Filmmaker reacts to Schindler's List (1993) for the FIRST TIME! 

Yeah man, this was an emotional coaster for sure. Want to vote on what I should watch next? Click here! www.patreon.com/jamesvscinema Have a Loki Episode on Friday and Fargo on Saturday Enjoy the day!

A lot of people miss this, but at the end when the survivors are visiting Schindler’s grave, the younger people accompanying them are the actors who portrayed them in the movie.

I lost family at Auschwitz and this movie crushes me every time. I’m so glad you took the time to watch this because our memories will help ensure this never happens again. Those who forget the past are doomed to repeat it. Respect

The “Whoever saves one life saves the world entire.” is used almost literally in the movie, but it's an allegory about helping people. Nobody expects you to save the entire world or even to save one life, but if you do, it's a huge achievement. But it also means that even helping a little, it's not saving the world but it could drastically important for someone or a lot of people

Amon Goeth in this movie is reportedly tamer than the real one (as well as the atrocities depicted in the film) b/c the latter was so monstrous that he came off as almost unbelievable. The recent trend in writing villains is to make their motivations understandable. You'll hear lots of film enthusiasts preach that making a one-dimensional antagonist who's just evil for the sake of evil and only cares for money is the wrong way to go. It's almost as if this film is trying to give Amon a character arc regarding power & attraction, as well as attempting to provide answers as to why he is the way he is. Only for him to reject that exploration and immediately go back to the pleasure of violence. A reminder that monsters do exist in real life no matter if they're human.

Monty Python to Schindler's LIst. Now that's some tonal whiplash.

in germany we have this word, „vergangenheits-bewältigung“ broadly translated to „CopingWithThePastism“. in confronting ourselves over and over with the horrific crimes that have been commited on this ground and soil we try as hard as we can to prevent anything similar to ever happen again. the sad truth is, we still need that today. and i truly believe it would be beneficial to the people of other countries as well, to put away that hollow „national pride“ for a sec and confront oneself with what happened right in front of ones doorstep. you a real one. keep on keepin on! big up from germany

I believe in you James, just keep fighting. World needs motivated people like you

Shoutout to Itzhak Perlman, one of the greatest violinists of all-time who performed on this amazing soundtrack. Music straight to the heart.

Here's some interesting parts where the movie deviates from reality (I find it useful to know): 1- The character played by Ralph Fiennes is very toned down compared to his real-life counterpart. The real stories about him were so outrageous that Spielberg thought they would be too unbelievable and would take people out of the movie. 2- Movie Isaac Stern is a mesh-up of three real people who were assisting Schindler. He was made into one character to simplify things and save on movie time (not a bad decision, IMO) 3- Schindler's wife's role in the final factory is massively underplayed in the movie. In real life, Oscar was working outside, bribing people, getting supplies, and making sure the Nazis didn't interfere. In the meantime, his wife was running the daily operations inside the factory, making sure the workers were fed, healthy and, at one point, improvising a hospital to care for a shipment of workers with hypothermia. 4- It's very likely Schindler saved more people than we know about. Outside the list and the factory, one of his side-gigs was to bribe officials to move women from Auschwitz to a farming camp, where there would be less chance of them being executed. In this case there was no list, and he didn't personally meet the women, so there's no record of who he benefitted and whether they survived - even if they did, they wouldn't know he was involved. I love this movie. I watched it when I was 14 and it left a deep mark.

Its heartwarming to see a new generation of people learning of this film. Lest we forget. Love from 🇬🇧. 💕

There's one film-making thing in this movie that's always impressed me, but I only noticed it on the first rewatch: the first time we see Schindler, the camera doesn't show his face. It shows him dressing up, and we only see his possessions. The last time we see him, he's regretting not getting rid of more of his things to save more people. The scenes mirror each other almost perfectly: it starts with stuff being more important thn the person, it ends with the people being more important than the stuff.

