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First Time Hearing Voices In My Head by Falling In Reverse | Suicide Survivor Reacts

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@MentalAmanda 2 года назад

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@martinfinn674 2 года назад

Cool, its mid winter here. Rain and below 10°C overnight, barely getting to 20 during the day. So, yes, I'm so cool I'm cold. LOL

@BluDemonOzzy 10 месяцев назад

So I'm a survivor. Depression and anxiety follow me and substances numbed me out cause I hated how everything I noticed made me feel (around people in particular) So I didn't want to notice, I pretty much just wanted to sleep till I starved but somehow I found like... A second wind of sorts when it came to life from different things. (This was about 7 years ago, I'm all good now. I still have issues but not as bad as I was. Also ftr, I didn't find this song detrimental at all. It's a sick beat and it's material I relate to. Love F.I.R. Later dayz. P.s. SWEET HEADPHONES! I'm jealous lol

@xboxer726 9 месяцев назад

You're a beautiful soul amanda

@TheKastdragon Месяц назад

Perfect song for your channel.... NF - The Search

@evematice6104 2 года назад

Ronnie said this song is about medical anxiety/Hypochondria. He suffers with it. Hence the reason he keeps checking his pulse.

@briandonnell5434 2 года назад

I overdosed on cocaine in my early twenties and have lived with hypochondria and medical anxiety since. Most of my days are spent with me trying to convince myself that I'm not dying. I'm constantly checking my pulse and thought this was just a crazy thing that I did, so seeing Ronnie doing it in this video hit me like a ton of bricks. Sorry for the wall of text. Just wanted to thank you for pointing out what the real message behind this song is.

@evematice6104 2 года назад

@@briandonnell5434 I'm so sorry you are going though that. I also had my drug issues in my early 20s. As I was laying on the floor one night after overconsumption of an 8 ball pretty much by myself and thought I was going to have a heart attack, I was literally waiting to die. At that point, I decided I was done with all of it. That 35 years ago. I haven't touched any since. It could have gone in so many different ways. Were you able to seek help or if you have, did not help? I truly hope you are able to find something that will ease your anxiety. Thank you for sharing. Big hugs to you.

@Naugrim1 Год назад

@@briandonnell5434 After i heard Ronnie saying that i realized why the song relates so much. At my family doctor's office, the receptionist had taken me to an exam room, opened my patient file on the computer, and did not lock the screen. I was able to read various diagnoses of the doctor and besides moderate depressive disorder, one of them was undifferentiated somatoform disorder, which, like hypochondria, belongs to the somatoform disorders. In every verse there are lines that match some of my feelings. I also check regularly my blood presure, heart rate and temperature and i'm 'only' 35 and not 'unsporty'

@JustK4Y1512 Год назад

I thought it was a sh reference………

@Shawk420 2 года назад

I've listened to atleast a dozen reaction videos. You're the first one that noticed the open door at the end. Bravo. That part really jumped out at me the first time I saw the video.

@the_flash_v9840 2 года назад

I feel like Ronnie needs to see this reaction. He enjoys watching them. Most of the reactions that I have seen him react to havent interpreted it in this sort of way. Most in one way or another saw it as Ronnie killing past versions of himself to grow better than his past self and quite literally kill his addictions. Ronnie himself has said his inspiration for the song was around Hyperchondria which is why you see him checking his pulse through out the video, because no matter what you feel is wrong with you if you google it that thing is going to kill you.

@unluckydiablo9502 2 года назад

One thing people never believe about when I used to drink "I thought you drank to feel good?" "No, I drink to feel nothing." Thankfully sober since Feb 3rd.

@springerjkreb 2 года назад

This is a slightly darker interpretation, but the open door at the end of the song seems more of a parallel to the end of Sartre's "No Exit". Three people are trapped in a room with each other for eternity, and even though the door is open for them at the end, none of the three can work up the courage to break the cycle of their misery and walk out. In a similar way, the video ends with the open door and him preferring to remain within his familiar hell than to try and change.

@alexandersanmartin1227 9 месяцев назад

Far as I can tell, nobody has suggested anymore FiR to you since this - which is absolutely criminal. "I'm not a Vampire (Revamped)" "Last Resort (Reimagined)" The Trilogy: - "Losing My Mind" - "Losing My Life" - "Drugs" "Zombified" "Watch the World Burn"

@bradjarman8721 2 года назад

The reason I play certain games when I get really angry. It allows me to vent and take out my frustrations in a game and it allows me to calm down. So I totally understand your point with movies helping as a mechanism of release.

