For Lee 💛 

I've been sat here all day thinking that I should maybe get up and clean the cabin or go for a walk or get out in nature to connect with Lee but I cannot stop replaying 13:20 onwards. It's on a loop and I'm lying in my bed. Sometimes drenched in tears. Sometimes sitting in HARD belly laughter. And this is after a full week of watching this footage already. Lee is just PURE magic and I am so grateful we have so many amazing memories caught on film ✨. Sending everyone out there lots of love as we all collectively grieve the loss of the most beautiful person.

Never laughed and cried so much in one video. What a beautiful tribute you guys. I feel like I know her and am inspired to be more like her. Thank you for sharing this because i know how hard it must have been. Y'all are simply the best.

Depression is being stuck in the past, anxiety is being stuck in the future. - Lee This girl just explained the most complicated thing in simple words

Sometimes The people with the brightest Eyes hold the deepest secrets

I didn't realize it could hurt so much to lose someone you never met...

I know how hard this was for you two to make and I know you don’t think you did a perfect job. But that was perfect. Lee would have absolutely loved that. And you definitely made the Polaroid wall. Love you 💛

I know this was done 2 years ago, but it is still so real and full of life. You said it - Lee was too big for this world. She was so bright and full of life. I cried watching this, knowing that I have also suffered loss just like Lee's, and I can say that years ago I was personally there myself. There is always a place to go; you just have to seek it out. My heart goes out to you as you continue to feel the absence of Lee in your lives.

In 2006 I killed myself, but thanks to a random friend walking along a trail in a forest where I poisoned myself, they were able to bring me back to life. I am meant to be here, and though I suffer from Chronic pain, PTSD and bipolar depression, my body is broken, but my spirit will not let me give up again. I was spared so I could be there for someone else, and Lee fought that same fight. Sorry for you guys and your loss. 🧡 #speakupforlee

The emotional and spiritual strength it took to record & edit this video is unbelievable. Thank you for putting it together for all of us & for Lee. It’s such a beautiful tribute for such a beautiful human. For those of us who only got to love Lee from afar, it’s so special to have some of our favorite moments with her all in one video ❤️ I’m sure we’re one of many who will be watching this video over and over again whenever we’re missing her or thinking of her, even though I can’t watch even a minute without crying. Thank you. Sending you both all the love we can muster. 🧡 #speakupforlee

Without ever meeting Lee in real life you can see how beautiful she is inside and out. I see that same light in you two.

I just found you. I heard about Lee and that led me to you. Our 24 year old granddaughter died from a drug overdose in 2020. I have struggled with huge depression and anxiety since her death. Her name was Rebecca and she was our only grandchild. My husband and dogs have kept me sane these last two years. I’m watching you go thru IVF and chemo and I’m feeling so much love and so much hope and so much absolute certainty that I was supposed to find your channel tonite. My little Morkie who sleeps next to me every night and keeps me going because I am his mom……his name is Bear. Please know that I am strengthened by you and am sending you all the love I can possibly send. ❤️💫🐶💫❤️

How can someone who looks so happy, be hiding so much. This is such a sad reality for those affected by this cruel illness. To all those out there who suffer in silence, please make yourself heard, don't be afraid to speak up, there's always someone who will listen. RIP Lee

I don't care that I'm a male at age 34 I haven't cried like this in so long. I loved Lee so much even though I never met her. I love you guys so much even though I've never met you. I'm in deep sobs over the loss of such an amazing spirit. I'm sorry I'm just so sorry

Lee was one of the people that made me realize it's okay to talk about my mental illnesses and not to keep it inside. Thank you for making such a fitting tribute.

At 59 I have been managing my depression and anxiety since the age of 9. What I want so badly to impress on young people struggling to find their path thru the dark places in their minds is this; This too, shall pass. You will not always be consumed by these shadows. Things will, throughout your life, change and expand and contract. And heal. 27 is SO SO young. Looking back I remember the jump days when I thought I couldn't go on. Now? I can't even remember what made those days so bad. What I remember is reaching out with a call for help even when I was sure no one could help. Because I promised someone to not jump without calling first. I am so grateful to him for making me promise, and for catching me when I fell. Make yourself reach out before you jump. Save your own life.