I have incredible respect for Ralph Fiennes for playing a real life embodiment of evil. Such a tough role and he nailed it

Schindler’s List is one of those rare gems that I think qualifies for being a perfect movie. I legitimately cannot find a single thing wrong, a single thing that could have been better. Spielberg’s masterpiece among masterpieces.

I feel you brotha , I felt the same exact way after watching this movie, I pushed it away for so long and once I watched it , it deeply motivated me. I believe in you brotha, LET’S CHANGE THE WORLD.

"I could have got more out, and I didnt" gets me teary every single time

James we can all assure you we got faith in you. You’re a good man with a good heart, and a passionate, creative mind. You may not see it right now, but you inspire so many people just by sharing your insight into what you’re passionate about, and from seeing how much you love the craft in all its forms. We’re glad to be on this journey with you, dude 🙏🏼🙌🏼

I'm not gonna lie, I'm tearing up a little watching you getting so emotional at the end. I just want to let you know, that even though in todays society it is sometimes hard to find the love, empathy and passion, that this beautiful world with all these beautiful people deserve, you are not alone in the daily fight for a better world. It is important for us to support each other and continue spreading love, forgiveness and positivity into this world. I'm very proud to be part of this community! Much love from Germany! ❤❤

I love that your entire prelude to the reaction was basically "If you're a neo-nazi, get outta here." Though it's sad that we still live in a world where that's necessary.

During the making of this film they consulted a lot with actual survivors and so on, some of them had PTSD episodes just from seeing Ralph playing the camp Commandant because he not only looked like him but had his mannerisms and psycho stare down. Its one of his best performances, playing that kind of evil.

I love your disclaimer. The scene with the kids leaving happily while the parents chase them… that part kills me.

The nighttime ghetto liquidation is one of the most powerful scenes in this movie. The officer playing Mozart serves a two-fold function: he demonstrates the casual indifference of the German people to the suffering of the Jews while also demonstrating that the Nazis were not uneducated street thugs, but highly intelligent and cultured. Possessing these qualities is no guarantee against committing horrible atrocities.

They used B&W for a specific reason. One was for the little girl in the red coat. To make sure it was noticed. What Schindler was focused on, and also how "in the background" things like that were happening. The reveal of the girl's body and Schindler's reaction was palpable. Also it was for the end scene at the cemetery as they were crossing the field. It was kind of an out of the darkness type of thing. There were very cool camera shots and angles used throughout. Spielberg actually had the rights for the screenplay of the book for nearly 10 years before he felt he could emotionally do it and give it the proper attention. He apparently called Robin Williams several times during production to help cheer him up and get through it. Apparently a script had been prepared for Martin Scorsese that Spielberg had read and he and Scorsese swapped films, Scorsese doing Cape Fear instead. Schindler was a failed businessman in most respects. He joined the Nazi Party and spied for them prior to the invasion of Poland and Czechoslovakia. He was actually a Czech citizen and had been arrested several times in his life. I think at some point he saw what his activities had led to and saw that the Jews were being exterminated. He was in it for the money initially but quickly saw what he needed to do.

Damn man, what you said at the end hit me, i'm not even sure how it hit me but it did lol. I guess i just wanna say I appreciate it, i appreciate that you genuinely want help make the world a little less dark for people, for me even. The feeling is mutual tho man, we all gotta have eachothers backs, it doesn't have to be a solo fight🤜🤛

I watched this with a bunch of college mates at the cinema when it was released. At the end there was just silence, no one moved for what seemed like an eternity for a viewing without an empty seat. Never before or since have I experienced such a thing happen. When the lights did go up most of the audience was either cying or at the very least had their heads or faces in their hands. There were a mixture of emotion but the worst one I felt was shame. Shame that people could treat others in such a way. Forget about E.T. this was Spielberg's true masterpiece. This should be shown as education in every school/college everywhere. Everyone needs to see this at least once.

