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Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Platinum, a fentanyl addict on Skid Row.
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@peep14
@peep14 2 года назад
sometimes the most admirable part of the story is Mark’s ability to sit through it and let them keep going
@mistidiane788
@mistidiane788 2 года назад
It's truly amazing how he doesn't say much & just lets them tell their stories.
@eezbreezy1
@eezbreezy1 2 года назад
lol facts
@kayleighohler9999
@kayleighohler9999 2 года назад
@@mistidiane788 Except when he kicks someone off after 15 min... so ya, about that...
@JmarieD
@JmarieD 2 года назад
He's a saint. Between the reality / heartbreaking stories to the absolute bull... I don't know how he does this over and over
@JmarieD
@JmarieD 2 года назад
@jhony 3tears dear person, thank you for you for being concerned for my soul. I will not be so bold as to say I'm perfect or that I have the strongest bond with the Lord. But I am God fearing, baptized in Jesus name and filled with the holy ghost. Anything I am that is good is because he has placed it or developed in me. I am aware that every breath I breath is because of his mercy. I'm thankful for the blood he shed in Calvary so that one day, I can see his glorious face and lay prostate before him on his throne.
@joshuabernie1701
@joshuabernie1701 2 года назад
Childhood trauma is the real gateway drug
@thevardodark4618
@thevardodark4618 2 года назад
“You never *really* leave your kids.” I assure you, abandoned children disagree completely.
@JustMe-ub9yo
@JustMe-ub9yo 2 года назад
Right!
@petakucas7389
@petakucas7389 2 года назад
I agree. And what's with the father shooting himself twice in the head with a shit gun? Wtf. And dumping the poor dead baby at the Hospital and running?
@petakucas7389
@petakucas7389 2 года назад
What's with not being high and giving birth? And the baby not being in withdrawals? Far out. Love the minimalsation of such horrid lifestyle habits.
@petakucas7389
@petakucas7389 2 года назад
No fear no brain
@petakucas7389
@petakucas7389 2 года назад
Is she trying to be a hard ass bickie chick?
@travelwithtony5767
@travelwithtony5767 Год назад
She doesn’t have any regrets but spends the entire interview on the verge of tears.
@JaneDoe-xi6ec
@JaneDoe-xi6ec 11 месяцев назад
We don't just cry from regret. We cry from sadness, reflection. Regret is not the only sad emotion. What a simpleton you are
@colemacedo-phillips5768
@colemacedo-phillips5768 8 месяцев назад
My thoughts too. I pray she is able to beat this addiction as she is a very spiritual lady. Blessings for strength and healing! You got this! Prayers from Canada. 🇨🇦 🙏🏻💯
@michelangelo5903
@michelangelo5903 2 года назад
my favorite part of these videos is the comments saying how people have recovered from addictions and encourage the people to do the same. i’ve never been addicted to anything besides cigs but man i love seeing that! stay strong everyone you’re doing amazing! don’t let anything or anyone pull you back into that life style! you’re all doing amazing
@Onelightoftheworld
@Onelightoftheworld 2 года назад
I love your comment. I’m one of the ones who made it out of a meth, heroin and alcohol addiction. God willing Im sober just for today. That “day” has turned into 26 months.
@michelangelo5903
@michelangelo5903 2 года назад
@@Onelightoftheworld i love to see it!! keep up the killer work! i’m sure it can be hard but when other people see that you and so many other people have kicked those addictions it could really give them courage to do so too! like i said keep up the good work (:
@whocares4464
@whocares4464 2 года назад
💯 the odds are against you but those comments just let addicts know that there is hope, there is recovery, it's just a matter of how bad do you want it!!!
@LivingForTMH
@LivingForTMH 2 года назад
God bless you
@LivingForTMH
@LivingForTMH 2 года назад
@@whocares4464 it is a matter of you doing the work. People feel alone, and think "if I just had a little bit of help I'd be better". But what people need to see is that they're never alone, we always have Jesus Christ and our Holy Father. They will help you. When God came to me one night, thats when I became a believer bc I saw him. Talked to him. I'm drug free and even crazier, depression free! I was for sure that I am depression, that its just the way I am. He completely changed not only my life, but, me. Praise be to God. I wish this for everyone.
@shardyfox4123
@shardyfox4123 2 года назад
Everything she says and does is so intense, everyone around her is a larger than life character, she describes people around her with such intensity I wonder if it’s how she wishes the relationship with them was, or it’s how she really sees them in her minds eye x
@brittaolson6550
@brittaolson6550 2 года назад
I think it’s natural to idealize your parents and, to an extent, your love interests. That’s the nature of childhood, and of falling in love.
@ChristineSmileyFace
@ChristineSmileyFace 2 года назад
What a beautiful interpretation. I agree. She articulates her love for her relationships in a very loving way.
@cynthiasparks7363
@cynthiasparks7363 2 года назад
Grandiose and I don't say that as judgment it's one of the tricks addiction plays on us....
@heyhihellook9494
@heyhihellook9494 2 года назад
To me that just shows how relational she is, and that she values human relations over most things
@shardyfox4123
@shardyfox4123 2 года назад
@@heyhihellook9494 yes it’s genuine love, the emotion is definitely there xxxx
@jayshana2630
@jayshana2630 2 года назад
so glad i am not the only one who was relatively unmoved by this particular interview.
@Salisburysteak1127
@Salisburysteak1127 2 года назад
This one is tough to watch/finish. Not because I feel for her, but because I don’t believe anything she is saying. After reading through the comments, I realize I’m not the only one thinking this.
@aimeefriedman822
@aimeefriedman822 2 года назад
Explain some, please. Which part is bullshit. I haven't gone to the end yet.
@treaty8631
@treaty8631 2 года назад
First thing I thought too.
@markoculic1214
@markoculic1214 2 года назад
you obviously know fuck-all about people
@aimeefriedman822
@aimeefriedman822 2 года назад
@@jacobus57 Wait, so you think she's still getting high or you think she's a wanna be, thinking this is all cool?
@justanotherrichkid1053
@justanotherrichkid1053 2 года назад
Same
@jsoo67
@jsoo67 2 года назад
Maybe it's just me, but it's hard for me to believe what's the truth and what's delusions or stuff just made up.
@zap4264
@zap4264 2 года назад
Unfortunately addiction leads people to spin such a web of stories and lies that it is impossible to know what is truth or fabrication. Often times those struggling with addiction speak with such conviction that they appear to believe their own false truths. It is a vicious cycle and the system is unfortunately not set up in a manner that appropriately helps these people find their true self beneath the problems that led them down such a dark path.
@brittaolson6550
@brittaolson6550 2 года назад
@@iykyk-bl6ix It’s California. I bet if you googled it, you’d find a way to be a certified dominatrix, too! Clearly not a credential recognized by everyone, but it’s universal to clients seeking pain.
@lavenderandchaos
@lavenderandchaos 2 года назад
@@zap4264 I don’t even think it has anything to do with addiction. I’m in recovery and never made up stories like this and I don’t know anyone else that has either. However, I know plenty of people who aren’t addicts that are pathological liars including my sons father who is not an addict. He would make up the dumbest lies and I truly think he believed them. The worst lie I think he told me was that he was a twin and that his twin died. What made it so bad is that I ended up being pregnant with twins and losing one of them. He told me this lie before I even got pregnant and another lie was that his mom was a crack head that tried to drown him and kill him. His mom is literally the nicest lady ever and absolutely not a crack head. Some people are just liars.
@PepperPeep
@PepperPeep 2 года назад
I was thinking yje same thing/ The scar on her leg looks like a hip replacement scar... I have the exact same scar. They either go through the front or the side like what she and I have
@Eteggers
@Eteggers 2 года назад
@@iykyk-bl6ix it’s laughable right lol all bullshit !!!!!!
@madmanpaul8823
@madmanpaul8823 2 года назад
I walked with the devil for many years and have seen life through those eyes with almost 5 years clean now I relate to so much of what shes saying through the rollercoaster of ups and downs..stay strong I pray the light reaches you and keeps you..Its so much better on this side..🙏🙏
@asarose4680
@asarose4680 2 года назад
AMEN and AMEN why go hell if we don't have to?, seek the GOD while HE may be found,life is like a vapor were here for a little while and We are not.