As a Mental Health nurse, I hear sad stories of people's struggles almost on a daily basis. But for some reason, Lee's passing has REALLY hit me hard. I have only been following her journey (with Max) for about a year, but the tears & sense of loss are undeniable. She was such a beautiful, vivacious & energetic young woman who appeared to have the world at her feet. She will be so very sadly missed, & it is truly unfortunate she had no idea how many people (worldwide) she has touched! My heart breaks for all those ''in her world", & also for those of us who just loved the journey she took us on online. To Eamon & Bec: thank you for sharing this lovely tribute. It is so very obvious the beautiful & genuine love the three of you have for each other. Something you will always treasure no doubt. Be kind to yourselves & each other. Your online community is here to support you through these difficult times! xxx

Rest In Peace Lee. Thank you for gracing us with you’re beautiful energy and presence. God got back one of its angels 🤍

Rest in peace forever Lee she is so beautiful inside and out

I know the pain you are feeling. My mom and dad took their own lives together. I died inside that day, as they were also my best friends and the most unconditionally loving people I've ever known. It was 6 years this last March and I didn't bounce back from my anxiety, depression and grief until four years afterwards. My heart goes out to you both and you are in my prayers!! 💔❤🥰🙏

My daughter, the love of my life, committed suicide 4 years ago! My life got destroyed with her departure! So I know how you guys feels! My daughter served in the military for 24 years and went deployed 5 times to Afghanistan and Irak, she saw many ugly things, and her mind was never the same and suffered PTSD! She retired from the military and didn’t complete a year when she was gone! My heart goes to Lee’s family! God give them comfort and peace! Same to you guys!

Maybe you guys should make a line of “Lee You Sunday” merch and donate the proceeds to a mental health initiative. Much love and big hugs to all.

“The brightest stars burn the quickest!”… So true.

Finally felt ready to watch this today. We love you, Lee! ❤️❤️❤️

I lost my wife of 40 years and I’m so lonely. Grief is the price we pay for loving someone. Thanks for all you do.

My son commited suicide in 2008. I did not unerstand a lot of things that he may of been going through till I watch this and Lee's videos. So thank you for sharing this. I miss my son his name was Michael. Please if anyone is out there that feels no one cares they do reach out and talk to someone anyone. May God bless .

This is so beautiful. You are all so strong. We love you Lee

I keep coming back to this video... it’s such a beautiful and special tribute to a life that can’t be summed up with words... I hope everyone reading this knows how important you are. #SpeakUpForLee

Fellow lifelong sufferer of depression here. Because of my own struggles and “faking it til you make it” attitude, I saw through Lee’s posts and how hard she was struggling. While we should strive to always be there for people, we must remember that a person fighting mental illness ultimately has the last word on their survival. There is no blame to be had or guilt to be felt in Lee taking her life. She truly did shine bright and unfortunately burned out fast. Lee knew she was loved but didn’t feel worthy of it. I know because I walk this walk every day. At 68, I’ve fought depression most of my life. My strongest mantra has been “hang on because tomorrow may be the best day of my life.” My heart breaks for all who are fighting the fight. You are in my prayers. 😎✌️🤙🤘😎

I’m so extremely sorry for your loss Eamon and Bec🤍 she was and forever will be a real life angel.

I literally started watching this channel only a week ago and loved watching u with Lee. Hearts and hugs and love to you guys and her other friends and family

It’s so wonderful that you two are with such open warm hearts and how great you are at sharing your love for Lee and the world as you live your rich life! I’ve watched this wonderful video you made for Lee several times! Such a tender tribute to your endearing friend.

Hey Bec. I’m not even sure if you will read this but I just wanted to personally reach out to you and I wish I could give you the biggest hug. I know you and Eamon are grieving for Lee and i am so so sorry. I know I have not actually met her but with following Max and her for years I felt in a way that I knew her in a way. I am so sorry and Lee had the best impact on us all and I hope you can read this message and it bring you even the smallest smile on your face. Lots of hugs and I hope you have a good rest of your day. 🥰🥰

Most of us never met Lee but we all felt we knew her. I still struggle to believe she's gone and her smile will be no more. What an awful illness depression is.

You guys are helping so many people putting this out there Thankyou! ❤️

Thank you for bringing this to light 💕 I’m so very sorry for the loss of your friend/ sister 😢

Still can’t believe it. 💔 Rest in peace beautiful Lee.

The intro is just so perfect. I’m sorry for your loss

So sorry for your loss. Thanks for spreading awareness. 💚

Thank you for sharing this. I’m new to the channel and when I met Lee in your videos I felt the amazing presence she brought to everything. Truly so sad to hear. I am thankful for your videos bringing her into my life.

Unfortunately, for people with treatment resistant depression it does not matter how many people love you, or will miss you. Suicide is about stopping the pain being experienced. If someone around you takes their own life, do not take it personally or worry you could have done more. Don't do that to yourself. It is a disease most people cannot understand and it is real.

“Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to a new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same” - Flavia Weedn

She was such an amazing soul! Your videos and hers and max have gotten me through this quarantine rewatching them all! You guys did her justice and showcased just how absolutely amazing she was in this video! My deepest Condolences to her family, you guys, Max and everyone involved! She can into this earth and left a mark and I hope you all know that! ❤️❤️😪😪 RiH Lee

I feel this. Thank you Eamon and Bec for sharing her joy and speaking up for lee 🌟 even though I am watching this week's after posted, its hit home and helped inspire me in some deeply personal ways.. I am passionate about mental health awareness ❤️🙏 Much love you to guys both and to Lee with joy and love!

I lost my husband through suicide 9 years ago. The pain never vanishes but I see a lot of him in my children. Thanks for advocating for people with mental illness!!

What a beautiful tribute. My partner attempted suicide this winter. I was the one that found him and stopped it. I was in total crisis mode for months. Numb and detached from my grief, just trying to help him get better. Lee's death hit me so hard after that and I found myself crying daily about her for over a week. Through grieving her death, I finally felt my grief from almost loosing my boyfriend. She is such a bright light and I hope her light keeps shining on through everyone that got to experience her magic. Sending you and everyone grieving such big hugs.

So sorry for your loss. A beautiful tribute for Lee. Prayers for you all 🙏

Thank you for sharing Lee with us, thru the tears and the joy she brought to you I believe she will always be with you two. Love each other 💗

I’m 30 seconds in and crying already. My best friend passed away 6 months ago to Suicide in front of me and it is HARD. You are loved and not alone. I’m sending my good Energy and vibes for healing at this hard time.

Beautiful tribute guys. Thank you for making it. Lee, you always were and always be a lengend!

This is so amazing and beautifully done. So sorry for your loss. This needs to be shared.

Just recently started watching all of your videos and I loved seeing Lee in some of your videos because of the bright light she brought with her❤️ I lost my father to suicide in 2019 and it still hurts me every day because of how he didn’t tell anyone how he was hurting. You truly never know with some people and it is so tragic and sudden that it takes so long to finally feel “okay” about what happened. My love goes out to you because it really is hard losing someone this way❤️❤️❤️

I’ve never been touched by a group of people like I have been by you, Trent, Allie and Lee. I was heartbroken to hear of Lee’s passing and wish all of her loved ones peace 💛

If you’re reading this know that you are loved. Know that your life is so incredibly valuable. Know that there is help out there. Know that it does get better!

Wow. Thank you for this. It was a beautiful tribute.

It's taken me until now to be able to watch this. Thank you for sharing this and for celebrating Lee. Such a loss to the world 💔

Lee lived more of a life and was part of more lives, than most other people ever try to be. She'll always be a part of you all now

My deepest condolences. I’m in my 50s now, and most of my life I’ve danced with that thought of suicide or just having a death wish. It’s left me with a history of substance abuse to self medicate. I had trouble with the initial lock down of Covid As I live on a farm by myself. I want you to know, your videos, including those with Lee, mean a lot to me and helped me through some darker times. Thank you

Thank you for sharing wonderful memories you shared with Lee.

That was beautiful. You honored her so wonderfully. I love watching you all and this just broke my heart. My heart is with yours. This last year has been so full of loss. Grief is a heavy burden as I carry it myself. I’m lighting you up. Say her name. Keep saying her name. She will live forever through you!

You know when you watch someone on RU-vid and think to yourself “oh I know we would be great friends” that’s how I felt about Lee! Lee was so caring, joyful and she lived life like it should be lived. I’m sorry Lee’s not with you anymore, she will be forever missed.

Lee explained in one sentence what it is like (at least for me) to suffer with depression and anxiety. Depression keeps you stuck in the past and anxiety makes it impossible to be completely present in the moment. She is truly an inspiration. I’m so so very sorry for the loss of your dear friend. Rip sweet Lee🙏💜🙏

What a beautiful tribute for an absolutely amazing person!! It's amazing the impact someone can have on others simply by saying hello and asking how the day went.

I’m so sorry for your loss, Watching this video was heart wrenching. Lee seems like she was an absolutely beautiful soul.

I didn’t want it to end.. Literally saved this video for hours. Took it outside in a misting rain, sat in a rocking chair and watched and cried! I looked up exactly as it was ending, the sun burst out, and the birds started singing!! She is here, and she doesn’t want anybody to be sad! Sounds so dumb but really felt it!! So much love to you both and Lee’s family and all her friends!!❤️

This video is an act of bravery, strength, empathy, and immense love. We love you so much. We are shattered with and for you both. Thank you for being our strength as much as your own. This video is filled with Lee’s spirit, in you and in the community you all built, I think, too. Sending you love xx.