Liam Neeson’s acting in the scene when he breaks down and cry’s about how he could’ve saved “one more person” is incredible. One of the few movies scenes that gets me to shed a tear.

You got me at the end, James. As someone lucky enough to work for a Disability Rights organization, I see my colleagues working to make things better, one person at a time, and its amazing to see. Just helping a little bit matters so much. There's so much wrong in the world, but seeing them just keep on helping even when it seems like there are just too many people to help is so inspiring. I definitely believe in you and I know you will make a difference in the world as well. You celebrate the small victories, b/c it helps keep you going for the larger fight.

“If Society can’t get it right, I will” Those are some powerful words James. Love it.

Been watching different reactions to this movie, especially from younger people who don’t have that much knowledge of the Holocaust, but yours really stood out because it’s so obvious how much hatred and injustice hurts you personally, and how much you want to make the world a better place. Much love, keep fighting the good fight.💜

Ralph Fiennes is the actor who plays the main psycho nazi Amon Göth (who was a real person). He's an incredible actor, having been nominated for multiple Academy Awards, Golden Globes and BAFTAs. He's been many films including The Grand Budapest Hotel, The English Patient, The Harry Potter films. He has said he was left feeling deeply disturbed having played this role. I'm really glad he didn't hold back on his performance though, because what happened needs to be recorded for histories sake.

Dude, do you know how much courage, ambition, and perseverance it takes to do what you have done with your channel? You’re in the 1% of people who do what you do. People will dismiss it saying any schmuck can create a RU-vid channel. Don’t listen to them. Keep it going buddy and take those same traits with you that got you here and you’ll accomplish a lot man. A lot.

I absolutely believe you 100% that you are capable of creating a safe place for people to create and tell stories. You're a good egg James. 🥚

James, this movie was a reflection of film brilliance and the dark side of humanity rolled into a history lesson. The dissolve at the end was outstanding.

Thank you for bearing witness. As a Jew, I welcome the allyship you display in remembering the Holocaust. This is an important movie and an excellent movie, too. A note on the ending - it is Jewish tradition to place stones at a graveside. The stones are a marker that someone was there to visit the grave, and a symbol of permanence.

I have so much respect for you after watching this! My grandparents were liberated from Auschwitz years ago, so this movie means a lot to me, my family, and my community. Thank you for making this video. Sending my love and greatest respect to you! ❤️

I have faith in you, James. Out of all the people that I’ve watched react on RU-vid, YOU are the one who gives me hope. I don’t leave comments for people but I just had to leave this one because I know that you have a pure heart. You’re going to accomplish great things!

Not only one of the best films ever made but also one of the most important. It's so hard to watch but I can't even fathom what it must have been like to witness these horrors in person. The ending gets me every time and really puts things in perspective of what saving even one person can make a difference. Your words at the end really moved me man. I always love your videos because it never just feels like videos for entertainment but a conversation with a friend and this one was a really important conversation. I believe in you and so many others here in this community do too! Your faith in trying to change the world for the better is really inspiring and the world needs more of it. Keep going man

Now speaking as a parent of two young girls, the scene where the Nazis are driving the children away and the mothers run screaming after them nearly makes me physically ill. It’s a fear that at a base level everyone can understand, but being a parent that hits SO differently. This movie is so perfect and so honest with the reality of it’s time period that it’s nearly unwatchable after the first viewing. It is honestly of the best films ever made, and my favorite performance out of Liam Neeson.

This is the 1st time I have watched you... it is also the 1st time I cried more from the content creator's words and reaction then from the movie itself! You, my friend, have a beautiful spirit! One person can't save them all, but someone has to start somewhere!

I'm still astounded *and grateful* that my history teacher made us watch this in grade 10, when we were all 14/15 years old. It really made an impact on us.

Just because it fits, one of the best movie quotes that are more than real: "there is some good in this world, and its worth fighting for". One of the good things is you, man. Much love from europe.

The way the entire film was black & white except for the girl in red blew my mind when I first saw it. To this day I could still have hours of conversation about what that imagery means to me and how it fits into the main characters arc.

