Former Hitman on Mexican Prison, Cartel Brutality and Police Corruption | Minutes With 

Thank you to Ali for taking part. You can follow Ali on Instagram @isaireyes909 and RU-vid @Legacy.of.Warriors

“We all take our decisions and we have to live with our consequences. So if anything happens to me don’t worry about it, let the dogs eat me, because that’s the life I chose” hardest quote I’ve ever heard

You can see the depression in this young man's eyes, and how everything he's done and seen has affected him. No boasting, no narcissism. Just depression.

The fact he went back to Mexico and helped anther RU-vidr out to interview hitman and the cartel he’s got big balls man

This dude just put himself at risk to tell us his story, so thankful he shared it with us, life has a grim and dark reality for some people.

He’s the perfect example of not judging a book by its cover. If I was to meet him at a gym or something I’d never thought his back story would be as such

You can tell he ain't lying. The dead body language, that hollow stare and monotonous delivery. I hope he finds peace in life.

Hearing this man’s story altered my perspective on life. At the very moment I write this comment there is someone being brutally murdered in ways I cannot even fathom while my biggest worry is having enough for gas to make it to my 9-5 job…

He is so young to have survived so much. What i learned from him: Life is only worthwhile when we all agree that lives are worth something.

The actions of his father led to the destruction of dozens of lives, from those around his sister to the ones taken by this guy. Crazy butterfly effect

I lived in Mexico for 10 years...he is 100% right when he said he didn't know real violence until he went down there. You can't even imagine the things that happen to people, truly horrifying.

Probably one of the best interviews to ever be made. This guy's clarity of thought and honest expression is inspiring.

This is one of the most raw interviews I’ve ever seen. You can tell this dude is not lying about anything he: saying. Crazy world

By the end of the interview I was starting to realise this guy hadn't smiled once. Not a happy smile, or a sarcastic smile, not a scoff or shred of emotion including anger. You can see how this dude had to become what he is to survive what sounds like a manic environment. I hope he finds peace

You can tell this guy lives in pain from his past. when she asked him what the most violent thing hes done he instantly put his head to the ground, his body language says a thousand words.

You can feel this man’s pain. No glorification of the lifestyle. He sees the faces of all the people he has killed.

A very intelligent and articulate man, it's unfortunate his father set him on the path he ended up on. An amazing story as well, it's crazy to think he had started off with simple home invasions.

*I have to remind myself that while I’m just living my ‘nice comfy life’ there are people living like this. It reminds me to remain grounded and grateful. What a crazy life.*

This dude is the real deal no joke !!You can tell how he tells his story by not trying to flex or glorify that life.

I work construction in Hawaii with a guy who used to be cartel, really good dude, goes church on sundays, and brings food his wife cooks for us on fridays. Glad to see these dudes turn their lives around

Thank You for this interview. Well spoken and even invoked empathy in me. The tone, the eyes, the word choice, this is as real as it gets.

When you see violence on that scale… you’ll never look at people the same way and you’ll never feel safe. Just knowing one phone call can get your family killed is crazy. I can tell this dude saw some things he will never forget.

When you see celebrity interviews on TV, full of vacuous self important people who only have a skill of pretending to be someone in front of camera for a bit. They talk of inconsequential things that are of interest to none but the most stupid of society. Then there's this masterpiece, for free on RU-vid. What a stunning thought provoking interview. Worthy of whatever awards can be achieved for such things.

I grew up in Compton CA until I was 12 years old in the early 90s, Elm St and Mayo. My parents decided to move to Oregon in 94, to this day I can say it's the best decision they could've made. It was definitely a culture shock at first, but I'm glad it happened. I don't know where or how I would be if I had stayed. Portland might not be what it used to be in 94, but it still doesn't compare to Compton.

I’m not Mexican but I consume Mexican news and podcast every single day and the violence in cartels is the most BRUTAL and nauseous thing, like he said it is something that people in first world countries couldn’t even think of and it’s something that affects everyone in Mexico still to this day, heartbreaking.