She's a wonderful person. I love watching her in your vlogs. We're gonna miss her ❤️

This was so beautiful , so happy I finally got the strength to watch it. Love yin both !

I could barely watch this. Hearing how she felt, and what she went through, knowing that you guys were actually friends with her, knowing how difficult the struggle with depression and anxiety can be, and how thin the veil is between this world and the next, it's all overwhelming. I wish things could have been different, but this is where we are. The world can be a difficult place. RIP Lee.

I've just spoken to my Dr about getting some support. I have been struggling for a while trying to hide behind work etc but no more. Time for help! For me for Lee, for everyone!!! She really was so beautiful inside and out. Thank you for sharing your lives with us x see you Sunday #SpeakUpForLee .

Thank you two for making this video. This loss was felt wide amongst the vanlife community and it is meaningful to be able to have a moment to take pause with the grief through this tribute. My heart goes out to you both and all of Lee's family and close friends.

That was so emotional, laugh and cried through it. It was an amazing tribute! Lee was magic. Such a beautiful person. She will be greatly missed by everyone.

to the complete stranger who I will never meet in my life.. hey I love you! promise me you'll take care of yourself okay

This comment may be triggering for some... When I was 16, I wasn't living with either of my parents and felt very adrift - not feeling loved by the people you feel should love you the most. I was living with a friend and her family at the time and her mom was planning on selling their house... with the mom & one sister moving to an apartment and my friend and one of her friends planning on getting a place together - but no mention of me. I felt very unloved, un-needed and since I was never the type to insert myself into anyone else's life I decided it wasn't worth the struggle to continue on. I did leave a note but I have no idea what I said in the note. It's crazy the mind space that you can be in - and there was nothing that was going to stop me!! The one friend was in the house with me and I told her I was going to lie down and must have said something else that made her concerned. Looking back I know that whatever I said was really a call for help - but I certainly didn't know it at the time. Yes, I had meetings with psychologists (with and without my parents) while I was in the hospital - but, I said what I knew they needed to hear. It wasn't how I felt but I knew how to play the game of making everyone think I was fine when I wasn't. I called my best friend while I was in the hospital and she said to me, "Where have you been? I've been trying to get ahold of you! I need you to perm my hair!" It may seem like the oddest thing... but, that one moment of being needed by someone, even if it was just to perm her hair, was the one thing that brought me back to a life worth living. It wasn't the psychologists or my parents... it was my best friend needing me. I am now 53 years old, with 2 sons, and one grandson. And, while life hasn't been the easiest, and there have been moments of sadness throughout the years, there has never been a time where I was as depressed and alone as I was when I was 16. It really is absolutely true that a day can really make a difference. I think this is why I feel so connected to Lee, and in turn, her family & friends, and Lee's people Eamon & Bec. I can feel your loss Eamon & Bec - and I want to you live in the certainty that there is nothing you could have done to change the path that Lee took. Nothing! This has been a really hard comment to write and has brought me to tears, but I felt the need to write it for 2 reasons: 1. To hopefully help those that may be struggling, to know, that there will always be someone that needs you!! Always!! 2. To let both you Eamon and you Bec know that my heart is with you and to reiterate that you cannot hold yourselves in any blame. With peace, love & tenderness... See you when I see you. 💛 And to Lee who is probably reading over your shoulder... thank you for being a friend to all of us and sharing your struggles, your joy and your light. Keep shining bright Lee! We see you!! 💕💕💕💕💕

Very beautiful tribute to a very beautiful person ! Much love to all who loved her !!

I love you guys, this video was really beautiful. I have watched it a couple times since you posted it. I don't comment a lot on videos but I genuinely look forward to your videos every Sunday and I loved watching the relationship you both had with beautiful Lee, it has had a really big impact on my life. Thank you for sharing your life. Sending you all the positive vibrations and love.

Another life gone too soon. Lee had such a wonderful personality

I cried for 19 minutes with you guys. As someone that deals with depression and understanding that the darkness can grip you at the unlikeliest times and take you to bad places, losing Lee hit me really hard and close to home. I fear for those close to me that they may have to deal with the dark possibilities one day. Ive thought about Lee so much over the last month and just keep crying.

She keeps me coming back to her, it’s surreal and so comforting, she is so beautiful

Lee's death has impacted me so heavily. I just hope she knew how much she meant to so many people. Even though I've never met her, she brought so much light to my life. I wish I could have told her that.