Your reaction was motivational and supportive for me. Thank you so much, man. You are a real good human being and a person. We have to fight the good fight.

I believe in you man, I can tell how much your heart and soul is committed to changing the world! You can do it!

Bro, Let me just start off by saying your channel and your reactions/commentary are a breath of fresh air and absolutely top notch. I love listening to your insights and knowledge of film and film making. The end of this video broke my heart man. I felt that so much and I appreciate your vulnerability in that moment. Few people I have seen express the desire to help others in such a physical outpour of emotion like you did in that moment. It is a beautiful thing that you care so much and I believe in you even more now than I already did before. Keep doing what you are doing and being your wonderful self man, because it is working and you are building a loyal following who also believe and can help you with your dream. I for one am saying I want to help you in any way I can achieve your vision it is a beautiful thing. Much love buddy and keep on moving forward with heart :)

Kudo's to you for knowing that you werent ready to approach this film, thank you for everything you do, love your reactions!

I have seen so many Schindler's List reactions and between Mello's and yours are my favorite. I know it was a hard watch throughout for many reasons but I'm glad you made it through. As a part of your community we believe and have the faith that you will do what you've set out to do! That's why we are here to help and support you when possible!

There is a Jewish saying James, “Save one person, and you save the world “. So start with one James. One then the second and the next. But start with one.

Dad had a coworker that survived Auschwitz as a teenager. A lot of kids in my generation have met him as he was one of those survivors who visited schools all over the country and talked about his experiences. He died earlier this year, just a month before he was gonna turn 93. You had a good run Benny. I'll always be grateful that you helped my dad quit smoking!

You never cry... And yet I knew this time was going to be different. I cried a lot when I saw this movie for the first time, I cry every time I see it and I cried with you in this reaction. Thanks for this reaction! It`s inevitable not to break, because what they showed us in this masterpiece was the harshest and cruellest time of humanity. Those were people, not characters, people... And the horror they lived through at the hands of sadistic minds should never be forgotten. I pray that this never happens again. Thank you and more thanks for this reaction! A warm hug from Argentina.

First James, a virtual hug for you. I still shed tears when they show the actual survivors at the end. Second, you hit the nail real hard on the head when you said they were childish, and not just Germany, but Italy and Japan as well. We can't process all of this when viewing through the lens of historical texts and videos because it really was born out of a childish temper tantrum over treaties and international politics. We keep looking at these political parties as adults when they acted like children for not getting things their way. The League of Nations was formed to help resolve international disputes, and despite how weak it was compared to the U.N., the League of Nations was there to try to help deal with international grievances to prevent another World War. But no, not these three. They couldn't be the adults in the room and use their ambassadors and consorts to try and resolve their issues. They chose to be bullies plucking legs off of ants that were just binding their own business and living their life quietly.

Brilliant. A very proper movie for this Remembrance Day (Canada)/Veterans Day. Ralph Fiennes does not get enough love for his villain portrayals. Voldemort, Amon Goeth, Francis Dolerhyde (Red Dragon - silence of the lambs prequel). The final scene at the car always breaks me when Liam goes on about getting one more person. I’m glad you were able to experience such a powerful film.

I really appreciated the diplomatic, non-confrontational way you spoke at the beginning of the clip. Wonderfully worded and point got across. Great job.

Such an emotional reaction, it's a sign of strength. It was a good idea to wait and watch this where you are in life. You can appreciate it for what this movie is. If one doesn't cry at some point viewing this movie I can't imagine how difficult they must be to live with.