@DroidX143
@DroidX143 2 года назад
The most beautiful words I have ever read. Christ, bravo !👏
@davechristian7543
@davechristian7543 2 года назад
why do u ppl always copy wat others say 'sorry but cant u think of something intelligent to say from your own brain. come on as we all hear wat the interviewees say so no need to always repeat it.
@Catalinaobregon
@Catalinaobregon 2 года назад
@@davechristian7543 peace, brother.
@LivingForTMH
@LivingForTMH 2 года назад
Congratulations! God is good! God bless you
@mandinixx
@mandinixx 2 года назад
My brother died from a fentanyl OD a little over 2.5 years ago. He could never get over early childhood trauma. My grandma raised us and she died a few weeks ago. She couldn't get over the guilt she felt about my brother. 💔
@jamesmalcolm6976
@jamesmalcolm6976 2 года назад
My deepest sympathy, im sure that your grandmother was a wonderful woman . Good people take care of their loved ones and when something happens they take responsibility, probably more than what is fair, but there's not always a way to fix another person try as we might. Love and peace to you
@sup393
@sup393 2 года назад
I'm so sorry for these losses
@gothboschincarnate3931
@gothboschincarnate3931 2 года назад
It can take several lifetimes to get over such hurts....
@jah7763
@jah7763 2 года назад
I am so sorry for what you have been through!
@mandinixx
@mandinixx 2 года назад
Thank you so much for the replies ❤️
@TheStarisis
@TheStarisis 2 года назад
“my daughters in my heart and I’m in hers, you never really leave your kids”. Yes you left your daughter. Maybe a better way to say it is you never stop loving your kids but you certainly unequivocally left your daughter for the drug life.
@ArdentePatience
@ArdentePatience 2 года назад
Yours is the type of comments that doesn't hesitate to kick a drowning person further down her death. Yet still, her daughter is in her heart and she is in her daughter's heart, beyond anyone's judgement.
@gimmeuhbreak
@gimmeuhbreak 2 года назад
@@ArdentePatience they’re just telling it how it is it’s true. I am the child of drug addicts and irl tell someone the same shit any day. Die then. She’s not even a part of her life so what’s it matter
@debbiemohekey1509
@debbiemohekey1509 2 года назад
@@ArdentePatience Except perhaps the judgment of the daughter she left.I don't think flowery sentiments will make up for that.All they do is minimize the situation.
@ArdentePatience
@ArdentePatience 2 года назад
@@debbiemohekey1509 Deal with your cynicism, there is nothing flowery about my comment. The point of these videos is to listen and try to understand people who have had traumatic starts in life and I thank God the people are not real judges because it is so easy for them to act holier than thou and pretend they would be a better person under the same circumstances. I am not here to judge but to allow healing for these victims and the collective. That woman is not minimizing anything, and she is hurting bad enough that I don't need to kick her in the face, morally. No one abandons their child willingly, ever. No one ever really heals from it. Have some compassion.
@debbiemohekey1509
@debbiemohekey1509 2 года назад
@@ArdentePatience All the compassion in the world will not change what has happened or make her or all the other broken-hearted mothers just like her feel any better. Realizing that actions have consequences, unfortunately, came too late, if at all. It wasn't bad luck. Yes, we are sorry for her and all the others. Still doesn't help. Prevention by making better decisions in the first place would..I'm sure they realized their lifestyles and behavior were risky.
@lisakay8798
@lisakay8798 2 года назад
She has quite a romantic way of recounting her past. I wonder how much of it she actually believes. Sad and maddening.
@lou4053
@lou4053 2 года назад
La réalité est trop difficile à raconter,on réécris tous un peu notre histoire.
@gailgarcia8782
@gailgarcia8782 2 года назад
@@lou4053 So true..
@roxnmo6624
@roxnmo6624 2 года назад
I agree...I get notes of exaggeration but nevertheless I wish her well w/o judgment.
@brittaolson6550
@brittaolson6550 2 года назад
Everything that comes before addiction seems like a joy we’ll never know again. But, with the right help, we can!
@boycottjews
@boycottjews 2 года назад
Hahahahaha a jewish raised this creature to be like this. Wrong
@wendyilla
@wendyilla 2 года назад
You can get better, trust! I was lost to that world for decades. I've been clean nearly 7 years, it's been a lot of work but totally worth it. Cognitive behavioral therapy was what finally reached me. Changing the way you think and behave by realizing you alone have the ability and responsibility of choice.
@jessicaculver6198
@jessicaculver6198 2 года назад
So very proud of you for all your hard work you're worth it
@Mark-gn5rw
@Mark-gn5rw 2 года назад
good comment. stay great. 3.5 years clean here. it's such a better life u know thmx
@snowman1185-v
@snowman1185-v 2 года назад
Good for you! So many side effects which manifest within our society. Love this channel and how Marc brings to light real people and their struggles. I feel it brings us closer even seeing how we all are the same and we all have a story. Keep up the good work.
@mariepaisley8498
@mariepaisley8498 2 года назад
So proud of you!!
@mariepaisley8498
@mariepaisley8498 2 года назад
@@Mark-gn5rw congrats!!
@lawandcrimeteatime
@lawandcrimeteatime Год назад
Many of us are falling in love with a woman we can never know. She lost herself and now collects shards of moments that don't belong to her; piecing them together in an attempt to create a convincing mosaic that she could describe as "beautifully broken". Beautiful as a go to filler word that means nothing and everything to her all at once. It is sad to see a human struggling to make sense of unspeakable events as a child that are so inhuman that it forces your brain to detach from your mind.
@joshriel8017
@joshriel8017 9 месяцев назад
I kinda want to see her tits
@larae6885
@larae6885 8 месяцев назад
Beautifully written 😊
@auntymoi
@auntymoi 7 месяцев назад
​@@larae6885ha! "Beautiful" indeed
@drewmillz1
@drewmillz1 2 года назад
She’s definitely from Hollywood cause she’s very good at telling stories..
@Seajunkie
@Seajunkie 2 года назад
Heavy trust fund kid vibes
@tommyconancoates7097
@tommyconancoates7097 2 года назад
Yeah rocket scientist dad , nurse practitioner mother c'mon , i hate when they come on and tell stupid stories...it cheapens all the other interviewees who come on and truly bare their hearts
@Seajunkie
@Seajunkie 2 года назад
@@tommyconancoates7097 The stories may all be her experience or thoughts on what her experience is/ was. I just have a harder time empathizing TBH. All choices, unfortunately made because of hard feelings, but the support is still there IM SURE. So many other interviewees on here come from real hell they had no choices and have no help then or now…
@brittaolson6550
@brittaolson6550 2 года назад
@@Seajunkie I see where you’re coming with that, being from that kind of inner city, deep poverty hell. At the same time, addiction can take anybody to the depths of hell. Fortunes have been lost to addiction. It’s tempting to say, “cry me a river,” but the more I hear from addicted people from all backgrounds, the more I see commonalities, rather than differences.
@Seajunkie
@Seajunkie 2 года назад
@@brittaolson6550 Not disagreeing.
@RadRedhead222
@RadRedhead222 2 года назад
There’s a lot of pain in this interview. I can’t imagine losing a child or my husband. I would be lost. Praying she finds peace. Thank you, Mark!
@HandbagDiva
@HandbagDiva 2 года назад
She’s lying
@peterholy953
@peterholy953 2 года назад
@@HandbagDiva how do you know that she is lying? by the way, who do you mean is lying? the girl in the interview or stacy bennett?
@tripled5165
@tripled5165 2 года назад
You can’t believe everything you hear on Facebook or RU-vid
@tripled5165
@tripled5165 2 года назад
@@HandbagDiva I didn’t see your comment before I wrote mine LOL yeah how long did it take her to memorize the script come on these people are so vulnerable and they believe everything
@kimleith1378
@kimleith1378 2 года назад
@@HandbagDiva It is possible to research the statements of the people Mark interviews. If someone has the time to do it and show proof that this site is "fabricated" you'd think someone would have already. Just a thought.