@JBurton44622 2 года назад

Same, I try to find a very graphic game or one that just lets me tear thru an area destroying everything in my path. It helps so much... most of the time. The other times, well everyone has bad days.

@djevikv570 Год назад

After going thru depression anxiety and insomnia. Your channel has been helpful in your description in the videos. And the disturbed into the fire hit me hard. You're reaction to the chair falling had me in tears. I felt you're anxiety in that moment. Music has always been my escape. And you're incite have been helpfull.

@user-hk7hz9cn7v Год назад

You get to a certain age and things going on with your body begin to feel like it’s the end. Especially when you have anxiety! It’s so easy to get overwhelmed when creaks, pains and feelings start to take ahold. It’s a real problem that luckily I don’t have but I do have stomach issues that mimic anxiety at times so it’s a bitch. I love Ronnie and his creativity!

@mgunter Год назад

The three things I get from the video is the 'Third Eye to go into the brain while meditating, Buddhism I think. The fact that the band in down the drain in the sewer. The end is when the door is open and he's at peace.

@davidwilliamsblogs7993 2 года назад

One my favourite song’s. Let’s go!! Thank you for reacting to this.

@BraceDeville 3 месяца назад

I love this song. Ronnie is really good at bringing you into his creativity. Great song and great video.

@justinjohnson8980 Год назад

Glad to see you made it through this after your inside the fire reaction I know how you do with hanging imagery keep up the great reactions and commentary. Also ive seen so many reactions to this song and not a single person but you noticed or atleast mentioned at all the open door

@brettash7640 2 года назад

Oh man it's good to have you back!!!

@dorustan2009 10 месяцев назад

Your reactions are brilliant! Thank you

@briansgamesandanime 2 года назад

Thanks for the reaction to this. I believe the video might also be about him fighting with himself while he was in prison. He was taking out older versions of himself and the end with the cell being open was literal. Himself along with his mind were finally free and able to go back out into the world.

@robyn00xx 2 года назад

In their earlier albums they have a song called Chemical Prisoner and it really hits home of being from a family with a history of substance abuse and actively making a daily choice to not fall into their patterns. I think it would be great to see your point of view on it as well

@mannistef Месяц назад

This video was somehow very profound to me and I have watched many reactions to this song and others by Falling in Reverse. Thank you

@JD-mo4fv 2 года назад

Another great reaction to another great band. Watch for Ronnie radke to react to your reaction. Such great talking. points and spot on to what Ronnie said the video was about. "I wanted to capture what it’s like battling with your your past, present, and future perception of self, and the voices in everyone's head hindering them from their full potential."

@MentalAmanda 2 года назад

I would freak out if he did! Where does he do reactions to reactions?

@BassedUp03GrandAm 2 года назад

He reacts to them on his twitch and there's a channel on RU-vid that clips those and posts them up

@ChrisFromFloriduh Год назад

@@MentalAmanda here ya go! He reacted to you. ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-h30eiSZAx78.html

@MentalAmanda Год назад

@@ChrisFromFloriduh Thank you for letting meknow! This made my day! "She is the f*cking full emoji spectrum right now." I can't breathe!

@josegarza2308 Год назад

This is one of the greatest videos he has come up with

@therabbits69 2 года назад

I believe Ronnie has stated that the song is about having hypochondria. If I am not mistaken and your own head getting in your way.

@smily4 2 года назад

I have recently become a fan of Falling in Reverse too, I really like how they pair rock and metal with their messages! Another band that I think is good at that is Shinedown. A couple songs I wouldn't mind seeing you react to, if you haven't seen or heard them yet would be "Make it Stop (Septembers Children)" by Rise Against and "Sunrise" by Our Last Night. And speaking of Shinedown maybe "45" or "Sound of Madness" or "Get Up" or "Monsters".

@franzwohlgemuth2002 Месяц назад

While the song is about about medical anxiety/Hypochondria, it can really be applied to anything. All the voices fighting for control and dominance. Sometimes said fighting can get violent. Been there. Still happens form time to time.

@jasperg35 2 года назад

I stumbled across this reaction - and noticed one of the first I've seen that instantly noticed the significance of the cell door being open at theend of the video, when comparing to the cell door being closed at the beginning.

@TheKastdragon Месяц назад

In an interview Ronnie has actually clarified that this song is about his battle with being a hypochondriac.

@Wreath83 2 года назад

Awesome dear. Thanks a lot.