I remember reading that filming in black and white actually requires a whole rethink to how you film, because it's not just like filming in colour, but with the colour removed. There's a whole different style to lighting the scenes, for example, that adds drama, which is why the great B&W films of the past look so good. I got this from someone talking about a TV advert filmed in B&W in the 80s, I think. They brought in lighting guys from the B&W era to do it, and the modern crew were really doubtful, thinking it was completely wrong, but when they saw the finished result, they were blown away by how it looked.

i feel like you are already doing good and doing something that brings positivity to the world. watching your reactions brings at least a half hour of goodness and light to me everyday. thats a powerful thing. positivity breeds positivity. you are helping people more than you know. good vibes to you from santa fe new mexico.

Every time I see a reaction video for this movie I brace myself for the feels, and not only of my own. I always appreciate your observations of the movie, the cinematics and the acting. This movie is very special and I am glad you chose it.

Don't sell yourself short, brother. The work that you are doing now is already making a positive impact on the world. Look at the community that you've built! We love you!

Incredible reaction. Totally appropriate and necessary. Sometimes it's needed to see the darkest part of humanity to remind us what we need to fight against every day.

There’s a fascinating documentary called ‘Inheritance’ …it’s about the daughter of Amon Goeth who befriends the lady who was Goeth’s housemaid. Her role was played by Embeth Davidtz. You honestly feel for Goeth’s daughter. She’s is in complete denial about the father she never met. She wants to believe that her father could never have been that evil. The survivor schools her on what actually happened at the Plaszow camp. Anyhow, I recommend it as a supplement to Schindlers List.

I love the way you break things down as art, philosophy, and mechanics. I really enjoy your channel!

Tommy Lee Jones won best supporting actor for The Fugitive that year. Ralph Fiennes definitely should have won for his performance as Amon Goeth

A MOVIE THAT SHOULD NOT EVER BE FORGOTTON IN OUR LIFETIME , OR ANY FUTURE LIFETIME!

Spielberg was having an emotionally rough time filming this, and he would call Robin Williams every now and then to have him cheer him up.

I believe in you, man. You're a good person. Remember: "He who saves one life, saves the world entire."

The stones placed on Shindler's grave are still there, and are protected. While he may have been a bit of an enigma as a person, there is no denying that deep inside he was a good man.

I absolutely loved your commentary and reaction very much a deep thinker intuitive person. I’m very emotionally motivated with civil issues too and our society. I HAD THE SAME FEELING like motivation our world is way to ugly and little to no humanity seems to be left but it’s people like us that choose to progress and togetherness that’ll save this world truthfully. Community is so important. ❤️

Spielberg has said that the reason that he chose to do the film in B&W was because all the news films of the concentration camps from the 40's were in B&W, and he decided it should remain that way.

I've really enjoyed your first time watch videos James. The way you see the movies and break them down is really insightful and interesting to me as just a normal movie goer. This film obviously effected you alot and that shows you have the emotional intelligence it takes to understand and empathise with the subject matter. Your emotion reached out and landed right here too. You got this James. You're all over it.

Honestly man I'm sure you hear it all the time but I have so much respect for you and the content you produce. Its unbelievable quality that can only come from someone who is genuine and kind. Watching these commentaries is like watching a movie with a friend, I watch a few other commentator channels and I'm not trying to throw shade but you are far and away the best. Keep up the amazing work man.

One of my favorite movies of all time. Oddly enough it's movies like these that deal with such tragic subject matter that I watch when times in my life are hardest to remind me that my struggles are nothing compared to what some have had to live through. Thank you for this reaction.

I would recommend reading the book "Eichmann in Jerusalem: A Report on the Banality of Evil" It is quite fascinating. It is an examination of waht causes people to do these sorts of things, set agaisnt the backdrop of the Nuremburg War Crime Trials. The frightening truth is that it is not always about "evil", and that people often get taken over by systems to the point where they no longer incorporate the same mindset when looking at things. In many ways, it's more chilling than the assumption that it always premeditated. There were millions of people participating in this, and most of them were regular people. Bakers, shoemakers, writers, farmers, etc. ; and in 3 years they were participating in the Holocaust. There were not millions of intrinsically "evil" people in Germany. Part of the point of the book is that almost ALL of us are capable of this. This is even sometimes referred to asa the "Schindler Paradox". Everybody tells themselves they would be Oscar Shindler, but the reality is if that were true, we would have never needed Oscar Shindler in the first place.