I believe every word he said. You can tell he's remembering the events that happened as he's telling them. He's reliving the moment and you sort of see his gaze shift away as he's remembering the details in his head. He has no emotions, has a cold air about him and he didn't embellish his stories to make himself out to be some hotshot. He was just straight to the point. I hope he finds peace.

Dude is well spoken and I found myself feeling empathy for him having heard his childhood and what his father put them through. It’s not hard to understand the equation and how someone chooses their avenue

Ali is the one to transform generational curses. We are grateful that he is able to share his story. He has a grand purpose in life, and we hope that he lives a long life to fulfill it. Peace Ali

I grew up with this guy. I’m completely shocked to have seen him here sharing this story after so many years not seeing him. My heart goes out to him and I’m very proud of his outcome and more milestones he’s going to accomplish.

Wow. This is by far one of the most insanely genuine interviews i have ever seen. We sometimes tend to remove the idea of humanity from anyone who is or was a career criminal. I’ve certainly been guilty of that, but this was a sharp reminder to think twice before assuming anything about anyone based on a label. I sure hope he finds some sort of peace in his life, and hopefully rebuilds his relationship with his family before it’s no longer an option. Time doesn’t stop. Kudos to the interviewer for knowing how to ask those uncomfortable questions respectfully.

If we met in the street, I would never have thought what kind of life he had, very articulate and honest. Hope he stays on his path to good.

This is one of the best interviews I’ve seen in a long time wow this is crazy!

Fantastic interview , part 2 please

Growing up in Los Angeles from the early 70s to the early 2000s as an extremely poor white dude I met and befriended many dudes like this guy. Not cartel "employees" but hardcore gangsters just the same. These dudes were always respectful and honest about their personal lives and intentions. I lost several friends who got caught up in this type of lifestyle. Gangs, shootings, stabbings, prison and drug related deaths. I saw it all myself. RIP to lots of my brothers who didn't make it and I hope this dude can find peace in his life. He didn't ask to be here.

It's amazing how well he speaks and how candidly he's able to communicate the relationships between events in his life

I hear all this and on the other hand, I hear warmth and softness in his voice. The humans are so special.

big props for him to share this story with the world, hope he finds peace. Everybody can change , everybody deserves a chance,

I always believe that if you want a story spoken well, you ask the storyteller to speak it. This man spoke well throughout, I may not accept the life he lead was a good, honest life, I do believe he will succeed in bringing a better life to others, for that he has my uttermost respect.

This lad looks genuinely traumatised and numb to what hes done and how bad its affected him. He looks lost

As somebody who has lived in Juarez and seen aspects of that reign of pure terror firsthand... this man is very very brave showing his face on camera like this.

probably the greatest real story ive ever heard … truly mind blowing and very inspiring❤️

Imagine standing there watching a group of people, some innocent, get hacked up by axes and chainsaws. Good Lord. Humans really suck man

Glad you woke up and saw the big picture that day that you decided that was not gonna be the rest of your life. Your trauma began when you realized your own protector, your father, was a twisted violent monster. I’m so sorry that happened to you and your sister. It’s not your fault, and you are NOT your father. Keep going man, get that shit as far behind you as you can…

This is the most enthralling segment I’ve ever watched. The remarkable nature of this interview deserves some type of award. Wow.

Respect.. keep doing what you're doing bro.. you're a big inspiration to those who don't know any better

You really can tell when someone has lived that life. Can never dismiss his past actions but have to show mercy and be glad he’s on a better path to forgiveness. Hope he finds a small peace and holds the demons and thoughts at bay.

It's absolutely incredible how the ripple effects of one man's actions can change the lives of soo many!

This is the realist interview I've ever seen. Props to this young man....

Thank you for sharing this honestly

Clearly a very intelligent man... crazy what he has been through... I wish him well for the future...