@GreathSentina 2 года назад

I love your reaction on the ice pick to the neck! Sorry, but it always makes me laugh to watch people reacting to gory scenes. I used to watch the saw series to satisfy my inner “shadow”.

@MentalAmanda 2 года назад

As I said, I watch Kill Counts to appease mine.

@Defensive_Wounds 2 года назад

Those different versions of his self were his past incarnations - that we ALL have. He was killing them as he is not them any more. Like you and I are not that person any more but some of them has made us who we are today.

@celticrebel5229 2 года назад

Being Bipolar type 2 yeah I understand better than anyone had my fair share of being locked up in a room in the whacky ward mania followed by server depression luckily my meds keep me level headed

@megtwix721 Год назад

Watch these IN ORDER: Popular Monster Losing My Mind Losing My Life Drugs The Drug In Me Is You The Drug in Me is You (Reimagined) I'm Not a Vampire I'm Not a Vampire (Revamped) Zombified Voices In My Head Watch The World Burn Ronnie Radke is the lead singer Willow is Ronnie's daughter she's in two of these music videos Remember the year 2033 Ronnie Radke's actually incorporating his story, so much like many of our own, into every detail. Every word and every detail in the video means something. He has been to the bottom and back a few times. Have fun going down the Ronnie Radke AKA the Falling In Reverse rabbit hole! It's a great journey!

@mmddhh34 Год назад

I would love to see your reaction and feelings about the Trilogy. Its 3 songs that tell a story. They are called Losing my mind, losing my life, and drugs.

@nigelgreen5366 2 года назад

hiya from england amanda. you are fuckin awesome. iv been to the bottom like yourself. since ivbeeen listening to you im getting better and feel i have got rid of my demons , and starting to enjoy life. im 64

@operationsoperations5515 2 месяца назад

These are previous versions of himself that he has to kill off to set himself free from his past, hence the open door at the end

@lilwoowoowoozie9242 2 года назад

this song is about Ronnie himself I think. Him going around killing himself (past versions of himself portrayed in older mvs) is symbolic of who he is as a person bc I feel like he's constantly reinventing himself as a person and as an artist and changing his sound and stuff so killing his past selves is kinda symbolic saying he isn't that person anymore. It also is a nod to cancel culture bc the plate on the car that hits him @3:16 says, 'CANCELLED'

@Kris-wo4pj 10 месяцев назад

Slightly darker take about the cancelled car. He went to jail for a few yrs after killing a teenager in a hit and run while high. Its why his old band (escape the fae) got a new singer and alot of his old fans turned his back on him when he got out of prison.

@Divergent.Spirit 7 месяцев назад

This is my first time watching your channel, and I love it!! I think you would like "Be Careful What you Wish For" by Bad Omens, Noah wrote it after Chester Bennington passed and it's a great song, love the lyrics.

@mrssniperr4505 2 года назад

I love ronnie radke and his band and family I love your reactions

@damienmaynard8892 2 года назад

"Something To Believe In" is a great song by the band Poison - perhaps a bit old for your channel but worth a listen! Besides killing himself (his old selves) gruesomely, several times, did you catch the movie references Ronnie put in the video? I think one was "Pulp Fiction".... Ronnie does so well creating food for thought....

@d-docnemesis7925 Год назад

The band I think of when I see your channel is Icon for Hire. You should really check them out. Especially the album Amorphous.

@anthonywilliams8849 2 года назад

🌻, I am not sure if you have heard a band "Eva Under Fire" but I think you would really enjoy them, the singer is also a clinical psychologist and deals with depression and anxiety also pretty good music

@julies2913 Год назад

I love Falling in Reverse and have for a very long time now. His story is so inspiring and his lyrics truly have helped me a lot. Plus it's pretty badass so that helps too. Plz do more FIR songs including popular monster if you haven't already

@JD-bc2rx 2 года назад

At least have faith in something. A paint can, a brick, meh my 2 cents. Have PTSD from Iraq and Afghanistan. This song helps me a lot. And yes, it's brought me to believe.

@edwards.8758 2 года назад

I'm glad to hear you found benefit from this song. It's amazing how music, and other art forms, can be helpful. Thank you for your service, sir. Hope you find benefit in this community as well.

@darylwolfe3427 3 месяца назад

Have you ever listened to return to serenity by testament. I would love to see your reaction

@parkerpetersp9479 Год назад

Hello:) I forgot to say this back in the day, I notice that 'Voices In My Head' from 1:50 to 2:13 is very similar to the cover of "This Is Halloween" by the French Claudia Sriracha: 'This Is Halloween (Female Cover) by Claudia Sriracha [The Nightmare Before Christmas]' (that title is on RU-vid), specifically from 0:56 to 1:08. I don't know, I see some similarity. Maybe it's my imagination 😅 What do you think?

