FENTANYL POISONING: Abigil Alvarez's Story 

Congratulations you saved yourself you had along Road you should be Proud that was Smart.

I always wondered what happens when someone overdoses so just sleep wow

It's lights out so quick, no warning. The sleeping nightmare overdose.

@@DebraMaxwell-iw2ir Thank you 🙏🏼

Congrats! Glad ur here and healthy.

May The Lord be your comfort and peace❤️

I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter. I don't have kids myself, but I am so worried about this generation. You can't even take an aspirin from someone you know anymore, it's just too risky. Keep telling her story, I hope that someone who really needs to hear it, does, and that it will make an impactful difference in their lives.

Sending you all a big virtual bear hug. You are keeping her memory alive by bravely telling her story.

May Holy Spirit place a hedge of protection around you and your family and give you supernatural strength in this battle against pure evil😭🙏✝️

I am sending you my prayers for you and your family. Your beautiful baby girl didn’t deserve this. I pray that one day you will get justice for her. Keep praying don’t stop praying I pray that you’ll get comfort there in this rough times keep the faith don’t give up God is not asleep my cousin overdosed on fentanyl as well so I understand the pain that you and your family are going through this drugs are taking over the country. It doesn’t matter who you are, or where you’re from it’s just an evil acts of the enemy that is upon us.

Одною любові до дитини мало- треба ще її виховувати попереджати стримувати - адже лише 18 років… це неможливо матері та батькові пережити(

🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤I have no words...

Це говорить лише по те, що чомусь доня на довіряла батькам- а чому саме знає лише Господь та батьки…

I Just Think Kids Feel Like Parents Just Wouldn't Understand...But We Do Because We've Been There..

I'm so sorry

Am very sorry

That is indeed, very,very tragic and speaks volumes.

Wonderful❤️, go get it dear

Thank you so much for just surviving you are worth it and will do good things in this world just trust the process ❤

Don't give up

I've been there. REAL people are the cause. REAL people cause isolation, insecurity and neglect. I too can't cry anymore. I'm drained after long years of trials and effort.

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So sorry

“Came home to become an addict.” What a ridiculous think to say. You make it sound like she planned this. You just sound bitter that may have given her money for her fancy school and she came home to fail.

I've done microdosing for help and it works does cut depression out its been the best remedy I've ever had. psilocybin been illegal is actually a crime against humanity

Shrooms are indeed nature's little miracles. Love them

How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta

Yes he's Dr.benshrooms.Lsd and psilocybin are amazing teachers along its dmt mah dudes have safe trips all. Shrooms are blessings from nature.

My first experience with shrooms cleared my mind and I started seeing the world on a whole new level

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Thank you so much. It brought tears to my eyes reading your comment. Abigils Father❤️😥

Very sorry for your loss

Praying for you and my condolences to you and your family

That does not sound right somebody got 40 years for somebody else being a drug addict with??? They just belong to the same club That's how I look at it.

​@@frankiekohl1593 thats not how this "club" works, at least where i'm from, if you OD, someone you're with will narcan you and/or call 911. you dont get charged with anything. they just confiscate the drugs in the house but they don't even look thoroughly so the person calling can hide them while waiting for the cops to arrive if that is a deterrent. i've overdosed and my boyfriend and mom administered narcan but still called 911 who administered another dose. my boyfriend lived in recovery houses and has narcanned/called 911 for 20+ people in his life and they survived. so if you dont do that and throw someones body in the woods?! 40 years is extreme but thats because he went through the process of getting rid of the body. if he just called 911 to the house to report the death, he wouldnt have been charged. you don't throw someone away like trash because there is a chance they could be saved. i was on the brink of death, because my bf was sleeping when i used so he didnt see it happen and had no idea i was doing it. i was blue, my jaw was clenched so tightly he couldn't get my mouth open properly to perform cpr. he said of all the people he seen overdose, which is like 20+ people, i looked BY FAR the worst he seen and he was so sure i was gone. my mom was wailing because she was sure she lost me. but they tried anyway and it worked. now years later we have a beautiful daughter and our life is great. i always think about that day years ago, i breakdown every year on the anniversary of what would have been my death, march 16th, and think of all the things i wouldnt have if i died that day and I'm so grateful to God that i was saved. it is always worth trying to save someone even if you think its too late.

@@frankiekohl1593 it’s because they gave the person the drugs with knowledge that there was fetanyl in it

The current administration welcomes it

@@skaterrrdie oh really? huge numbers of Americans died because of fentanyl in the previous administration too, so did Donald welcome it too?