@angelahayden4324
@angelahayden4324 2 года назад
I couldn’t make heads or tails about what she was talking about. I’m having a hard time feeling anything for her. She seems to enjoy telling her war stories.
@brittaolson6550
@brittaolson6550 2 года назад
I think that’s a release to everyone who is fighting a war.
@Gram820
@Gram820 2 года назад
My feelings exactly.
@petakucas7389
@petakucas7389 2 года назад
She's not all who she says. To much drama, and loving the story telling . Selfish and reckless. Her poor Daughter must be totally embarrassed
@09artgirl
@09artgirl 2 года назад
I think she may be bipolar.
@marlenecesarotti8468
@marlenecesarotti8468 2 года назад
I AM TRYING TO PUT HER STORY TOGETHER TOO MY BROTHER BUT NIT REALLY MY BROTHER ...GOOD LUCK TO HER
@joydavenport5267
@joydavenport5267 2 года назад
Just plain weird. And I don't believe half of what she said
@lf1496
@lf1496 2 года назад
You don't want to believe her. This is what's going on in America. The people on drugs on the street are from every socio economic background from the top to the bottom. The emptiness of a society based solely on $$$ leaves people hollow. Drugs is a symptom of a society that has an empty value system. The culture is sick
@krmitt5
@krmitt5 2 года назад
Owns all this shit and property but rents a car. "Trying to own an air strip....." I've known people this fucked on drugs. The delusions of grandeur are real.
@raindog428
@raindog428 2 года назад
@@lf1496 great comment👍
@The_Land_Of_Farts
@The_Land_Of_Farts 2 года назад
@@lf1496 That may be true but that does not mean Platinum is telling the truth here.
@thematriarchy2075
@thematriarchy2075 2 года назад
@@The_Land_Of_Farts Don't sweat the small stuff.
@Dr.Momodu
@Dr.Momodu 2 года назад
Ain't nothing like another morning watching another episode of Soft White Underbelly.
@Glitchedoutditz
@Glitchedoutditz 2 года назад
Right here with you.
@MISS.SWANKY
@MISS.SWANKY 2 года назад
Nothing like it
@bleezy8480
@bleezy8480 2 года назад
The real ones know you comment this everywhere lol I see you man 😂
@abelmcguire1951
@abelmcguire1951 2 года назад
I have a small cottage to clean even in 24 hours I can pig it out, but I enjoy listening while cleaning it up, it sometimes feels like a metaphoric internal cleanse. Because I believe we all share some of these traits and features in one way or another past and present, real or distorted. Her stories for me come from her own unique internal truth and understanding as she knows it to be much like many of the others, we like hearing for that very reason!
@schmitty139
@schmitty139 2 года назад
for me a after work relaxer ...makes me wanna keep on keepin' on..especially after seeing those scars...scary stuff out there...
@rachelbullies2131
@rachelbullies2131 2 года назад
I am usually very sympathetic to the people on this channel, but this woman spins such wild stories that are definitely not true. She started out by saying she came from a long line of very good looking people and had to glamorize every messed up situation she was ever in. I also caught her mixing up her children being taken away or her deciding to put them up for adoption and which person they were even from. She has lost touch with reality and can't keep the stories straight.
@brittaolson6550
@brittaolson6550 2 года назад
I heard beautiful people, not good-looking people. Maybe I missed something. The addiction puts its own spin on things, to perpetuate itself. She is addicted, but she is not her addiction.
@rachelbullies2131
@rachelbullies2131 2 года назад
@@brittaolson6550 i have a feeling with this individual her addiction stems from her distance from reality/lying/story telling, not that her stories stem form her addiction. The drugs make it easier to believe her own crap. She is someone that I don’t believe will get clean until she comes to terms with her fabrications and the reality of her life and events.
@brittaolson6550
@brittaolson6550 2 года назад
@@rachelbullies2131 In my experience, it’s hard to say what’s causative for whom, unless you take away the drugs and see what you’ve got. That’s why most psychiatrists don’t diagnose people in early recovery. It’s a chicken or the egg thing. Some people with Antisocial or Narcissistic Personality Disorders, FAS, brain injury, and ADHD are more prone to addiction because of impulse control issues and difficulty anticipating consequences. Or (more often?) symptoms of drug addiction can mimic any of those disorders. Some people, psychologically, hide from reality in drugs, like you said. Addiction make it hard to see reality, because of tunnel vision, and feeds denial and justification. If someone is running from reality on drugs, they get trapped in a distorted reality. In any case, getting off the drugs is the obvious answer, but if your brain is hijacked, how do you find it? It’s a catch 22, of the worst kind.
@TH2023_3
@TH2023_3 2 года назад
Ppl are sick to say someone is lying how the FUCK would you Know that smh what the fUCk smh
@rachelbullies2131
@rachelbullies2131 2 года назад
@@TH2023_3 The only person who is sick is the person who can't hold a civil discussion. It's not a matter of question if she is lying, she is. She mixes up her stories multiple times in this interview because she cannot remember what it is she said. You can attempt to even look up some of the situations she is talking about, which would have been big news and nothing comes up. We are all welcome to our own opinions. I have watched every single interview on this channel and stand by my thoughts on this. Thanks for your vulgar reply.
@pearl1357
@pearl1357 2 года назад
Great interview Mark. Another heartbreaking human condition. I hope Platinum gets better. She truly loves her family. She should find love for herself too.
@scooterbob1408
@scooterbob1408 2 года назад
The beautiful people put her up for adoption. The beautiful people adopted her. Everything is beautiful. She is a mess
@gisselmontero2304
@gisselmontero2304 3 месяца назад
So Beautiful to believe 😅
@elemental7207
@elemental7207 2 года назад
Was on Heroin for 7 years in the 90s, been clean for 22 years now. My father was a biker, drag racer, USMC veteran, my mother was also a surgical nurse. Never ended up on skid row, and here in Vancouver, we have the worst in NAmerica. I put myself through University( journalism film degree) but because I had Rheumatoid Arthritis as a teen, opiates were only a natural addiction. My mother died prematurely and suddenly when I was 3 years clean, and my life was restarting. Never went back. I see this individual as the person I got out in time for to not become. My husband has never indulged I real drugs, the occasional puff of pot is the most he will do. I feel a into her, as I always wanted to have a bairn and name him Caleb. I have literally forgotten what it was like to be junk sick, and squirm getting blood taken today; you would never know I used to dig for veins every damn day. I never did fentanyl, all we had was good ol China white ( or 999/ 666 pure off the boats here in Vancouver ). I know it is more powerful, and yet less effective. There is help, programs and people that care. I hope she can find it. Cheers Mark.
@Briknoll93
@Briknoll93 2 года назад
This lady is so disturbing and clearly a liar.
@debragraff9153
@debragraff9153 2 года назад
No idea what she’s talking about half the time. Didn’t get much from this interview. Thinks she’s lying about most of it.
@auntymoi
@auntymoi 10 дней назад
It's not even that far fetched. A common story. Busted for violence and drugs. Did time. She's got a pimp. Etc etc
@cute4real846
@cute4real846 2 года назад
I feel so sorry for her adoptive parents
@user-dc8qy5ng4b
@user-dc8qy5ng4b 4 месяца назад
ME TOO ESPECIALLY HER KIDS
@RavenTheValkyrie
@RavenTheValkyrie 11 месяцев назад
Please find her again, i would dearly lovr an update on her. I really hope she is doing ok. She reminds me of myself in a way. Very intense relationships with people, loves, family ect. I havent been through even half of what she has. This woman is strong, i couldnt handle what she's been through. The fact that she is still standing is incredible. If shes this strong she can get sober if she wants it. I just want her to want it. She needs to get out of there. Shes gotta get to a safe place to stay and get into rehab. Platinum, i know u can do it. Stay strong, girl! U r beautiful inside and out.
@lovelycorinne
@lovelycorinne 2 года назад
I’m always so amazed at these interviews. A common thread is the amazing ability to be very specific about dates. It makes me wonder if they are addicted to the painful moments vs just the drugs.