Lee's passing struck me so hard....she had everything going for her and the fact she could not shake the depression, just shows how dangerous depression is. We all have to be more kind to all we meet (even if someone deserves a lashing, please refrain, as nasty ppl are probably depressed and not all ppl hide it as well as Lee did). We all have a responsibility to either promote positive energy or negative, and hopefully we choose positive 💗

This is so beautiful and really needed

Took me a while before I could even watch this. I am so so sorry for your loss, what a terrible terrible loss. Lee was your soul sister Bec, it was so clear you two were meant to be live your lives together, what a connection. I am so so sorry for your loss. Its unimaginable. Please take care and allow yourselves time to grieve. You did everything you could for her, you were there for her and showed her how loved she was. Thank you, take care guys.

In a few weeks it will be 2 years since i lost my best friend to suicide. Just like lee, she was the literally the brightest light you could ever possibly meet, her kindness and the connections she shared with others was unlike anything i’ve ever known. I try every day to carry on Liv’s legacy and i so much commend you so much for doing the same. ❤️ sending you so much love

I know this was difficult for you both to film as you continue to process the loss of your irreplaceable friend, confidante, guide and more. SO many of us who never met Lee in person felt the pull of her incredible personality through our screens, and we have also felt the weight of her loss. We miss her and love and support you through this difficult time and beyond.

I just found you and I Love love your channel! I am so sorry for your loss, Lee looks like an amazing friend. You 2 are the best you tube channel I have come across! I have been binge watching! I am praying for both of you for the journey are now on! Keep up with your beautiful positive way! ❤️

Thank you so much for making this tribute. May you Rest In Peace, Lee 🤍

What a beautiful tribute. Lost my 25yr young daughter by suicide. The pain is horrific. Kaitlyn was happy on the outside. She hid it well. Pls reach out if you are in pain. Her death was instant but mine is every day. Love one another listen closer and hug tighter. Much love to you all

I can't believe this.

I’m sorry for your loss! I’ve struggled all my life with depression and this hit home.... ❤️ God bless y’all! RIP Lee

What a beautiful tribute for your friend! I’m so glad you shared so many times together, memories are the most precious things.

Lee would be so thankful that you've chosen to continue her fight in mental health advocacy. Thank you for sharing your love for Lee with us. ❤️

10 years ago next month, my dear friend took her life and I found her. I honestly don't think she knew the depth and breadth of the effect her loss would have on friends and family. I don't think when someone takes their life that they are thinking of anything but ending that pain in that moment. My heart is with you both and I am sending mountains of love. Thank you for sharing these beautiful memories. Lee, we are standing up for you and we will keep speaking up for mental health awareness. ❤️

Sending love and strength. Think of it as a positive that since you were all content creators you have so many beautiful moments filmed and documented to look back on and cherish.

I am so sorry for your loss. Your tribute to Lee was so hart felt that it made me feel like I lost a friend. My first introduction to your channel she was in the vid with you and I was amazed at how beautiful and full of life she was. This comes as a shock and makes me sad for her friends and family. I wish I could have known her because she sounds like an amazing friend. Thank you for sharing her story.

Eamon and Bec, I’m so sorry for your loss. All of your follows know how special Lee was to both of you and she made people who didn’t even know her happy. She was such a bright spark. Thank you for making this video to remind people that ANYONE can suffer with mental health issues.

Today is the ninth anniversary of the suicide of my soulmate of fourteen years, which happened while he was stationed far away for work. My own life-long struggle with depression is underscored daily by the intimate knowledge of how unfathomable a suicide is, and how lasting the scars are to those left behind. Your tribute to Lee, whom I and most of us, only knew in viewing RU-vids, and your heart-felt commitment to mental health advocacy is just completely beautiful. The front of my shirt is soaked with tears, some shed in joy at the happy moments showcased, some in grief for the loss of such a bright star as you named Lee, some in pain from my experience, and from that experience, also shed in deepest sympathy for Lee's family, her friends and you both.

Omg. I cant even imagine how hard that was to make. Lee was amazing. I dont think I've ever smiled and cried at the same time like I did watching this video! You guys are amazing and lee would love this tribute! I love you all

This is such a touching, deeply real tribute. It brought me to tears. Thank you. It's so true that mental illness is just as real as a physical injury. Mental illness is the symptom of an injury to heart, mind, and body.

To anyone who is reading this, you matter and you are loved by so many people including me. I wish suicide/mental health was talked about more then it is. Lee is amazing and her spirt will always be here. I lost my second dad to it a year ago. Eamon and Bec you guys are so strong and so amazing we are all always here for you❤️❤️

"Please reach out and get help because you matter" - Bec. That is so true!