If anyone here thinks they have had a bad life they should have a conversation with this man. I hope he's doing well. I have all the respect in the world for him simply for coming out the other side alive and well! 💯💯💯👏👏👏👏

you can see his pain, his fear, everything it’s heartbreaking, genuinely people have to live this life, and it’s no way fathomable

I cant help but think he’s a kind soul deep down somewhere and under different circumstances his life could have gone a different way. Hope one days he rests and is at peace.

I hope they let him live. He was very methodical with his words, giving us enough detail without giving away anything or naming specifics. I hope he continues to share his story.

Sobering Interview. Thank you. 3 years ago while on vacation in Mexico I sat down with one of these guys (retired) for a long conversation. He said that he couldn't eat roasted chicken for 6 months because it smells a lot like burning bodies. I asked him how he could live with himself knowing he had done those things. His answer: It's not personal, it's war.

This guy is a very intelligent survivor. Painfully honest and insightful.

Good shit brother, very good interview, STAY STRONG

This guy’s courage, self control, and natural empathy is incredible and even beautiful. Many people simply don’t have that in them. Especially going through everything he has gone through his entire life.

He is very well spoken and smart. You can tell he is in deep pain. I wish him peace, wherever he can find it.

Thankyou for this video

Lots of young kids these days need to hear this.. absolutely heartbreaking. I wouldn’t wish this life on anyone 💔

The cartel is extremely terrifying. Sad what this guy had to go through in his life.

This was defintly one of the deepest interviews I've seen, Hopefully this guy is doing well reguardless of his past life. It's very hard for men like him to change. Applause for him...

Wild and deep, thank you for sharing.

This was a very enlighteng. This man is inteligent ,articulate and sincere when he speak thank you for sharing

Definitely not lying. Sounds exactly like a combat Veteran. His mannerisms are like a combat Veteran & he has that thousand yard stare into the abyss stare a lot of us display.

Dude...this guy is the real deal. You get that vibe from even real killers that have spent most their lives in prison that do podcasts that they're making alot of shit up or talking BS....but this guy....you can see this guy has seen some shit and done some shit and you can tell he's dead inside. This guy needs to start up a podcast or something and tell stories, and I can see him blowing up big time. Something about him is so real that it's unique

Nice video. Thanks to everybody for this

This was an amazing interview. There is a real decency in this guy. Such a shame he went down that path. I hope he gets a chance to live a good next chapter. 🙏

the common thread with so many of these stories that childhood trauma and dysfunction is SO hard to shake. It moulds you in the most monstrous ways. and kudos to anyone who came find it in themselves to move on, breakthrough to the other side and find a better path.

Man, I've never felt this type of sadness for another human being before.

Thank you Ali for your brave decision to tell your truth about life in the cartel. I admire and respect you for that. I hope you find peace and have a great life. Be safe!!! Thank you. Wishing you luck and love ❤.

Ali seems very sincere in his way but you can also see that his emotions are closely in check. What I like about this channel is that the interviews are not glorifying the person in the chair like some other channels do - well done, keep up the good work

He's such an anassuming guy. But looking in his eyes, they immediately communicate "hard as f*cking coffin nails," but there's an inherent sadness in them. Like they're saying, "I truly don't want to hurt you, so please don't force my hand, because I'll take into a realm of nightmare which you couldn't fathom".

I always appreciate your interviews, LADBible. This man's story felt close to home, because of geography and some cultural experience. Thank you for choosing this interview. I appreciated the interview questions and the truthfulness of this man's telling of his experiences and point of view. Best wishes to you, Ali Gonzalez as you continue your life. I am happy to hear that you are working to provide leadership and caring to the young children who desperately need it.

Thank you for sharing, you put yourself at risk and that takes courage.

these guys are literally everywhere America isn't a country it's a sewer thanks for helping out guys your contribution is priceless

Great interview! Had me at the edge of my seat. La vida loca. I wish the young man the best. Thanks for sharing your story.