@thetechlibrarian
@thetechlibrarian 2 года назад
Hmm that's interesting because I was a opiate addict for close to 10 years and I remember everything I can remember specific days in high school still and I'm close to 40 I wonder if it's something in the brain where those two intertwine somehow.
@stefs7141
@stefs7141 2 года назад
It’s easy when you’re making it up
@jlcollins7673
@jlcollins7673 2 года назад
That is a really super interesting question!!
@KelleyKat
@KelleyKat 2 года назад
It's because experiences that contain heighten emotions download more completely into memory. Whether they are positive or negative... It's also why most people don't recall the banal times of life but can easily recount experiences that were exciting, happy, or traumatic. The emotional content provides fuel, which can be addictive. Combine that with an identity formed by experience, and it all gets entrenched.
@fullforcefitnesssandiego2491
@fullforcefitnesssandiego2491 2 года назад
trauma bonds. many of these people are bpd and npd - its prevalent within those realms
@kwakester
@kwakester 2 года назад
Why am I thinking the whole time she's telling a story she's writing in real time in her head.
@christophernichols748
@christophernichols748 2 года назад
I find it so interesting that she repeats all the questions asked immediately before answering🐦
@zeromczero7369
@zeromczero7369 2 года назад
I read somewhere that ppl do that to give themselves time to frame/compose their response.
@RedRobyn48
@RedRobyn48 2 года назад
This is the first interview I’ve watched on SWU where I struggle with any sympathy. She did nothing but play the victim, give fake tears and told a really good yarn. There are real victims on this channel who have had unbelievably horrible childhoods and yet they never blame anyone else even though they’d have the right. In fact most of those real sufferers still find away to defend their abusive parents. Not this one though, she’s a storyteller and is not accountable for any of it
@tomsullivan5663
@tomsullivan5663 2 года назад
Skepticism is always valuable when hearing stories like this. One of my friends turned to this kind of life and the way he describes his childhood is vastly different from what i saw growing up with him. There was real suffering, but the truth has grown fuzzy, even to him. (I miss you Sam. I hope to see you ok one day)
@vickys.love00
@vickys.love00 2 года назад
why do you speak as if you knew exactly how those victims felt about their parents, a lot of these people on the channel had horrible upbringings and disgusting parents. I haven’t really heard one of them defend their rapist or abusive parent. Why would they? And why would this person lie? We don’t know their situations. I’ll end this how it should be ended *Stop being a Karen*
@summertea8609
@summertea8609 2 года назад
How can you say something like that about someone you don’t even know or never even been around?? Oh, let me guess, 28 almost 30 minutes of listening and watching her you know her and her whole life story and struggles right?? Everyone expresses their feelings and emotions differently. How dare you judge this person like you’re some kind of saint. I don’t see you having any sympathy for anyone with the way you’re judging this poor lady. FOH!!!!
@kathryncrowleybryan5844
@kathryncrowleybryan5844 2 года назад
Denial is a symptom
@muffaloaf
@muffaloaf 2 года назад
I agree
@bosnuts7058
@bosnuts7058 2 года назад
Personality feels very contrived, ego driven. We get those every now and then I guess…
@traceysanna1535
@traceysanna1535 2 года назад
I just commented saying the same. Her ego seemed to be dominating her story, she is very immature, and clearly should not have had children
@allisonsiewert3462
@allisonsiewert3462 2 года назад
That was my first impression. Contrived. Couldn't follow any of it.
@bosnuts7058
@bosnuts7058 2 года назад
@@traceysanna1535 think she’s there for the exposure…
@sarasillyful
@sarasillyful 2 года назад
This keeps me sober, idk what id do without the comments with clean time. One day at a time 🙏 only 2 weeks sober but I can do this
@texasktea
@texasktea 2 года назад
Hope you made it this far. These helped me stay clean too. I'm 200+ days and expecting my first child.
@loribaker-gould3415
@loribaker-gould3415 2 года назад
You've got this! You matter!!! Be good to yourself!
@loribaker-gould3415
@loribaker-gould3415 2 года назад
@@texasktea Good 4 u!!! All the best!!!
@gregmacdonald3559
@gregmacdonald3559 2 года назад
Great for you Sara! ❤️ Sending you positive thoughts & positive energy way !!! Love and prayers
@joslynfarkash6416
@joslynfarkash6416 2 года назад
This woman is living in her own planet...a storyteller.
@erikhesjedal3569
@erikhesjedal3569 9 месяцев назад
Just like most opiate addicts
@auntymoi
@auntymoi 7 месяцев назад
She's a typical californian addict. Its a whole other world out there. Alot of ugly things happen
@erdam5016
@erdam5016 7 месяцев назад
110% correct
@KatAdVictoriam
@KatAdVictoriam 2 года назад
As a recovering addict, who spent years around other addicts listening to their high ramblings recounting tall tales, I have to say I agree with quite a portion of the comments calling bs here. Her child wouldn't have been taken if it hadn't had drugs in her system. That's not how that works. Regardless, as I do for all on SWU, I pray for her recovery, well being and stability.
@welovedogsbyroxymoley1867
@welovedogsbyroxymoley1867 2 года назад
What do you think it does for her well-being and stability, when you call bs? What good does it do? I am curious ❤
@peterholy953
@peterholy953 2 года назад
@@welovedogsbyroxymoley1867 Good question. what does it matter if the story that she tells is not factually correct? What does it change?
@maxbruner5771
@maxbruner5771 2 года назад
I so second this
@Mimi-pt4fo
@Mimi-pt4fo 2 года назад
Hard truth, but needed.
@KatAdVictoriam
@KatAdVictoriam 2 года назад
@@welovedogsbyroxymoley1867 1. She really believes the yarns she spins in which case, it changes nothing. 2. She sees these and it stirs something in her to want to change herself for the better. Recovering from addiction means getting real firstly with yourself.
@johndavid6956
@johndavid6956 2 года назад
No one can be this dramatic for real!! Everything is OVER DRAMATIZED
@myishenhaines1706
@myishenhaines1706 2 года назад
Hey baby died. I’d be dramatic too.
@BenDuane80
@BenDuane80 2 года назад
Stories of grandure.. drugs can not only take your money, wife, life.. but clearly they take your sound mind and the ability to distinguish fantasy from reality..poor soul..may you be free soon
@minawanderer8196
@minawanderer8196 2 года назад
@Claire E B often it starts with menthal issues like depression but the drugs can causes them olso or made them worser!Drug-Psychoses...
@nicholemaclean1888
@nicholemaclean1888 2 года назад
Yeah this all seems very much like delusions mixed with the truth. Sad.
@brittaolson6550
@brittaolson6550 2 года назад
@@minawanderer8196 💯
@windmillin-in-the-dirt2489
@windmillin-in-the-dirt2489 2 года назад
Most of these people he interviews are this way, when you live a life of crime and drug addiction your mind gets way out there. Trust me I have a 44 year old meth addicted brother who started using at 14, he tells me things I know absolutely aren’t true, he even tries to convince me that I was with him when these “memories” took place. These drugs destroy you………… stay away at all cost.
@09artgirl
@09artgirl 2 года назад
Stories of grandeur often come from bipolar disorder.
@sherimciver
@sherimciver 2 года назад
So, 3 children, 2 dead and 1 taken away and ‘no regrets’…I call BS. This train wreck of a life and the only responsibility that she takes is she is ‘too honest’. And, her life was ‘pre-planned’ so…again, no responsibility. The self-delusion is strong in this one. This young lady had so much to offer….
@kingjamesthespartan4010
@kingjamesthespartan4010 2 года назад
Keep in mind your not perfect one bit or anything at all special at all who are you to sit here and judge you must have everything figured out that’s why you come to RU-vid to judge people to make yourself feel better
@sherimciver
@sherimciver 2 года назад
@@kingjamesthespartan4010 I calls’em as I sees’em.
