenia, but with medication the psychotic episodes laid dormant for a very long time, in fact i didn't expect that he would be going back into hospital so it was horrendous for my mother and i. I wish he was like you, you seem very sociable, even at your worst, i mean when you were in hospital at the time, you made those bonds with people, he used to do that himself, but now he refuses to socialise with anyone, and he is on a section 3, the staff are really stumped about what to do with him. Prior to going into hospital he was afraid to leave his bedroom, and it took some weeks, weeks too late as far as i was concerned, to get him sectioned, he was drinking a lot every day, and has diabetes, and due to this he refused to go to the general hospital for treatment that basically saved his life, so that is how he got sectioned. He has never been that sociable, but it got worse at the beginning of the year, he thought, like you at your worst, that people could read his thoughts, and at the moment feels that he has ruined the universe.....I have had no support personally for coping with this, i have had to make the most of a bad situation, and i cope by being very sociable, in fact i am the polar opposite of him, i support charities locally, one ironically a mental health charity, and the other being the salvation army, in fact i have made a lot of great friends through the mental health charity, and i volunteer for them. I have dyspraxia, and i have spent most of my life unemployed, so thinking about my brother can really make me feel sad and unhinged, i am just trying to throw myself into life whilst he is in this state. Yeah, we did have a crisis team out to help him, and they didn't, their attitude was that they wouldn't section him, but nothing they did helped him, they visited him twice a day and adminstered medication.

Could you do a video about how you feel about the recovery community ? The "trends" there? How it can be extremely toxic and manipulative ? (Or not, what YOU think !)

we love the bell jar too 😂

i still want you to talk about mental health ❤️❤️❤️

Marie Merry Christmas your mental health stories are about you you are giving your experience to what have gone on it's your experience and what you expriance other people are taking this on there own accord and expect it's up to them what they deal with your there to explain to explain and help there thrre to except and listen on there own accord your talk and videos are great your mental health videos are amazing your great at them there yo help everyone takes your stories on there own your stories there positive to help other people take em on there own your message is to help they take em themselves it's to help there response is there own response thank you very much for the video it was great Merry Christmas Happy New Year take it easy stay safe love ya peace and love

Bestie !!

i felt the "it fucking worked" loool. my old account from 2013 to 2017 is somewhere out there but i've forgotten the user which is utterly terrifying lmao

Loved this video

Recovery account friends know our deepest traumas and worst memories but have no clue our fav colours or how tall we are😍🤪

This vid was really insightful and educational! If you want to make a part 2 in the future, it would be well received by meee

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2015 honestly feels like yesterday

Off topic but I have those pyjamas LOL

Which meds are you on for which MHIs?

Hii Marie missed you so much ♥️♥️♥️ how are u

Hey Marie I've seen your had doing amazing lately , I was just wondering if you would mind helping me with some issues that have come up, if you feel it will trigger you it's fine .I just need a person to talk too . Who's been there and can give me an honest opinion .

Any who the fuck sias that to someone . We all love you and appreciate you so much.

Hi Maz

I just got covid today yayyy

What breed is albie? ♥️

Everyone is getting Covid and I’m sick of it. F Covid 😠😠