@j9andphoenix Год назад

I am someone who suffers from clinical major depression and am in a bad place. I am so grateful to have found Falling in Reverse because Ronnie has given me a kind of catharsis of what is knocking around in my head. I have a few bands/songs that help me. Unfortunately I am very jaded about believing you can reach out.

@MentalAmanda Год назад

My email is in the video description. You can absolutely reach out!

@j9andphoenix Год назад

@@MentalAmanda Thank you so much - I am crying again just that you have reached out to me. I will take you up on that although I will probably write, delete snf repeat because I have been taught to keep it all inside. x

@MentalAmanda Год назад

@@j9andphoenix Stay around here long enough. We'll unteach that!

@j9andphoenix Год назад

@@MentalAmanda I thought about sending an email yesterday but curled up in a ball again... I suspect it is the lyrics and expression of anger and pain that makes me feel a little less disconnected, xx

@MentalAmanda Год назад

@@j9andphoenix I'm here whenever you are ready

@eurofalke6804 2 года назад

Thank you very much for showing great songs and bands to a new audience who might not know about those yet, this one might get into my Playlist May I make a recommendation? Could you maybe react to Kill my Memory by Citizen Soldier someday? Its hitting me hard every time I hear that song For context, I'm the guy who commented most recently on your Best Friend Breakup Vlog and this Song really fits with my feelings about that breakup I had

@bladepurbrick2534 2 года назад

I second that recommendation! I am sorry for what you have had to go through and hope you are doing well. Citizen soldier is always a good artist when it comes to just raw emotion, it is not changed for the industry and the lyrics are the pure thoughts and feelings we all have. My second recommendation is their latest song by them called "words that don't exist".

@MentalAmanda 2 года назад

This one is now in my personal playlist! Thanks for more suggestions!

@bladepurbrick2534 2 года назад

@@MentalAmanda Anytime! I am excited to see your reactions, Citizen Soldier is great for mental health awareness and you talk more in depth on these topics so it is perfect!

@julietneko 2 года назад

Sometimes when my depression gets extremely bad I feel like I want to pill and tread all my skin off my body

@MentalAmanda 2 года назад

Hopefully, you can find some solace here in the community. You can come here anytime to watch, share or join a livestream. We've got your back.

@asiastarleyadams1551 Год назад

I don't know. I think at the end the cage being open, it wasn't that he realized that he could walk out.. Is that he was trapped in there despite the door being open. He was too busy fighting against himself, fighting against his darker thoughts and sides. Self sabotaging. Too caught up in the war to realize that he didn't have to stay on the battlefield. So him still being in the cell wasn't because he was locked in physically. Or maybe I'm just projecting, because that's how I feel so often. So many times it feels like there's a perfectly clear path out of my misery, my pain. And so often I just don't have the strength to grab all of it. I'm to defeated by all the tiny battles, but I don't have strength left to win the war... Maybe that's just me.

@RealDrunkenMaster Год назад

We all are fighting against ourselves.

@dusman7 2 года назад

Hopefully it's not too intense for you, but a hard but worthwhile one is Joyner Lucas' song I'm Sorry. The song has 2 sections, first the point of view of a suicidal person and their thoughts and feelings and the second is a person left behind and their thoughts and feelings. It is rap, but don't let that dissuade you. If you feel you can handle it, it's a very impactful and helpful song. From what you just said as I type this I should warn there is an attempted hanging scene and a successful attempt with a gun. That being said this song helps lots of people.

@marcusgliddy-keetash4692 2 года назад

I feel like you would find a song called “Battle scars” by guy Sebastian with some other dude(I don’t remember the name of)interesting. Just a suggestion

@loganryan462 Год назад

Check out “Not Good Enough For The Truth In Cliche” by Escape The Fate. (Ronnie was the singer back then.) i feel like you could like it. U dont have to post a reaction or anything. Just a suggestion in general. Im subbing because I appreciate what you stand for. An thank you for speaking up without having to wonder if you are true or not.

@gregory6592 2 года назад

Great reaction and analysis. I hope you do Tom Macdonald's 'Scars', I think you'd appreciate it.

@MaRoach7 2 года назад

Ronnie said the song is about anxiety and hypochondria

@Spadez614 2 года назад

theres a chance you could be reacted by ronnie on his twitch. love this song.