@kingjamesthespartan4010
@kingjamesthespartan4010 2 года назад
@@sherimciver yeah I bet because your perfect and got everything figured out and never made a mistake and so everything right huh lol your not shit just like anyone else so good thing no one give a fuck about what you call or see
@peterholy953
@peterholy953 2 года назад
God, you are a bitter bitch. I felt very sorry for the girl in this interview but now I feel even more sorry for you. You must have really miserable life to write comments like that. And 48 people who liked you comment - fuck you too. I would say fuck you to hell but you are already there.
@helenaneumann1872
@helenaneumann1872 2 года назад
@@kingjamesthespartan4010 When and where does Sheri Shea say she's perfect? Why is it negative to name reality? Self-destruction is part of the clinical picture of drug addiction. Aside from the fact that I think storytelling is important and pay little attention here to whether those stories are true due to the inconsistency of most of the stories told here, it seems that this woman is sitting there to end her desolate condition and raise money for the next shot. The way in which totally broken people are jazzed up by many people to become beautiful souls is ridiculous and no less self-deception or a way of keeping the misery at bay.
@b.soulei888
@b.soulei888 2 года назад
Proof it doesn’t matter how you were raised: drugs don’t discriminate
@courtneymsx
@courtneymsx 2 года назад
Exactly. I've had a pretty normal life, but alcohol and prescription drugs didn't care. I'm still struggling.
@deadfIag
@deadfIag 2 года назад
Some of the most fucked up people have had some of the most potential. Nepotism can go two ways.
@carlyrobertson4755
@carlyrobertson4755 Год назад
This woman is beautiful. Inside and out, she has a beautiful fucking soul and I don’t care what anyone else could tell me. You can see it in her, she’s a beautiful person so deep down and it just shows. I don’t know her but I love her and full heartedly pray she finds her way because she could do a lot of good. She is worthy. I wish she fully knew it.
@babyloco8199
@babyloco8199 2 года назад
Getting Fentanyl in LA must be as easy as getting a cup of water. Sooooooo many Fentanyl addicts in LA it’s mind blowing.
@taylorgonzales5407
@taylorgonzales5407 2 года назад
Canada easy af too
@declineofthewest.
@declineofthewest. 2 года назад
Government sanctioned fentanyl
@thatsnotmyname7462
@thatsnotmyname7462 2 года назад
The main source of fentanyl isn't just from China anymore, they've learned to make it in Mexico, that's why there's so much of it in LA.
@User-hv5wm
@User-hv5wm 2 года назад
If you’ve ever done it, it’s easy to get anywhere.
@JacksonDunnoKnows
@JacksonDunnoKnows 2 года назад
Cartels buy the compounds to make it from China, and I imagine other areas, have it shipped to em and they do the simple kitchen chemistry to make it into fent. There are videos here on RU-vid (at least there used to be) of them cooking it. And yes, it's mind blowing. I wander how much is due to the supply and demand complex, or narco terrorism. Most likely both.
@5p674
@5p674 2 года назад
She's way too delighted with her badness.
@dawnmichellebaker
@dawnmichellebaker 2 года назад
I love your videos, BUT this one is so full of shit. Homegirl needs help. I'm in recovery and seeing her reminds me of who I was in active and I was ugly. I really hope she reaches out for help . Her level of disjointed chaos makes my heart hurt so badly for her.
@coldblooded568
@coldblooded568 2 года назад
Full of shit how??
@firecarrier1
@firecarrier1 2 года назад
Why is there 2 replies to is but when I click them they're not there? I keep getting this on yt
@coldblooded568
@coldblooded568 2 года назад
@@firecarrier1 I responded
@firecarrier1
@firecarrier1 2 года назад
@@coldblooded568 I can see this now but nothing else! Weird...
@coldblooded568
@coldblooded568 2 года назад
@@firecarrier1 I left a comment before yours, saying "Full of shit how??" You don't see it?
@austinbusch1
@austinbusch1 2 года назад
The absolute pain in some of these interview are nothing short of heart wrenching. Im not an emotional person and they just always bring me to tears. Mark you are an amazing person for giving these people a platform to share. Im calling my mother and telling her thank you and I love you
@onthebrink1119
@onthebrink1119 2 года назад
Great story but she's ALL OVER THE PLACE! 3/4 of that story is fiction especially since she doesn't know what controversy means. I like that she feels the need to live that life story 🤷🏾‍♂️ she's the lady Forrest Gump
@brittaolson6550
@brittaolson6550 2 года назад
Drug use causes problems with word recall. She’s articulate enough that I would bet she does know what controversy means, but was having trouble recalling definitions.
@karenh2890
@karenh2890 2 года назад
She reminds me a bit of my schizophrenic sister, although I can't understand anything my sister says. I'm thinking this lady is mentally ill and has an addiction problem too. I'm going to listen again as I find her very difficult to follow.
@mrs.beasley1979
@mrs.beasley1979 2 года назад
I agree. She is proud of her choices. Even bragging about her larger than life story. I don't doubt the trauma but the rest......not so much. Liars always put too much detail in their stories.
@jessicacejalinares8026
@jessicacejalinares8026 2 года назад
she’s adddicted to fentanyl.. you don’t think that shit fucks with your ability to ration and reason???
@onthebrink1119
@onthebrink1119 2 года назад
@@jessicacejalinares8026 absolutely, I was a fentanyl user and you WILL lie 🤥 but to make up a whole (what seems to be) scripted story? I dunno lol
@kjkalways8470
@kjkalways8470 2 года назад
She says she has “no fear and no regrets” yet she was crying the WHOLE time… especially about her family and kids…. She puts on a tough exterior, but she seems very sad and tired 😪 She’s no dummy and I hope she makes it…. She has all that money, why not rent a room for starters?
@brooklynracquel
@brooklynracquel Год назад
right out the gate and she was crying. my heart hurts for these people and how deeply they feel. i wish her peace.
@davidj8658
@davidj8658 2 года назад
Stop buying the bullshit addicts say. One example, what do you think the chances are that her daughter wasn’t born addicted ? That her “beautiful “ child won’t have to deal with lifelong problems as a result. Grow up folks, quit patting yourselves on the back for how caring you are. These people, like all of us, are responsible for their lives and the devastation they bring to our society.
@spaciedout
@spaciedout 2 года назад
I’m not sure if you’ll see this but this is one of my favorite channels because I watch how patient you are with people that others just consider trash and don’t truly grasp what’s happened. So many of these people are just sick of are mentally I’ll and just need help. I love that you don’t trash them, your spreading awareness but also letting others know that they are people to. Thank you so much for your patience and everything that you do..it’s remarkable. ❤
@almabelhumeur6672
@almabelhumeur6672 2 года назад
110% agree with you. Mark is a remarkable human being.
@Mimi-pt4fo
@Mimi-pt4fo 2 года назад
I’m sure it’s just me, and I don’t mean to not be sympathetic, but her son most likely went through hell. My heart breaks for her children
@babyinvasion
@babyinvasion 2 года назад
You're right. I wish I knew what happened. 🤍🌈
@davekennedy6315
@davekennedy6315 2 года назад
I used to be an addict myself, my wife wasn't a user and I kept my use away from the house (but my eldest knew I was on something. Breaks my heart) But I knew plenty of couples and single parents that lost their children due to their addictions. Its heart wrenching on both sides but has to be incredible damaging to the children and their future. The majority of mothers attempted suicide after and this still drives their use today. I got clean several years back and today I full custody of my son and regular contact with my two daughters. My use was a large part of my marriage breakdown. But being in the grip of addiction, especially Heroin/Opiate with its physical as well as psychological addiction, its incredible difficult to keep your humanity, your principles, your children. Everything. The drug literally rules your life, everything you do being dependant on your access to the drug. So many stupid decisions, so many completely irrational actions and so many risks and mistakes. The only ones that can understand is a fellow addict. But children will often be helpless right in the middle of all this chaos. Some addicts will keep hold of their principles, many just give in to it.
@hanz090
@hanz090 2 года назад
Dave please could you ask your wife for advice for me on how she coped in her difficult position? It would be very valuable information for me and others..
