fall day in my life: weekday routine, answering your Qs (*TEA), apartment organizing (chatty) 

Regardless of what happens, yours is a model relationship: you kept it classy and respectful after it ended, which puts you in a strong position to start fresh together (if it makes sense for both of you to try again). You’re an inspiration either way!

THANK YOU for the transparency. I hate when people drop breadcrumbs and then never address something (and I know you don’t “owe” us anything)

oh my god this feels like christmas

this definitely instilled in me that you're one of my favorites. you are SOOOO raw, authentic, genuine, inspiring. it feels like the big sis I never had. whatever happens with you two (or doesn't happen), it is meant for you

Love having more frequent vlogs again!! And yew, hope all goes well with you and Joe. Loved you two as a team.

Omg hope everything works out 👀 loved y’all together

Ok now I don’t feel bad about always hoping Joe would come back😂😂 he always seemed to let you be yourself and still shine and I know how important that is for us independent girlies

okay out of topic but this chaotic yet lady payton? i love her! literally just her running everywhere and just saying whatever she wants? omggg i love it more here! 🥹🥹❤️

I would love to hear that list of 'needs that have to be met before getting into a relationship' that you mentioned!

I literally feel like we are having a salad bowl together in this! You're so easy to listen to

Let me know if y'all want specific links! K, ily. Take care of yourself this week. ❤

Loved the vulnerability and want you happy! Loved y'all together and hope things workout however best suits you and your needs! 🖤I'm currently getting back in the groove of just enjoying my life and doing what makes me happy; a lot of that inspiration came from you actually. From one Payton to another, appreciate you 🤌🏼

not me getting giddy at the possibility of Joe coming back 👀 truly hope and pray yall do what is best for yourselves and your futures but i cant lie im jumping for joy! Love these types of videos, you're so easy to hang out with!

Love you payton! Appreciate how open you are! ❤

Such a great epi Payton! Back to your youtube after a year almost and Just realised that you are capricorn !!! The reason i relate so much to you !! Great and feels like a relief being back.... Feeling like meeting a bestie and catching up after a really long time🥺🥺🥺❤

Payton, I just wanted to tell you that your videos make my days so much better. I love watching your videos/ listening to your podcast during work. ❤

everything happens for a reason

I love love love how honest you are

Omg PLEASE do a podcast episode on the non-negotiable rules for dating (ikr they’re different for everyone). I’m an early twenties girlie trying to figure dating out and I’ll take any advice I can get

This was so good and def the kick in the rear I needed to get my apt organized lol - thanks for posting!

the screams in the kitchen lol happy to watch another of your vlogs today!

I just love your vlogs so much!!❤️‍🔥

Such a good at home/daily vlog payton!!! Just wanted to say how much i loved this one and how much i love yu and thank yu for always being so honest and transparent to us when yu dnt have to be! Cannot wait for the next vlog🫶🏽 &i think ur baby2baby meet up volunteer day would be such a good idea and id deff try and go!

Fav video! A video podcast is the vibe

Loved this episode

Couldn't relate more to the Capricorn things in relationships haha

Love your vlogs, P! Happy you're getting more consistent here.

payton, you are my role model regardless---sending love from dc

LOVING all this content lately!❤

Omg loved you guys together! Hope it works well for you two 🥹💕

omg i was just watching baseball & i saw you posted, and i thought about Joe pitching lol….. then I come watch & you spill this🫢🪄✨

I hope it works out!! You guys were made for each-other. My ex and I got back together and had a solid relationship before ending it, we both wish we did therapy instead. Literally all is right in the world again, you seem so happy 🥹❤️

Same thing happened to me with my ex. We broke up for some time and tried to get back out there again, but nothing ever felt right and we kept gravitating back to each other. We got back together and our communication is so much better now, we live together and are thinking about getting engaged soon. Sometimes it takes some time a part to strengthen the relationship and to have much needed self reflection before you can give your best self to the relationship. Whatever happens, I cant wait to see your journey!

I love that you’re posting more on YT! The pod is also doing amazing, as always. I personally love Margarita’s content. I love the topic. If you could interview an emotionally intelligent, masculine man (maybe dating coach or therapist?) that would be GOLD. I do realize that’s very specific though… lol. Take care ❤

I got chin filler a few weeks ago, regret it so much I’m getting it out tomorrow, I wish I would’ve waited a year to really think about it before getting it 🙃

I think we need a cooking series from you

We need to get you a Tea sponsorship

I live in Toronto and I will come to NYC for you!!!!

Love this energy. Thanks for sharing

Wait, stop. I thought my dad was the only one who *conveniently never tells me the whole story when my sibling and I ask him about his time in the military/alien knowledge!! Maybe once in a blue moon will he let something slip, so I know how much of a win that was for you I'm sure:) Those conversations are the best!!

Omgg girl! Where is your windbraker from the first part of the vid?

yesss swanky live show!! come to ny!

Thanks for chatting and sharing with us ☺ Also - please add Chicago to your list of cities to host a live show, (Midwest girl here). Ok, that's all 💜☀

Did you have a closet organizer?!! Amazing!!!

Really liked this vlog ❤

literally going through the same with my ex rn so I feel this 100% and also loooving margarita's podcast as a fellow first born type-a girl lol

Binge watching ❤

If it’s mean to be it will be that’s all

Payton I love you but you need to turn the flame down when you cook those pancakes. The heat is too high so the outside is burning and the inside isn't getting a change to cook and rise and be fluffy.

TEA MAMA

I got chin filler and loveeed it!

Love how every single hot girl (myself included 😎) owns that ALO bag.

I need to know about your reincarnated family member who is the fly in your apartment lol

Don't change your beautiful natural faceeeeeeeeee

who else is here after #shoegate 👀

wait what i thought it was normal for lips to stick out beyond the chin ah

💪 Promo-SM

Would actually love to see Joe back in the vlogs🥹 also unsolicited advice but years ago before my husband and I were married we did couples therapy for a while and it was the best thing we’ve ever done for our relationship. Not bc of any major problem but just to learn how to communicate better. We started going again recently and it’s just such a nice refresh to bring you back together when you’re going through rough patches or big life changes, which we all inevitability have. I recommend to all my besties bc why wouldn’t you want the healthiest most loving possible relationship? I’ve always loved therapy but just wanted to put it out there, maybe it could help you guys too esp when you have such a strong foundation to build from and a lot of love for each other❤ thank you for being so vulnerable with us- you are the realest

i knew it 😎 but if it works out, or doesn’t, i know it’ll give you what you’ve been needing 🤍✨