Absolutely no doubt

​@skaterrrdie No its been going on for a longgggg time.

@@queencerseilannister3519 not like this and that’s something you can’t deny.

My God am so sorry.

You’re right. They have made it so potential help can’t win..you’ll get in trouble for not calling, you’ll get in trouble if you were doing drugs etc etc.

I'm sure you might have wanted to say this differently. Are people judged to be good or bad by their demographic?

Nobody likes druggies

Exactly

Why would her life be my obligation? That was her choice ....how bout people start accepting responsibility for their own lives?

​@@ceedub619cameraman3please don't reproduce..

​@@ceedub619cameraman3"I Don't Know How To Explain To You That You Should Care About Other People"

Thank you

Love can’t keep you from drug addict so does it really matter?

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Thank you for your comments

Sadly sometimes it takes multiple doses of it. Rarely that one dose works

Naloxone is the active ingredient in Narcan and is also available in many generics as a nasal spray. In fact, the brand name Kloxxado delivers a higher dose of naloxone than Narcan (Kloxxado-8mg per dose, Narcan-4mg per dose). Naloxone can reverse an opioid overdose if administered quickly enough. Some areas have Naloxone available in the brand name Narcan or generic versions available for free. It is important to recognize that Naloxone is the drug, Narcan is just a brand name. Whenever someone uses the word "Narcan" in place of "naloxone", they're devaluing all the other equally effective brand options and promoting a specific pharmaceutical company.

@@TexasPictures ty for this comment. I had no idea about this! I had recently seen an article regarding free doses of Naloxone available in my area, which is Delaware. A person in an affluent neighborhood was given a dose that saved him & the ppl that lived near him said they didn't need FREE meds bc it was an " isolated case". Sadly ppl need to realize just bc you have $$$ doesn't mean you aren't an addict. The affluent area needed it the MOST!

I have read forums from recovering addicts stating that Narcan doesn't work on straight fentanyl. That it works on heroin or heroin laced with fentanyl, but not full fentanyl. I'm not sure if that's accurate. Just stating to see if anyone in the medical field sees this, will comment the answer.

@@keshia4456 naloxone, the active ingredient in Narcan, definitely works on fentanyl. It does not work on non-opioid substances such as tranq.

We also have a series of recovery stories that you might find interesting. You can find it in our playlists.