@Mimi-pt4fo
@Mimi-pt4fo 2 года назад
I come from working FC/CPS and I did though see some parents do the hard hard work and get clean/sober. One mom keeps in touch and her transformation is amazing. Her rights were terminated on her one infant, the Foster Parents told her if she could get clean, she would be welcomed into their family. She did. She regained custody of her 12 year old, started a daycare with the previous Fosters, and “their daughter” knows whose tummy she came from and who her mommy and daddy are. The mom has rebuilt a life has a husband and child with him. Her story is redemption. I keep telling her she is going to change the FCW. Too many children end up in a system that many times does more harm than good. The families need places that provide shelter and 24/7 therapeutic care. These places exist, just not enough impetus for the States to put the tax money into building a new mouse trap. Overall, using a holistic approach, person/family centered would save money and lives. Breaking a family history/cycle=priceless.
@davekennedy6315
@davekennedy6315 2 года назад
@@hanz090 let's just say that we are no longer on the best of terms. She had an affair (with her friends husband) and dragged the kids through the kind of nightmare you see on a daytime soap opera and think is unrealistic. I understand that I deserved a certain amount of this for my years of addiction that she had to put up with. But she damaged our family and her friends (one of their children is now in care) She didn't spare a thought to the damage this was causing our completely innocent children. So she is certainly not a person to give anyone advice sadly. So are you in a relationship with an addict?
@skabamm5790
@skabamm5790 2 года назад
Platinum really brought me to the time in my life when, like she's experiencing, everything hurt. The pain of having lived through so much trauma is a darkness that can be muted from time to time, which is why drugs work as well as they do. But being a female on the streets is the hardest "job" on the planet. 24/7 survival mode. What a beautiful human being. Thank you for sharing her story.
@brittaolson6550
@brittaolson6550 2 года назад
I agree with you 100%. I’ve been there.
@HandbagDiva
@HandbagDiva 2 года назад
Lord you don’t believe her fantasies?
@skabamm5790
@skabamm5790 2 года назад
@@HandbagDiva I believe her pain. I don't need to have a personal relationship with her to understand she's hurting.
@skabamm5790
@skabamm5790 2 года назад
@Tarziu Armando-Liviu I feel sorry for people who have defined their whole existence by some dogma that other men created, in their quest to achieve dominance over certain ethnicities, gender, religions, etc ... Free yourself from that prison & just do good in the world. You don't need a crucifix or symbology or words others have uttered to be saved. All you need is LOVE.
@americanalien6411
@americanalien6411 2 года назад
Take a shot every time she says “beautiful”
@gisselmontero2304
@gisselmontero2304 3 месяца назад
Lol
@chlofene
@chlofene 2 месяца назад
It seems like she is saying everyone is beautiful except her. Oh, this hurt my heart.
@The_Land_Of_Farts
@The_Land_Of_Farts 2 года назад
Maybe I am wrong but she comes across as a compulsive liar to me, she may not be but that's my 2 cents.
@meeks1201
@meeks1201 2 года назад
She’s told this story many many times before
@tylerlienau7548
@tylerlienau7548 2 года назад
I agree. Seems like a liar.
@justnell9249
@justnell9249 2 года назад
I agree
@nicholemaclean1888
@nicholemaclean1888 2 года назад
Yeah it all seems very non chronological and jumbled and way too ‘good’ to be true.
@maureent8653
@maureent8653 2 года назад
I’m not buying her story either.
@aprilchiginsky7560
@aprilchiginsky7560 2 года назад
So much pain and sadness in her life. She has lived thru so much trauma and is so incredibly strong to have made it this far. I hope that she realizes how strong she is and if she makes the choice to enter a program to start her sobriety journey she can do it and will be successful she can learn to cope with life and he feelings.
@khalilahd.
@khalilahd. 2 года назад
I pray she does. She just seems so broken 🥺😣
@anthonylucido4840
@anthonylucido4840 2 года назад
God help her!
@davidj8658
@davidj8658 2 года назад
Stop it, you people come on here to virtue signal about how compassionate you are. You believe this stuff ? They always have a story, it’s always someone else’s fault, whatever. This is an elaborate collection of lies and exaggerations surrounding a tiny grain of truth. Don’t be naive .
@MineChanclas
@MineChanclas 2 года назад
@@davidj8658 you seem fun.
@sciencenotstigma9534
@sciencenotstigma9534 2 года назад
@@davidj8658 The fact that you know that fancy-sounding rhetoric doesn’t mean it’s true that nobody cares. Some people have empathy that is not only real, but can’t be stopped. Those of us who have it generally live by what it tells us to do (help others in real life, whenever possible) and, hopefully, some common sense. I can’t imagine being so devoid of empathy that you go around trying to debunk the notion of it. It sounds empty and sad. I’m not trying to insult you by saying that. The joy of helping others is deep, and idk what I’d do without it. I know that I’ve really needed help in the past. and have lived closely with people who do, and I could see it. If you don’t know it’s not always a scam, I guess you wouldn’t have an instinct to help. Keep that feedback loop going, and there will always be a need for people like me and OP.
@yarabia
@yarabia 2 года назад
The money she threw on the floor, could be used for her daughter support, or her rehab.... I really can't feel sorry for her
@brittaolson6550
@brittaolson6550 2 года назад
If you will, most likely, use it to buy poison, you’re better off with it on the ground.
@Mr_Ruhl
@Mr_Ruhl 2 года назад
Mark out here interviewing the NPCs from from the original filming of "The Fifth Element."
@shannonhuddleston4980
@shannonhuddleston4980 2 года назад
I lost my 24 year old daughter 7-5-20 there's nothing more excruciating absolutely nothing
@RileyOfMurphy
@RileyOfMurphy 2 года назад
🙏🏾💙 sending you love!
@GhSt-vl5sq
@GhSt-vl5sq 2 года назад
What happened to her?
@shannonhuddleston4980
@shannonhuddleston4980 2 года назад
She bled out in a Applebee's parking lot in Houston Texas
@shannonhuddleston4980
@shannonhuddleston4980 2 года назад
Head trauma
@GhSt-vl5sq
@GhSt-vl5sq 2 года назад
@@shannonhuddleston4980 sorry to hear :(
@alishaharris6407
@alishaharris6407 2 года назад
OMG!!! What the heck was that? I’m sure this woman has been through hell in her life, whether she is embellishing or not. But this was crazy!
@LadyRow00
@LadyRow00 2 года назад
Feel like she's leaving a lot of key pieces to her story out.
@brittaolson6550
@brittaolson6550 2 года назад
It’s hard to be clear on what all the key pieces are when it’s your own life, especially when under the influence. It took me some time off drugs to be able to find them and pull them together. Still, we all perceive our lives differently than others do, because our emotions are in the mix.
@h8h81
@h8h81 2 года назад
The no drugs in her daughters system and the story she made up about the child being able to determine this is a lie. "She would be able to tell you that." She doesn't care I'm guessing... she is beyond that hopefully. Just tell the truth.
@suntravellers
@suntravellers 2 года назад
She has an amazing brain, she is really talented. These days after seeing so many documentaries on the fentanyl crisis I was seriously thinking of how it could perfectly be a Chinese conspiracy. And now she brings that up, it makes perfect sense.
@alexh4243
@alexh4243 2 года назад
Any one who talks about "my" drummer or "my" guitarists is too controlling and when they talk in terms of a poem the pathological lying
@stefs7141
@stefs7141 2 года назад
Exactly true. People here who think she’s some deep profound soul have clearly never dealt with addicts who all speak that way
@treaty8631
@treaty8631 2 года назад
She had parents that she says were wonderful ...gave her up for adoption...then had wonderful parents....seriously...she made her choices in life...people need to also want to be responsible for their choices...mental health is a hard thing to deal with but sometimes you have to persevere for others like your children...which she chose not to do and she has no regrets...seriously
@blairbear
@blairbear 2 года назад
you missed all the trauma she went though hun.
@EMG_Iman
@EMG_Iman 2 года назад
@Blair Bear What that mean? We all go through trauma, yeah some worst than others. Regardless never use trauma as an excuse to be a poor person or living a poor lifestyle, everyone is given the chance to improve themselves and improve the lives around you.