@vdeserisy Год назад

I hope the next song you do by FIR is "I'm Not a Vampire Revamped"

@eternalNostalgia 2 года назад

hey! song request: billie jean covered by anthony vincent in the style of breaking benjamin. he hails it so much.

@GDWC78 2 года назад

Sorry I didn't warn you in advance. That's how it gets in my head sometimes. Like I'm fighting myself. I just wanted to share. I'm trying to open up more.

@MentalAmanda 2 года назад

I'm glad you didn't!

@richardoberlander930 2 года назад

The man himself said that this is about Hypochondria

@jmy2455 2 года назад

You should watch Ronnie Radke's "Trilogy" (Losing My Mind, Losing My Life, Drugs) He goes deep into his addiction, mental state, recovery, and struggles within and after

@GrandToast Год назад

Have you seen Popular Monster by Ronnie? If so I want to watch it, if not, you should

@MentalAmanda Год назад

ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-kI0LQu8Bspc.html

@11DNA11 2 года назад

How about reacting to In Memoriam by Evile? It's a song about loss.

@SparkimusPrime 2 года назад

🖤🖤🖤

@fauzanakbar420 2 года назад

Next zombified and double react im not vampire & im not vampire revamped this is another talent by ronnie radke!

@infinitycry948 Год назад

Ты волшебная девушка. Мне нравится слушать твой голос, он меня успокаивает. Пусть даже я не всегда всё понимаю, языковой барьер. Спасибо за видео, была бы возможность - крепко обнял. Желаю успехов во всём)

@k1ngpower03 2 года назад

Idk if it means anything but what is that yellow thing on your hand?

@MentalAmanda 2 года назад

It's a tattoo of the Triforce from the Legend of Zelda. Stands for power, wisdom and courage.

@k1ngpower03 2 года назад

@@MentalAmanda oh okay, thanks!

@vesnajokic9028 2 года назад

React to the song zombified, you will like it even more

@Op42177 2 года назад

Now you have to listen to popular monster by falling in reverse!

@MentalAmanda 2 года назад

Here it is: ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-kI0LQu8Bspc.html

@collieharlly5732 2 года назад

Many migraine by twenty one pilots it turns positive at the end! It got me through some things ~くコ:彡

@mrfriendless3495 2 года назад

Please make a reaction video of "human" by harris j

@kevinabraham9260 Год назад

Yup trauma response, I have the perfect fiancé and I’m losing her slowly cuz I’ve been shutting down

@MentalAmanda Год назад

Recognizing that you are prone to self sabotaging means you can get help for it

@joeazbill8644 3 месяца назад

Spend a term in Iraq back in 03/04, we called it the wild west.

@MentalAmanda 3 месяца назад

Thank you for your sacrifice!

@chrisgonzalez4414 2 года назад

You should check out Diary of a Madman by Ozzy Osbourne 🔥🎶🦈💨

@MentalAmanda 2 года назад

Here it is: ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-6LQsJszg5HI.html

@greg73cho 11 месяцев назад

You and others keep saying these things are temporary, these things will pass. When, it's been 20 years

@MentalAmanda 11 месяцев назад

To be honest, I'd been in the darkness as far back as I could remember. It wasn't until my early thirties that I really put my foot down and started making changes in my life. People often say "it gets better", but that's not true. We MAKE IT better.

@shawanothan8323 Год назад

Love falling in reverse as a band but I can't stand Ronnie as a person. Someone commented on a video of him being a bit of a dick and the person wasn't really being mean, he then proceeded to make jokes about her weight in his reply to her, my wife who has issues with weight then commented on his reply saying that was unnecessary and he then proceeded to block her.

@MentalAmanda Год назад

It's very unfortunate when celebrities misuse their power.

@cdubs6706 2 года назад

Dont know if its an act or what BUT your facial reactions seem like either you get it or you're acting very well. (Yes, I'm guarded.)

@MentalAmanda 2 года назад

I get it. Far more than I wish sometimes.

@martinfinn674 2 года назад

Amanda, define crazy. 🤔 Is it the opposite of normal? Well there's a definition for you. Is this circular reasoning? Possibly... You do know that circular reasoning is not admissible in a court of law! So, where is the evidence for crazy? Just a psychological experiment for you. Enjoy... Love Martin xoxoxo

@MentalAmanda 2 года назад

This channel is about using music to encourage conversations about mental health. If you browse the comments, you will see that this goal is accomplished often, even being cited for saving many people and/or helping them out of the darkness. There are plenty of other reaction channels to choose from. I hope you find one that suits your preferences ☺