Glad I ran into this interview. Born and raised in San Diego. I've known many guys like this, and believe it or not they're typically very respectful. But you can always feel that there is a line not to be crossed. It's palpable. You can think you're a badass all you want and claim not to be scared, but that would be a psychotic take, because you'll know you aren't shit when you come across the real deal.

I find his life's story very sad. I can see pain in his eye as speaks so intelligent. I feel his pain, and his sadness of what he's done just to survive. I pray he finds peace, not for his encounters but for him alone. He needs love, real love, a different kind of love that he's never experience in life. God bless him and keep him safe from any harm.

I totally understand the meaning of being a product of your environment. God bless you young man!

I know what it feels like to be pushed into a life of crime and violence. Not to the same extent as this man, but that lifestyle is really really hard. And it leaves a mark on you for life. I've had a really hard time trying to re-integrate to society because it feels too normal. When you're used to being stressed out about life and death 24/7, normal life feels like a false bubble where it can just all collapse in a blink of an eye. Kinda like what soldiers go through after coming back home after being in war. Getting shit scared of fireworks and all that, and being in fight or flight mode 24/7. Im glad that my past isn't nearly as bad as this man's past, and I'm even more glad he got out of it. You should also judge a man for what he is now in the present, not his past. Much love, random youtube comment section readers ❤ Thank your lucky stars if you've lived a normal honest life, even if it feels boring or stressful at times.

Incredible interview with Ali. Led with a sophistication, light touch and humanity by Maryana. Thank you so much for posting.

It brakes my heart because I was raised in Mexico and I know a lot of kids have to endure this style of life. As a preacher I went to a lot of rural areas and sometimes we weren't not even allowed to go and preach for the locals because they were afraid for our lives. Now I live in USA and studying psychology I understand why this kids are so violent.💔

Very interesting interview and insight. Finally an interview, without the sensational dramatic music and camera edits for a subject that needs none. This man's experience is enough. Great job keep up the good work

When he said yes, he had fear, and if someone said they had no fear, they were lying. He was definitely about that life...

You can tell his telling the truth! Great Interview ! Hope he can live the rest of his life with Peace!

One of the most meaningful interviews I've ever seen on this subject.

GREAT INTERVIEW ! for all those young kids who are going threw bad routes this is eye opening 💯

Wow, how eye opening and honest. I'm embarrassed to say, i thought these things only happened in movies. I feel so sad, really wish these people didn't go through such hardship at such a young age, it's heart breaking.

A mind blowing interview. I'd like to get this guy out and have a few beers with him, I bet he has stories forever...

Our problems became small after listening this interview. He wasnt lying, you can tell by his body language

This was absolutely haunting. I don’t think I will be able to get this out of my mind. He is so right in saying young kids hear gangster songs, watch gangster movies then start idolizing y that way of life. It is nothing but a road to hell! I am glad he got out of it, but what kind of life can he live, knowing he has killed 70 people? Will the spirits of those he killed come back to haunt him in his nightly dreams? Very sad.

Thanls for this post. Great interview.

Good interview

Dear Mr. Ali Gonzalez - I appreciate you. I appreciate your honesty. You've been through literal hell and you've come out the other side. The thing that impresses me most is that you acknowledge the hurt and pain you've caused others, you paid for your crimes and now you're trying to make sure that the children you come across do not suffer the same fate. Thank you for talking to everyone about your life. I know it'll effect others to think twice one way or another.

Took a lot of courage for a man like that to do an interview. Knowing the risks I just couldn’t imagine the lifestyle of constantly looking over the shoulder and reading people knowing on day of they find him, he is gone. He will be the example he was talking about.

Absolutely loved this episode. would love to see more from him. Ali, thank you for sharing your story

wow!!! awesome interview. Boxing saved my life too! Que dios te bendiga Ali.

Great story man . inspirational