@gregaroivanalininovich9019
@gregaroivanalininovich9019 2 года назад
All the tragic things just 'happen' to people like this and nothing is ever their fault - children dying due to neglect or illnesses due to drug abuse during pregnancy; people around them die due to DWI, OD or suicide is just the universe messing with them and a justification for their substance abuse.
@stefs7141
@stefs7141 2 года назад
They’re tortured unlucky souls born under a cursed day if you hear them all tell about it nothing is ever their fault or god forbid the drugs fault . They’re always in the wrong place at the wrong time because they’re in a crack house full of unsavoury people and wonder why things went sour . My ex was like this and it drove me absolutely mad . He used because he had health the problems ...due to using. Broke, due to using . Lost friends...due to using. Couldn’t get a job...and it goes on. Same grandiose delusions and stories that he can’t repeat verbatim again. I believe they love the lifestyle and being victims
@brittaolson6550
@brittaolson6550 2 года назад
That’s the addiction talking, not necessarily some underlying character flaw, when people say those things. Addiction changes your brain to perpetuate itself.
@taco44051
@taco44051 2 года назад
Human wreckage....saw it often as a cop in my younger years...some folks shouldn't be allowed to have kids...
@vanessastarchild1845
@vanessastarchild1845 2 года назад
True
@rowan7682
@rowan7682 2 года назад
She’s lying, mostly to herself.
@memyselfandi3381
@memyselfandi3381 2 года назад
Yes lol
@GoldenHoney32
@GoldenHoney32 2 года назад
I thought this too, not even a min in
@teresaacevedo1731
@teresaacevedo1731 2 года назад
LOL I came here to see what would be in the comments .. she’s gone from one thing to the next. Can’t piece these stories together. It’s really confusing. I do feel she’s filled with a lot of pain . I hope she can get clean . Maybe then her life will turn around and make some sense .
@gisselmontero2304
@gisselmontero2304 2 года назад
Same here
@Mauro-ot2ux
@Mauro-ot2ux 2 года назад
That’s what the dope help with best
@WebGemSports2012
@WebGemSports2012 2 года назад
70% fiction, 20% truth, 10% psychosis
@Briknoll93
@Briknoll93 2 года назад
Lol maybe 10% truth, 20% psychosis
@jasonroberts99
@jasonroberts99 2 года назад
Ok, sis can weave a tale. Platinum and Steffi would keep each other entertained for days.
@loosescrews8106
@loosescrews8106 2 года назад
I think she is correct with her assessment of the drug warfare.
@a.wanderer5006
@a.wanderer5006 2 года назад
China's long game to undermine U.S. society perhaps.
@annieseaside
@annieseaside 2 года назад
100% - shipped to Mexico from China and comes right on over the border to kill our children. Cartels are orgasmic over the border now.
@nancykaufman1632
@nancykaufman1632 2 года назад
I agree
@brittaolson6550
@brittaolson6550 2 года назад
Me too, 100%!
@chickapeas5646
@chickapeas5646 2 года назад
I do too!
@angelikamariadipasquali7149
@angelikamariadipasquali7149 2 года назад
I can't follow the story.... Jumping back and forth. All I understand is lots of emotion and drama
@puddygr6985
@puddygr6985 Год назад
This poor lady has gone through a lot of love and loss. Sweet heart, hope she gets it together...she deserves better.
@sherylbrown6943
@sherylbrown6943 2 года назад
She’s off her head.. what is real? In this interview?
@danielkinn782
@danielkinn782 2 года назад
There might be a grain of truth to her stories but it seems alot is to spectacular to be real. Alot of drug addicts fabricate their stories/lives to hide the truths of their real lives. She is a beautiful woman who needs to come to grips with her past and her reality.
@Mimi-pt4fo
@Mimi-pt4fo 2 года назад
“Jistas much as she has me, I have her”…. I wonder if seeing this video, her child would describe their relationship the same way. When you use substances, 3 months until birth it will be detected in the meconium. The death of her baby being unknown is horrifying. The husband she misses caused that death. Too much dramatizing and waxing poetically…. This is my sister’s doppelgänger
@xxalphakratosxx
@xxalphakratosxx 2 года назад
she's definitely not beautiful.
@RaverLife
@RaverLife 9 месяцев назад
She is trying really hard to hold back tears during the entire interview and there's an obvious wave of emotion that comes over her every time she begins to speak about another loved one in her life, but you think she's lying about everything and needs to get a grip on reality? So, I assume you must think she's an Academy Award caliber actress??
@RaverLife
@RaverLife 9 месяцев назад
And do you think those scars on her arm & leg were fake and fabricated too?
@danielkinn782
@danielkinn782 9 месяцев назад
@@RaverLife really? She's a cutter.
@jakewolfe7588
@jakewolfe7588 2 года назад
She is definitely one of the worst liars ever on the channel
@Brads-strung-out
@Brads-strung-out 2 года назад
She needs to learn to use that misery as her fuel for better. She isn't like the others, she has tonnes of remorse, I'd use that remorse to my advantage big time. She has a better chance than most. Use dark energy to create light, sister.
@garibaldi54
@garibaldi54 2 года назад
Easier said than done.
@Madison.Rutherford
@Madison.Rutherford 2 года назад
@@garibaldi54 that’s what I was gonna write.
@krmitt5
@krmitt5 2 года назад
Alchemy requires sacrifice and patience. You sacrifice time and effort of trial and error. Lead to Gold isn't that simple. Patience to toil and study. Alchemists stay hidden from societal/secular based norms.
@Jasmine-lj8qw
@Jasmine-lj8qw 2 года назад
@@krmitt5 she is addicted to fentanyl. Alchemy has nothing to do with this.
@Madison.Rutherford
@Madison.Rutherford 2 года назад
@@krmitt5 what did you smoke this morning ?
@ranyaegbu
@ranyaegbu 2 года назад
These are the stories that I don't understand because I don't know that life but they're the ones I listen to all ears. We never know why people are hurt and stay in constant cycles that won't let them heel. That said she's smart, beautiful inside and out and with everything she still has a chance to turn it around. Which is why we must always be kind to one another.
@brittaolson6550
@brittaolson6550 2 года назад
That’s the 🔑
@doubleugly1594
@doubleugly1594 2 года назад
I love how people who have spent their life on the light side of the tracks always assume these people are exaggerating or lying. If you've lived it, you know. Horrible shit happens daily, just below the surface
@susanhowsden9398
@susanhowsden9398 2 года назад
PEOPLE WITH 'WHITE PICKET FENCES' CAN'T IMAGINE WHAT ADDICTS GO THROUGH. . .TOO EASY TO JUDGE/CONDEMN . . .YOU HATERS NEED TO 'GET A LIFE' . . .
@b1k2q34
@b1k2q34 2 года назад
I agree. I am close to a few people that had very neglectful and at times abusive and traumatic childhood. They have all struggled as adults in some form or fashion. Some did better than others. My husband being one of them. He grew up on the Pine Ridge Indian Reservation. Rough life.
@jayshana2630
@jayshana2630 2 года назад
I've lived it. Still living it. She is inauthentic.
@johnsanzone3965
@johnsanzone3965 2 года назад
The ramblings of addiction. I was so good at this one time. There is no way to know what's the truth here. She loves the drug life. I pray she finds the Lord before it's too late. The dark world of the drug life has zero light. It is so dark, that darkness become one's light. One is sober or they are not. There is zero middle ground. Praying for this lost soul.
@butits7433
@butits7433 2 года назад
That's a pathological liar. She weaves a semi entertaining yarn anyway, even if she did rip most of it off from Sons of Anarchy. 😂
@Alexandra-uy9ru
@Alexandra-uy9ru 2 года назад
Poor soul, it breaks my heart to hear her story! I just love the fact that Mike listens, without any interruptions and let's everyone on that chair, speak their mind. I hope she's well today!
@teresarn1965
@teresarn1965 2 года назад
Who is Mike?
@misterdeboo4376
@misterdeboo4376 Год назад
@@teresarn1965 Are you conducting a Mike hunt?