@gloriabennett I say to Miss Alvarado or Ella Abby’s mom my condolences to her and also to you my name is Susie bush and them my children I have not seen and like I wanna say eight years him and I also have that feeling that something happened to them and nobody wants to help I’ll call attorney generals and they don’t they don’t help me with anything I called CPS they said that they can’t do anything unless I think that Airbnb or something to that effect my husband and I divorced back about 10 years ago and we were married for 22 years she basically I had a best friend I’m sorry and they were having an affair little did I know she was pregnant I gave her her baby shower I I cater to her all the time I do you know winder and dine her along with my girls and my daughter Catherine is what is 22 years old June 4 of 2006 was her birthday and then I had seen a Neeses who was called CC Gonzalez and she was August 21 of 2004 and I seem to think also that something went wrong with her and nobody’s telling me anything at all and then my youngest daughter who’s name is Seven😛💕 Gonzalez and her date of birth is 815 03 and my youngest my little baby boy he his name was David Robert Gonzalez with an S at the end course and then you know he’s he was my baby boy he was my caregiver he was my he was my rock he he was a boy of the man of the house you know and I have sources you know I’ve been doing here for 34 years and significant people that I know from here and everybody you know my clients wanted to help and they basically dropped off the radar you know what I mean I haven’t heard from them I haven’t nothing at all my ex-husband is not reply to anything of mine I’ve seen my ex best friend as well I try to talk to her she does not say anything at all to me and I don’t know what to do I mean I feel it in my heart that my daughters passed away I am not sure exactly how my youngest son I don’t know when what’s going on either I just if anybody has any information on them please let me know I am tired of guessing and crying every night I need closure in my life you know and I’m sorry that I’m coming off this way on this particular site you know and I I am listening to you guys and it’s so sad I just sit here and cry because those are my little girls and my baby boy and I miss him so much and his dad their dad was just so abusive and manipulative and narcissist and basically convinced them that they had to go or else who knows you know I didn’t want to make them suffer you know and have them pick between their daddy and I so in about July 2012 was when they decided I moved out of the big house you know cause it was I had to I had everything you know thank God and I moved out and I was gonna move into the trailer home and the girls are so spoiled in a materialistic wise and unfortunately knowing this day in era how we can try to give our kids everything that we didn’t have growing up and I strived and I worked my butt off constantly for my babies and my husband never work Tino and I don’t care that was her daddy and I was fine with that I made enough money to take care of everyone unfortunately you know him and I like I said I couldn’t take it he almost killed one of my older sons he got what was called diversion disorder he literally scared him almost to death and I thought to myself what am I doing you know should I stay in this marriage because I don’t believe in divorce him because I’m such a faithful and devoted women to my marriage and my children my family this is all I ever knew I was married to him because it was by 1920 years old I’m 47 years old now and it’s it’s so hard because you know I all I wanted was my home my children and I finally had it you know when all the stuff started happening when after the other and so the girls and Robert decided to go ahead and go in because they did not want to live in a trailer brand new trailer home so long story short they went you know and his their dad just was not me and I’ll give him then he was not gonna let me see them at all we had an order for that from the court that you know it’s joint custody and we were you know the kids were there I didn’t know that they had to come seriously cause I’ve never been in this situation I didn’t know that they had to come regardless or not if they wanted to or not and so I did not want to make them feel like no you know what you’re gonna come with me you know because I said so and I don’t care if your dad gets mad at you when you get home all I wanted was for them to have peace and stuff seen arguments I’ve seen fighting you know so that is something that I sacrifice and then maybe a lot of people will not understand because they think that I have been in my children all I did was be with my children 24 seven they were my life they are my world you know and he knew that I buy stripping my children away from me the hard you know the ugliest way possible he knew that was gonna tear me upThat’s only thing he had and then so I will talk to the kids behind his back and we talk on the phone and we all always I am the only one I didn’t get to talk to his little Robert and then set a seven I didn’t talk to her but she sent me a message and you know they were all pretty scared my middle child see the Neeses she was like mommy we love you so much and daddy makes is just being nice to summer and she looks it is ugly she looks that is weird and I feel so ugly you know but I told him who cares meet me at the store and home no we don’t want any trouble with daddy and you know how angry he gets and you know it was just really hard and I’m so sorry that this is such a long story I just need somebody’s advice and I have come to the point where I’m in my wits end I don’t know how much longer I can take it like I just feel so sad I missing something in my heart like my baby I’m missing them and I know that wherever they are The girls came to me in my dreams and told me hey Mami we’re dead damages they were just something else they were characters you know but if anybody has anything on me and my children you know please feel free to email me or contact me through here I am I can I don’t know if it’s good if I can put their pictures up I don’t know I need some advice on that but I definitely will and that’s going to help my situation like I said I’m sorry for all of you who have lost your children I totally know if feeling high I don’t I don’t sleep I don’t I’m constantly crying every day for the past 10 years I can’t function well I can’t I feel like I’mChoking I feel like I can’t breathe I have such a heavy heart I heard that I need I need your help so if y’all can help me I would really appreciate it thank you so much for listening

Thank you

@@Noblewolf1999 You're so very welcome. God Bless you.

I’m so sorry.

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Well spoken🙏

I'm so sorry I'm choking up it's like she was my daughter too I have one daughter and this is hitting home with me bcuz my daughter is I'll also I pray for her all day everyday God bless all those who are fragile with this drug heavenly father be with us all

I'm so sorry for your loss 😢

OMG - That is horrendous, I'm SO sorry for your loss.

Am sorry for you loss as well. Together we can make a difference. Ill be speaking in Denton Tx on August 31 , 2023 at the court house. I cant stop and wont stop saving lives for all our loved ones sake. -Abigil's Father

I'm so sorry for your loss. Prayers for your family 🙏❤️

God bless you

And the brother as well

@@valerieholsendorff752 For sure! ❣

Well said ❤❤❤

Am so sorry our condolences

If you’re a parent and your kid is hiding her relationships and friendships from you, there’s something wrong

Weren't you a teenager? I remember well the defiance I opposed to my loving and caring parents. It's in teenagers' nature to experiment and got against the rules. They shouldn't pay one mistake with their lifes. I graduated with honors on Chemistry, I even got my PhD. I never deviated from the "good path", yet I experimented on a cuple of occasions with drugs and lied to my parents about my whereabouts (It made me feel morè in control). Back un the day we weren't punished with death for teenager like transgressions

Am so sorry.

I don't buy it. They left her to die and they should be arrested.