James, i saw this reaction and it took me a day to get to it, even as I am writing this, I am only 18 min into the reaction. But I still need to tell you, as a german who learned about these atrocities in school more times than I can count, it is infuriating, yes! But most importantly it helps us to remember how we can become better. How we can take the past and learn from it to understand our differences rather than fight them. I send you all the love and will continue to watch! You're one awesome creator and I love being part of this positive community you've created! ❤

James, you already are helping people and you sharing your positivity and compassion in this space is a powerful thing. You've got this, we've all got you.

Now I know why this is my favorite movie reaction channel. James is a brilliant and beautiful soul.

aw shit. time to cry again…

Stephen Spielberg said that this film nearly killed him to make on a personal level but he was driven to make it! Bravo! Lest we EVER FORGET! 😢

Damn I wish you’d shown your reaction to seeing the *second* scene with the red coat girl. That’s the crowning horror of the film. ‘ppreciate the thoughtful reaction, this is one of the best and most painful films ever made.

I just want to say, props to everyone involved in the making of this movie. The decision to make it black and white, as I remember it back then, was to evoke that time period’s filmmaking like the Maltese Falcon especially with the framing of Liam Neeson. Also with the amount of blood that occurred in this movie, it would be overwhelming in color and we’d miss what that one man’s deeds to protect his workers. I would highly recommend The Great Escape, also based on a true story. Bad things happen in this too, but it is a more feelgood movie and you get to see how ingeniously the POWs plan their escape. And thank you for such a ❤️felt reaction. What doesn’t kill, you strenghens you. 😊

I wish there were more people like you, James, in this world. It would be such a better place.

Your reaction to this is exactly why I'm so encouraged by our new generation to take power. We are DONE pitting people against eachother over race/religon/politics. We've grown up with cameras showing us, up close, every kind of horror mankind can come up with and we will not abide. No politician will talk this generation or coming ones into believing their lies again.

James, you have a heart of gold. I have no doubt that your vision will continue to contribute to your goals day by day, as it already does when you bear your emotions like this to your community. It’s not easy to live every step of one’s journey through the intention of love, but I know you’re doing your best. Sending much love your way 🙏🏼

I feel your heart at the end (and yes absolutely believe in you!!). You mentioned your outro and I remember seeing this in the theater…. EVERY SINGLE PERSON stayed motionless in their seats until the lights came back up. Some of us went to the loo after it was done and even then there was that same palpable silence. I love that you ended with your heart and not the “like/comment/subscribe” that is completely appropriate in most videos Oh and back to the beginning where you made that disclaimer about maybe not talking much - sometimes pure emotion IS THE BEST REACTION. Some reaction channels seem like they like to hear themselves talk and it drives me INSANE. I’ve unsubbed from several, one example during Black Hawk Down the girl kept rattling off the filmography of every single actor as they appeared-and then missing important plot details. And then at least five others that seemed to bend over backwards to fill every second with talking - and also missing important plot details…I mean I know you probably edit out a lot of silence for time, but I mean talking or joking as dialogue continues. It makes me physically anxious 🤦🏻‍♀️🤣

I would rather see a grown man cry after watching this type of subject matter, than someone who cries over some superhero TV series. Really appreciate you being open with your feelings. Always stay strong, and never be afraid to speak up against the things that question your morality, no matter how small. The world needs more good people like you James.

all the love to you, james. been following you for about a year and you're a great source of motivation and good emotions and kindness. your vulnerability and openness don't go unnoticed. it's brave and refreshing to see. much love from germany. keep doing what you're doing.

Seeing and hearing you be so emotionally vulnerable here really hit hard. I believe in you and I would hope that everyone else here does too.