@daniclark2000
@daniclark2000 2 года назад
Beautiful lady with A LOT of potential- she can be and do whatever she wants - I hope she realizes that soon!
@erdam5016
@erdam5016 7 месяцев назад
This person will never change I’ve know her since laurel Canyon
@lilaworley8935
@lilaworley8935 2 года назад
I can't find any empathy. Ruining childrens lives.... while being handed opportunities and privilege? All I hear is excuses for poor choices and selfish decisions. Time to grow up. How edgy.
@a.wanderer5006
@a.wanderer5006 2 года назад
Yeah, 'no fear' is the sign of a psychopath but hard to say because they wouldn't usually cry unless it were to manipulate.
@traceysanna1535
@traceysanna1535 2 года назад
Her ego was running loose. I have definitely seen Mark interview people who were way more humble than she was
@lilaworley8935
@lilaworley8935 2 года назад
@@traceysanna1535 she has no regrets. Ugh
@lilaworley8935
@lilaworley8935 2 года назад
@@a.wanderer5006 I'm usually a pretty good read on someone's sincerity or honesty. I hear a lot of manipulation and excuses in her words. I didn't get honesty or sincerity from this person. She chooses this. And has poisoned babies in her wake. And has no regrets. I'd love to hear her families or her child's father's version of events.
@brittaolson6550
@brittaolson6550 2 года назад
@@a.wanderer5006 It’s also just a throwaway phrase, to a lot of people.
@Elisseable
@Elisseable 2 года назад
There's a lot of negativity and judgement toward Platinum. That is not at all helpful. I see someone with a lot of pain, sharing her story as she chooses to share it. No-one knows her truth and experiences so why proclaim you do. You don't. None of us do. Thank you for sharing what you did Platinum.
@Elisseable
@Elisseable 2 года назад
@jhony 3tears No thank you.
@christophersansone510
@christophersansone510 2 года назад
Who else at first glance thought that was Tom MacDonald when you saw the thumbnail
@franciswhite4079
@franciswhite4079 2 года назад
If only she was speaking truth 🌞
@travelwithtony5767
@travelwithtony5767 Год назад
Someone had stolen some money from her and the money belonged to somebody else, and so she wasn’t able to put the money together” Wow, that the most ingenious way to articulate how she stole from someone, without saying she stole from someone, lmao
@lolitaramos9864
@lolitaramos9864 Год назад
Or she owed someone after borrowing or getting a front.
@rubymeagher1005
@rubymeagher1005 2 года назад
Ideas of grandeur….drug fueled. Hard one to grasp. Parents, children strewn by the wayside.
@sandymclean9630
@sandymclean9630 2 года назад
I find this hard to watch And hard to know what to believe I'm sorry Love you Mark 🙏 Nz 🌵
@natashasanders2970
@natashasanders2970 2 года назад
My ex fiancé just died last week from an accidental overdose from this shit. I feel so numb losing him and knowing it could’ve possibly been avoided if someone with him had Narcan🤬🤬
@sherimciver
@sherimciver 2 года назад
Or …Could have been avoided if he wasn’t using drugs? Addiction is powerful, not judging …but, I think it’s a real stretch to blame his death on ‘not having Narcon on the ready’….
@gothboschincarnate3931
@gothboschincarnate3931 2 года назад
Seconds to minutes...might never have been enough time. Ask to connect to him, might be granted. Might ease the loss.
@brittaolson6550
@brittaolson6550 2 года назад
@@gothboschincarnate3931 So true
@natashasanders2970
@natashasanders2970 2 года назад
@@sherimciver did I blame his death on Narcan? No I didn’t, I was just expressing my loss and said it could’ve been avoided. Seems like you are judging. You honestly could’ve kept your comment to yourself as his loss is still so fresh and my fucking feelings are raw. Why did you assume he was addicted? It couldn’t have been an accidental overdose any other way, huh he had to be an addict right? I hope you never experience the pain I’m going through and I’ll pray for your judgmental ass.
@natashasanders2970
@natashasanders2970 2 года назад
@@gothboschincarnate3931 thank you for this. I guess we’ll never know. I’ve been asking for that since I found out. I know he’ll come to me soon in some way.
@ChrisP3000x
@ChrisP3000x 2 года назад
Just tossed her daughter out to the state for us to pay for. And has some mysterious story about her 8 yr old's death that makes no sense at all. Her mottos are the ole' (narcissistic) "get what you can while you can" and "everything is predestined, therefore none of my choices mattered" (therefore I'm not responsible). But hey, she has rolls of money, right? It's all about her and what she can get.
@cynthiasparks7363
@cynthiasparks7363 2 года назад
I thought it was 8 month old?
@ChrisP3000x
@ChrisP3000x 2 года назад
@@cynthiasparks7363 maybe so.
@boudicca6280
@boudicca6280 2 года назад
What a captivating woman. I send her love, strength and healing. She's a bad ass and I wish her the absolute best.
@esteeleger2605
@esteeleger2605 2 года назад
It sounds like she has combined movies and made a life in her head! When she said “riding with my great white wolf named White Thorn” 🤦🏻‍♀️
@cesaramaya6888
@cesaramaya6888 2 года назад
lol. she bred wolves actually for 7 years in Humboldt county.she had white thorn since he was a day old. I've seen so many pictures and heard so many stories of their time together. we are here in Los Angeles visiting our son. contact us if you receive this message on the Grapevine.! Ellie and I pray for you everyday dear platinum! get better soon!
@zabe428
@zabe428 2 года назад
@@cesaramaya6888 everything she’s said is true! People are talking shit bc she calls everyone beautiful?! As if that’s a bad outlook! God bless this beautiful woman and I hope she gets the heck outta skid row, and into a womens home for sober sisters where I know she’ll thrive, and heal some old wounds.
@KapteinFruit
@KapteinFruit 2 года назад
This is like watching the punk sister of Amber Heard.
@seltzermint5
@seltzermint5 2 года назад
yes!
@candiceb1680
@candiceb1680 2 года назад
Underrated comment
@User-hv5wm
@User-hv5wm 2 года назад
I do not like listening to her but I keep watching for some reason.
@angelajones8547
@angelajones8547 2 года назад
Do why look at all & listen.
@kellyrenee9066
@kellyrenee9066 2 года назад
Same! Idk why, but I can't stop watching....
@User-hv5wm
@User-hv5wm 2 года назад
@@angelajones8547 heh?
@philliesphanatic9523
@philliesphanatic9523 2 года назад
Beyond grateful I got off drugs before the fent phase. I've seen kids I went to school with who could kick dope and get clean for a little while. They are trapped in Kensington and worse off than they were on heroin.
@shagrynpoiseen11
@shagrynpoiseen11 2 года назад
Thank you for sharing these stories.
@ninins6030
@ninins6030 2 года назад
This poor woman. My heart breaks for her. I wish I could give her a hug. ❤☹
@wizardofahhhs759
@wizardofahhhs759 2 года назад
Hugs can lead to sex.
@Marshal77
@Marshal77 2 года назад
She is just high
@davidj8658
@davidj8658 2 года назад
Grow up, she’d steal everything you had in a heartbeat. This is all lies and bullshit, the stock in trade for addicts.
@sonnynick1
@sonnynick1 2 года назад
Ty for making her voice be Heard. I will pray for peace in her heart and mind. She is a beautiful woman inside and out. I hope she can beat this addiction.
@watermelonmal7230
@watermelonmal7230 2 года назад
Wow I recently just saw her in DTLA getting beaten by her husband in a silver truck and then she got out of the car and started smoking some shit out of a pipe. crazy ...now I'm seeing her here wild how he interviews the most recognizable people.
@y2kmill
@y2kmill 2 года назад
I love platinum I hang out with her a lot she treats everyone like family she'd do anything for us out here on the streets
@Sunshine_Ky
@Sunshine_Ky 9 месяцев назад
Do you have a way to reach Platinum? My loved one was found dead in November in Westlake area. She was friends with my loved one that passed and brother in law. I’m tryin to reach her. Thank you.
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