I think the black and white ads to the fact that this is s true story really connects you to the world Makes it feel like found footage Makes it feel real Because it is

This is such a hard movie to get through, but so necessary. Thank you, James. Keep fighting the fight. I can absolutely feel your emotion in the outro.

this video singlehandedly elevated you above other reaction channels. appreciate u bruv.

Let's save the world. I been on that sh*t for years and you just motivated me to go harder. We believe in you bro. This community is here with you and there are a lot of good people in it. We just gettin' started.

I love the way you choose your words. The world needs more people like yourself.

The most terrifying part in all of that madness is that those who committed these unspeakable deeds were mostly ordinary people following the orders of their leaders. The very same darkness recides at the hearts of every human being, lying and waiting for the spark to grow up into a firestorm like this.

I have seen this film in full and seen a few commentaries on it too but yours really moved me man. I hope nothing but the best for your hopes and dreams James. Watching the end of this film with Schindler breaking down broke me down. I felt all of your frustration and anger and can definitely empathize. This is one of the greatest films, ever. I can’t imagine the emotional toll it took on Spielberg and the cast and crew.

youre an incredibly empathetic person James. we are a minority in this modern society and im proud to see you doing your greatest to express love, compassion and empathy in this incredibly toxic society

That's right James, "YOU CANNOT REASON WITH MADNESS!!!!"

Best reaction ever, bro. We know how strong you are, and how you contain your emotions through mostly all of your reactions. Your love for the the underdog is clear. We all love you, and you're already saving lives, trust me.

I've watched this incredible film a good number of times, but a first-time viewer of your vid...glad it was this one. I still feel terrible pain each time I see it. I cried along with you. I appreciate your openness to receiving the message of this movie. Your words and emotions touched my heart this late evening and made me wish I could give you a huge hug. Please count me in as an eternal believer in wanting to help make things better. Much love and peace to you, brother.

James, your reaction is the most vulnerable one imaginable - esp on a platform that prizes performativity over authenticity. Your enthusiasm for film suffuses all your commentaries - which is why your channel resonates so deeply w/ me and others. There is an entire industry - of which you are part - built around the phenomenon of watching others watch movies: providing a vicarious thrill and a sense of community for viewers. What makes your channel stand out is your highly-informed, thoughtful enthusiasm for the medium. Moreover, as someone old enough to be your father, I am habitually stunned by the fact that, for most of the movies you screen here, you are watching them for the first time. Thus, it gives those of us who have seen a movie countless times or even once the pleasure of watching you discover it w/ fresh eyes. I'll point out something you undoubtedly know. This community, while real, exists in 2-Dimensional space. Thus, while it offers a sense of connection, at the end of the day, it is still a digital approximation of a real-world community and, thus, lacks the reciprocity that actual relationships provide. I have no idea about your creative endeavors - particularly, filmmaking - apart from this channel, although you allude to them frequently. I encourage you to continue channeling your creative energies as a filmmaker. The weight of the last 2 years has had an outsized impact on everyone - clearly, in your reaction to "Schindler's List," you expressed some portion of its effect on you. Like many others, I too have felt the isolating weight of our shared, global experience. What you've created here is courageous and generous - I can't imagine exposing myself as you do. It's had a tangible impact on many people's lives. Yet, don't neglect your other, more directly-creative endeavors at the expense of this one. Artistic expression - e.g., filmmaking - is the simplest and most unmediated way to both discern your identity and express it. Lastly, relationships w/ people in real time and space provide a connection that internet-mediated ones can't fully replicate. I encourage you to find someone - if you haven't already - who you can express your thoughts and feelings to, in a more interpersonal way, w/ all the attendant benefits that only real relationships provide. I continue to value your reactions to films - watching your heartfelt and vulnerable reaction to "Schindler's List" elicited a great deal of empathy for your experience. For that, I thank you.

I once met a Holocaust survivor and his stories were scarring, he's such a happy old man, who went through a lot.

its still crazy how Spielberg did this and Jurassic Park at the same time